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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
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Deepthi
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Mar 29, 2019 04:27AM
December 18th??
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Hi Deepthi! Deepthi wrote: "December 18th??"
I was going to ask whether it was some Kpop star's birthday on the same day, but then I remembered that it wasn't a birthday but a rather sad day......
No...Don't be sad...
I already have a sad friend... :(
But sadness is my identity! If I'm not sad, I'm not me.
*sigh*Lix...................................
I don't know whether to smack him or hug him rn.
I think hug would be the better choice. If you smack him, you'll regret it later and feel guilty for the rest of your life.
*gritted teeth*But he deserves it...
He said he's burdening me.
How the heck is he a burden to ME?!That's the reason i put that as my status...
Well, half the people on the planet think they are a burden to others, but I suppose the only way out is to prove otherwise.
Yeah...Let me see what happens once the card is done... i'm hoping to have it by one or two days.
"You sound hurt."Well, I do have a grumbling stomach that wants to send back everything I ate for my eyes to see again, two holes where my teeth used to be and a shattered cold rock in place of a heart, so you're just imagining it!"
Why do I have absolutely no one for me right now?
I literally just tried Billie Eilish out her songs are pretty good. Mainly 3 I like. :)
Hallie wrote: "Hope it works!See ya!"
Thanks :)
I'm in too much pain for this right now, so pretend I said the right things to both of you.
Last night and even today, Mum was like, "I have two kids but of what use." I fought the urge to say, "Oh right, because you're such a great mother! The world is totally not thanking their stars that they don't have you as their mother."And somehow I thought I'd deal with her constant need to feed with with that disgusting tasting thing by eating, and now my entire right jaw hurts along with my neck. So lovely. Can't wait for tomorrow to come so that I can get two more teeth out and go through this with her bitchiness again.
I'm sorry. I never complain about the food being not tasty or whatever like Dad and my brother do all the time. Never. And I don't know if it's my taste buds degenerating or something seriously wrong with me, but now everything tastes really bad and unbearable to me - to the point that it makes me feel more sick that I already am, and since most of the food I eat is primarily made by her, I can't figure out whether it's me or her food. She was complaining about me not eating to my dad and said, "She always says it's not nice." And Dad looked and me and said, "Yeah, that's true." Okay.... I'm not saying it's her fault, but I wish she would at least understand for once and be helpful instead of treating me like crap. I don't have anyone in real life helping me: I haven't told my friends and family is.... Well, this, and I'm sick on having to go through yet another storm all by myself. That's why I say I want to die. Because somehow, I will never get any fucking help from anymore no matter how much I need, want, or ask for it.
I can bear this physical pain, alright. It's fine. It's not even that bad. What I can't bear is a combination of four different kinds of physical pain along with mental and emotional pain from these people.
And I'm going to be petty and say that there is only one 'i' in my name.
That's fine xD It just looks super weird to me like that's not me, and most people who spell my make wrong tend to pronounce it wrong too.
I do know one person who likes going to the dentist, but I don't understand how that could possibly happen, so listen to us - don't go in there unless you really, really have to!
Alright, strangely I can't see the emojis you post. Anyone else?
It could either be that we didn't update our browsers, or isn't supported by my device/browser.
Wow... there's been a lot going on eh? Heya Hallie. I'd ask you how you're doing, but by reading the last page - not good. Anyways - just wanted to say hi from both Tam and I! (kinda weird but amazing to be able to talk to her on the phone...)
Hope your pain gets better soon - and you can always message me and all. *sends virtual hugs*
Hi I'm back after crying till 2 in the morning and somehow getting rid of tearbags before I woke up.
🅧, I've been using these stuff since when I was 3. Not smartphones specifically, but technology in general, so I learnt a little. Lol, I'm part of that generation too xDNess! Great you both are alive! And thanks for reading the previous page because I would not be able to type the whole thing again. And thanks!
Alex! *hugs back*
I'm scared and frightened and terrified (yes, I know those are synonyms), but someone please kill me already.
Now I've got two more holes where my teeth used to be :( And it already hurts like hell even though the anaesthesia hasn't started wearing off.
I'm sorry about that :/ On the bright side the pain will fade in 2~3 days and before you know it you'll be able to eat chicken wings without a care in the world again - braces don't hurt, its only the teeth removal which people NEVER MENTION when you ask. Just try to eat soft stuff like potato mash so that it doesn't trigger the nerves or wounds
Also use this as an excuse to buy ice cream
It just hurts a lot more than it did when they removed the other side :( Now that makes me feel so much better, so thank you for telling me that! I ate before the extraction, so I'll probably have something like that in the evening :)
'Oh, she's sweet but a psycho
A little bit psycho
At night she's screamin'
"I'm-ma-ma-ma out my mind"
Oh, she's hot but a psycho
So left but she's right though
At night she's screamin'
"I'm-ma-ma-ma out my mind"'
~ Sweet but Psycho, Ava Max
I was just thinking that if H or S came on Goodreads and found this group, they would just scroll and see the title "A Solivagant on the Inselberg" and know it's mine without even seeing the name of the creator. (Because only Hallie uses "authory" words like these!) Read the first post or my profile and they have solid evidence to present before the court xD
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