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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
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Mar 25, 2019 07:20AM
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Tamra wrote: "Hallie wrote: "*shakes head*"you know you dont know what you would do without us lol"
I'm pretty sure I'll survive.
Hallie wrote: "And my phone corrected "survive" to "suicide". This piece of technology knows me way too well."wow Hallie, ahhh i cant say anything
Hallie wrote: "I know."*sticks tongue out at you*
*goes back to eating popcorn on the sidelines*
Hallie wrote: "And we're bank to square one."lol, ughhh, what would yall do if i said that i just had a cigarette?
*can literally do nothing since she smokes as well*
I wouldn’t care *says inturpting and kinda rudley coverging in on the coversation not kowing if converging is like a word or what.* *mumbles in corner*
Johnessa wrote: "*can literally do nothing since she smokes as well*"i kn ow you cant
Remind you about the increased risk for lung cancer and that's it.
Black Red Empress Dragon wrote: "I wouldn’t care *says inturpting and kinda rudley coverging in on the coversation not kowing if converging is like a word or what.* *mumbles in corner*"
That is so a mood lmao
Black Red Empress Dragon wrote: "XD"where do i know you from lol
oh yeahhhhh, thats right. Yeahi swear i have the worse memory
I’m not the memoriest either don’t even remember how to make that a correct sentence I probably would if I thought ‘bout it but that takes energy so boohoo energy lol,
Black Red Empress Dragon wrote: "The rainbow support group"yeah the rainbow support group.
That’s akward lol thought I like never said it so I must’ve said it again lol wut.
Personal Survey Time!
Stolen from Tumblr
Trigger Warning: Contains self-harm and stuff, but by now you already know that this journal is not for you if that triggers you.
Emotions
When was the last time you cried?
Yesterday.
Are you a very emotional person?
I think I am, but it doesn't appear so.
Do you ever feel left out? When?
Yes. Always. Everywhere.
Are you an introvert or somewhat outgoing?
Introvert.
Do you ever have short/quick, angry outbreaks?
Yes.
Do you hate anyone? Who and why?
I have a hate list longer than that the longest thing in the world. If you want me to pick one, I'd say... My family because there reasons are obvious.
How useful do you feel to others?
I don't.
Do you think you’re depressed? Why?
Yes. *looks at thoughts, grades and actions* My demeanour just fits.
Crisis
Are you ever picked on (adult or child)? By who and why?
Of course! I'm too skinny, have weird teeth, no talents or skills, and look ugly as fuck. Everyone who has met me would pick on me.
Do you ever avoid mirrors because you were disgusted with your image?
Yes. I don't remember the last time I looked at a mirror because I just don't.
Has anyone close to you died recently?
No.
Do you ever feel left out or get ditched by friends?
Yes. Always.
How many good friends do you have?
I don't know.
How many enemies do you have?
Oh a lot! Too many to count.
Are you single?
Yes.
Do you want to find love?
I don't know.
Are your parents divorced, or are there any odd family arrangements?
Nope.
Are you labeled in a specific clique?
No. *sighs*
Pain & Suffering
Is there a loaded gun in your house? Do you have access to it?
No, but I wish there was.
Have you ever inflicted pain on yourself? How?
Yeah.... Knives, blades, walls - I do crazy stuff sometimes.
How many personal ways of dying have you ever thought about?
So many.
Do you ever feel angry enough to kill somebody?
Yes.
Do you ever feel guilty about miniscule things you’ve commited?
Yes.
Do you cut?
Uhhh....
Do you ever really intend to end your life?
Uuhhhhhhh..... Yes....
Do you dream at night? If so, what about?
Yes, and they are mostly weird senseless stuff that bothers me when I wake up.
Do you ever starve yourself?
Uhhh..... Look, I'm not much of a food lover.
Are you bipolar?
I don't know?
Do you like gore?
Kind of.
Are your actions usually misconstrued by others?
Oh yes!
Do you write poetry? Are you any good?
Yes. No, I suck.
Do you draw morbid things quickly?
Not really.
What are you afraid of most?
The future. Life.
Do you feel hopeless (about anything)?
Yes, about everything.
Is your life repetitive?
So damn much.
Do people around you irritate you?
Yes!
Have you ever cried in public for no reason at all?
I tried not to.
Do you take any medications? What?
Technically I'm not supposed to, but sometimes I take questionable stuff that is in no way related to anything I have or don't hand, so does that count?
Why do you wake up in the morning?
Nightmares.
its fine, iu think i do that all the time lol
Hallie wrote: "I'm so pissed."just saying im gonna fill that out.
why are you pissed?
Why ?Fyi that survey you did is me 100% ur answers are probably like mine also heh.
You guys really don't have to reply to the random stuff I say because I'm lonely and don't have anyone to be with in real life. I just ramble on still I leave.Black Red Empress Dragon, ohhhhhhh crap!
Till I leave. Screw you, autocorrect!
Lol for resl tho autocorrect knows me better than my bff am I right?
Hallie wrote: "You guys really don't have to reply to the random stuff I say because I'm lonely and don't have anyone to be with in real life. I just ramble on still I leave.Black Red Empress Dragon, ohhhhhhh c..."
i always will,
Uh thanks? I tried to explain what it means I'm the very first post of this thread.
I am, because i dont want anything to happen to you and im not here for it and ill be a MESS AND ILL BE BLAming myself and ill have nothing and my life with just be worse and ill be even more depressed and FUCK
Black Red Empress Dragon, I'm super confused, but never mind.Tam, okay super confused here as well. Just worry about yourself instead of me.
Hallie wrote: "Black Red Empress Dragon, I'm super confused, but never mind.Tam, okay super confused here as well. Just worry about yourself instead of me.
Maybe those fumes were a bit too much. Ignore everyth..."
No, do i need to type what i just said again?????
Sorry I got ye confused lol. Heh but really tho those survey answers 💯 me lol. Are you my twin? Okay imma stop I’m freaky sorry lol,
@Tamara caaaalm down. Breathe yo.
Black Red Empress Dragon wrote: "@Tamara caaaalm down. Breathe yo."Tamra, i cant, you should know that nce im going im not stopping till a while, ask anyone who knows me,.
Tam, how many times do I need to type out what I say?Black Red Empress Dragon, lol xD Probably not twins, though.
Good lord... you all are insane. *grabs a package of butterfingers and begins eating them*
Hallie wrote: "Tam, how many times do I need to type out what I say?Black Red Empress Dragon, lol xD Probably not twins, though."
idk, how the fuck am i supposed to know that, again (terrible memory over here)
Johnessa wrote: "Good lord... you all are insane. *grabs a package of butterfingers and begins eating them*"you are gross.
First popcorn now butterfingers, who are you? A... food-eater thing....
Black Red Empress Dragon wrote: "First popcorn now butterfingers, who are you? A... food-eater thing...."I'm a human. Who happens to like food. Sometimes... half the time I can't even eat.
Tamra wrote: "Johnessa wrote: "Good lord... you all are insane. *grabs a package of butterfingers and begins eating them*"
you are gross."
Oh gee, I love you too...
Robert wrote: "Who doesn't like butter fingers?"I dont!!!
Johnessa wrote: "Black Red Empress Dragon wrote: "First popcorn now butterfingers, who are you? A... food-eater thing...."I'm a human. Who happens to like food. Sometimes... half the time I can't even eat.
Tamr..."
lol, i do love you though lol, you are just gross
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