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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
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Mar 15, 2019 08:58AM
Doubt you wanna know.
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Fine then, don't tell me. Just get it out of your chest somehow without hurting yourself.
*sighs* What did you do?
Take a guess. In the meantime - I'm going to try and get rid of this pain...
Say I'm going to go off now, but don't do anything stupid, dangerous, or self-destructive. If you have a scratch on you when I get back, I promise I'll make sure I do something you won't like one bit.
*already has those* Alright. Bring it on Hallie. Have a good time. See ya!
Johnessa wrote: "*already has those* Alright. Bring it on Hallie. Have a good time. See ya!"hey
Hallie wrote: "Say I'm going to go off now, but don't do anything stupid, dangerous, or self-destructive. If you have a scratch on you when I get back, I promise I'll make sure I do something you won't like one bit."hey
Hallie wrote: "I can't. No one will take me. I don't listen to Google anyway, but I just like googling because I end up learning about other diseases."But it must still affect in some way, so. Why won't anyone take you to a doc?
Johnny wrote: "Johnessa wrote: "*already has those* Alright. Bring it on Hallie. Have a good time. See ya!"hey"
Heya
Aqsa wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I can't. No one will take me. I don't listen to Google anyway, but I just like googling because I end up learning about other diseases."But it must still affect in some way, so. Wh..."
Unless it kills me, it's not serious enough to go to a doctor. Besides, I'll be fine.
Hey Hallie. The only new scratches on me are from Ziggy... (my cat)
I'm half asleep, so I think I'll let that pass, but make sure there are no more intentional ones.
Screw them for getting into my head.
Screw my *friends* as well.
Mays you're the best! Thanks! *returns hugs*
NO YOU ARE.
Mum: Good lord, what the hell?!?!My brother and me in unison: It wasn't me!
Mum: I know it wasn't you two; your dad.
Brother: Oh well, funny how when we suspect that someone is going to accuse someone else of something in this household, we just go, 'We plead not guilty.'
May͛a wrote: "NO YOU ARE. Fight me. How's your day?"NOOOO YOU ARE!!!! I don't even hug people! Uh well, it was hectic and sort of painful :( How have you been, though?
Hallie wrote: "Uh well, it was hectic and sort of painful"Explain this^
I'm kinda better than I was, its surprising but I guess its good? I'm working on a book and planning to participate in Camp NaNoWriMo to give it a try and take my mind off things :) Also I really fell in love with Taiwan after going there for the second time—this time on my own—so a part of me dreams of living there in the future hehe
Hallie wrote: "Mum: Good lord, what the hell?!?!My brother and me in unison: It wasn't me!
Mum: I know it wasn't you two; your dad.
Brother: Oh well, funny how when we suspect that someone is going to accuse som..."
This has sibling energies
May͛a wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Uh well, it was hectic and sort of painful"Explain this^
I'm kinda better than I was, its surprising but I guess its good? I'm working on a book and planning to participate in Cam..."
Just been feeling a little sick and tired lately, and I went out with my brother and Mum earlier to eat, but couldn't eat even half of the meal I ordered, so now I'm just upset about it. And I have the feeling my exams are going to have a bad result because I don't think I quite did that great, and my parents are going to kill me for sure this time.
Ooohhhhh yay!!!!! I'm hoping your life just gets better and better! :) Good luck with Camp NaNoWriMo! I keep trying to convince myself into doing it, but I just don't have that determination.... Taiwan has always been on my list of places to visit even though I totally hate travelling, so if you do get to live there, I'm coming over to crash at your place :P I mean, I'm so glad you enjoyed going there! :)
May͛a wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Mum: Good lord, what the hell?!?!
My brother and me in unison: It wasn't me!
Mum: I know it wasn't you two; your dad.
Brother: Oh well, funny how when we suspect that someone is goin..."
xD
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Hallie, can I have a hug
*Hugs Hallie* I feel like crap Hals
Sorry :( But you're not any bit crappy yourself; whatever or whoever is bothering you is.
I just feel like I can't do anything right Hals. No one really talks to me anymore, or says hi when I enter a chatroom, my younger brother is being an asshole and basically told me that I can't cook
Hallie wrote: "May͛a wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Uh well, it was hectic and sort of painful"Explain this^
I'm kinda better than I was, its surprising but I guess its good? I'm working on a book and planning to part..."
:/
You see this :/
You see me doing the :/ face you know I'm bout to fuss
Get a checkup if you're not feeling well, I'm serious. If your parents aren't going to take you, find a friend or something to accompany you. I know sometime opening up with a parent can lead to them dismissing facts, trust me I passed out more times than I can count on two hands and my dad goes like 'just drink more water'. K. What I'm saying is that you know your own body more than any other person and if its for the best, go get a checkup.
I don't know about you but I kept my health problems in cuz my family refused to believe me so I never went to see a doctor, but after it started getting worse they went like wHyy dIDn't you Say so soOnEr and its so dumb because I did; both choices kinda suck because they still blame you in the end but you either get yelled at now, or you get yelled at later -_- (better now than never)
Or at least just try bringing it up and see what they have to say.
I know I'm rambling but listen I did the Maya :/ face, you know me
About your grades, I can't speak for your parents but as long as you tried your best, its fine. Do the unis you applied to have any specific requirements?
Its not getting better just yet but I hope so! Aw you should try sometime in the future, I've always loved your writing! YOOO when I get my own place feel free to crash or drop by anytime soon, no joke. My best friend lives in the UK and I know for a fact I'll go visit her in the future and who knows we can wave at each other across the road (???)
☯Phoenix~They/them☯ wrote: "I just feel like I can't do anything right Hals. No one really talks to me anymore, or says hi when I enter a chatroom, my younger brother is being an asshole and basically told me that I can't cook"*hugs again* Errrr I love talking to you whenever you come here! Sometimes I might overlook your comments because I'm an idiot a lot, but it's not intentional. I really do love talking to you. Sorry about your younger brother.... And sorry about that uncalled comment that you can't cook, too. I'm sure it's not true, but I can understand how it feels. Someone told the same to me, and I never want to cook ever in my life, so I'm so so sorry. It really hurts, I know. But I must have tasted your virtual food sometime when I was hungry and that was amazing, and I doubt it's any less tasty in real life, so don't give up!
Thanks Hals, love ya sis <3
This also proves how good of a friend you are Hals <3
According to my younger brother I can't use my "sad voice"
May͛a wrote: "Hallie wrote: "May͛a wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Uh well, it was hectic and sort of painful"Explain this^
I'm kinda better than I was, its surprising but I guess its good? I'm working on a book and p..."
I am literally being escorted to school and back these days by my birthgiver, and it doesn't seem like my mum really does care about my health to let me go off. You see, the last time I went to a doctor as a patient was when I broke my nail nearly ten years ago (unless you count the vaccination 8 years ago), so I don't really have a particular doctor or hospital I can confidently go to. And even if I do run away from school and go to the ones closest to the vicinity, the one near school is super expensive even for checkups, and the one near my house is.... I don't really know what kind of doctors are there. All I've seen is the outer building. And they usually ask for a guardian because apparently the whole world sees a lost five year old girl when they see me, so that's the excuse I have for not going on my own.
When it comes to telling my family, they don't believe me, or think it's a joke. Or think they can cure it with the elixir of life and broad spectrum natural medicine - you know it - water! Or any fruit, vegetable, leaf, flower bud, whatnot. And like I said, my mum doesn't seem to care. My dad and brother do when they actually see me sick, but my mum waves off any sort of suggestion that involves doctors or medicines. I mean once my brother thought I had a fever, and then my dad came to hug me but told Mum to get my some paracetamol because he too thought I had a fever, but my mum just refused. And last month, I had a really high fever and she did give me some medicine, but she still kept pushing me to study and telling me to focus about everything but me, and totally ignored that I was I'll. I could go on and on with the examples because I've had cousins call to check on me, but my mum's just indifferent even if they suggest the same.
But I personally think I'll be fine. It's been exhausting for weeks, but I usually get better, so it's probably even nothing to be worried about. Or maybe there is, but I've left enough clues hanging around in this household already, so I don't know....
I'm not sure about that either. I couldn't concentrate because during every single exam, I had this stomach pain, headache, and that sickness I'm talking about, but that's never an excuse for anything. To be honest, I don't even remember how I wrote or what I wrote, so not sure about anything at this point.
Here's to hoping! *looks at writing and cringes* Maybe when I learn to write something with more quality? 😅 Eheheh I intend to! :D Wave?! Oh Mays, I'll going to hug you and never let go! Just make sure that we meet on the pavement lest we get run over.
☯Phoenix~They/them☯ wrote: "This also proves how good of a friend you are Hals <3"☯Phoenix~They/them☯ wrote: "According to my younger brother I can't use my "sad voice""
I'm going to continue to argue that I'm a crappy friend, so forgive me xD
Anyway, um you're allowed to use any voice you want as long as it's not harming him. How does you sad voice harm him? In no way. So use you confident voice to tell him off.
Wait, is that how relationships with all brothers work, or am I just the only one who bosses around her brother?
Anywho, don't mind him. Brothers are jerks a lot, and I suppose everyone who has one will support me when I say sometimes you gotta ignore them for your own sake.
*hugs*hallie i made two google classrooms for both the pjo/hoo fandom called the demigod school, and the palaye royale fandom called royal council school
so now i'm a teacher for both the fandoms XD
Alex! Awesome! What do you teach, though? xD
Hallie wrote: "Alex! Awesome! What do you teach, though? xD"i teach the pjo class, and the palaye class XD also the classes start on monday
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