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[Blaze Galaxy Furystorm "Time is ending around, World's are colliding, and if you don't know now you know"]

ok....

[Aqsa]

The reasons for living were mostly reasons for dying, Hallie.

[Blaze Galaxy Furystorm "Time is ending around, World's are colliding, and if you don't know now you know"]

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOF

[Hallie]

Well, if my reasons to live sound like reasons to die, just imagine the reasons to die!

[Blaze Galaxy Furystorm "Time is ending around, World's are colliding, and if you don't know now you know"]

Critical Strike Chance UP

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

I found a reason to live for you: You have friends who don't care if you're annoying or not

[Aqsa]

Hallie wrote: "Well, if my reasons to live sound like reasons to die, just imagine the reasons to die!"

No, you didn't search much :/

[Hallie]

Blaze Rebounded Furystorm "Blood Stains are such a Pain too Clean" wrote: "Critical Strike Chance UP"

For crying out loud, shut up!

[Blaze Galaxy Furystorm "Time is ending around, World's are colliding, and if you don't know now you know"]

(*__*)

[Hallie]

☯Phoenix~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "I found a reason to live for you: You have friends who don't care if you're annoying or not"

That's what you say now. May I screenshot it for evidence when I break your heart into a million thousand pieces? (What is million thousand pieces? Clearly I'm dumb.)

[Hallie]

Aqsa wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Well, if my reasons to live sound like reasons to die, just imagine the reasons to die!"

No, you didn't search much :/"

Trust me, I have.

[Tamra]

☯Phoenix~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "I found a reason to live for you: You have friends who don't care if you're annoying or not"

AGREE

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

:D Nothing you can do will break my heart, you love me too much to try

[Aqsa]

I trust you on that, but I think even you do not know.

[Blaze Galaxy Furystorm "Time is ending around, World's are colliding, and if you don't know now you know"]

FBI:FBI OPEN UP
You:̿̿'̿'\̵͇̿̿\=(•̪●)=/̵͇̿̿/'̿̿ ̿ ̿ ̿

[Hallie]

☯Phoenix~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: ":D Nothing you can do will break my heart, you love me too much to try"

I can.

[Hallie]

Aqsa wrote: "I trust you on that, but I think even you do not know."

Excuse my language, but to me, that's bullshit.

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Hallie wrote: "☯Phoenix~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: ":D Nothing you can do will break my heart, you love me too much to try"

I can."

Try me :D

[Hallie]

Blaze Rebounded Furystorm "Blood Stains are such a Pain too Clean" wrote: "FBI:FBI OPEN UP
You:̿̿'̿'\̵͇̿̿\=(•̪●)=/̵͇̿̿/'̿̿ ̿ ̿ ̿"

Pretty sure I told you to shut up. Please.

[Blaze Galaxy Furystorm "Time is ending around, World's are colliding, and if you don't know now you know"]

*Tries*

[Blaze Galaxy Furystorm "Time is ending around, World's are colliding, and if you don't know now you know"]

Hallie wrote: "Blaze Rebounded Furystorm "Blood Stains are such a Pain too Clean" wrote: "FBI:FBI OPEN UP
You:̿̿'̿'\̵͇̿̿\=(•̪●)=/̵͇̿̿/'̿̿ ̿ ̿ ̿"

Pretty sure I told you to shut up."

You can not shut A Living Fire Up

[Hallie]

☯Phoenix~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "☯Phoenix~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: ":D Nothing you can do will break my heart, you love me too much to t..."

I can reveal an example of my heinous plans: you wouldn't react well if I suddenly turned into a bigot. Majority of my friends will hate me for it. Because I was homophobic when I first joined Goodreads, I know how to manage with just that.

[Hallie]

Blaze Rebounded Furystorm "Blood Stains are such a Pain too Clean" wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Blaze Rebounded Furystorm "Blood Stains are such a Pain too Clean" wrote: "FBI:FBI OPEN UP
You:̿̿'̿'\̵͇̿̿\=(•̪●)=/̵͇̿̿/'̿̿ ̿ ̿ ̿"

Pretty sure I told you to shut up."

You can not sh..."

Blaze please, leave this place alone for a while.

[Blaze Galaxy Furystorm "Time is ending around, World's are colliding, and if you don't know now you know"]

y

[Hallie]

Just please.

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Blaze, somethings don't help and rn, you're only irritating Hallie so she kinda needs you to leave

[Blaze Galaxy Furystorm "Time is ending around, World's are colliding, and if you don't know now you know"]

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmkbye

[Hallie]

Thanks.

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Well, things change, you aren't homophobic now and that is what matters, what's in the past is in the past

[Tamra]

☯Phoenix~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "Well, things change, you aren't homophobic now and that is what matters, what's in the past is in the past"

that's not necessarily true...

[Aqsa]

Hallie wrote: "Aqsa wrote: "I trust you on that, but I think even you do not know."

Excuse my language, but to me, that's bullshit."

Excused. U wouldn't understand.

[Hallie]

☯Phoenix~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "Well, things change, you aren't homophobic now and that is what matters, what's in the past is in the past"

Things can change again.

Aqsa wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Aqsa wrote: "I trust you on that, but I think even you do not know."

Excuse my language, but to me, that's bullshit."

Excused. U wouldn't understand."

And you wouldn't either.

[Hallie]

TJ wrote: "☯Phoenix~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "Well, things change, you aren't homophobic now and that is what matters, what's in ..."

So TJ, a person's past does matter?

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Dwelling on the past doesn't help but ignoring it doesn't as well, you just need to keep moving forward no matter what

[Hallie]

Moving forward can also be the same as moving backward in my case.

[Tamra]

Hallie wrote: "TJ wrote: "☯Phoenix~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "Well, things change, you aren't homophobic now and that is what matters,..."

To me it does, yes.

[Hallie]

TJ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "TJ wrote: "☯Phoenix~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "Well, things change, you aren't homophobic now and that i..."

That works in my favour.

Did you know I nearly stabbed three kids, bullied a couple of people, and was a homophobic bitch? Still do the first two, but you get my point.

I'm evil....

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

But you're not that evil if you're my friend :D

[Hallie]

But I'm a fake friend, so I am.

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

I see no fake in you

[Tamra]

Some things can stay in the past, but then again some things were in the past but you cannot forget the things that you have done so they are technically not in the past except for when you done the things. I normally stay in the past all the time, wishing I could go back and change it, but sadly I can't. I want my pawpaw back, but I can't have him back, I wasn't even their for him, I haven't seen him for like 3 years before he died. I wanted to change that so bad. I should've been there for him, but I wasn't. I never once asked my mom or step-dad to go and see him, it was my fault and I screwed up with him. The bad thing is that I am doing it all over again with my gammy, her health isn't that well and I once again haven't bothered to go try and see her, but when I finally do want to it will be too late, just with everyone else in my fucking life.

[Hallie]

Raven/Phoenix (still confused what to call you), oh you're either blind, or I'm just super good at being fake.

TJ, well, I don't every want to change what I did. Except the homophobia, but the other crap, I mostly don't regret it. I'm doing it all over again as well.

[sara]

100 tbh. It’s so crappy I’d like for it to be destroyed right now please. Thank you :p

[Daxxton]

Holy fuck - what did I wake up to to read?
You know what; never mind - I know exactly what this all is and it's pissing me off...
Hallie wants to die again, thinks she's a failure blah blah blah. And everyone is begging her to stay.
All I can say is:
I know what it's like to want to die. I know what it's like to have people who don't want me to die and beg me to stay. Yes - I want Hallie to stay; and so I am going to be here to support her; but in the end; it is ultimately her choice. I've almost killed myself on multiple occasions, but then someone tried killing me and I decided I didn't want to die in that instance - just to try and kill myself again later because of what that same person was doing to me.
The point is - if Hallie says she wants to die and wants to go away on here - go ahead and voice the fact that you want her alive; but don't try to force her to stay alive by trying to give her a reason. It is her life; her decision; and as much as it would pain me for her to die and go away; I know where she is coming from and how she feels. That's all I have to say - thanks for reading.

[Hallie]

Sara, of course, lol! xP Yeah, let's destroy it for the sake of struggling students!

Nessa, I'm not even sure what to say..... Thanks, I guess?

[Hallie]

You got 300 views. Congrats!!! :)

[Hallie]

I can see :)

[Daxxton]

Hallie wrote: "Sara, of course, lol! xP Yeah, let's destroy it for the sake of struggling students!

Nessa, I'm not even sure what to say..... Thanks, I guess?"

No problem

[Blaze Galaxy Furystorm "Time is ending around, World's are colliding, and if you don't know now you know"]

Can I come back now

[Hallie]

Anyway, Mum's going to Grandma's today evening and she'll be back on Wednesday, so I'm stuck with my brother and Dad.