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[Hallie]

I think I had that in my list of shows to watch, though.

[Hallie]

I hate myself.

[Hallie]

Screw it. I should die now.

[Hallie]

1. I don't believe in heaven.
2. There is no freaking chance I will go to heaven even if it does exist xD

[Hallie]

Not really. Since I don't believe in this, I didn't bother to think much, but I am bad enough to be sent to hell. No special place for me. Satan is warming up my seat there if he exists.

[Hallie]

Without negativity, Hallie does not exist!

[Hallie]

And my stomach hurts (this time it's actually my stomach) so feeling nauseous, and I still have those 13 experiments to mug up by Monday afternoon.

[Hallie]

I hope I don't.

[Hallie]

7 out of 13 experiments.

Why do I have the feeling I'm going to flunk this?

[Hallie]

And instead I'm studying murder cases.

[Hallie]

How do you guys even talk to me? I'm weird and morbid and weird.

[Tamra]

We talk to you because we are you friends ^_^

[Hallie]

How do I even have friends here?

[Tamra]

Because people like you and want to be your friend.

[Hallie]

And boy, the person who called out on me for being a jerk appreciated my response, so it's cool with them 😌😊

[Tamra]

huh

[Hallie]

TJ wrote: "Because people like you and want to be your friend."

Which brings us back to my first question. Why do people like me enough to want to be my friend?

[Tamra]

I can't answer that for everyone, but me, I think that you seem super nice and, I am not sure if I have a lot of friends or not anymore. I know I have a few, but...

[Hallie]

Here we go again xP

But I'm not nice. I'm weird and morbid and weird and indolent.

But hey, you do have friends here! :)

[Tamra]

Who? It seems like you dont even want any friends. I swear im not trying to sound mean, but don't know what to think anymore.*cry*

[Hallie]

Maybe.

[Tamra]

maybe?

[Hallie]

Maybe I don't want any friends.

[Tamra]

but why? friends can cheer each other up, they can share things, they can do anything. i love having friends.

[Hallie]

True, but I'm a crappy person, and I don't want them to get hurt.

[Tamra]

Yeah, but maybe they dont want you hurt either. I know I don't.

[Hallie]

*screams*

Apparently they removed one experiment. But that experiment was kind of easy for me, albeit a nightmare for some others. I could have done that, so now there's a lesser chance I'll get one of the easy ones that I know perfectly.

[Tamra]

*hugs*

[Hallie]

TJ wrote: "Yeah, but maybe they dont want you hurt either. I know I don't."

Better me than them.

[Tamra]

No, its not.

[Hallie]

Hallie wrote: "*screams*

Apparently they removed one experiment. But that experiment was kind of easy for me, albeit a nightmare for some others. I could have done that, so now there's a lesser chance I'll get o..."

Someone asked why, and they got a reply: "Someone must have broken that thing out of frustration. No one likes that experiment anyway." xD

Well, the lab has spares. A lot of spares. They have about 50 spares.

[Hallie]

TJ wrote: "No, its not."

If we get into a huge fight - only the two of us, would you want to be the person who lost and got hurt?

[Tamra]

*sigh* its happened before many times. Im use to it by now. Me and my really close friend got into a fight before, I lost. We never talked again. I don't want that to happen to us.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "But if you all end up hating me, I won't even hand to feel guilty for leaving you when I die."

i will never hate you :D

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "How do you guys even talk to me? I'm weird and morbid and weird."

i'm weird too

[Tamra]

Hallie wrote: "TJ wrote: "No, its not."

If we get into a huge fight - only the two of us, would you want to be the person who lost and got hurt?"

TJ wrote: "*sigh* its happened before many times. Im use to it by now. Me and my really close friend got into a fight before, I lost. We never talked again. I don't want that to happen to us."

[Hallie]

TJ wrote: "*sigh* its happened before many times. Im use to it by now. Me and my really close friend got into a fight before, I lost. We never talked again. I don't want that to happen to us."

Which is why I'm better off without friends. Then we can guarantee that will never happen again.

[Tamra]

But then I wont have you

[Hallie]

Alex loves Palaye Royale ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Hallie wrote: "But if you all end up hating me, I won't even hand to feel guilty for leaving you when I die."

i will never hate you :D"

Well, you are basically incapable of hating on anyone, so I won't even try to argue there xD

Alex loves Palaye Royale ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Hallie wrote: "How do you guys even talk to me? I'm weird and morbid and weird."

i'm weird too"

But you're not Hallie weird xD

[Hallie]

TJ wrote: "But then I wont have you"

You can't have it both ways, I guess.

[Tamra]

what do you mean?

[Hallie]

You can be acquainted with me for too long and not get hurt.

[Tamra]

but why

[Hallie]

Because....

[Tamra]

you dont seem terrible.

[Hallie]

It's all an illusion.

[Tamra]

how so?

[Hallie]

You'll understand eventually.

I'm too exhausted to type it out all over again.

[Hallie]

They should have excluded one of the other experiments instead -_-

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

I ish Hallie Wierd. Don't deny that