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[Hallie]

Mum: *brings a closed vessel and sets it on the table before me* So this one has- what's that called? Uh-
Me: Carrots.
Mum: Carrots. Wait, how did you know that it had carrots?
Me: *points at vessel*
Mum: Okay...... So you suddenly developed magical powers to see through completely closed, opaque vessels. Next this vessel has the yogurt.

[Hallie]

Jelly! Haha I still get a bit confused with everyone's time zones, so I just go for a generic hello xP That's how we know you're a better friend than me.

[butterbean]

Ah I'm not that good of a friend! You're just trying to make me feel better about myself! :)

How have you been?

[Hallie]

Yes, you are! Nope. I was stating a fact.

Do. Not. Ask. That. Dreaded. Question.

[Hallie]

I hate myself.

[Hallie]

Remember when a girl bit my hand even I was 5....

[Hallie]

I'm pissed at my Chemistry teacher. How the fuck did I get only half of what I expected?!

[Hallie]

Dude, she freaking thought us the exact same thing, and that's what the textbook as well as other teachers say, but in paper, it's incorrect. Every. Single. Time.

[Hallie]

"Tell me how's it feel sittin' up there
Feeling so high but too far away to hold me
You know I'm the one who put you up there
Name in the sky
Does it ever get lonely?
Thinking you could live without me
Thinking you could live without me
Baby, I'm the one who put you up there
I don't know why (yeah, I don't know why)
Thinking you could live without me
Live without me."

~ Without Me, Halsey

[Hallie]

L introduced S2 and me to her mother today. She hugged us individually, and it was awkward because I don't know how to hug people.

[Hallie]

I also bumped into K and M when I was frustrated with my Chemistry teacher outside the department, and they went into the room asking me to show my pass, but I left there.

[Hallie]

I also bumped into H2 who turned her head the other way when she saw me.

[Hallie]

These people are my tenth try with friends.

[Hallie]

It's Thursday?! I thought it was Tuesday! Or Wednesday! Or any day not this close to Monday.

[Hallie]

Will dish wash kill me for sure?

[Hallie]

I want to kill myself, but if I fail, I'm going to be in trouble, so I have to die.

[Hallie]

Or I could wait until I screw up the first round of tests and then die without all the pressure of failing.

[Hallie]

Well, either way, I'm dying.

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Guys..........I'm getting upset.


Also Hey Hallie. I hope you find happiness eventually.

[Hallie]

Uh your poll?

[Hallie]

Raven, *hugs* Thanks, but I'm...

[Hallie]

Never mind, Apurva! I found it!

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Someone tried asking if I was boy or girl and I said neither and then he kept pressuring me for my birth gender and now he's being rude

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

I'm like trying to keep breathing calmly

[Hallie]

*books a ticket to Raven's place so that Hallie can punch said jerk's face*

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

XD I think he left the group chat. Dunno

[Hallie]

Still need to punch him.

[Hallie]

?

[Hallie]

Was I hallucinating, or did you delete a comment?

[Hallie]

Thank goodness! I thought I was seeing things again.

[Hallie]

1. I am not smart.
2. Even if I was, in a hypothetical situation, it still wouldn't have anything to do with seeing things that don't actually exist.

[Hallie]

Before anyone comes over to say that I am smart and all that bullshit, if I was smart, I wouldn't be failing Physics and Math, repeating the same mistakes over and over again - not only in life, but also in academics, and I wouldn't have an 'attempted suicide more than seven times' card, but instead a 'died by suicide' card.

[Hallie]

And I'd be studying right now instead of Googling 'easiest ways to kill yourself for certain'.

[Hallie]

Thank the person who invented the incognito mode!

[kavi ~he-him~]

☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "Someone tried asking if I was boy or girl and I said neither and then he kept pressuring me for my birth gender and now he's being rude"

i will fight those ppl

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallieee

[Hallie]

Yep, let's fight all the anti-LGBT+ people out there! Which, by the way, includes asexuals!

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

Oh jeez I did it again...

hi, life is crazy, but you're still my awesome friend :)

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

I only went without an apology because I think you were fed up with me apologizing haha

And of course I use Discord commands on GR XD

[Hallie]

Alia!!!!! I beg to differ on that, but you're amazing too! :D Hope life is being fair to you!

[Hallie]

Alia ~nevertheless, she persisted~ wrote: " I only went without an apology because I think you were fed up with me apologizing haha

And of course I use Discord commands on GR XD"

You have no idea how glad I am that you finally know you need not apologize xD

Lol xD

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

Hallie wrote: "Alia!!!!! I beg to differ on that, but you're amazing too! :D Hope life is being fair to you!"

Awww hi!! It's okay; my emotions have gotten bad but there's a schoolwork lapse right now so things are alright. The reason I'm retaining enthusiasm is that I might do this program next year and everyone is super supportive about it!!

Unfortunately my application parcel may have been lost in the mail so I'm super nervous about sorting that out but at least my parents will help because they don't want all of my talk to be for nothing XD

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

Hallie wrote: "Alia ~nevertheless, she persisted~ wrote: " I only went without an apology because I think you were fed up with me apologizing haha

And of course I use Discord commands on GR XD"

You have no ide..."

I don't; I just don't want to make things worse on you! XD

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

Also, can you guess which school subject my username quote originated from? :p

(well, the reason I chose to use it haha I'm tired and unclear)

[Hallie]

I might as well give you a hug, so *hugs* Yay that's good! Glad you don't have to deal with it alone :)

😅😅😅😅 You would join the Hallie rule alliance. No apologizing to each other xD

Umm...... History? I don't know...

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

I so appreciate that *hugs back* I know not all of my problems can be fixed by a new environment added but I know I want one and this seems like a great opportunity regardless!

All right, all right! *backs away cautiously* XD

Haha no although yeah I've had my issues with that because AP classes here are interesting... no, math! It's so hard this year...

[Hallie]

Oh well, I might be catching a cold, so you'll probably need medicines too. *ships medicines* If you think you need a change, you should get one. Sounds like you're looking forward to this, so I do hope it offers you nothing less than the best!

xD

Math?! MATH?! I could have related, but I gave up on the same subject.... Good luck with it! I'm sure you'll do great.

ETA: I need your advice on something. A friend of mine started a new roleplay group, and I just love the theme. It's very interesting, and I want to join. However, I don't think this friend even remembers who I am, and even if she does, she has much closer friends who are also in the same group work more collaboration ideas. I want to join and give it a try, but it's really overwhelming. Should I join nevertheless?

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "Yep, let's fight all the anti-LGBT+ people out there! Which, by the way, includes asexuals!"

i'm down

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Guys I am so lost rn

[Hallie]

Why?