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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
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Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]
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Jan 22, 2019 05:59AM
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XD B-but chocolate is yummy and a good friend
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Hallie wrote: "Jingle ❀彡 wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Me too! xD Ummm really bad :( How have you been? It's been so long since I've spoken to you!"Why so? :( For me I’ve still been busy but life has let up a little. ..."
Ah I see, well I hope things get better soon :( Will it be the school holidays for you soon? I can kinda relate because I was so burnt out recently I was becoming oddly grumpy/sad but I think taking time to recharge would help :)
PS I just realised I didn’t wish you happy new year??! So here’s a really apologetic Jingle wishing you all the best!
☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "Where *Looks around* I don't see it, all I see is a good friend"I think I see what you see... is she named Hallie perchance? 😂
Jingle ❀彡 wrote: "☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "Where *Looks around* I don't see it, all I see is a good frien..."XD Yeppers
BTW my back is insanely itchy
Jingle ❀彡 wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Jingle ❀彡 wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Me too! xD Ummm really bad :( How have you been? It's been so long since I've spoken to you!"Why so? :( For me I’ve still been busy but life has le..."
Thank you! Nope :( I've got exams over the next two months, and while it has gaps in between, it's pretty annoying. *hugs* I'm trying to imagine you as grumpy Jingle, but my brain just can't.
*gasps* I didn't wish you either?! I'm not surprised because I was super upset about the year changing, so I wasn't particularly excited whilst wishing others. Anyway, here's an even more apologetic Hallie wishing you the best, too! After, of course, gratitude for always being there for me!
Jingle ❀彡 wrote: "☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "Where *Looks around* I don't see it, all I see is a good frien..."Dang! I was just about to win! xD
☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "BTW my back is insanely itchy"I'm so sorry, but I saw this and began to laugh. I'm so sorry!
XD I would have too Hallie
Lol xD Did you do anything about it?
Always is. What class are you in right now?
I'm writing this song that sounds like it could win the next Grammy award at the moment, but in reality it's garbage. The chorus sounds a bit like Selena Gomez's 'Back To You', so I guess I need to start over again :/
And I made a huge mistake, so watch me regret it and try to fix it, and subsequently regret that fix.
Deepthi wrote: "I'm sure it sounds good though"Well, the lyrics is just cringey, and the music is raw and doesn't flow all that well, so nope.
Hallie wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "I'm sure it sounds good though"Well, the lyrics is just cringey, and the music is raw and doesn't flow all that well, so nope."
Could I see the lyrics..?
You want to? *begins to sweat profusely*
Hallie wrote: "You want to? *begins to sweat profusely*"You don't have to show if you don't want to! *gives a cloth*
Hallie wrote: "I could PM you if you want."Sure :')
Strangers I've Never Seen Before
Guess what? A fight erupted last night -_-
My brother was working late, so I just sat in room all day fighting the urge to open the door and tell my parents to shut the fuck up.
The neighbour in charge of collecting the maintenance charge came over, and he told my mum that he had told the owner to fix the bathrooms. He actually wanted to talk to my dad, but he was in the bathroom, so he said he would come later and left.
Hearing that, Mum started acting like a crazy person. Like crazy. She kept banging the plates and tsking, and kept looking out through the peephole. It was annoying, and to top that, she kept complaining about her chest. She was also glaring at my dad who was watching something, and I swear I must have rolled my eyes a 100 times because she always does this. She loses her shit in such an annoying way.
After I finished my dinner, I was in my room listening to music, and she yelled, "Hal, turn it off!" I was like, "Turn what off? The TV?" Then she ran to the kitchen, and um, she burnt my crabs. Then there were groans about that, some coughing and more tsking. (I know that's not a real word, but I don't know what else to say).
Then she told Dad to call the owner and tell him to not let them do the fixes, and Dad initially was calm. He told her to not worry and that even if he did bring someone, ask them to call him. But then she provoked him. She kept telling him to call and that she would leave the house and not come back until Dad lost his cool. He began to yell at her because he too agreed that we don't need to do the fix now, but she was acting crazy! They started fighting, and that's when I just wanted to go and yell at them. But I didn't because Mays warned me against it.
The guy came back to talk, and my dad diplomatically told him that we don't need it now, but after he left, he continued to shout his usual crap at Mum saying that "she doesn't know", so she obviously got pissed and yelled back that she was fed up and blah blah blah.
I swear both my parents are......!!!!
Honestly, if they were to leave the house and never come back like they always threaten, I would be relieved.
Then Dad came to my room and repeated the same thing in a more joking way and joked how Mum always calls my brother "her dear son" otherwise, but when he does something stingy, he's my dad's son. I smiled to that, obviously, in spite of her protests and denial, because she does do that. My dad doesn't really do that. He always calls my brother the naught idiot and me little one, but he acts like either one of us is not his or only his. However, Mum says this habit of being all over-protective of my brother, and I'm her 'dearest good daughter' only in front of guests or people outside the four of us. The topic came up only because my Mum told Dad that my brother was 'his son'.
Then they started fighting again, and fortunately they left the room just in time for me to close the door. Dad started bringing up stuff about his family and her family from the past, and Mum was desperately trying to shut him up. They stopped for a while, but Mum brought up that Grandma was going to the hospital, and then it started again. Dude, usually he goes to bed right after dinner at around 8-8:30, but it was 9:30, and he was still there lecturing.
*shaking my head*
And somehow I'm crying in my room for who knows what sorrow because it pisses me off when these two just randomly start fighting for no fucking reason. Also, why the fuck did they start arguing about people in our family who died and who looked after each of them?! Wanna know who will look after the two of you when you are old?! Not me! Definitely not me! What are parents? I don't know the word! It went on till forever!!!!!! They're talking, then they're fighting, then they're talking, then they're fighting.
Geez.
I have to spend 2 hours commuting for a 5 minute job. Okay.
It'll frustrate anyone, Hallie. I can relate to the fights and it's pretty usual in my home calling someone my child, and then your child depending on whatever we did. But it had reduced somewhat.I'm sorry you had to listen to it. Your dad sounds cool, and what do think causes your mother to act like that? It happened with my mom will, but it stops when we spend more time with her, and help her around the house.
Uh they were talking about something which kind of sounded related to this before Dad left for work, but I didn't really understand anything that was going on.I don't know. I guess it's a part of her personality. What's dumb is that I know everyone's flaws here and what triggers each person's rage, but no one else is cooperative enough to help tackle it. I mean Mum could have avoided it by asking him to call once and not being persuasive, and Dad could have stopped it by telling what he wanted to express more clearly - like, "Okay, I'll call him if he doesn't come today." Neither of them even bothered to settle it amicably, and that's what pisses me off. Dad hates the whining, so don't whine too much; Mum hates the workload, so stop piling too much work. It's that simple, but these people either don't understand, or don't bother.
Ikr! But I guess most people can't help it. Got lots of examples of it.I hope you're feeling a tad better now.
*shrugs* Same.Agh, I've got to go to school to meet my doom, so meh.
I hope I bump into someone like S2, L or S3. I'm fine with Iz too, but please no K, H2 or M. Please! I'm a wreck already!
Hallie wrote: "I hope I bump into someone like S2, L or S3. I'm fine with Iz too, but please no K, H2 or M. Please! I'm a wreck already!"I hope you don't.
Turns out I don't have enough cash xD
School: Be here at 10 am.Me: *leaves the house at 10 am to go to school nearly an hour away*
Old school: Be here at 8:45 am.
Me: *leaves the house at 7:35 am to go to school exactly five minutes away*
But yeah, I'm in the train breathless, and feeling like I'm going to throw up, so let's hope I fall in the tracks and get hit by the next train.
In my defence, it's my mum's fault! She has a valid point, though, so it's actually no bother except for my unexplainable need to be at least 30 minutes early.
There is a huge crowd, and I'm unable to find my number, and I'm screwed, and I can't stop swearing.
This is precisely the reason why I say I'm better off homeschooled.
Mum is going to be pissed at this new information I've got to share, and I, as usual, just want to drop dead.
Socially awkward me does not know how to respond to that, so let's pretend I said whatever I was supposed to say and move on to how much I don't share the same feelings as you about myself.
I didn't literally mean i love you. i meant it like i love you as a friend type of way. Plz dont take it the wrong way.
TJ, oh don't worry! I understood that :) I didn't see your comment, and posted that because of something else. I'm sorry if I made it sound differently.Hello there, jellybean.
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Ehee! :3It's actually still morning here, but luckily I've started to get used to different time zones for different friends. :)
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