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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
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Hallie
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Jan 20, 2019 10:04PM
We have Rumell, who studies about the Enneagram in his spare time, and then we have Hallie, who studies about serial killers and people who committed suicide in her spare time.
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It helps us help ourselves too. Knowing we might help u (you do not make it easy though, and we are not asking for easy). It also helps that maybe, just maybe you won't do it.
We're selfish too, even in better things.
Well, I can see that it certainly helps you to lie.
Apurva wrote: "Hallie wrote: "We have Rumell, who studies about the Enneagram in his spare time, and then we have Hallie, who studies about serial killers and people who committed suicide in her spare time."Hal..."
Considering the fact that I'm not crude extracted oil and clearly don't want to be, it's just easier and wiser to help someone else who wants to be helped.
Hallie wrote: "We have Rumell, who studies about the Enneagram in his spare time, and then we have Hallie, who studies about serial killers and people who committed suicide in her spare time."When my writing career goes down the drain, I could consider becoming a detective as an alternative to drinking poison.
Apurva wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Well, I can see that it certainly helps you to lie."We don't. You have potential, Hallie. You Just don't show it."
In what? Becoming a better person? I wouldn't want to even if I did have the potential.
^ The effect of looking at one of my actions for more than 3 seconds.
Yeah, let's all make her claustrophobic and you know, stop her from going whatever she wants, do that she'll do exactly as everyone says and excel in life.
Oh, and let's definitely touch her because she has gotta get used to people touching her. What sort of a monster gets pissed when people touch her?!
Nah, I'm sorry. I can be a sarcastic bitch all the time.
Apurva wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Yeah, let's all make her claustrophobic and you know, stop her from going whatever she wants, do that she'll do exactly as everyone says and excel in life."You can do whatever you ..."
But that's what I want to do.
Apurva wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Nah, I'm sorry. I can be a sarcastic bitch all the time."Don't let anyone call you names. And that includes yourself."
It's not a name; it's a title.
Apurva wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Apurva wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Yeah, let's all make her claustrophobic and you know, stop her from going whatever she wants, do that she'll do exactly as everyone says and excel in li..."Reason number 2 to explain why I'm a bitch. Told you I hurt people.
Number 1: Which delusionally optimistic person fed you with that fallacy?Number 2: Too bad I'm the Queen Bitch.
Personal Survey Time!
Stolen from Tumblr
1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someone's eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someone's eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
The former.
2. Think of the last time you were really angry. Why were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?
Last night, because of everything that happened yesterday. Well, I candidly cooled off after a few hours of sleep.
3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make one phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?
I'd call my parents and tell them I'm going to be dead and they had better not cremate me in Wales. And the roses, of course.
4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?
I wouldn't tell anyone outside Goodreads. I'd probably spend the last few days reading and watching shows. Don't think I have the time to be afraid.
5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust.
Love, because I can only trust someone I love.
6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dog's life? Why or Why not?
I wouldn't care. I know dogs have lives; their lives matter, too, but I'm afraid of animals and the least I would do is tell someone else to save it.
7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?
The latter, because it's easier to hate them.
8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say?
I'd burst into hysterical fits of laughter, ask them if they are intoxicated, and tell them to cut the lies.
9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?
Uh.... I know way too many people who are dead, so I can't remember the last person exactly, but sure. I'd do that. Anything to reduce my lifespan.
10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
Nope.
11. Does love = sex?
Nope.
12. Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not?
I wouldn't, because you see, I'm selfish and I have a life I would want to throw away if I didn't have a job.
13. When was the last time you told someone honestly how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?
That was probably over 10 years ago, and I don't remember such an event happening.
14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite sex, you love them or that you do not love them back?
The former.
15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
My Goodreads friends. You know why.
16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them? Who were they to you?
Once again, one of my friends here.
17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why?
That moment when I didn't jump in front of the train.
18. Imagine it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. Who do you wish was there with you?
A serial killer! Just kidding. Probably a boyfriend I don't have and never will have.
19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?
Well, I'm not extremely good at giving CPRs, so first priority would be to get someone better do it, but if dire situations call, of course I would.
21. You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision?
Please brace yourself a heartless, insensitive and not a particularly rational answer. The newborn. Firstly, I don't like kids. Cute? Have a whole life before it? Don't care. They annoy me. Secondly, I don't know this kid. I do know my grandmother. I wouldn't sacrifice her for some stranger's kid.
22. Are you old fashioned?
I don't know? Am I?
23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did not expect anything in return for it?
Ooooohhhhh..... That never happened in history!
24. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?
The former, because already experienced the latter.
25. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
To die? To be adopted by someone else? To become a writing/music genius with millions of fans?
Hallie wrote: "Personal Survey Time!Stolen from Tumblr
1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someone's eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someone's eyes when they are tell..."
Nice. I love the questions. I like the answers too-some we knew.
I was trying to show off what a jerk I am, but you like the answers? Mission failed....
I own that title already. I don't have to take it away from someone who doesn't deserve it.
Hallie wrote: "I was trying to show off what a jerk I am, but you like the answers? Mission failed...."Well, I've come to know you somewhat and I knew what you might say. I rather enjoyed it.
Also they were relatable as Apurva said.
You two hate kids and want roses at your funerals, too?
Hallie wrote: "You two hate kids and want roses at your funerals, too?"I don't hate them until they cry and don't stop. Roses? I don't care. I'll b dead. I'd like prayers.
Apurva wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I own that title already. I don't have to take it away from someone who doesn't deserve it."Do you want the to list the facts why I'm the Queen Bitch? Well, Lemme start:
1) I've r..."
1. Every guy who has met me knows I'm a bitch, so they don't even bother to ask me out. You rejected 25 guys? I haven't got a single offer because I'm Hallie.
2. I piss off everyone, too. Those I hate, those I love - everyone. It's what I do.
3. I lie. A lot. 23/7.
4. You haven't seen my rudeness.
5. I call everyone names to demean them for my own pleasure.
6. You think? I don't even do my own dishes.
7. I don't have friends on the first place.
8. Lol have you met me? Nope.
9. The only time I open my mouth is to insult people.
10. I torture people as often as I can. It's fun.
11. I'm malevolent as fuck.
12. There was a bigger list, but I'm too indolent to find it. Speaking of which, I'm really indolent.
SHINE wrote: "I even want my future wedding to be PINK."I hope you get it.
Apurva wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Apurva wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I own that title already. I don't have to take it away from someone who doesn't deserve it."Do you want the to list the facts why I'm the Queen Bitch?..."
Hahaha
#MeEveryDamnTime
Bshshhsh both of you are nowhere near my level! I'm not talking about siblings. I'm talking about those "oh my god, so cute! I wanna bite him/her. Can I play with him/her? What's his/her name? Awwwwww....." kids from the age 0-12 that weirdos seem to adore. You have no idea how nearly times I nearly killed my cousin!So I'd return from the dead and kill if anyone did the mistake of praying, so now we know we don't relate there.
SHINE wrote: "If I ever have a funeral, I want everything to be PINK."Haha I'd want mine to be themed purple, so I understand!
Hallie wrote: "Bshshhsh both of you are nowhere near my level! I'm not talking about siblings. I'm talking about those "oh my god, so cute! I wanna bite him/her. Can I play with him/her? What's his/her name? Awww..."I never said we related on all answers. But I am not like you on this one.
Apurva wrote: "Aqsa wrote: "Apurva wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Apurva wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I own that title already. I don't have to take it away from someone who doesn't deserve it."Do you want the to list the fa..."
I'm in.
Aqsa wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bshshhsh both of you are nowhere near my level! I'm not talking about siblings. I'm talking about those "oh my god, so cute! I wanna bite him/her. Can I play with him/her? What's his..."That was what I was trying to say, but I messed up.
SHINE wrote: "21. I’ll be 22 this year in October."Me too! I'll be 22 in July though.
Apurva wrote: "God, I'm the youngest here! Everyone here is at least 5 years older than me."It's alright, isn't it?
Well, in a few years, you'll be watching 13 year olds join this group and say the exact same thing. Trust me, I'm the youngest in my family, so I understand.
Apurva wrote: "I'm Basically 12. Not even a teen yet. And... I'm not cute."Not cute? What makes you say that?
Uh Apurva, I'm going to be a hypocrite and say that if you're 12, you're technically not supposed to be on this site.ETA: You're soooo cute!
Hallie wrote: "Shit! Glitch increased :/"Yeah, just happened with me too!
Apurva wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Uh Apurva, I'm going to be a hypocrite and say that if you're 12, you're technically not supposed to be on this site.ETA: You're soooo cute!"
I'm 13 this May."
Guess we'll just overlook it then.
Apurva wrote: "Aqsa wrote: "What date in May?"May end, basically. 30th May."
Well, Happy Birthday in advance lest my brain forgets it.
Wait a minute, I have school today?!?! Fuck!
Hallie wrote: "Apurva wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Uh Apurva, I'm going to be a hypocrite and say that if you're 12, you're technically not supposed to be on this site.ETA: You're soooo cute!"
I'm 13 this May."
Gue..."
Haha.
SHINE wrote: "This was awhile back, on a different site, and this was this kid who joined a 13+ website and he was only about 9 or 10 years old."I've seen lots of 10 year olds on Goodreads, too.
I think there are a lot of underaged kids here. I guess they are almost on all sites.
Hallie wrote: "Wait a minute, I have school today?!?! Fuck!"I just came back...
I know all of this is none of my business, but*screams*
Deepthi wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Wait a minute, I have school today?!?! Fuck!"I just came back..."
I didn't go.
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