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Hallie
(last edited Jan 18, 2019 04:18AM)
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Jan 18, 2019 04:18AM
If that's true, I'm glad.
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Voices In My Head
So you know how I keep hearing my name being called out, but when I turn no one is actually calling me? Well, I'm try to not react when that happens.
Today, we had a break one hour between classes, and only L and I have class till 1 while the rest get to go at 10. It was kind of annoying because the rest of our friends decided to go out after their classes got over. They asked us what time we'd come in the morning, and were disappointed. I was on the way to the canteen to get a cheese roll when I passed them waiting for S2 near the library. It's the spot we meet up to go home. I went with my bag, so they half thought I was skipping, so I explained and we said our goodbyes.
Then I got my roll and began to eat it all by myself because H2 had to do the homework, and everyone knows I'm a pathetic loner. I was so lonely, and I heard my name. I didn't look back. I heard it again, and I was so relieved that I'm not going crazy because all those friends were there behind me, inviting me to join them even though I eat the only one eating anything. They were cracking jokes, and I also asked one of them to translate the blocked messages jerk number 2 sent me. S2 took a peek at my blocked history, and she was like, "Oh my god just look at this! I have like 1 blocked number, and you seem to have about 20." Then the other friend translated it for me and turns out he was saying that he loves me and he'd do anything I say.
Dumbhead, you haven't even seen my ugly face, or know my name -_-
And yep, got teased a bit.
I got a missed call from an unknown number again whilst I was in class, and fingers crossed I don't have to kill them.
Hallie wrote: "If that's true, I'm glad.":)
Apurva, oh uh thanks, I guess? I try.
Actually, forget it. I won't get a candid answer.
Hallie wrote: "Can I ask you guys something?"Go on!
Deepthi wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Can I ask you guys something?"Go on!"
Forget it.
I had a nightmare that woke me up, and now I can't sleep.
If I find that bloody knife, I swear I will slit my wrists till I die.
Hallie wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Can I ask you guys something?"Go on!"
Forget it."
Okay...
Hallie wrote: "I had a nightmare that woke me up, and now I can't sleep."*hugs you*
What time did you wake up? :(
Hallie wrote: "If I find that bloody knife, I swear I will slit my wrists till I die."*hides the knife*
Deepthi wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I had a nightmare that woke me up, and now I can't sleep."*hugs you*
What time did you wake up? :("
I don't remember. About 2 I think?
Deepthi wrote: "Hallie wrote: "If I find that bloody knife, I swear I will slit my wrists till I die."*hides the knife*"
Kind of need the same knife for school.
Hallie wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I had a nightmare that woke me up, and now I can't sleep."*hugs you*
What time did you wake up? :("
I don't remember. About 2 I think?"
Same here... We're midnight owls! Okay... A bit after midnight. *hoot*
SHINE wrote: "My army: *steals all the deadly things from Hallie and locks it away from her forever*"I still need a knife for Biology. Unless you want me to fail that as well.
Hallie wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Hallie wrote: "If I find that bloody knife, I swear I will slit my wrists till I die."*hides the knife*"
Kind of need the same knife for school."
Ohh right... *gives it back*
Deepthi wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I had a nightmare that woke me up, and now I can't sleep."*hugs you*
What time did you wake up? :("
I don't remember. About 2 I think?"
Same here....."
Not sure whether or not we should be rejoicing, but hoot hoot! xD
Hallie wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I had a nightmare that woke me up, and now I can't sleep."*hugs you*
What time did you wake up? :("
I don't remember. About 2 I thin..."
xD :'D *big smile*
If better means wanting to jump off the roof and die, then yep.
Hallie wrote: "If better means wanting to jump off the roof and die, then yep."Just wanting to, so that's an improvement...
You're not saying that you'll do it :')
And shucks, I've gtg now... :(Sorry
I came back to ask you a question...D'you like chocolates?
Deepthi wrote: "Hallie wrote: "If better means wanting to jump off the roof and die, then yep."Just wanting to, so that's an improvement...
You're not saying that you'll do it :')"
Well, I wouldn't jump off the roof in specific because this girl is acrophobic, so alternatives it is.
Deepthi wrote: "I came back to ask you a question...D'you like chocolates?"
Nah. Hate most of it.
Hallie wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Hallie wrote: "If better means wanting to jump off the roof and die, then yep."Just wanting to, so that's an improvement...
You're not saying that you'll do it :')"
Well, I would..."
Phew
Hallie wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "I came back to ask you a question...D'you like chocolates?"
Nah. Hate most of it."
Oh right...
SHINE wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "I came back to ask you a question...D'you like chocolates?"
I LOVE CHOCOLATE!"
*gives you a chocolate*
Hallie wrote: "My head hurts."What happened?
Who knows? Probably some disease they'll find in my autopsy reports.
*nods vigorously*Ah... That was a bad idea... *massages head*
I would have died of boredom if we had school today.
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