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[Deepthi]

Hallie wrote: "I should have jumped on front of that train."

Noo!!!

[Hallie]

Remind me why we don't have aspirin in this house again. No one in my family knows about my overdose situations.

[Hallie]

They played some pretty annoying stuff on the train today. Which I conveniently ignored like everyone's futile attempts to stop me from being negative or trying to kill myself.

[Deepthi]

"I'm fine lending my shoulder to those who need it, but on who's shoulder can I rest my head when I need one?"

[Deepthi]

I'm sorry Hallie... But... I just need someone now...

[Hallie]

Hey, I'm here! Sorry, I took so long, but I'm here. And I'm a crappy person, so not exactly the best to lean on, but I'll catch you if you fall.

[Deepthi]

Thanks... :)
I trust you no matter who you are....

[Hallie]

Er um not sure if that's a very wise decision, but I'll try to live up to that trust.

[Deepthi]

:')

[Deepthi]

Do you have any suggestions for headaches? The kind where you got hit on your face a day ago, your head's been killing you since then, and the next day you're not even able to breathe without feeling dizzy..?

[Hallie]

My brother called a while ago asking if we have a badminton racket, and the thought just brought back all sorts of depressive shit associated to that racket, but then I decided to look inside and laughed.

I still have H's old racket. We used to play, and since she found it hard to bring it to school everyday, she gave it to be because I live close to the school and could carry it everyday. This happened two years ago, and I can't believe I've had her racket for two whole years without either of us realising xD

In my defence, I do recall telling her to take it back, but the girl just said, "Eh forget it. Keep it with you."

H, come on, I do not want to take your old, rusty racket to my grave.

[Hallie]

Deepthi wrote: "Do you have any suggestions for headaches? The kind where you got hit on your face a day ago, your head's been killing you since then, and the next day you're not even able to breathe without feeli..."

I wish I did because my head has been hurting for the past two weeks.... I would have suggested cold compress because according to my mum, that works, but I'm not sure whether that would help with the kind you're describing. If you haven't tried it, it's worth a shot to put some ice. But other than that, it kind of sounds a bit serious if it's that bad and if it persists for days, so if it gets worse, you should probably check with a doctor.

I'm so not helpful.... I'll um search around for better answers.

[Deepthi]

Thanks...

the awkward part is my parents don't know about this... they've become too over-protective since they found that I had been cutting in october last year

[Hallie]

Don't mention it!

Well, it's just my opinion, but I think you should tell them. I don't know what your parents are like, but they could help you get rid of it for good.

[Deepthi]

'Kay

I'm scared...

[Hallie]

*hugs* Hey, pretend someone who gives you strength is there with you.

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Ted Talk Shlomo Benartzi

Is it bad I nearly laughed at this guys pronunciation?

[Deepthi]

Hallie wrote: "*hugs* Hey, pretend someone who gives you strength is there with you."

There isn't anyone tbh...

[Hallie]

☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "Ted Talk Shlomo Benartzi

Is it bad I nearly laughed at this guys pronunciation?"

5 seconds in, and what exactly is he talking about? Whisk taking?

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

About economic stuff for a class

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

But the way he talks

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Hallie wrote: "☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "Ted Talk Shlomo Benartzi

Is it bad I nearly laughed at this g..."

Whisk taking XD I think he means Risk

[Hallie]

Deepthi wrote: "Hallie wrote: "*hugs* Hey, pretend someone who gives you strength is there with you."

There isn't anyone tbh..."

Who do you love/look up to the most?

[Deepthi]

Hallie wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Hallie wrote: "*hugs* Hey, pretend someone who gives you strength is there with you."

There isn't anyone tbh..."

Who do you love/look up to the most?"

Uhh... No one..?
Though I do have a very good GR friend... She's there...

[Deepthi]

Deepthi wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Hallie wrote: "*hugs* Hey, pretend someone who gives you strength is there with you."

There isn't anyone tbh..."

Who do you love/look up to the most?"

Uhh... No on..."

She's basically like my elder sister

[Hallie]

☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "Ted Talk Shlomo Benartzi

Is it bad I nearly la..."

Ohhh! Okay Imma go and silently try to not burst out laughing because apparently we're not supposed to laugh at other people's accents/pronunciation, but ummmm.... Sorry, I can't suppress it xD

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

You know how I feel XD

Deepthi, I'm so hurt, I thought you loved me or looked up to me :P

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Hallie wrote: "☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them/“If you..."

I cant stand listening to it because of that tbh

[Deepthi]

☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "You know how I feel XD

Deepthi, I'm so hurt, I thought you loved me or looked up to me :P"

I... I'm so sorry! Please...

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Deepthi wrote: "☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "You know how I feel XD

Deepthi, I'm so hurt, I thought you lo..."

*Huggles* I'm messin' with ya.

[Hallie]

Deepthi wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Hallie wrote: "*hugs* Hey, pretend someone who gives you strength is there with you."

There isn't anyone tbh..."

Who do you love/look up to the most?"

Uhh... No on..."

Alright, imagine that person in the front, and the rest of your Goodreads friends behind you because we've got your back :)

[Deepthi]

*sniff*

Sorry... I'm just gonna go off for now...

[Hallie]

☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~Th..."

I thought I'd give Ted talks a try because you're watching them, but same! Same! I couldn't listen to anything else after risk taking xD

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

XD

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

But sadly I have to. Some ted talks are amazing

[Jaxon(Jax)[They-He]]

Awe, sorry Deepthi, I hope you feel better soon <3 you know we care about you

[Deepthi]

☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "Awe, sorry Deepthi, I hope you feel better soon <3 you know we care about you"

I do...

[Hallie]

☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "But sadly I have to. Some ted talks are amazing"

I sympathize!

[Hallie]

Deepthi wrote: "☯Raven(Soon to be named Eris)~They/them/“If you don't love yourself, how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?” ― RuPaul ☯ wrote: "Awe, sorry Deepthi, I hope you feel better soon

I do..."

I agree with Raven. *hugs*

[Deepthi]

*hugs back*

[Hallie]

This isn't working. Imma go and die now.

[Hallie]

I'm all alone because I told my mum my class starts at 9 when it actually starts at 10. I'm supposed to complete my homework, but I'm too lazy, so I'll just try to trick the teacher.

[Hallie]

Ariana's new song is.... Wow! Just wow! It's different from her other songs, but I like it. It's amazing.

[Hallie]

Today I,

• Nearly fell out of a moving bus
• Got chastised by some old lady
• Tricked my teacher into believing I completed my homework when I didn't even do half of it

[Hallie]

H is being a bit too sweet to me than usual, and that's creepy. It's weird when any of my friends act nice to me. Did they find out I'm going to kill myself?

[Deepthi]

Hey Hallie

I'm not going to be online for long as I've got to go for my guitar classes, but thanks for yesterday

[Hallie]

I didn't do anything on the first place, but don't mention it.

[Hallie]

I have the feeling everything that is happening to me today isn't real.

[Hallie]

Except the old lady part, everything else seems more like an illusion.

[Deepthi]

Hallie wrote: "I didn't do anything on the first place, but don't mention it."

Not going to argue, but you did...