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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
My brother accidentally booked a ticket back to London on the wrong date, and refuses to change it because he doesn't want Mum to go, but she says her mum would kill her if she didn't go. While I'm dying trying to resist laughter because sweet grandma and killing Mum? Lol xD But somehow this is all my fault. Right I'm the one who knows Grandpa's death day, but still decided to hold his one-year anniversary on the night after his actually death day....
And that post just brings me back to the realization that he's dead?! He's really dead?! You're telling me that the next time I go, he won't be there to sing in Irish to me, or buy and store buns I could eat for snacks?
It's been almost a year, and I'm still in denial.
I understand Hallie. It'll take more time.
I can't even imagine life life without mine...
And my head's all screwed up because I thought I'd be dead before him.
Alright, my phone is pissing me off.
Hallie wrote: "And my head's all screwed up because I thought I'd be dead before him."You won't be dead for a loooong time to come
Deepthi wrote: "Hallie wrote: "And my head's all screwed up because I thought I'd be dead before him."You won't be dead for a loooong time to come"
Watch me cross the street, and you write it down on paper than I will be dead before my eighteenth birthday.
That and how often I try to kill myself.
Hallie wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Hallie wrote: "And my head's all screwed up because I thought I'd be dead before him."You won't be dead for a loooong time to come"
Watch me cross the street, and you write it do..."
No...
and just just both ways before crossing... that's it
Looking both ways of a one way doesn't prevent me from near death incidents.
I see a car coming, I cross. The reason being my head is filled with rocks instead of a brain.
On an unrelated note, why hasn't Riverdale updated?
Hallie wrote: "I see a car coming, I cross. The reason being my head is filled with rocks instead of a brain."I'm pretty sure that there's a brain inside your head xD
Clearly doesn't function very well.
Maybe for functions like breathing and imagination, but definitely not for common sense or rationality.
But it's awesome in creativity!! :)
The creativity department does not even exist in my hopeless brain.
I just realized that one of the music association members follows me on Instagram, and I'm dying of embarrassment.
But Hal, the association's secretary is your friend (kind of) and a really old family friend.
Remember the roses for my grave! *dies*
Then Harry could have easily brought James and Lily back to life! He couldn't!
Thank you, Goodreads, for increasing my headache and depression.
Yet she continues to hurt herself.... I'm beyond repair. Time to toss me in the trash.
Hallie wrote: "Thank you, Goodreads, for increasing my headache and depression."
SORRRRRRYYYYYY
SORRRRRRYYYYYY
I accidentally woke up, and now I can't sleep.
Okay, that just made me want to kill myself.
I hope S2 or L or someone I know boards my train.
Looks like I'll have to start making teams from the scratch xD
Fuck the library is closed, and I already didn't board two buses. At this rate, I'll reach home at 10 when I told Mum my classes get over at 10.
I should have jumped on front of that train.
But someone already tried that recently, so they increased security near the tracks. And L tried to mess around with one of the guards, so I couldn't have.
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