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[Aqsa]

Hallie wrote: "I kind of cried myself to sleep and probably caught a cold. And my next exam is on Thursday, so I'll be on here for a while."

Oh, Hallie 😔

[Hallie]

Okay, so I just found out that someone in the other block committed suicide, and I didn't know until today, and now I can't sleep.

[Aqsa]

Oh 😯

[Aqsa]

I'm sorry to hear that. I hope that person is in a better place.
I pray that the family gets the strength to pass through this difficult time.

[Aqsa]

And I pray that you feel better too, Hallie.

[Hallie]

I was going to say something, but I guess I'd rather not.

[[deleted user]]

Sorry again Hallie,jeez what's happening?

[Hallie]

My head trying to explode?

[[deleted user]]

Sorry about that??? I got to go to bed but for now survive!!!

[Hallie]

Goodnight!

[Hallie]

My thoughts will be the death of me.

[princess maggie]

hallie i love love love you!

[Hallie]

I don't remember doing anything good these past few days, so where is this coming from?

I mean I love you more!

[Hallie]

Let's procrastinate and fuel my depressive thoughts.

[Hallie]

I started Elysian Darkness on the 14th last year.

[[deleted user]]

Hallie wrote: "Let's procrastinate and fuel my depressive thoughts."

Let's procastinate but not fuel those thoughts, okay?

[Hallie]

Uh a bit too late for that.

[[deleted user]]

Dang it

[Hallie]

My head hurts, I feel like puking, I want to die.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: " Alex loves Palaye Royale ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Hallie wrote: " Alex loves Palaye Royale ~They/them~ (The Phoenix R..."

XD maybe someday i might come to london and stay longer then a few hours, i have some family in london so :)

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "Okay, so I just found out that someone in the other block committed suicide, and I didn't know until today, and now I can't sleep."

oh no!! :( i'm so sorry

[Hallie]

Alex loves Palaye Royale ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Hallie wrote: " Alex loves Palaye Royale ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Hallie wrote: " Alex loves Palaye Royale ~They/them~..."

Be warned: Once you get here and we meet, you don't get to go back. I'll hug you and never let you go xD

[Hallie]

Alex loves Palaye Royale ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Okay, so I just found out that someone in the other block committed suicide, and I didn't know until today, and now I can't sleep."

oh no!! :( i'm so sorry"

It's just that that could have been me.

[[deleted user]]

Hallie wrote: " Alex loves Palaye Royale ~They/them~ (The Phoenix Reincarnated) (Shadow of Whales) (Bvbarmy) (aa family) (Royal council) wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Okay, so I just found out that someone in the other ..."

No one should ever have to think like that, sorry you even had to encounter it.

[Hallie]

No seriously, I've been caught with pills twice at school. That's what she used to die, too.

[[deleted user]]

Pills at school...dang. I would also about counseling but what can adults do when they don't understand?

[Hallie]

Fortunately for me, I was caught by 16 and 17 year olds who didn't really pay much attention to every detail, else I'd have been in trouble.

[[deleted user]]

Oh so you weren't caught by adults?!

[Hallie]

Almost. There were adults right there, but they didn't realize what it was, and I escaped.

[[deleted user]]

Please tell you haven't done it since then?

[Hallie]

Ummmm....

[[deleted user]]

Hallie????

[Hallie]

Alright, I stole a bunch and tried to overdose on them.

[Hallie]

But that was like two months ago.

[[deleted user]]

I'm glad it was last year but I don't like that overdose part. You've had thoughts lately, huh?

[Hallie]

Yeah.

[[deleted user]]

That just sucks. Ugggghhhh, I'm sorry

[Hallie]

Not your fault. It's fine.

[[deleted user]]

EEEHHHHH, but stilll.

[Hallie]

Will uni be different because I'm taking subjects I actually love, or will I screw up there as well?

[Hallie]

My mum told me to make more friends at uni, but I've been scarred for life.

[Aqsa]

It will be better. You'll be doing what you love.
And you'll do good.

I would suggest making friends. You can always find one or two good ones. And I hope you do.

[Hallie]

I don't think so.

[Aqsa]

You never think so :/

[Hallie]

Because I know so.

[Aqsa]

This won't help in making friends. Keep an open mind. This might be a better experience.

[Hallie]

Honestly, I don't think I want friends anymore in real life.

[Aqsa]

They could be good for you.

[Hallie]

Or they could be horrible.

[Hallie]

Who needs friends like me anyway? I could be bad for them.