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message 11151: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments On a different note, how much do antidepressants cost?


Alia ~you are not your anxiety~ (aliaongoodreads) | 1727 comments Hallie wrote: "xP I can understand. *looks at newspaper* How long until the next elections?

Are you kidding me?! That's awesome! Even my best is rubbish compared to it!"


More than 2 years! X_X And I'll be three months short of voting. :(

No it's not! And don't compare it to your stuff and stop shaming yourself! I've written too many Discord messages lately and not enough real stuff.


message 11153: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Agh nooo!!!! :/

Yes, it is! I'm being honest here. You're still a good writer :)


Alia ~you are not your anxiety~ (aliaongoodreads) | 1727 comments :( :(

You're too nice! Well, we will see how I do in English this year with a lot more writing, I suppose.


message 11155: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Can't someone just used 'nice' to describe me! xD Well, you'll do amazing :)


message 11156: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments It's my papa's birthday! :)


message 11157: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Shit now I hate myself even more.


message 11158: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Me: *watches (G)-IDLE's cover of Fake Love* Okay, it's not that bad.

*watches the original* This is terrible....


message 11159: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments What if I get into an accident and forget all my memories?


message 11160: by Alia ~you are not your anxiety~ (last edited Jul 12, 2018 02:41PM) (new)

Alia ~you are not your anxiety~ (aliaongoodreads) | 1727 comments Hallie wrote: "Can't someone just used 'nice' to describe me! xD Well, you'll do amazing :)"

Aw! You are nice! But I get it. I just discussed impostor syndrome with my therapist and once I tell her about all of these amazing teens like V she's shocked and realizes it's real for me. She couldn't believe teens are publishing whole novels before they leave HS, but they are! Sorry that was random.

No don't! Remember Corvus!

Is Chatzy any good, or creepy?


message 11161: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Nah! She's shocked? Most adults are usually singing songs about such kind of people. I'm not trying to imply that they're annoying, because I absolutely love/adore/respect V, but my problem is the constant comparisons to them. Now this is even more random.... Sorry!

I don't think anything would erase that memory xD That's more than just a memory.

Depends on what chat room you visit. Although some jerks exist in chat rooms on sensitive topics, so I believe there needs to be more stringent rules against God-modding and harassment.


message 11162: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Today in nutshell,

K: Hallie, practice anything on the guitar, okay? I want to see you play it, and whether or not I'm in the summer fest, you'll play it.
Me: Okay.

One hour later,

Me: *takes a blade and cuts hand in such a way I can't play the guitar*


message 11163: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments I.... I didn't really think this true.


message 11164: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Okay that blade is sharp.


message 11165: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments And I had totally forgotten about God Is A Woman :/

It's awesome, though!


message 11166: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments How much longer until noon in Florida?


message 11167: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments 2 minutes.


message 11168: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments *sighs*


message 11169: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments I want to cut again.


message 11170: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments I want to die.


message 11171: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments I gave up hopes to be saved.


message 11172: by Hallie (last edited Jul 14, 2018 04:52AM) (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Hallie wrote: "I gave up hopes to be saved."

That looks grammatically incorrect to me, but I can't think for some reason.


message 11173: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments the Artful Dodger ~{When you smile, I smile}~ wrote: "Guys, suicide isn't the answer. What can I do to make you all realize your self worth?"

Sorry if this comes off as impudent, but you can't, because I don't have any.


message 11174: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments I'm still holding on to the penknife, so probably not the best idea to scream at me.


message 11175: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Honestly, I don't care whether I can be saved or not. I just want to drop dead.


message 11176: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Yeah. Looks pretty good to me.


message 11177: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments In all honesty, I'm a nuisance. I never listen to people and keep getting in their way, and I have no intention to change my ways. So firstly, good riddance to bad rubbish. Secondly, from trivial things to other stuff of more greater importance, a lot can be better if I don't exist. Financial problems for starters (I'm the most expensive member this entire family has ever had).


message 11178: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments So many times I've lost count. Oh right, the electronics! Wanna know which family member in this house remembers any of that? *raises hand and looks around to see rest of the family complaining about something not working* Just two weeks ago, my dad was lecturing me about how I don't know to fix anything and he knows everything. I don't expect anything in return, not even a thank you for the times I did fix things for them, but does it matter? They casually say that they can replace the items before I intervene to try to fix them, so it doesn't matter - they can and are willing to replace it. There are small chances of 'If Hallie was here, she would have fixed it', but after hearing Dad, I'm starting to doubt that. And oh, even they have often told me that they wished I didn't exist in the face multiple times, and even if they weren't extremely serious about it, I'm malevolent enough to want to hurt them.


message 11179: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments If anyone does, they'd be out of their mind.


message 11180: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments That would have been helpful if I believed in God. I'm an atheist.


message 11181: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Gosh that dreaded question. It's hard for me to explain why I don't believe in God without offending those who do believe in Him. I don't want to do that, so I think I'll stay quiet about that.


message 11182: by butterbean (new)

butterbean (formerly jellybean) (thatonerebelliousgirloverthere) | 1882 comments I believe in Him as well but trust us Hallie, you won’t offend us. We would just like to know.


message 11183: by Hallie (last edited Jul 14, 2018 07:51AM) (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Um, actually, you would be. My beliefs are incredibly harsh to those who do believe in God, end I don't want to take that risk. We could respect each others beliefs, but it's hard to talk about the same when we are both talking from two opposing beliefs. It might appear as though you won't get offended and chances are that you might not, but if there are other people reading this thread, who knows what might offend them.


message 11184: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments An artist released a song titled metaphorically as 'God is a Woman' and there has been so much backlash due to misinterpretations by some religious people. I'm not really willing to take that risk, especially since the way I will put it, as mentioned before, will be harsh. Kind of hard to take that seriously when in my world, God doesn't exist whatsoever.

And help. *sighs* Thanks, Dodger, I appreciate it, but I've pretty much given up.


message 11185: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments (Yes!!!! xD)

*opens mouth* Don't want to, honestly.


message 11186: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Good luck with that! :) Always a pleasure talking to you, too.


message 11187: by kavi ~he-him~ (new)

kavi ~he-him~ (spideykavi) | 25621 comments Val and Hallie I love you both so much. You guys are like family members to me


message 11188: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Alex, you are my long lost sister :)


message 11189: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Holy crap! Today is V's birthday, and even though I remembered, I'm too afraid to wish her..... I don't know why, but when Alex posted, she reminded me of V xD


message 11190: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments I want to sleep, but mum woke me up :/

That idiot brother is still fast asleep, though.


message 11191: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Maybe I should leave the Geeks, Nerd and Dorks United group as well.


message 11192: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments That comment was uncalled for. I was quietly minding my own business, and Mum walks in saying stuff that certainly wasn't necessary or helpful. As if my mood wasn't bad enough.


message 11193: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments That bear predicted that Croatia will win in the match today.


message 11194: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments I'm wondering whether I should try watching Gossip Girl or Riverdale.


message 11195: by butterbean (new)

butterbean (formerly jellybean) (thatonerebelliousgirloverthere) | 1882 comments *opens door slightly* Try Riverdale, it's good. *shuts it*


message 11196: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Maybe after I finish Modern Family.


message 11197: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments I bet you'll see me with one new cut tomorrow.


message 11198: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments I'm up early because I have a group to close.


message 11199: by butterbean (new)

butterbean (formerly jellybean) (thatonerebelliousgirloverthere) | 1882 comments Oh no! Please please please no, get your sleep! There’s. . . no need to wake up so early!


message 11200: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments I don't want to freaking sleep.


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