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[Dramomid ~The Demon of the Dark~ (aka T)]

faith wrote: "i agree my parent dont care if i kill myself"

Highly doubt that.

[Faith]

proof i tried 2 days ago they found out they said nothing except oh ok you dont want to say here thats it

[Hallie]

Tyler ~Tyler-Another Synonym for Stubborn~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Tyler ~Tyler-Another Synonym for Stubborn~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Tyler ~Tyler-Another Synonym for Stubborn~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Oh, killing myself actually has long term benefits..."

It's the same cycle over and over again. Someone will walk in saying 'I care' and then I'll mess up our friendship, and poof - you no longer give a damn.

[Faith]

i agree why do we need to live if all we cause it pain

[Dramomid ~The Demon of the Dark~ (aka T)]

Hallie wrote: "Tyler ~Tyler-Another Synonym for Stubborn~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Tyler ~Tyler-Another Synonym for Stubborn~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Tyler ~Tyler-Another Synonym for Stubborn~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: ..."

You realize how many times within the last couple months i have been told that by close friends?? Im still there in our friendship

[Hallie]

Tyler ~Tyler-Another Synonym for Stubborn~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Tyler ~Tyler-Another Synonym for Stubborn~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Tyler ~Tyler-Another Synonym for Stubborn~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Tyler ~Tyler-Another Synonym for Stubborn~ wrote: ..."

You realize how many times I have been told that my entire life? I know myself better.

[Faith]

i only have one friend

[Dramomid ~The Demon of the Dark~ (aka T)]

Hallie wrote: "Tyler ~Tyler-Another Synonym for Stubborn~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Tyler ~Tyler-Another Synonym for Stubborn~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Tyler ~Tyler-Another Synonym for Stubborn~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: ..."

You can mess up as much as you want i will still give damn killing yourself is never the answer

[Hallie]

^ Déjà vu moment! Now where have I heard these exact same words before?

[Hallie]

Alright if killing myself isn't the answer, then what is? Screwing up even more? Causing more pain and suffering to others?

Let me guess. "Give life a chance. Change. Learn from your mistakes."

No. I don't want to change. I'm going to remain obstinate on that.

[Dramomid ~The Demon of the Dark~ (aka T)]

Hallie wrote: "Alright if killing myself isn't the answer, then what is? Screwing up even more? Causing more pain and suffering to others?

Let me guess. "Give life a chance. Change. Learn from your mistakes."

..."

You are obviously talking to the wrong people if those are your only answers

[Hallie]

So my parents are wrong people. My friends are wrong people. Everyone I know are wrong people.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "Tyler ~Tyler-Another Synonym for Stubborn~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Oh, killing myself actually has long term benefits."

It also has its consequences which will be your fault"

1. Does it seem like ..."


I care for you Hallie. I will miss you

[Dramomid ~The Demon of the Dark~ (aka T)]

Hallie wrote: "So my parents are wrong people. My friends are wrong people. Everyone I know are wrong people."

If they are only giving you those answers and not following up with help then yes

Listen i cant do much for you because i dont know you and im not with you.
What i can tell you is you just need to persevere through it, Get help, if possible remove yourself from the situation thats making you this way. If it family and you cant then you need to work hard to get threw it. I know this isnt easy ive been through this i have friends who are going through this. But killing yourself or making yourself in pain is not the answer

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "Never mind. I'm always the outcast."

no, I'm the outcast. Being the outcast is fun

[kavi ~he-him~]

faith wrote: "dont need to be sorry i am not wanted or loved learned that the hard way"

You are loved here tho. I don't know you but you are awesome

[Hallie]

I don't want to get help only to crash again and again, and I don't believe that the fault lies in the people I know or the situation. The problem is that I am the wrong person. And I can't. I can't not go to school. I can't not eat or drink. I can't not do anything. That will kill me too, eventually.

[butterbean]

Hallie wrote: "So my parents are wrong people. My friends are wrong people. Everyone I know are wrong people."

Then I guess I'm a bit of a bad person, huh?

[Hallie]

♛✧נєℓℓувєαη✧♛✧ℓσνє ιѕ α тяαgι¢ ƒαтє✧♛ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "So my parents are wrong people. My friends are wrong people. Everyone I know are wrong people."

Then I guess I'm a bit of a bad person, huh?"

See above comment.

[butterbean]

Hallie wrote: "♛✧נєℓℓувєαη✧♛✧ℓσνє ιѕ α тяαgι¢ ƒαтє✧♛ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "So my parents are wrong people. My friends are wrong people. Everyone I know are wrong people."

Then I guess I'm a bit of a bad person,..."

I understand, but I am a bad person. I can never help anyone and I feel as if I send people to their graves to often. I doubt I could ever help anyone with their problems. May as well help myself with mine.

[Hallie]

If you're going to judge yourself about that based on your experience with moi, you will get a rather incorrect judgement because I'm just one obstinate person. It doesn't matter who tries I'll still be the same. So I strongly doubt that you can't solve anyone's problems. Even if you can't help with the whole problem, you could still have an impact - which can mean a lot. And Elysian Darkness is still listed on the Goodreads group page, isn't it? I was going to delete it, but I wonder why I changed my mind :)

[Dramomid ~The Demon of the Dark~ (aka T)]

Hallie wrote: "I don't want to get help only to crash again and again, and I don't believe that the fault lies in the people I know or the situation. The problem is that
I
am the wrong person. And I can't. I ..."

Thats where youre wrong, If you are a wrong person then you ave the power to make yourself better, everyone here is here for a reason and it isnt just so they can off themselves.

[Hallie]

Tyler ~Tyler-Another Synonym for Stubborn~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I don't want to get help only to crash again and again, and I don't believe that the fault lies in the people I know or the situation. The problem is that
I
am the wrong person. A..."

Exactly. And since I'm a hypocrite, I don't want to change or make myself any better - if that is even possible.

[Dramomid ~The Demon of the Dark~ (aka T)]

Hallie wrote: "Tyler ~Tyler-Another Synonym for Stubborn~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I don't want to get help only to crash again and again, and I don't believe that the fault lies in the people I know or the situati..."

Well just remember whether you believe ppl in rl care or not
you have people here who give a damn. if you ever want to talk or chat privately just shoot me a message

[Hallie]

Tyler ~Tyler-Another Synonym for Stubborn~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Tyler ~Tyler-Another Synonym for Stubborn~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I don't want to get help only to crash again and again, and I don't believe that the fault lies in the people I know..."

How long before I lose that? Anyway, thanks for the offer!

[butterbean]

Hallie wrote: "If you're going to judge yourself about that based on your experience with moi, you will get a rather incorrect judgement because I'm just one obstinate person. It doesn't matter who tries I'll sti..."

Thanks Hallie. I didn't know I left such an impact on people. I don't know what I would do without people like you. :)

[Hallie]

♛✧נєℓℓувєαη✧♛✧ℓσνє ιѕ α тяαgι¢ ƒαтє✧♛ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "If you're going to judge yourself about that based on your experience with moi, you will get a rather incorrect judgement because I'm just one obstinate person. It doesn't matter who..."

[Dramomid ~The Demon of the Dark~ (aka T)]

Hallie wrote: "Tyler ~Tyler-Another Synonym for Stubborn~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Tyler ~Tyler-Another Synonym for Stubborn~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I don't want to get help only to crash again and again, and I don..."

Trust me the only youll lose it is if i leave here. And the ony reason i leave is for my reasons

Youre welcome

[butterbean]

Got to be honest, Eheh is pretty cute. xD

[Hallie]

I know, right?! xD

[butterbean]

That just reminded me, I screamed "Eheh" in class once and everyone, legit everyone looked at me like I was insane. xD

[Hallie]

Oh goodness! I've done that too, but no one paid any attention xD The other members of Blackpink think Lisa is insane every time she does that and keep trying to discourage her, but it's cute!

[butterbean]

Oh, well it didn't help that the entire classroom was being dead silent. It is cute, even though I'm not really a fan of Blackpink. I just like Lisa!

[butterbean]

[Hallie]

Lol xD Sorry if my laughing is rude, but my head is just picturing....... *dies* Lisa is cute!

[butterbean]

:P

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love you Hals

[Hallie]

This is really frustrating.

[Hallie]

People make promises all the time. They just never keep it.

[kavi ~he-him~]

*hugs you*

[Hallie]

*hugs back*

[Hallie]

Okay message sent to K.

[Hallie]

My mum's back hurts and she says her chest hurts too and thinks she's going to have a heart attack :/

[Hallie]

I'm hungry, but I don't want to eat.

[Hallie]

Yeah, I don't think it's a heart attack either. My parents like wrongly diagnosing people.

[Hallie]

That's my mum's favourite "cure" xD
"Mum, I broke my leg!"
"Drink more water."
"Mum, the refrigerator is giving me shocks!"
"Drink more water."

*shakes head*

[Hallie]

My journal is glitching :(

[Hallie]

I don't like coffee, so I substitute that with tea :P

[Hallie]

*laughs and shakes head just thinking about it* Tea is best!

[Hallie]

Most of them. Except green tea :)