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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
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Hallie
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Jun 08, 2017 09:24AM
Ever been in a group that I moderate?
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My heart is completely broken πππI hate life from the bottom of my heart, but I hate myself even more.
And here you go: I'm a horrible moderator. I got annoyed and kicked him off...... Is that god-modding or something?
- ΝΜ le trouble ΝΜ- wrote: "you deserve 98 views now"Aw thank you!!!!! :D
You're welcome. :) You did me a favor so i'm paying back. (i know it's not enough)
I didn't really do anything :) But you might have prevented me from punching the wall in frustration.
so... i guess we're even? (just tell me honestly if we're not. i could help you get 100 views)
Wanna know who I hate the most right now?Me.
I wish I had never been born. Or died as soon as I was born, or fallen off the building as a child.
Stop it, Hals!!! You are awesome and I am so happy that you were born because I got such an amazing friend like you!
Well, I'm not one bit awesome, and I am so not happy that I was born.
The Wrong Patient
Oh, I better mention this: Grandma's medical test results came today. The doctor says there's nothing. They were worried if she had some certain disease that no one bothered to tell me (I did eavesdrop and learn the name, but I'm not entirely sure), but looks like she doesn't. It's a relief, definitely, but then what's hurting her so much???? Why do diseases attack the wrong person? There's a stupid girl here who obviously deserves to be hurt (I'd say die, but no way I'm going to think that grandma will die soon! Never! She deserves to be happy!), and of course that needs to cause pain to the grandmother -_-
Hallie wrote: "Wanna know who I hate the most right now?
Me.
I wish I had never been born. Or died as soon as I was born, or fallen off the building as a child."
I KNOW RIGHT. Sometimes I wish my mum just aborted me or something. But she didn't. And if I wasn't really meant to die, so are you. You being alive right now has a reason, fulfill that. You may not know why you were born and wouldn't it be wonderful if you found out why?
The best days of your life are day you were born and the day you find out why.
- Mark Twain
Me.
I wish I had never been born. Or died as soon as I was born, or fallen off the building as a child."
I KNOW RIGHT. Sometimes I wish my mum just aborted me or something. But she didn't. And if I wasn't really meant to die, so are you. You being alive right now has a reason, fulfill that. You may not know why you were born and wouldn't it be wonderful if you found out why?
The best days of your life are day you were born and the day you find out why.
- Mark Twain
- ΝΜ le trouble ΝΜ- wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Wanna know who I hate the most right now?Me.
I wish I had never been born. Or died as soon as I was born, or fallen off the building as a child."
I KNOW RIGHT. Sometimes I wish m..."
I love you sis <333
I'd love to contradict, but now I have a stupid fever with a killer headache. I can't operate my phone right because of it, and half my words are *autocorrected*. I'll do that after I recover, but I hope this fever takes me away forever....Fingers crossed that my dad's classmate does not come home today. He's in town with his family, and there's no way I can get up and smile at them!
good luck Hallie. Get well soon.
good luck with your phone too.
Get better soon Hallie <333333333333
Thanks! The fever has gone, but the headache.... My dad's friend did come. They all just left for lunch, but I didn't go because of the headache. My brother went out to meet his friend, so I'm all alone.... They'll bring me lunch later, but should I have a pill right now. It says every four hours, and I had the last one at 9:15. It's 1:30 now... I haven't eaten anything, though....
that's not good Hallie. My mom always told me to eat something before i drink meds. Idk what's the reason behind it but i tried not eating once and drank a pill, i felt nauseous and dumb.
Yep, I've seen what happens if you have a pill in an empty stomach when I was 9. A boy in my class was really sick because his mother gave him one without breakfast. Maybe I should wait until they all return. There's no food at home.
i'm sorry. I know how bad it feels not having food at home. It's so annoying like, ugh.
153 posts???? few days away and 153 posts in Ur journal!!!!! XD
- ΝΜ le trouble ΝΜ- wrote: "i'm sorry. I know how bad it feels not having food at home. It's so annoying like, ugh."It's not a huge problem today. I don't feel like eating :(
Sarah! Where on earth did you disappear?!?!
Word of the day
Sibylline: (Adjective)
Mysterious; cryptic
In the Hustle and Bustle
Long time no see! Well, things have been hectic, especially with all the studying *cough cough cough* I've been doing. Actually, I haven't, Just pretending I am, but hey, fake it until you makes it, right? xD
Anyway, I'm still all 'I wanna die those instant' so uh, guess that won't change. However, I did just get a new phone, and can't seem to contain my anxiety thanks to it. There's some problem with the sim, so I'm ripping my hair out here while my dad keeps eating my head. Here I am switching on there phone, and he tries to call my new number. I think my grandma dropped him on the head once when he was little, but well, he dropped my brother too many times, too xD
Anyway, since I haven't even removed there screen cover, and these um, information thingies are in the way, I can't really type a lot. So I'll elaborate things later once I get this cover off the screen.
Oh note to self: Lights out fast because my brother won't leave work until 11. I don't want to be awake when he walks into the school as there day changes.
Uhhh I want to listen to music, but I don't have my new earphones with me :(
To-do List
β’ Study something - Physics, Chemistry or Biology and not English!
β’ Decide between clubs (English club, magazine club or Western Music club)
β’ Hm, bullet journal
β’ Most important: Remove this darn printed screen cover from phone!!!!
Aaand I want to kill myself for I honestly don't know why reason. I just don't want to live :/
Don't die! Loliepop wouldn't be happy about it.
PinkLoki(Shine) RULER OF: CrimsonPeak, Asgard, Jotunheim, Midgard, AvengersTower wrote: "Don't die! Loliepop wouldn't be happy about it."Well, some people would.
β§Ahanaβ§ I am 365 so FRESH! wrote: "I AM NOT LETTING YOU DIE!!!"Not like you can stop me.
And Me Right Now!
Hallie wrote: "β§Ahanaβ§ I am 365 so FRESH! wrote: "I AM NOT LETTING YOU DIE!!!"Not like you can stop me."
D: Please don't die!!
After Manchester, the London fire, and I'm still alive :/ Why can't someone come and kill me instead of those innocent people dying....
Uhh my aesthetic journal is a humongous failure! It's so unaesthetic.
I wonder who'll take my phone after I'm gone.... Hm, maybe I should leave a will?Dad gets the Physics textbooks, mum gets the phone and clothes, brother gets the other books and stuff. Oh, divide my pocket money amongst everyone.
I need a new wallpaper. I just don't like the default ones.How do I find one?!?!
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