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I am a huge believer in the fanfic Bellisle(BellaXCarlisle) I love to read their stories that are on www.fanfiction.net I could read this fanfic for hours on end.
I am absolutely obsessed with Transformers!! I love the movies and the television shows soooooo much. Optimus Prime is my most favorite Autobot
EVER
!!!!!
Before I get fully started here there are some things you guys should know:
1. I am recovering from depression
2. I am slowly, falling back into depression
3. I self-harm
4. I am afraid of becoming a monster
5. My music saves my life everyday
6. I'm not afraid if death
"ι'м иσт ∂єα∂ вυт му вσ∂у ιѕ вυяιє∂ υи∂єf иιиє fєєт σf σχуgєи αи∂ ι ¢αи'т вяєαтнє.
ι'м иσт ∂єα∂ вυт му мιи∂ ιѕ ∂є¢αуιиg fιℓℓє∂ ωιтн νєямιи αи∂ мσиѕтєяѕ.
ι'м иσт ∂єα∂ вυт му fα¢є ιѕ νσι∂ σf єχρяєѕѕισи, му єуєѕ αяє вℓαик, му ℓιρѕ αяє вℓυє.
ι'м иσт ∂єα∂ вυт му нєαят ιѕ єχнαυѕтιиg fяσм ρυмριиg тнιѕ ℓιfєℓєѕѕ вℓσσ∂.
ι'м иσт ∂єα∂ вυт σfтєи му єχιѕтєи¢є ιѕ ѕιмρℓу fσяgσттєи, α gнσѕтℓу ρяєѕѕєи¢є.
ι'м иσт ∂єα∂, вυт ι'м иσт αℓινє."
"įţ'ş ąɭɭ įŋ ţђę d̾ęţąįɭş. ţђę wąƴ şǫɱęǫŋę şţǫƥş şɱįɭįŋɠ ţђę ɱǫɱęŋţ ƴǫų ąŗęŋ'ţ ɭǫǫķįŋɠ. ђǫw ţɓęįŗ ąŋşwęŗş ɓęçǫɱę ą ɭįţţɭę şђǫŗţęŗ, ţђęįŗ ɭąųɠђţęŗ ą ɭįţţɭę ɓįţ ɱǫŗę ƒǫŗçęd̾ ęvęŗƴ ţʝɱę. ƴǫų'ɭɭ ǫƒţęŋ çąţçђ ţђęɱ wįţђ ą d̾įşţąŋţ ɭǫǫķ įŋ ţђęįŗ ęƴęş, ąş įƒ ţђęƴ'ŗę şţąŗįŋɠ įŋţǫ ţђę ɓįɠ ŋǫţђįŋɠŋęşş ţђąţ şųŗŗǫųŋd̾ş ţђęɱ. çǫɱƥɭęţęɭƴ ɠǫŋę. ɭǫşţ. ąɭǫŋę. ƴǫų ɱįɠђţ ƒįŋd̾ ţђąţ ţђęƴ şţąŗţ d̾įşţąŋçįŋɠ ţђęɱşęɭvęş ƒŗǫɱ ƴǫų, ɱąķįŋɠ ęҳçųşęş, ƒęęd̾įŋɠ ƴǫų wįţђ ţђęįţ ɭįţţɭę çǫvęŗįŋɠ ɭįęş. "į'ɱ ʝųşţ ţįŗęd̾," ţђęƴ'ɭɭ şąƴ. ţђęƴ'ɭɭ ɭąųɠђ įţ ǫƒƒ, ęvęŗƴ şįŋɠɭę ţįɱę. ƴǫų şђǫųɭd̾ ƥąƴ ąţţęŋţįǫŋ ţǫ ђǫw ţђęƴ şţąŗţ çǫvęŗįŋɠ ǫƒ ţђęįŗ ɓǫd̾įęş, ђįd̾įŋɠ ęvęŗƴ įŋçђ ǫƒ ţђęįŗ şķįŋ, ђąţįŋɠ ęvęŗƴ įŋçђ ǫƒ ţђęįŗ şķįŋ. ţђęƴ wǫŋ'ţ ţąķę ƴǫųŗ çǫɱƥɭįɱęŋţş, įƒ şǫ, ƴǫų'ɭɭ ǫŋɭƴ ɠęţ ą şįɱƥɭę 'ţђąŋķ ƴǫų' ąŋd̾ ţђęƴ'ɭɭ ţąķę įţ ąɭɭ ƒǫŗ ɭįęş. şęɭƒ ђąţę çǫųɭd̾ ęąşįɭƴ ɓę ɱįşţąķęŋ ƒǫŗ įŗǫŋƴ-ąɭţђǫųɠђ ţђęƴ şąƴ įţ wįţђ ą şɱįɭę ǫŋ ţђęįŗ ƒąçę, ķęęƥ ƴǫųŗ ęƴęş ǫƥęŋ ƒǫŗ ţђę ęɱƥţƴ ɭǫǫķ ţђąţ ƒǫɭɭǫwş. ƥąƴ ąţţęŋţįǫŋ. ŋęvęŗ ɭǫǫķ ąwąƴ. ɓęçąųşę ţђęįŗ ŋęąŗɭƴ įɱƥǫşşįɓɭę ţǫ şƥǫţ, ųŋɭęşş ƴǫų'ŗę ǫŋę ǫƒ ţђęɱ."