This Title is a Work in Progress ~Alec Lightwood

[Alec Lightwood *I'm in trouble, I'm an addict, I'm addicted to this girl*]

I know you're going to read this, and I know you're gonna resent me a little for it. I know you hate seeing me this way, and I'm sorry.

See? Hurting people. Making them feel bad. Seems to be my forté.

[Alec Lightwood *I'm in trouble, I'm an addict, I'm addicted to this girl*]

Man.. Even trying to drive away the last person who still likes talking to me on here.

I really do hate myself now. More specifically, my actions.

[Alec Lightwood *I'm in trouble, I'm an addict, I'm addicted to this girl*]

Why? With your boundless happiness, your amazing heart, and your omni-present compassion, why do you stick around? How did I of all people end up on your list of best friends?

[Alec Lightwood *I'm in trouble, I'm an addict, I'm addicted to this girl*]

You'd be far happier being around people more like you..

[Mariama, Just You're Average Southern Rebel Belle.]

Alec Lightwood *'Cause she would rather fall in chocolate than fall in love, especially with me* wrote: "Why? With your boundless happiness, your amazing heart, and your omni-present compassion, why do you stick around? How did I of all people end up on your list of best friends?"

*hugs* Because

[Alec Lightwood *I'm in trouble, I'm an addict, I'm addicted to this girl*]

Why..?

[Mariama, Just You're Average Southern Rebel Belle.]

Because Gage. You're a great person.

[Alec Lightwood *I'm in trouble, I'm an addict, I'm addicted to this girl*]

..Maybe I was..

[Mariama, Just You're Average Southern Rebel Belle.]

Maybe you ARE

[Alec Lightwood *I'm in trouble, I'm an addict, I'm addicted to this girl*]

I just don't see myself like that, not anymore. Not since recently.

[Mariama, Just You're Average Southern Rebel Belle.]

I don't know why

[Alec Lightwood *I'm in trouble, I'm an addict, I'm addicted to this girl*]

Because of everything I've thought about recently. Made me realize.