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dying is a boring side effect
Stars, hide your fires;
Let not light see my black and deep desires.
The eye wink at the hand, yet let that be
Which the eye fears, when it is done, to see.
-William Shakespeare, Macbeth
Let not light see my black and deep desires.
The eye wink at the hand, yet let that be
Which the eye fears, when it is done, to see.
-William Shakespeare, Macbeth
Saw Graveyard in the title that naturally piqued my curiosity.
Haha, should I assume you're into graveyards then?
Danya{~But if you tame me, then we shall need each other. To me, you will be unique in all the world. To you, I shall be unique in all the world...~} wrote: "Nice journal. You can delete this comment if you want."
Thanks, Danya :) And it's alright, I really don't mind comments...
Thanks, Danya :) And it's alright, I really don't mind comments...
Cassiopeia wrote: "Haha, should I assume you're into graveyards then?"Where we use to live there was one that butted up against our property line. I use to go for a run every night and quite frequently I would run through the graveyard. It was quiet, no traffic, and the headstones made for great hurdles to jump or do flips off of.
Sounds pretty fun. Kind of ironic though...
Maybe, haha.
And well, you are, after all, having fun at a place where the dead are buried, so... The irony is pretty obvious I would think.
And well, you are, after all, having fun at a place where the dead are buried, so... The irony is pretty obvious I would think.
yeah, but who says the dead don't party? Maybe they ran with me, idk.
Interesting theory... For me, the dead are, well, dead.
I'm not real sure either way and ... nvr md. moving on.
'Don't define your world in black and white, for there is so much hiding amongst the grays.'
I don't know if life is supposed to be this complicated or if I'm just overthinking things.
sometimes I feel like screaming but then I never do
I feel like I kind of just EXIST and that's it. Like everyone around me has this meaningful life and they have relationships with people and they do exciting things all the time and they do things that are like "i know I'll regret this later but yolo". I never do that. I'm just that girl everyone's like "oh yeah she's a hoot haha" but if I left no one would even notice, or if they did, they would forget in a couple of days. I want to do something with my life so why can't I?
Thanks but like I don't know. I'm just not really doing anything and I want to be doing something but I don't know how to start... I guess time will do its thing eventually
See I don't really know I have nothing figured out like I know I like some stuff like I like astronomy math science and stuff but I haven't even taken initiative on anything. Most of my friends have everything all figured out and those who don't at least have a path that they want to go in and I just feel like an outcast.
I agree Blue! And everyone's been saying "oh you have so much time, no one figures things out this early" but now I'm running out of time and I'm starting to wonder where I went wrong with all this.
Exactly, and now that I'm getting nowhere with anything I'm just unmotivated in life... I know I need to start somewhere but I feel like it's too late now. Maybe this summer I should do something. Something I wouldn't normally do. Hmm... Any ideas?
Thanks Blue :) You seem like you'll figure things out!!
I have this group chat with my closest friends and it had 532 messages and I wondered what they could have been texting about and I skimmed through it and it was just a bunch of emojis and random lines and dots and it made me realize that we don't really need to have deep and meaningful conversations to achieve true friendship, we can communicate perfectly well with various marine animal emojis and random punctuation signs... >.<
OK apparently my friends were planning a road trip and I'm really confused
My brother's going too and he's like wild and I really want to go but stuff will just get weird I feel like maybe I'll go I still have time to think it's in a week or like 5 days
haha ALRIGHT OKAY ILL DO IT >.< they're leaving this friday apparently they planned this whole thing today while I was gone and no one even bothered informing me. I don't even know where we're going.
haha yes maybe I will... That remind me of HIMYM
How I Met Your Mother. TV show. :D
How did I end up in this mess of a life?
Today Nick came over and I was feeling down so he suggested we dye our hair so now the bottom half of my hair is indigo and he has an indigo stripe in his hair XD
I accidentally bleached some of his eyebrow
haha does it count if at first I was extremely against the idea of dying my hair and then he practically dumped the whole bleach on my head so I had to go through with it? >.<
Yay! that was probably the most exciting thing I'll do this entire summer anyway
haha yeah I think that's enough spontaneity for a year now
Blue wrote: "More spontaneous than I've ever been."
This is the most spontaneous I've actually really been so I think I'm just gonna keep things low-key for a while... Maybe a couple years XD
This is the most spontaneous I've actually really been so I think I'm just gonna keep things low-key for a while... Maybe a couple years XD
argh why do people call me so much during the summer
I just want to sleep I don't want to talk to anyone damnit
ahahaha when I told my parents they were like 'ok cool don't do drugs'
note to self: stop thinking that maybe someday things will go your way
Alright, so a bit about me:
I'm Cassie, short for Cassiopeia. I'm 16 years old. I have one exceptionally annoying twin brother, Seth. I like astronomy and, uh, cookies.