sick of all this noise ━

[kaya]

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just another girl with a book

[kaya]

〖 i 〗━━━━━━━ about me
▸ kaya ( is not my real name, call me it anyway )
▸ intj
▸ huffleclaw
▸ pukwudgie or something
▸ in case you hadn't guessed, i like harry potter
▸ tumblr
    @bazemqlbvs

〖 ii 〗━━━━━━━ rules
▸ please comment if you want to
▸ no swearing/other inappropriate comments
▸ don't judge

[kaya]

〖 iii 〗━━━━━━━ to do list
▸ watch the 100
▸ rewatch civil war, guardians of the galaxy, antman
▸ build up a bigger tumblr queue so i don't have to go on every day to post more stuff
▸ write
▸ music practice

[kaya]

we fell in love

we were ten years old
- i'd never fallen in love
(properly, that is)
we were twelve years old
- i still thought i liked him
(god, how wrong i was)
we were fourteen years old
- suddenly i wasn't so sure
(who am i? who do i like?)
we were sixteen years old
- do i tell you? or not?
(still not sure about this)
we were eighteen years old
and suddenly, just like that,
it was too late.
you were gone, probably forever.

[kaya]

marvel thoughts
So, when nobody can lift Thor's hammer, they don't think about why they couldn't.

Iron Man is generally viewed as the worst of the Avengers. He created Ultron, most people would sort him into Slytherin - not because of traits but because he's rich and 'selfish'.
But really, he's not selfish. He tries to protect people, but it doesn't work out. It's like pulling your little brother away from the water so he doesn't fall in. He won't appreciate it, but the intent is there.
Iron Man is a Hufflepuff. He's brave - he owned up to his mistakes and kept trying to fix the problems he saw, even though he knew the other Avengers -especially Cap - wouldn't agree. Kindness - in Civil War, when he didn't shoot even though he could have. If we're being frank here, he could have killed Bucky and Steve pretty darn quickly if he wanted to, but he was too nice to do it. Loyalty - Rhodey. Pepper. Everyone he cares about. Dedication - how many times did he remake the Iron Man armour and keep going even though it had failed?
Also, for all those people who say he's bad because he sent a teenager into a fight with the Winter Soldier, Spiderman made the choice to go with him, and stayed even after Tony told him to go home. ( also, peter didn't seem to have much trouble taking down bucky, sam and antman )
So why didn't he lift the hammer? I think it's probably because he didn't want to. In the past, he's seen people get hurt by things he's created or done, and he doesn't want that to happen again. He doesn't want to rule Asgard, because at heart, he doesn't think that he'd be any good at it. He doesn't want to mess up again, and by the end of AoU his fears of messing up have been utterly cemented by Ultron's destruction.
You have to remember that Tony Stark canonically suffers from anxiety and other mental health issues.

Captain America is the 'leader' of the Avengers, and generally shown as being extremely moral. The reason he couldn't lift the hammer, only budge it slightly, is because although the fandom refuses to acknowledge his shortcomings, Steve always thinks what he's doing is the right thing. He doesn't acknowledge that maybe he should think before getting annoyed at Tony for whatever he's done this time. For such an intelligent person, Steve has a tendency to act on his feelings, rather than think things through.

Rhodey + Tony - neither really wanted to.

Natasha would have lifted it. There's just some things that make perfect sense, and that's one of them. Both Nat and Peggy would probably casually grab it during a fight and toss it back to Thor. And they'd get the full package - powers and everything. Because lifting it isn't the be-all and end-all. You have to be worthy as well.

( also, just as a side note, none of them are strong enough. )

[kaya]

 
   

[kaya]

 

C A N ' T keep living on books and music
sooner or later they'll see through your F A C A D E
Y O U ' R E not really the badass you dress like,
or the bookworm you claim to B E

[kaya]

1. carry a plastic bag and pick up litter that you see
2. pay for the person behind you
3. put a cute anonymous note in a library book
4. send a kind anon ask to someone you’re following
5. tell your friends and family you love them
6. make cookies for your best friend
7. include someone who looks left out in a conversation
8. hug people tightly
9. say “thank you” to someone you appreciate
10. compliment your friend’s talents
11. have a checklist and challenge yourself to tick everything off
12. stand up, stretch, and drink a glass of water every hour
13. start jogging, don’t feel bad if you’re slow
14. wake up early so you have time for both hobbies and studying
15. look at things with your eyes more than you take photos
16. treat yourself how you would treat your best friend
17. learn how to bake a cake
18. give yourself some time alone
19. read a book
20. try a new hairstyle
21. learn a new language
22. look at things and appreciate their poetry and beauty
23. keep a journal for all the moments you want to remember
24. pay more attention to the good things than the bad things
25. have manners and don’t be aggressive or rude
26. if someone is rude, be the bigger person and walk away
27. buy sugar-free chewing gum so you don’t have to give in to junk food cravings not doing i don't like chewing gum
28. write down your favourite quotes
29. if it’s raining, share your umbrella with someone who needs it
30. be nice to kids even if you dislike them
31. keep making your art, writing, and photography. keep doing things even if you think you suck
32. keep doing something you’re passionate about even though no one is being supportive
33. stop changing yourself to fit the standards of other people
34. plant a garden of fruits and flowers
35. stop sitting down so much and go out and see the world
36. be strong. don’t let people walk all over you
37. focus on your studying for 30 minutes and give yourself a 10 minute break
38. look at the moon and the stars
39. look at the clouds, sunrise and sunset
40. stop using your phone at dinner i don't anyway
41. have a bubble bath
42. message someone you haven’t talked to for a while
43. let go of toxic people who don’t deserve you
44. don’t be afraid to say that you were wrong
45. keep yourself busy so you stop overthinking so much
46. don’t assume things about someone you don’t know
47. say kind things behind someone’s back
48. be nice to others even if you feel angry, sad or bitter. it’s not their fault
49. remember that your emotions don’t have to rule your actions
50. stop caring so much about what other people might think
51. wear what you want
52. smile at a stranger
53. don’t worry. worrying about the future is useless. it will be a lot less scary than you imagined
54. stop not caring about important things. care about everything and everyone you love with all your heart.
55. stop checking your notifications every 2 minutes
56. don’t play mind games with people
57. make your resting face more happy -wip
58. think happy thoughts even if it feels fake, and you will turn more positive -wip
59. be confident. fake the confidence until you have natural confidence
60. make every morning a new beginning
61. try to understand people rather than be judgemental
62. educate yourself on societal issues
63. stop blaming other people for your own mistakes
64. swear less and don’t call people mean and derogatory terms i don't swear anyway
65. either learn or be inspired by everything you see
66. constantly find new ways to improve yourself
67. have little goals every day and feel great when you achieve them
68. your comfort zone is nice but don’t stay in it too much. be brave and try something new, even if you fail it’s not a failure
69. tidy your desk
70. watch all the best films -wip
71. stop saying mean things to yourself
72. be happy for no reason
73. say hi to everyone you know
74. don’t dwell on your past
75. keep doing something you’re passionate about even if people criticise you
76. put your alarm away from your bed so you get out of bed as soon as the alarm goes off i get up anyway
77. let your emotions out, either by talking to someone or letting it out creatively
78. google everything you’re curious about
79. use a dictionary for words you don’t know
80. don’t feel sad about all the unanswerable questions
81. be kind to everyone, everything and yourself.
82. spread love and happiness constantly
83. help people who need it
84. don’t be afraid to cry
85. pick yourself up. you don’t need other people to save you
86. if you don’t have anything kind or constructive to say, don’t say it
87. breathe through your stomach, not your chest
88. sleep earlier!! i think 9 is early enough
89. eat more fruits than chocolate
90. be there when your friend is sad, not just when everything is fine
91. make your bed every morning i kind of do...
92. observe everything and pay attention to what’s around you
93. quit any addictions you have
94. give more attention to all the great things
95. learn, accept your past, and move on
96. write things down to remember them
97. be proud of every little victory
98. be proud of who you are
99. remember that you’re loveable, important and worthy of happiness
100. don’t give up. you’re still young and you have a whole life ahead of you.