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Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgotten
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Feb 21, 2018 12:31PM
Weird. I prefer poetry that doesn't rhyme. There are times I debate about writing poetry just for the heck of it, but I never actually do. Just not my thing. I'd rather make chain maille or art or play video games with that time....
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I've had a few ppl ask me to help them with their writing (way back when..) but if it was poetry I'd tell them it wasn't my thing.I still don't like video games, I'll at least play them now for a bit but for a long time I wouldn't go near them, I banned myself from them after I bust the 70 in TV ...Dad made me pay to replace it. I just found them exceedingly frustrating.
I use to write....I use to play the drums, I use to take the dirt bike or four wheelers out...There's a lot I USE to do. Some I no longer do, due to circumstances, (Not living where I use to no longer have access to the dirt bike four wheelers, lake) but some I just idk got away from. I still for a run most days/nights. I waste a lot of time watching tv or movies, work takes up a lot of time, I pick up extra shifts. ...I'm rambling
Video games often frustrate me too. Depends on the game, I guess. But I usually avoid shooters because of that. Nah, rambling is fine. I get it. Life has a way of doing that. I'm a master at wasting time. I think some of it stems from being so busy that when free time is available I just want to do nothing.. you know? Just mentally unplug.
I threw the remote right through the screen of a 70 TV, I was so aggravated, when I feel myself getting irritated I just shut it off. Time to walk away. idk how anyone finds playing a video game relaxing... Yeah life has def changed a lot over the last few years. I get that way too, some times I just want to do NOTHING but then I get edgy its like I need to do something. ikd like now I want to do something and at the same time don't and its not often I get this much free time.
It's relaxing to me because I get to drop my own problems and pick up a new world to explore. If I get too frustrated I have to stop as well, though I'm stupidly stubborn sometimes and just piss myself off. Usually I find it relaxing, though. And I had yet to throw a remote through a tv because of that. Lol. Dude I completely understand. That's me to a T most of the time. Like I constantly have a to-do list running through my head so even on days where I want to do absolutely nothing I find myself doing something. I've gotten better at forcing myself to take a break, but... yeah. Idk. Then there is the times I want to do nothing but feel like I have to do something but I wind up stuck in this indecisive loop because I can't decide what to do and I spend most of my time contemplating it.
Yep, I have that stubborn streak too, and that makes want to keep playing and then I get more aggravated so NOT really relaxing to me. same. Its like my mind wants to chill and relax but my body wants to go. Idle is not something I seem to tolerate but crave at the same time..make any sense?
Lol maybe I'm just more skilled at gaming than you. I rarely get into situations that frustrate me so much Makes complete sense.
Got the night off and I can already tell, I'm wired so I'll prob be up most of the night. Downfalls of 3rd shift ,,,though I don't sleep most nights anyway so might as well work.
I don't think I could ever handle a night shift like that. You're a trooper
12:43 AM & I'm grilling me a steak! I'm a late night grill master.
My sister has either lost her bloody mind or is extremely desperate for a sitter. She is entrusting her child (my nephew) into our care for three days in April....God help us all.
I can understand leaving him with Cass, but my goodness. By the end of the three days he'll probably be worshipping demons or something.
Mawhahahhaa Perhaps I can teach him his first word.....what shall it be? I think he might be too young to talk but I can show him sign language. One finger salute.
Hah. Imagine the reactions to that. XD
*evil grin* one way to get out of being asked to child sit again, eh?
True, that. Haha
I've been sending her messages asking absurd questions- like does it eat, and how many times a day do I feed it? - in hopes that she will second guess her decision...it's not working. I presume she is relying on Cass to intervene should there be any situations.
Probably. Lol. Plus you're actually asking, which is something even if you refer to him as "it"
NO!!! it was not suppose to be looked upon in a favorable manner! *head desk* epic fail.
I'm in a music rut, I need something new to listen to.
Haha. Yup, backfired there. Hmmmmm could try Nothing More, if you aren't already into them. They're one of my current favs
nothing more, I'll have to look them up.
Totally. They're really interesting. The lead singer has a pretty adaptable voice and they play around with styles occasionally. If you want some specific song names to check out I can throw a few out
Nah. They're a rock group. If there is any screaming it is in small doses, but I can't think of any off the top of my head. Idk. I don't mind screaming if done right so I haven't paid super close attention. But I don't think it does. Richard likes them too and he hates screaming.
go to war was alright. now I'm listening to Highly Suspect - My name is Human
(it's alright)
Yeah Go to War is one of there more popular ones. Personally. I prefer This is the Time (Ballast), Jenny, I'll be OK, and Fade In / Fade Out. Go to War is good, but it is kinda repetitive and really widely used (good for them, though)
I was gonna throw out a random suggestion then I remembered a fair amount is screamed. It's one of my peculiar mood pick me ups. But it is probably 1/3 screaming.
sorry had some shit to take care of. I'll have to check them out later, maybe at work tonight. I think they slammed me with a dispatch shift. UGHg2g Date night
Lol you're good. I had class anyway. Have fun
sorry had some shit to take care of. I'll have to check them out later, maybe at work tonight. I think they slammed me with a dispatch shift. UGHg2g Date night
I like this time of day, the quiet before the storm, so to speak. & The fog this morning adds a particularly calming yet ominous feel to the atmosphere.
GRRRR!!!! why do idiots keep slamming into me?! WTBFH!!!
Did you get in another car accident?
Some idiot slammed into the back of me. and guess what? HE WAS ON THE PHONE! ...non-reportable accident, no damage that I can see, but had a police report filled out anyway just in case I find something later.
Wow. The world really is out to get you (or your car). Heh. If it makes you feel better the last car accident I was in occurred because the woman ran a red light because she was getting something from her back seat.
For some reason it was hard to get through work last night, I was tired all night and now I'm home and WIDE AWAKE. Yay me.
Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgetten wrote: "Wow. The world really is out to get you (or your car). Heh. If it makes you feel better the last car accident I was in occurred because the woman ran a red light because she was getting something f..."Ikr! its like that final destination thing...the powers that be are coming for me. Trying to finish what they started.
The potency of screwing something up is dictated by amount of eyes watching.
Heh. Well hopefully they don't succeedAnd I'm glad I wasn't the only one exhausted at work. Granted, I didn't have your shift. Lol. I was so out of it my manager started asking me if I was ok and getting sick or something
They failed once, I'm invincible. I say to the powers that be - Come at me bro! Bring it!...(I may have just tempted fate.) I was dragging arse last night. I could not get my shit together. I even let my partner drive, he too asked if I was alright...I hate letting anyone else drive.
Not wise. Heh. Dang. I hope you can catch your rest
I don't even know this person and I just want to throat punch him....
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