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Robyn- wrote: mmmmm thts sad ...mine doing the same"
gtk as they say, misery likes company.
Just downloaded a ringing bell so I can summons Cass when I need something. She may kill at some point.
The debate at the moment= Which is more dignified, a cane or crutches? My vote is for a cane.
In honour of recent events we flash bacnk to 2011.Random read f the day:
https://www.goodreads.com/story/show/...
Nate wrote: "Just downloaded a ringing bell so I can summons Cass when I need something. She may kill at some point."
-_- Poor girl. We have a bell like that in the house too. Every time Richard sees one anywhere he can not help but to set it ringing. Over and over and over..... Ugh.....
Lynx - she didn't like the bell. So I changed it to a fog horn and she hated that even more....
I don't feel like dealing with life today.
Dude. *laughs* you're terrible. :D Everything ok?
I woke up this morning and the fog horn has been changed to some sort of pixie-ish, fairy-ish sounding thing idk how to describe it. It reminded me of tinker bell or something. yeah
Thats awesome. I feel like that is something Ted would play. He loves tinkerbell Good :)
No, its not awesome....tinkerbell? really? smh It doesn't really matter anymore. I've started walking around on it more. (Which everyone is on my case about, but I can't sit forever.) I called work and asked if I could come in Monday, they said with a doc note. Doc said NO, and when he does release me it will be light duty...which will suck cus about the only thing I can do then will be dispatch or possibly something in the shop.
Mum arrived late Tuesday night, so Cass could go back to work and school. Which I like that mum came for a visit but at the same time I dislike that everyone is disrupting their lives for me and I am quite capable of being home alone. The first day yeah I'll admit I needed some assistance but we're passed that, its all good now.
There is so much that I need to do and just don't feel like dealing with it. The insurance co, the doctor appts, just ugh
Yes, he loves Tinkerbell. He keeps insisting if we ever have a girl that one of her middle names would be Tinkerbell. -_- but no, with morning alarms he likes to go with the most obnoxious ones he can find. Right now it is a rooster call, Pen pineapple apple pen, and Bubblepop (the kpop song).... I get it. At least you have the help if you do need it. I completely can relate about the dealing with stuff, though. It's such a pain. Ive been on and off the phone with so many people it drives me nuts. Richard has been basically useless this entire time because his schedule changed to mornings and between that and his meds he has been so exhausted lately.
Hopefully you will get a little time to relax and recover
Lynx - Never met a guy that fancies tinkerbell. That is quite amusing. I shall make a mental note of it, for future reference when I need or so desire to annoy him. jk I had gun shoots for an alarm. She hated it.
Yeah its like 10 million phone calls. Since I have the time off I think I might go with mum, her and dad were on their way down to the property that got hit. idk maybe I'll go with mum and meet up with dad. But I hate to leave Cass by herself. Though I can always get her to get a friend to stay with her...more for my peace of mind than anything else.
IDK!? I kind of just want to fade into nothingness for a bit..idky. Just don't feel like dealing with anything.
Did they put him on a mood stabilizer? ...that might be too personal. sorry.
Relax? how does one do that? I forget.
Gun shots for alarms would be a very, very bad move at our place. Effective for waking us up, but I dont even want to know how it would effect both of us Dude that fading into nothingness sounded like my state of mind after the shooting. Totally sucked. Whatever you decide on I hope it is a good move for you
Nah, it's fine. Yeah, Im pretty sure it is a mood stabilizer. Not 100% sure and I dont remember the name, but it sounds right. Literally this medication is like a cure all for him. The psychiatrist put it out there as an option and what it helps with fit Ted so well he agreed to it on the first session. We lucked out. Apparently his mom is allergic to it but Ted is showing no negative effects yet
Yeah prob not the best idea for you. You'd prob wake up and hit the floor. It's just a bit overwhelming. Everything hitting at once. We have SOOOOO much going on. Mum said maybe this was God's way of forcing me to have to slow down but like I told her, all this did was add more on to the pile of shit I have to take care or/ deal with. I think I'm just going to pull back a bit. I already talked to Cass and decided that now is not the time to move.
Yeah that's what I started out with then later down the line added a second med to kind of target the other symptoms. The two together work well, forget to take one and its quite noticeable. & every now and then I take a med break, like two weeks I'll stop taking it, let it clear out of the system and then restart it. For me its a reset. Its not advisable. I haven't done it the last couple of years or so though.
Took mum out to dinner...err I suppose technically she took me since she drove. I could have drove! smh
Nate wrote: "Yeah prob not the best idea for you. You'd prob wake up and hit the floor. It's just a bit overwhelming. Everything hitting at once. We have SOOOOO much going on. Mum said maybe this was God's wa..."
Probably...
Yeah, hopefully you recover quick. <3
That's cool. Yeah I hope this works out well enough
Mum sucks at playing poker. This is quite humorous trying to teach her how to play. Her poker face is nonexistent.
right now she owes me a jag and a house in the Caribbean.
Still undecided as to whether or not I want to go with mum...
sure, sure, let fate be decided by the flip of a coin, eh? Coin tells me to go and we go down in a plane crash, or stay and miss out on the adventure or a life time? ...actually,these would make for great novels. I'll add them to my list of writing ideas.
I'm still in a weird mood, can't quite put my finger on what to even call this mood.
Yeah, it could be a really interesting book. Good idea Me too. Me too....
That took a LOT longer than it should have. smh
I fall for it every time. BLEHK!! Moonshine my arse, that shit taste like turpentine.
I could really get use to this view, even at night.
How you doing? Staying off your feet enough?
BOOYA! almost every clock in this house turned itself back. (except the microwave) Even the car fixed itself. Impressive. That made my day.
Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgetten wrote: "How you doing? Staying off your feet enough?"yes and no, better now, they had to drain fluid from it, it was like instant relief.
To the one I don't deserve - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zh4lS...
cliche', yes, but can't deny its fitting.
Nate wrote: "Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgetten wrote: "How you doing? Staying off your feet enough?"yes and no, better now, they had to drain fluid from it, it was like instant relief."
Gross. Glad you're doing better though
it was kinda cool, they draw this gross looking fluid out and then they un screw the syringe and leave the needle part still in there and then attack another syringe to continue drawing out more fluid.
Thanks to lynx took a trip down memory lane. pg 49 - this time last year.
That was weird to step back in time.
Nate wrote: "it was kinda cool, they draw this gross looking fluid out and then they un screw the syringe and leave the needle part still in there and then attack another syringe to continue drawing out more fl..."Ewwww.
It is not meant for me for me to do house work. Just busted the mirror tying to clean it.
At least you didn't put a hole in the wall while trying to kill a spider. Lol. Though busting a mirror while cleaning is still pretty bad.
I'm still finding little shards of glass/mirror. I blv we are in a destructive relationship.
Hahaha. No, we all know the mirror was broken so it'll take longer for people to catch on that you're a vampire.
I meant destructive in the way she puts holes in the wall and I apparently break mirrors....that does not sound good, let me clarify it is not my looks that broke said mirror but rather brute force.
doc apt tomorrow hopefully they give me clearance.
I like winter, though I am not really a fan of the cold toilet seat.
Mood: AM = Level PM= Current state of being: tired
Agenda: Run some errands, pay some bills, get some rest, work tonight.
Proud moment, my luv's nursing her very first hang over. Right of passage.
Now Playing: Killing strangers - Marilyn Manson
"We're killing strangers so we don't kill the ones that we love...."
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