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Jul 29, 2017 08:33AM
I've not written anything in a long time. Kinda have a desire to but not at the same time...and I know it'll take time to get back into it, everything I write will sound like crap and then I'll get discouraged and give up. Idk I should probably push myself, I keep saying I'm going to but always find a reason not too or just procrastinate til the feeling passes. Though in reality I have time, I always found time before, soooooo what's my real hang up? ...idk .....and now I've totally lost it, its finally happened, I've gone bloody mad, cus I am sitting here rambling to myself.
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...great so that's the post at the top of the page. smh
Morbid thought- I wonder what my last words will be at the time of my final demise.
Nate wrote: "I've not written anything in a long time. Kinda have a desire to but not at the same time...and I know it'll take time to get back into it, everything I write will sound like crap and then I'll get..."Just freakin write, dude. You're more talented than you give yourself credit for. You can always edit later. You're letting fear or a future failure prevent you from even being able to have a real failure. Just freakin' write if you're in the mood to
...Cass? JKfine, if the notion strikes I'll write something....
Lol. Just sayin'. :)
Lend me your ears and I'll tell you a story, lend me your eyes and I'll show you paradise, lend me your hands and.... never mind this just went to the gutter real quick.
monkeypuppybaby monkeypuppybaby, yeah got that stuck in my head
should I be alarmed that the cat is just sitting there starring at the ceiling? Kind of amusing though its been like 5 minutes and he's not even flinched.
woomp wooomp woooomp the sound of the ceiling fan slicing through the air on high speed.
repeated pattern- we take an hour to decide which movie or tv show to watch, only to have one of us fall asleep 15 minutes into it.
Nate wrote: "repeated pattern- we take an hour to decide which movie or tv show to watch, only to have one of us can fall asleep 15 minutes into it."DUDE THAT IS SO US. Granted I'm the usual one to pass out, but..
Her too. I'll admit I sometimes nod out but more times than not its her.
Struggles - Afraid to move cus I don't want to wake her, and the remote is just out of reach.
I think I'll just lay here and ponder the meaning of life. Not.
I woke up unexpectedly due to some pain in the lower regions...someone kneed my man parts! Yeah so we fell asleep curled upon the couch and then that happened. smh So to all those who think its all cute and romantic (two of my least favourite words) it's NOT, it's dangerous!!
I was not ready to wake up. & I've got a back to back double shift starting tonight.
can I, or will I make use of a pilots license? ....is it worth the investment? or just a hobby? something to fall back on? or part time/full time employment? weighing the pro's and con's
Pays well but definitely an expense. One of my sisters plans to be a helicopter pilot someday. Idk how much a pilot license compares, but definitely a big investment.
That's what I'm going for. Helicopter (whirlybird) I can upgrade later if I decide to.
I need to plan for when Cass is done school. Weather we stay here or move, and what my plans are...several ideas and options just not sure which way to go, and knowing me I'll have 3 things going on all at once. Big changes ahead.
...which reminds me still need to finish writing up that proposal for my Uncle. Not your typical proposal.
Hate to see her go but love to watch her leave. Bow chicka wow wow
crashed the drone and too lazy to walk down and retrieve it. Trying to convince Cass to go get it for me, she owes me.
Quick break in between shifts. 6 AM this morning we get a call. customer broke down on the side of the highway. We get there and this lady is singing the 'good morning song' to us....I can only imagine the look on my face.
MY Inner thought - Lady you are broke down on a busy highway, one would beg to differ, it is NOT a good morning for you. - and yet there she was singing her heart out.
Are ppl really that happy or was she possibly on some type of drug? Seemed a bit old for drugs and she did mention she's a Kindergarten teacher.
One shift down one to go.
32 Hours in two days.
16 down, 16 to go starting at 11 pm. (give or take an hour or so) Debating weather its even worth it for me to try and get some rest...
destruction, my middle name...ok actually its Richard but whatever
Is it wrong that I have a strong impulse to launch things off the balcony at ppl below?
There she is! The girl of my dreams the woman who loves me, I'm not sure why, she claims its not the money, though that lends to question her sanity...not even sure if I'd be with me if I didn't have to be. Que sera sera
Snurf is pissed! Bazz is a dead man and J...
I feel like I've walked into the lions den.
Sum today up in one word. Unproductive
...that doesn't even sound like a word. Like seriously, I know it is but just doesn't look or sound right.I like nonproductive better
When bored and in a public place I like to make up stories about the ppl who pass by me.
I hate wattpad! Had to create an account cus yet again someone jacked my writing. Their site is not the easiest to navigate.
I'll give em this at least they are quick to remove shit. Well done Wattpad support team
car shopping is less enjoyable this time 'round. & I'm indecisive.
Opinion needed ok so NOT my typical type of car but looking for something a bit different , something that still cruises nice and smooth but meets our active lifestyle.
Lexus rx
or
Nissan Murano (The new one 2018)
I'm leaning towards the Nissan, the interior and features seem more fitting and its cheaper.
Does it look like a mum car? cus if so its off the list.
apparently I am working tomorrow DAY instead of my usual night shift. I owe the guy and this way it free me up next w/e ... I think I'll surprise Cass and go away for the w/e.
Nate wrote: "Opinion needed ok so NOT my typical type of car but looking for something a bit different , something that still cruises nice and smooth but meets our active lifestyle.
Lexus rx
or
Nissa..."
It's borderline mom car. It looks more like a sleek professional vehicle to me, though. I say get whichever has better gas mileage.
uhhhh NO you said borderline mum car, OFF the list they go I didn't even think it til my brother said something. I thought they looked sporty enough. They'd pull the waverunners and I could put the kayak and surfboards on top...
back to the drawling board
They look more sporty than mom car. It makes me think of a vehicle a realtor or businessman/commuter would use
....hmmm debating if that sounds better or not. I need more opinions.
Set up a poll jk
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