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[Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgotten]

Not going to lie, your silence coupled with your last post is really worrying me. I'm hoping you're doing ok and are safe.

[Nate]

*Blows dust off journal/thread*
This thing was buried at the bottom of the pile.

[Nate]

Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgetten wrote: "Not going to lie, your silence coupled with your last post is really worrying me. I'm hoping you're doing ok and are safe."

that almost sounds like you care...? jk

[Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgotten]

No, legit. I've lost sleep over it. -_- Like I know you often disappear from GR randomly for lengths of time, but mother nature is cruel and I didn't know if something had happened and you were, like, gone gone. I stress way too much and I am terrified of deep water/the ocean, so my mind jumped to the worse..... You have no idea how relieved I am right now.

[Nate]

you ought not worry so much! Next time I disappear just assume its another break from the virtual world and not the universe. Besides I'm invincible.

Life gets busy.

[Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgotten]

Yeah, I'm well aware. Again, I'm used to your disappearances. Just the whole boat thing.... *shudders* Life is so fragile. But no. I do stress and worry too much. I'm convinced I've probably cut off 5 years of my life from stress.

[Nate]

doesn't seem as though I've missed anything of epic proportions.

[Nate]

Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgetten wrote: "Yeah, I'm well aware. Again, I'm used to your disappearances. Just the whole boat thing.... *shudders* Life is so fragile. But no. I do stress and worry too much. I'm convinced I've probably cut of..."

I managed to get us back to the states in one piece. Weather held no rough seas, smooth sailing as they say.
yeah the whole life is fragile thing....touchy subject.
only 5 yrs? might be a bit more.

[Nate]

A bit hyper atm

[Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgotten]

Nate wrote: "Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgetten wrote: "Yeah, I'm well aware. Again, I'm used to your disappearances. Just the whole boat thing.... *shudders* Life is so fragile. But no. I do stress and worry too much..."

Glad to hear it :) did you enjoy the rest if your vacation?
Touchy subject? *raises eyebrow* It's life. Idk. Maybe I give that idea too much thought. Just has hovered in the back of my mind a lot the last 2 years
And you're probably right. I'll say 7 years from stress and 3 from pizza. XD And I say that as I eat pizza. Lol. But yeah. I stress too much. Way, way too much and usually over things I shouldn't stress over because they are usually absurd and unrealistic or highly unlikely to happen. Or just cause I'm a crazy loner. Someday I should probably go see if I am certifiably crazy or not, but I probably won't for awhile...

Sorry if I'm rambling. I've been in a weird mood today

[Nate]

Yeah it was. Until we had to return to reality.
touchy cus of past events and idk, its a deep topic. Long long story. One I don't discuss too much cus then it leads to ten million questions on top of it and...well now I'm rambling! damn it, its contagious.

I think pizza adds years, the worrying will decrease years. If you worry that much you're likely to have knocked off 10 years already.
I doubt they'll certify you as crazy just on that note, I think you're gonna have to really amp up the eccentric traits, maybe hear or see things that don't exist oh and it might help if you talk in the third person.

I am in rare mood too. Part hyper, part just weird and idk something else is lurking under the surface..anxiety? unease? idk

[Nate]

...well that's not cool.

[Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgotten]

Ah, gotcha. Sorry. It's kinda the same kind of topic for me, but it doesn't always carry weight. Depends on my mood.

What's funny is in my initial post I went to type 10, double guessed myself, and put 5 instead. I'd say 6 of those years are courtesy of one f***** (may she rot in hell), 2 are from the shooting and coping, and the other two from me being me. .....ok maybe we are still lowballing it. Like I honestly have days where I stress over being stressed and question my future and existance because the thought crosses my head that my life is probably 1/4 of the way over and beyond school and work I've done nothing. Then I'm stressing because I'm stressed at my mere existence and age (all whopping 22 years of it). At that point I usually slap myself mentally upside the head and tell myself I'm being stupid, where I then stress about how stupid and stressed I get over such rediculous things....
Lol eccentric implies $$$. I'd love to amp that up. XD And no, you're right. I doubt they would just for me being a stresser.

OMG same. Like this morning I was crazy hyper and now it's fizzled away after I wandered around trying to be productive, and now I'm at that stage where I have a contained energy with an odd uncertainty/unease underneath (or causing it? Idk)

[Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgotten]

Nate wrote: "...well that's not cool."

What?

[Nate]

well maybe sometime soon we can get into to some philosophical or otherwise deep conversation as to what life is or isn't and why or what it all means to each and blah blah blah .... I feel that type of mood coming on. Perhaps soon.

One doesn't need $$$ to be eccentric, just the ability or desire to be exceedingly strange or odd. More so than most.

idk what it is. The shift in the atmosphere? the drinking water? OH no they're coming for us!!...ok yeah a bit hyper still.

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The not cool comment - something with my dad. He got some...rather unwanted mail.

[Nate]

btw I know you've read parts of my journal...did you ever read the last entry?

[Nate]

I have mastered the art of procrastination.
I should be working on this proposal..

[Nate]

and yet I'm not.

[Nate]

and yet the world continues to turn, so see it's all good.

[Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgotten]

Sounds awesome. Post on my journal or pm me and we can totally do that. Im twiddling my thumbs until Satuday. They gave me 4 days off in a row for whatever reason. I only have one thing to do those 4 days, and that's not till Thursday

Mm, true that. When my youngest sister was still really little, my mom trained her to introduce herself as follows, "Hi! Im A----- and I'm eccentric!" You know what? She really, really is.... Basically I got the brains, my middle sister got a lot of the problems (and what some consider the looks), and my youngest sister got the personality.

Ha. I think for me it's restlessness.... That and I didn't reallt eat breakfast. I had a chocolate coconut patty thing with half a glass of milk, then realized earlier I hadn't properly eaten. Hence the pizza. But I was hyper ever since I woke up, so idk.....


Ah, gotcha.

[Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgotten]

Nate wrote: "btw I know you've read parts of my journal...did you ever read the last entry?"

I don't think so. Why?

[Nate]

out . of. breath....need. air. *deep breath*

someone just set the car alarm off and I had to run down to the parking garage cus the key flob is out of range.

[Nate]

Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgetten wrote: "Sounds awesome. Post on my journal or pm me and we can totally do that. Im twiddling my thumbs until Satuday. They gave me 4 days off in a row for whatever reason. I only have one thing to do those..."

sounds like a plan...

4 days off. STAYCATION! or hey you can go on a quick holiday.

wait, wait...you got the brains? *laughs* ...*recomposes* sorry...umm congrats on that JK

Idk what it is either. First day I've had off since we've gotten back so maybe a bit restless. Finally have some down time, the mind is going "whoooa whats this nothing to do!? WOOOHOOO' kinda thing.

[Nate]

Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgetten wrote: "Nate wrote: "btw I know you've read parts of my journal...did you ever read the last entry?"

I don't think so. Why?"

The last chapter...well actually second to last explains some things...Its quite long though I'd skip down to the part where it's highlighted spoiler alert....

[Nate]

Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgetten wrote: "Sounds awesome. Post on my journal or pm me and we can totally do that. Im twiddling my thumbs until Satuday. They gave me 4 days off in a row for whatever reason. I only have one thing to do those..."

..........that could also be a debate topic, or well maybe not just a deep topic. Interesting to see other points of view. We'll discuss that

[Nate]

ok so as not to worry anyone...*coughs* BBL perhaps tonight...maybe. I can't be held to a schedule!

[Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgotten]

Nate wrote: "Lynx ~ 10/1 Never Forgetten wrote: "Sounds awesome. Post on my journal or pm me and we can totally do that. Im twiddling my thumbs until Satuday. They gave me 4 days off in a row for whatever reaso..."

Cool beans. Just say when.

Probably just going to hang around the house most of the time. Thursday will be fun, though.

Awwww, mean.....

Yurp. Same. It's weird.

And I'll probably check out the journal thing later. Really in a funk right now so I'm gonna focus on my video game and see if that helps.

[Nate]

wow Flashback. It's been a looooooong time since I last saw the creepy girl in the chair. GR's over capacity screen.
Mind Blown

[Nate]

I don't need Track my Iphone...I have a bank account that works just as well.

44 minutes ago Cass went through the drive thru at Wendy's
17 minutes ago she stopped for Gas.

[Nate]

'I'm going to Hell, who's coming with me?'

[Nate]

ring, ring, progresso

[Nate]

sooo, worked day shift today, which is odd for me. Got this call for a typical break down/tow.
We get there start to hook the car up and the lady has three young kids with her. The first- a boy prob about 4 maybe 5 kept asking 10 million questions as we're getting things hooked up, one of his questions was to inquire if we've ever had to tow a transformer....the girl, prob about 3-ish? she proclaimed very proudly and with utter confidence that she was to be a rainbow when she grew up...the third kid, prob about 2-ish sat with the mum dumping what appeared to be gold fish cracker crumbs out of his shoes and lick his feet....and ppl ask why I don't want kids. smh

[Nate]

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[Nate]

I vaguely remember typing that...damn, how far back is that post?

[Nate]

Dead silence and then all I hear is the cat licking itself. UGH!!!

[Nate]

watching tv with the volume on mute...not sure when I started that but seems to be my new nightly ritual.

[Nate]

I should go for a run. I've not gone for a midnight run in ages.

[Nate]

I blv I will.

[Nate]

go for run, that is.

[Nate]

and now here I lay and stare at the ceiling...

[Nate]

I suppose I should get my arse in gear, though I really don't feel like doing anything today.

[Nate]

Today I wish to be a dog. I'll just lay around and chill and ppl and bring me food.

[Nate]

*Sing song tone* 'Rise and shine the day is fine'

*throws the first object within reach at said voice*

(Ok I didn't,but seriously thought about it and if it were anyone other than Cass probably would have followed through on the impulse.)

[Nate]

$171 dollars for an hours worth of my time, I can't even say work cus I didn't really do anything, BUT hey, I'll take it.

[Nate]

Invasion of the idiots is upon us. They're everywhere...take cover.

[Nate]

there is a traitor among us...

[Nate]

Meanwhile in a land far, far away_____

[Nate]

Judging by that sky we've got one pisser of a storm brewing.

[Nate]

nothing but junk pm's ...so unloved, unworthy. *sad face* JK

[Nate]

I declare today to be a 'Down' day. The plan is to just lay around. Cus the rest of this week I am working, and I've got two double shifts back to back.