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Feb 05, 2016 08:35PM
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I think I shall attmept this thing they call sleep. Darkness come find me.
This morning about 4:30-ish I was laying there wide awake. I rolled to my side and watched Cass sleep for a bit than decided to do something spontaneous...*GET your minds out of the gutter...though admittedly my mind was there too for a bit* I woke her gently with a few soft kisses and caressing *Ugh that sounds so fricken musky, why can't they have better word choices?!* She opened her eyes and smiled and told her we were going for a ride. I tried to conceal the time from her but the lack of light outside didn't play in my favour. She protested at first but was no match for my powers of persuasion and before she knew it she had on a pair of shoes and coat and out the door we went. I drove her to this spot that I had been wanting to take her. From there you can look down and see the entire city and at night with the city lights glowing and the bridge all lit up it make quite a remarkable sight to be had. We sat on the hood of the car her wrapped tightly in a blanket and watch the sun come up. *This really would have sucked big time if it had turned out to be a cloudy day* ...I thought for a brief moment this would have been the perfect time to present her with a ring...But it was just a fleeting thought, when the time comes I'll have to figure out some way to make it special. *Thanks DAD! smh - Cass heard how my father proposed and mum is always telling Cassie how much alike we are so NOW she thinks I have this romantic streak. smh *gagging* We stopped and got some fast food breakfast, now I'm sitting here as she lays on the couch across from me sound asleep with the cat snuggled against her...atm life is good. Check back in an hour or so though, things change quickly.
Pain - Three Days Grace You're sick of feeling numb
You're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world that you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me and take my hand
When the lights go out you will understand
Nate wrote: "This morning about 4:30-ish I was laying there wide awake. I rolled to my side and watched Cass sleep for a bit than decided to do something spontaneous...*GET your minds out of the gutter...though..."
Oh my gosh! That is lovely! I know you probably don't want to hear it, but that is so romantic!
Oh my gosh! That is lovely! I know you probably don't want to hear it, but that is so romantic!
*evil glare* The R word, really?I hate that word . ...it was simply a nice gesture, can't we just leave it at that?
Took Cass ice skating...it didn't end well. I think she sprained her ankle.
Nate wrote: "Took Cass ice skating...it didn't end well. I think she sprained her ankle."
Oh no! Is she alright?
Nate wrote: "*evil glare* The R word, really?I hate that word . ...it was simply a nice gesture, can't we just leave it at that?"
From a girl's view, that's more than nice. That's...wonderful. It's...I can't even describe it
Oh no! Is she alright?
Nate wrote: "*evil glare* The R word, really?I hate that word . ...it was simply a nice gesture, can't we just leave it at that?"
From a girl's view, that's more than nice. That's...wonderful. It's...I can't even describe it
Yeah I think it's just a sprain. Swollen and can't put much pressure on it. ...let's not try. I still HATE that word, seems weak.
I think the dead outnumber the living.
Nate wrote: "Yeah I think it's just a sprain. Swollen and can't put much pressure on it.
...let's not try. I still HATE that word, seems weak."
Hope she feels better soon
It's still so sweet, no matter which way you look at it
...let's not try. I still HATE that word, seems weak."
Hope she feels better soon
It's still so sweet, no matter which way you look at it
Nate wrote: "I think the dead outnumber the living."
Nice theory. Probably true
Nice theory. Probably true
She'll be alright. Thanks ...another word I dislike.
That's good
I think it's a guy thing
I think it's a guy thing
Probably. idk to me I think those words make me sound ...weak? 'Oh he's sweet, he's romantic.' I think Dork, Geek, that's where my mind goes when someone says that about a guy. So yeah when those words are associated with me...I feel offended. & YES I know that's ass backwards but I can't help the stereotype my minds developed.
Ah ok. I wasn't trying to offend you. Sorry about that
Nah you didn't. It's just my own delusional misguided train of thought. Ppl say my dad's romantic and I don't think less of him...but most guys I do. I know that makes no sense and I can't explain it...I know I should feel honoured when someone says it about me. *shrugs* I still roll my eyes when its said.
Oh. Honestly I think it's along the same lines as guys thinking it's wrong to cry. It's just the way you think. In a lion pride, the main leader is a male. You get the Alpha male, man of the house. It's just...I'm not really sure how to describe it.
Yeah I get all that. & yes that is another thing I'm not comfortable with. I rarely if ever have broken down to that degree and only my mum or dad have witnessed it...not even Cass -she's never witnessed that side of me, that total loss of control, and never will, if I can help it. - Though she's seen other sides that most don't either.
I don't know why we think the way we do. Guys thinking they can't show emotion and girls just...I'm not even gonna go there. Ugh. It's the way it is, I guess. But keep in mind, there's nothing wrong with emotion. It makes you you. Guys are allowed to have a softer side than what they like to show. There's nothing wrong with it
I think she gets upset with me cus she's not seen that side up close and in person... Moving On
I always feel guilty when I call out of work.
Artemis wrote: "The more emotional side?"yeah, she usually sees the anger.
Artemis wrote: "Why'd you call out?"To stay with Cass, she can't really put weight on that ankle. She'd be fine alone tonight but ...I just didn't feel right leaving her like that.
You show her the gentle side when you aren't really thinking about it. Your nice gestures are your softer side.
Anger is something both men and women seem to show pretty easily. We just handle it differently
Anger is something both men and women seem to show pretty easily. We just handle it differently
Nate wrote: "Artemis wrote: "Why'd you call out?"
To stay with Cass, she can't really put weight on that ankle. She'd be fine alone tonight but ...I just didn't feel right leaving her like that."
Ah ok. Probably best to be with her to keep an eye on her anyways
To stay with Cass, she can't really put weight on that ankle. She'd be fine alone tonight but ...I just didn't feel right leaving her like that."
Ah ok. Probably best to be with her to keep an eye on her anyways
softer side? ugh. Not a good reference point ...Those were the hardest journal entries to write.
I'm not really sure what else to call it. Softer, gentle...idk
They're still good
They're still good
nvr md my mind was in the gutter. Idt you've gotten to any of those entries yet.
It's a guy thing :)
Really? It's possible. I've read a bit though
Really? It's possible. I've read a bit though
I'd say true though I've met a few girls that have just as dirty a mind. did you say your reading in order though? ..if so what was the last one you got to?
I know
I'm on chapter 27...I think
I'm on chapter 27...I think
No you haven't gotten there yet. It's much later in the series I think 'State of Confusion' was the first of any type of emotional side to be written about. It took a bit of courage to write that...
Oh ok. I'll get there eventually
I'm not sure how much I've read overall. I've read quite a bit (of all your writing)
That's awesome. I really do appreciate that. My writing is a different side of me, gives ppl a different glimpse into the real me? I suppose, idk
Quick question: all or most of your writing is true, right?
not all. The journals, I might change some names and things though
Well...usually I don't like non-fiction. I enjoy yours. So you've accomplished something I thought was impossible. You're writing is the farthest thing from boring even if it's non-fictional
I'll take that as a compliment. I write best from real life experiences. I have some misc writing and some prompts that are all fictional.
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