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Jan 26, 2016 09:24AM

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Dunno, but either way there's obviously room for more, the bartender is slacking!

"Bullet In My Hand"
I've got a fast life and
A slow cuttin' knife
I've been drinkin' at a poisoned well
No home and a bag of bones
And nothin' else left to sell
I know why I'm in this hell
I just don't wanna believe
Past that line you just can't tell
But right now
There's someone lookin' out for me
I came out of the darkness
With a bullet in my hand
I got one more shot at livin'
I'm lucky that I can
Cause I got a little roughed up
Yeah I really got fucked up
I came out of the darkness
With a bullet in my hand
I got a cold steel wound still there
But there ain't much left to bleed
A short fuse that I still use
I'm my own worst enemy
Stare at the faces I once knew lined up just to bury me
There's a long black car that's waitin' to leave
But right now
There's someone looking out for me
I came out of the darkness
With a bullet in my hand
I got one more shot at livin'
I'm lucky that I can
Cause I got a little roughed up
Yeah I really got fucked up
I came out of the darkness
With a bullet in my hand
Cause I got a little roughed up
With a bullet in my hand
Yeah I really got fucked up
With a bullet in my hand
Can you see the lie?
Can you see the lie?
Can you see the lie?
I can see the lie
I can see the lie
There's someone looking out for me
I came out of the darkness
With a bullet in my hand
I got one more shot at livin'
I'm lucky that I can
Cause I got a little roughed up
Yeah I really got fucked up
I came out of the darkness
With a bullet in my hand

I have no space
No room to move around
And this box is getting smaller
I'm trying to get out
How did I get so far
From where I was
When did I decide
To lose my way
Who have I become
I've got a new low
All fifty two cards in a row
I see now that I won't let go
No I won't let go
Well who am I?
A cold shoulder left to cry
You feel bow-wow so do I
Yeah so do I
I've been right; I've been left
I've been wrong; I've been left behind
I've been up but mostly down
I've been right; I've been left
I've been wrong; I've been left behind
I've been up but mostly down
I can not help feeling like
I have so much at steak
So I lock myself inside my head
And I just run in place
So many directions I don't
Know which way to go
I'm so busy doing nothing
I got nothing to show.

Tied up ~ Middle Class Rut
I went wrong
And now I’ll deal with it
But these days
I just don’t fuck with it
I just don’t fuck with it
I went wrong
And now I’ll deal with it
But these days
I just don’t fuck with it
I just don’t fuck with it
Stuck in a trap
That I set for myself
Just in case
This case didn’t come with a lock
The only key that I brought
I knew was broken
Tried to look around for a window
So I'll be on all four walls
Waiting on the fact that there ain't nowhere
For these lungs to breathe
But I guess it ain't all that bad
I guess it could be worse
I got to stop guessing
Because this head of mine is starting to hurt
So I'll say "Whoa, stay alive! There ain't no place here left for me"
"Whoa, stay alive! There ain't no place here left for me, yea"
Get up, get out, and lose this anger
Get up, get out, and lose this anger
Get up, get out, and lose this anger
Get up, get out, and lose this anger
I can't see clear no more
My eyes don't open wide
They just look up
Going through the book that I ain't read yet
And I guess a couple pages got torn
I guess they got burnt
I guess they got thrown away
The words are written
Don't belong to me
So I'll say "Go ahead and die, you're powerless without a lie"
"Go ahead and die, you're powerless without a lie, yea"
Get up, get out, and lose this anger
Get up, get out, and lose this anger
Get up, get out, and lose this anger
Get up, get out, and lose this anger


I hate that prickly feeling in your feet when it falls asleep.
Yay Belated B-day card! Its got money in it!!
do I celebrate the 24th or the 30th? always confusing...
Valentines day, UGH!
Cassie!!
$49 for the part over $200 for labour..wtf
Sex
Shit need to set up the pay for the cable and electric
Did I shave this morning?
I did say I'd replace that light bulb...last week.
I hope she has gas in her car.
This is a stupid show.
Snowboarding!
Dirt bike!
verrroooom veeeerrrrroooommm
That's gonna leave a mark.
I wonder if that pen is under the couch?
I can feel her eyes on me but let her blv I don't notice.
I need remind her to pick up some Axe facial foam for me.
Her eyes seem darker in this light.
I'm in the mood for a water-ice
I should make the most of tonight but kinda just want to fade out.
That was unexpected.
lol love the reaction and how she smiles after being startled.
I am not picking that up.
we're never having kids
Parking war
Work
Never do business with family
Sex
It should be illegal to be that daft
London
Lets go to the Caribbean again this summer
I can't blv I cracked that damn thing...
they don't make things the way they use to.
I am not responding to that email
How did they even get this email address?
Shit that reminds me, I'm still locked out of my email at work...
HR is a rather interesting bunch
I'm thirsty
....
and so on

11 PM (Yes PM as in night) start work
7 AM- ish end work
Normally home by 7:30 - 8 Am
spend a few minutes with Cass before she goes off to work/school
shower
run errands, get some stuff done...pay bills that kinda shit.
relax, watch TV, whatever
12 Noon - ish attempt to sleep
usually up around 3 - 4 PM, 5 On a good day.
whatever I didn't take care of earlier I finish
wait for Cass to get home
hang out til it's time to go to work...
wow ...well when you look at it in writing, my life is quite boring. Sad. very sad

11 Pm go to work
untangle mangled cars, come across the occasional dismembered body part. Rescue the stranded damsel in distress yada yada
8 AM Home
Wash off the blood and grease from the nights work
Plan a Caribbean holiday
Check in with my secret agent
.....

What are you guys trying to figure out exactly?
Ah ok. Still typical. Girls like drama. Guys like making things difficult lol
That's just my experience *shrug*

*looks in the other direction* Maybe...
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