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"please don't walk behind me, I may not lead. please don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. just walk next to me and be my friend." Wiela said to Kayla, this shy attitude was a little uncomfortable for her.
Kayla tilted her head to the side and nodded walking up next to her and stopping when she saw a bonibell. She smiled and ran to it, falling on her knees and giggling a soft, mellow giggle as she touched the petals.
<< There are I suppose three ways to get her other self to come out.
One, at midnight from 12:00 to 1:00
Two, the sight and smell of other's blood
Three, the sight and smell of her own blood. >>
<< There are I suppose three ways to get her other self to come out.
One, at midnight from 12:00 to 1:00
Two, the sight and smell of other's blood
Three, the sight and smell of her own blood. >>
(I could trigger one of those *smiles maliciously*)Wiela smiled at Kayla, she wondered if this is what it was like to have a sister.
Kayla twirled it around her finger for a bit, turning it into a small ring as she toyed with it. She sighed and looked up with a kind smile as she offered it up to her.
<< ... i don't know whether to run screaming... or to hide in a hole.. >>
<< ... i don't know whether to run screaming... or to hide in a hole.. >>
(why not run screaming into a hole to hide)Wiela accepted it graciously. Kayla was so cute and innocent, why did she insist on being covered in blood to remind her of her sanity? Wiela placed the ring on her left index finger and smiled blissfully. "thanks Kayla." Wiela said kindly. Kayla would be a nice sister.
Kayla yawned softly, falling onto her back and looking up at the clouds intensely. She put her hands up and makes a square with her fingers around a cloud, "When I was younger... I thought that if I reached high enough I could touch the sky... of course thats nonsense today but... it was a nice thought" she smiled.
"but the ability to dream show's we still control our own actions." Wiela said, sounding all philosophical, as she stood next to Kayla and looked up at the sky.
She shrugged, "Frankly.. I don't think I care anymore. Maybe I will touch the sky one day... and fade away with the clouds" she whispered, closing her eyes slowly.
"one's final will is the thing that helps lead them to greatness." Wiela said.(g2g, I've got dinner, brb)
"But what of one does not obtain said greatness? What if said greatness does not exist? What if none of us has an ultimate goal to meet in life? What if we're all just stuck in a never ending void of sorrow and lonliness..." she whispered before shaking her head slowly, "I'm sorry. I got carried away" she whispered before managing to smile again.
"only those prepared to fail can achieve greatness. in our lives, things aren't easy and everything throws a punch at you. most crumble under the pressure but if you know what your worth, go out there and get it. life isn't about how hard of a punch you can give back but mow much you can take yourself and still get back up. those who crumble lack the strength to stand and it leaves us as their support beams to help them back up since we've survived our own problems and overcame them." Wiela said as her eye's seemed distant, out of place. "what do you define courage as?"
"most believe it is the ability to have no fear but they are wrong, nether is it turning fear to strength. you could be weak as anything but the fact that your fear stood in your road and you walked straight through it is the true definition of courage. you could end up resulting with no effect but the fact that you tried even though your knees shook and you were sweating bullets is a feat beyond recognition, turning it to strength is not courage but the pure ability to face it is true courage." Wiela philosophised as she watched the clouds. she sat on the ground and rested her head on her knees which she pulled into her chest. "courage is one thing I lack."
She sighed and hugged her knees to her chest, "Hm.... interesting... do you always talk like that?" she smiled and looked up at the sky, her hair draping around her as she played with a piece of grass.
"i seem to contradict people on what I don't have a lot." Wiela said sorrowfully as her head rolled to the left on her knee's.
She smiled and put a hand on her shoulder, "Don't feel sorrow over something so silly. I probably don't have courage either. In fact I'm more than likely a coward. It's ok to compare yourself to others. In the end you just have to keep a smile on your face and keep your chin up. Cause you still have your pride" she nodded.
She tilted her head to the side, "You just have to be happy. And if you aren't really happy pretend to be cause if you tell yourself something long enough you'll start to believe it" she replied.
"that could work." Wiela said as she lifted her head. Kayla would be a dream of a sister. "your so nice, caring and committed." Wiela said, complementing Kayla.
Kayla smiled, "Yea well it-" she stopped and looked down. She was going to say it was her job... but... even if she was an angel she knew that being kind was not her purpose. Not with a curse like that on her. She didn't even have the aura of an angel. Only the scent. That was the only way to distinguish her from the demons. And even smelling her, seeing her would only confuse a person. Because she had the aura of a demon, she continued to smile, "Don't mention it" She giggled.
Kayla blinked and glanced to her left, "Well... I uh.. because.." she struggled to find the right words.
"you're shy and not use to people asking your opinion, it makes you look cute." Wiela said as she lay down. "one of the reasons your my idol"
"when we meet, the way you acted made me believe it was you. and the way you reacted when I said that the cursed angel was my idol and then said it was one of the reasons you were my idol confirmed it."
"i asked where you wanted to go and you chose here." Wiela said as both her hands slid over her shoulders.
She nodded, "But I mean... you... came to talk to me." she whispered, she was actually a bit scared. Usually the stronger demons would try to kill her. She was weak in such a form/
"because as I said, when we meet I thought you were my idol. everyone thinks it's weird that a demon like me would have an Angel like you for an idol."
She half smiled and sighed, putting her chin on her knees. She wasn't as scared anymore. She glanced down at the grass, playing with it aimlessly.
She shook her head, "No" she giggled, "No I'm not happy at all" she smiled to herself, "But.. I'll keep telling myself that I am" she whispered.
"no on is ever happy because true happiness is just an illusion created by our minds to help us achieve our goals so just keep hoping for happiness and since it doesn't exist, you will become happy." Wiela said. when talking about things she didn't have she turned very philosophical.
She shrugged, "I just kinda go through the day, hide away at midnight... then... wake up somewhere and repeat." she murmured.
"you shouldn't hide, how else will anyone accept all of you? by hiding instead of practicing to control your blood lust you just make the situation worse every time it comes around again, making more and more people fear you instead of admire you like me." Wiela Philosophised again.
Kayla glanced over at her with a serious face, "Demons resent me. Fallen angels resent me and angels despise me to the very core. I am the middle, the outlier. The angels would attack me if they knew where I went and who I was. Thats why that angel was looking at me. He knew. And I don't allow my blood lust to take over because I know that if I allow it to take over, without me being in control... I'll no longer be me. I am the walking conflict, angel of massacare, and I am constantly fighting against myself." she replied.



