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Feb 06, 2016 07:19PM
The single life is starting to get to me now...fuck Valentine's Day
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Oh well. Come Valentine's Day I'll be too busy to remember it...thankfully
Just spend the day with her. I'm sure that'll suffice. I know some girls want you to get them everything you possibly can, but Cass seems like the type that'd be happy to have you to herself for the day
Parzival wrote: "Its like, 'oh who do you see yourself with for the upcoming year' its annoying"
Yeah. I'm not in a hurry to get into another relationship it's more or less wishful thinking. I'll be ok though. I'm meeting a friend in Louisiana, so I'll be having to much fun to even notice what the day is
Yeah. I'm not in a hurry to get into another relationship it's more or less wishful thinking. I'll be ok though. I'm meeting a friend in Louisiana, so I'll be having to much fun to even notice what the day is

true (that's pretty spot on) though I still hate the holiday its like a day your forced to be all ...dare I say the R word? I'd rather just be spontaneous, small gestures like this morning.
Yeah. Just spend the day with her. Cuddle with her or make her a surprise breakfast or something. Take her on a little cruise. Just you and her

Yeah. I'm not in a hurry to get into another relationship it's more or less wishful thinking. I'll ..."
mardi gras!
That's over there, isn't it?
Actually we'll be watching Deadpool. Is Mardi Gras on the 14?
Actually we'll be watching Deadpool. Is Mardi Gras on the 14?
Ah. It was an option. lol
Take her on a surprise date. A picnic or movie or something
Take her on a surprise date. A picnic or movie or something
Oh. I won't be leaving until Friday
Parzival wrote: "Take her to see Deadpool. lol jk"
It's possible. Depending on if she likes it
It's possible. Depending on if she likes it
Parzival wrote: "Artemis wrote: "Oh. I won't be leaving until Friday"
where you going?"
Louisiana
where you going?"
Louisiana
Nate wrote: "I've not even watched Deadpool. Not my thing"
Any other movies you might like to take her to?
Any other movies you might like to take her to?
@Nate I'll have to work it out with everyone. Not a bad idea though
@Parzival I'll try. I'll be coming back home on Sunday though
@Parzival I'll try. I'll be coming back home on Sunday though

You can do it. Spend the day with her and call it good
I'm scared of myself...I don't know if I'm getting better...I feel like I'm getting worse...especially after last night, even though it wasn't intentional...
Yeah...last night I...got a bit careless...
No...honestly a walk would have been better...
I didn't mean to! I swear on my life! I...I...just...
This is gonna sound so bad...oh my...it's...
I know that sounds bad! But...I had a massive headache. I waited two hours but I was supposed to wait six......(view spoiler)
The headache...I just wanted it to go away. It was one of my bad ones...
Add that on top of everything else that I do though...it's scary! I want to change it but some of it...it's just...it slips my mind...
I don't eat...one meal a day if that and tiny
No water...MAYBE once a week
Cutting...hasn't happened in a week or so, but still...
and now the accidental overdosing...
I don't eat...one meal a day if that and tiny
No water...MAYBE once a week
Cutting...hasn't happened in a week or so, but still...
and now the accidental overdosing...
I don't know what it will take anymore
I eat...almost daily
I drink...soda/pop
I eat...almost daily
I drink...soda/pop
I've already got someone that keeps reminding me to eat
I don't know. I don't know what will help. No one can really help me with this...
You and so many others. It's like I need someone to literally force feed me though. Food (and water) slips my mind. When I do eat, it's a minimal amount. Idk what is going on but I feel like something's going on with me and it has me scared