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it'll take a long time to push people away...some are pretty adamant and stubborn...so a few sunsets are gonna be a necessity
it's just the matter of me plucking up the strength....
it's just the matter of me plucking up the strength....
Amateur. JK. It's actually quite easy to piss ppl off.Ah sooo that's really the issue then. Want some help? I'm quite good at being heartless and cruel.
ok this convo is circling. moving on.
i've just never purposely done it...i've never tried to purposely push people away...and in doing this...there's a million promises broken...
yeah.....good lord this is going to destroy me...but that's ok...i've already lost myself...
Is there anyway to just rip my heart out now....that'd save everyone the hurt except for me...
Well there is but t would cause pain to your ttrue friends
There is a way for you to rip out your heart but it would cause pain to your true friends, Such as me and some others.
Death...? Is that what you're referring to? (No...I promise I won't act on it if it is what you mean)
I just want to still be here...but no longer have my heart...that way I'm the only one that's hurting...
I just want to still be here...but no longer have my heart...that way I'm the only one that's hurting...
I'd still be here...no one would have to miss me or anything...
Home alone and tense af.......will I sleep tonight??
hehe.....and my anxiety's even worse because my online friends are quiet tonight.... :(
I think tonight's a good night for a Harry Potter marathon...or to read as much of the series that I can...
Good chance my "singing" might get better tonight.... O.o
try to sleep try to block out the noises
It's too quiet...long story..
About to read the Chamber of Secrets...if I read all night...it'll be finished by dawn...possibly the Prisoner of Azkaban too!!
I paid a painful price for my books *wince* My back is so flipping sore...it's making me nauseous!! :/
The books are worth it but damn....couldn't just be my shoulders or even my legs??
The books are worth it but damn....couldn't just be my shoulders or even my legs??
Hey everyone. I'm backish. I've been...preoccupied? And actually these past two weeks have been fairly rough. I don't want to go into detail though because I'm in a good mood and writing it all up will get me down...so I'll elaborate later.
My presence on GR again could cause me to get suffocated O-O
Though I may I suggest giving it a few days, don't act so rash, you may see things differently after a few sun sets...