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Lilli, Steven and Jeff's place
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Jun 19, 2014 07:41AM
"She's good and asleep.." He nodded. "She's sad.."
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Lilli nodded, "she just lost someone very close to her," she looked his face over, "she'd do the same if it was you.." And Lilli would be crying harder.
Jeff hide his face in her neck. "I.. I'm not leaving/. Never.."
She nodded and tried not to get aroused by where his face was in her neck, "I believe you," she whispered.
He kissed her neck. Tears falling down his cheek
Lilli felt his tears and pulled away. She cupped his face in her hands, "hey," he voice was soft and gentle, "we'll be okay," she assured him.
He nodded and hugged her tightly.
He snuggled into her and cried
Lilli woke up the next day and went to make breakfast. She missed Steven's arms wrapping around her waist early in the morning.
Jeff woke up and stared at the cieling. He missed Steven..
Lilli hugged herself, pretending it was him. Tears filled her eyes as a ball of emotion got stuck in her throat. She blinked away her tears and took a deep breath. She sniffled and went back to cooking.
Jeff stood. He felt heavy. He walked into the kitchen seeing lilli. He slowly wrapped his arms around her waist...
Lilli tensed, she missed the feeling, but it wasn't the same when Jeff did it. She relaxed, "morning.."
He kissed her cheek. "Morning.." He whispered. "Want some coffee?"
Three months had passed. The funeral was over and they had all fallen into their own grove again. Lilli tried to avoid Steven's room as much as she could. She hid every picture of him and tried to forget him completely. She had even fallen into a small depression and was now taking pills.
Jeff kissed Lillis belly. "This ones growing nice and big huh?" He asked
Lilli smiled and rubbed her stomach, "ya.." She was having a boy this time. She hid her pain, she'd gotten really good at it, "he's going to be very handsome," like Steven. She didn't say the last part out load. She knew she would have to clean out his room, but that was where she hid all his stuff..
Jeff held her dearly. He didn't like seeing her sad.. He had been sober for her. He had come home on time.. He loved her..
Lilli hugged him tightly, she knew she was the only one still morning. Yes, everyone would miss Steven, but she was carrying his child, she had to raise it. She left like he took half her heart with him, and left the other half for Jeff, "I love you Jeff."
He kissed her forehead. "I love you too.. We are
Going to have a date to night. Okay? Violet can spend the night at Terry's..."
Going to have a date to night. Okay? Violet can spend the night at Terry's..."
He pulled her close and kissed her
He pulled her close. His heart leaping
Lilli always forgot Steven when she kissed Jeff, so she didn't break away, she just kissed him harder and led him to their room.
He was surprised as Lilli pushed him slightly on the bed. He fell back pulling her on top
Jeff smiled and panted slightly
Jeff chuckled. "Oh gods... I love you.."
He stroked her hair. "You're so beautiful.."
She blushed softly, "thank you," he didn't call her that often, just sexy or hot, "your very handsome," but he already knew that, that's why he could get with anyone.
He pulled her close and ran his hands down her sides. "You're soft.."
Lilli smiled, she just went from beautiful to sexy again, her thumbs caressed her shoulders, "your stiff," his skin was tight around his body, all muscle no fat.
He chuckled. "You are the brightness of my day.." He whispered
"You are the only reason... My heart beats.." He whispered
She moaned from his words, why did she even ever did Steven? Jeff had his own romantic touch, "you and Violet are my world," she whispered back. And they were, she had no one.
He pulled her close. "You.. And our daughter.. Is the only reason I wake up in the morning.." He whispered