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Ajax sighed inwardly with relief when Scott appeared to calm down. Ever since they found out about his mother Sue Ajax wasn't sure she would be able to made him smile easily when he would feel down. It worried her to think about what he'll be like when she gets worse and.... Ajax stopped herself here. She couldn't think about that. Not just for her sake but for his, and how it would change everything. Ajax snapped back into reality when he mentioned what he bought. She looked over at him with a cute smile. "Can I have a hint?" She giggled. ~~~~
Bianca wished she could bring along. She hated leaving her alone even with a situation like this. Her worries disappeared however when a sharpness in her abdomen started. She whimpered and held her belly, hunching forward. Something definitely wasn't right. It was to early anyway for her to feel the baby but still. Bianca took deep breaths and gripped the seat to stop her hands from shaking. But that only made her entire body start to shake from fear.
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Ana smirked and nodded, stretching out underneath him with a giggle as he kissed the back of bed shoulders. When he moved back to give her room to flip over, she flipped over with a grunt, her dress hanging loose on her frame now it was undone. "Boo." She grinned up at him.
Ajax's eyebrows perked up when it seemed that he was going to tell her, but when he didn't, she pouted cutely and crossed her arms over her chest like a toddler being disciplined. "I'll find out soon enough." She smirked and took his hand again. Since she was pregnant she sort of stopped eating poorly to help with the baby. Afterwards it also helped with losing her baby weight. Ajax didn't like gyms but she did small work outs at home when she had time and yoga too. Because she was a mom now, Ajax took out her phone with her free hand and checked her messages just in case her mom might have sent her one.~~~
Bianca spent the entire ride to the hospital with her eyes closed and her head against the window. She wasn't a religious person but she prayed and prayed. She prayed that their baby would be okay. She prayed that it was just something minor. But in the back of her mind, she knew it wasn't. She felt pain. And there was a good amount of blood soaking up her panties and the car seat below her. When they finally arrived, she opened her eyes in time to see Cole lifting her up out of the car and into the emergency room doors. The bright lights above her made her squint and huddle more against Cole's chest.
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Ana laid her arms out straight so he could pull the dress off her arms and torso. She gasped dramatically when he did, acting innocent and surprised. She had on a simple beige strapless bra. Ana raised her arms above her head, resting them on the bed and giggled, watching him closely.
Ajax giggled and nodded, holding his hand tightly on her lap. "I'll be patient I promise." She smirked, since it would only be a few more minutes until she wax able to see what was in the back. When they arrived, Ajax unbuckled and waited for Scott to open the door, smiling lightly when he appeared. She took his hand again and slid out, touching the ground with a huff. She adjusted her shirt and nodded as his request. "I won't, okay?" She exclaimed playfully, trailing off with a laugh. She walked ahead of him towards the cliff edge, scouting out a good spot to sit. ~~~~
Bianca blinked hard a few times because the bright lights of the hospital were too intense. When she saw a nurse approaching, along with some others and a gurney, Bianca whimpered and huddled against Cole's chest. She cried out in protest, not wanting to be taken away from Cole. But she knew they would possibly be able to help. She laid down on the gurney, curling up into a ball. When she realized Cole wasn't allowed to follow, she gasped and reached out for him. "No please!" She shouted. "I need him. Please." She sobbed. "COLE!" She shouted again, but the door closed, only seeing him briefly.
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((Skip, I'm assuming? Lol))
Ana smiled and blushed deeply, staring up at him lovingly. "I don't know what you're talking about." She said. "I'm just laying here lookin' cute." She made a kissy face and laughed at herself. She raised her back off the bed for him as he unclipped her bra.
Ajax located a spot to sit where it wasn't to bumpy or patchy. She waited for Scott to set everything up before sitting down, crossing her legs. She smiled at him when he grinned at her and took the cover off of the treats he brought. "Oh wow," she laughed. "You really didn't hesitate, did you?" She smirked and picked up a mini cupcake with rainbow frosting ~~~
The doctor had no choice but to give Bianca a shot of some medicine to calm her down. She was just that hysterical without Cole by her side. She vaguely remembered doctors and nurses stripping her, putting her in a gown and cleaning her up. It hurt when the doctor probed at her a little, but she didn't make a sound. Thirty minutes later, the doctor walked out to the waiting room for Cole. He spotted him and motioned him to follow him beyond the doors.
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((I was thinking it wouldn't be right away))
((Okay lol))Ajax licked off some of the frosting off her cupcake and grinned when he pulled out fresh churros. She remembered craving them like crazy when she was pregnant with Asher. Already wanting one, she stuffed the mini cupcake into her mouth and covered her mouth while she chewed, giggling as she watched the cinnamon and sugar stick to his lips like glue. She swallowed and followed the churro he wagged in front of her face with her eyes, making her look goofy. "Yes please." She grinned and opened her mouth, waiting for it.
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The doctor waited until they were behind the doors before turning to Cole. He had that look in his eyes....that oblivious look that it wasn't good news. "We're not really sure why it happened, which is usually the case for this kind of thing. Most miscarriages don't have an explanation. We've done everything we could to...to save your son but...I think it wasn't his time to enter this world yet." He sighed. He touched Cole's shoulder lightly. "I'm so sorry for your loss. Your girlfriend...I didn't tell her yet but I think she assumes...I can tell her if you wish but I thought you might want to. She's a little distraught right now. She's also healthy. There was no damage to her."
Bianca was in a back room, tucked into a bed. She stared up at the ceiling, counting the amount of drops that dripped into her IV.
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((I guess so aha))
Ajax was glad that she kept her eyes open, so his sugary kiss-attack wasn't a huge surprise. Nevertheless, she squealed and reeled back, but still retuned the sloppy kiss. She laughed and dragged the back of her palm across her mouth to clean the mess off her. "I was like seventy-five percent sure that you were going to do that." She teased. She licked the access off her lip and took the churro he originally offered. She playfully scowled at him and took a big bite out of it. "We'll probably need to buy a gym membership after this." She said with her mouth full.~~~
Bianca noticed Cole entering the room through her periphery. Without meeting his eyes, she watched him stalk up to her bedside like his shoes were filled with rocks. She didn't know what was going on but she came up with her own conclusion. She felt a sort of...emptiness and hollowness in her belly. Like nothing was there. Not anymore. After a few minutes of silence, she slowly turned her head to look at him. "I lost it...didn't I?" She whispered.
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Ana was laying on her side, facing him, peacefully asleep. She had the covers pulled up and tucked under her arm pits to cover her naked body. She only shifted her legs a little when she felt his weight leave the bed.
Ajax nodded and finished off her churro. Although she mentioned the gym she probably was going to go. She already lost her baby fat naturally by breastfeeding Asher and doing little workouts at home when she had the time. And even before she was pregnant with Asher she ate pretty well. This one little cheat day shouldn't do much to both of their bodies. Ajax wiped her sticky hands on the grass and reached for a strawberry covered in white chocolate eagerly. She took a bite and groaned as the tastes blended together and exploded in her mouth. "So good." She mumbled around her mouthful, covering her mouth and giggling.~~~
Briefly Bianca thought that Cole might have fallen asleep since he delayed his response. He didn't need to say anything for her to know that she did indeed lose the baby. When Cole clarified it was a boy, a son, Bianca blinked. She then exhaled a shaky breath. "Daniel." She whispered. The memory of them pitching that name came to mind. They never really discussed proper names, but Daniel was it. It broke her heart to find out that they lost their son when they both voiced they would love one. Slowly, Bianca flipped onto her side, facing away from him, and let out a quick sob. She covered her mouth and clamped her eyes shut as she finally allowed the tears to freely run down her face, her body shaking with every sob.
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Ana slept for a few more minutes until the smell of food travelled up from the kitchen. She blinked her eyes open and smiled to herself while she stretched, groaning. She laid there, thinking about him making food for her which was rare.
Ajax chewed he delicious chocolate covered strawberry, holding the other half in her hand. When he moved to sit beside her, she smiled and laughed when he asked for a bite like that. She held the strawberry out out to him, extending it slowly, but because he teased her with the churro she decided to do he same. She quickly withdrew the fruit and popped the entirety of the rest of it in her mouth with a cocky grin. "Oh; you wanted a bite of this one?" She said around a mouthful, covering her mouth with a grin. She reached into her mouth and pulled out the stem, tossing into the makeshift garage. Ajax laughed at his reaction and leaned forward toward him, pecking his cheek so a wet, red kiss was left behind on his skin.~~~
Bianca's entire body moved with each heart-wrenching sob that escaped her lips. There was simply nothing else she could do. Her baby was gone and she didn't know why. Of course she knew these things happened but she never thought it would happen to her. Yes this baby was an accident, but she wanted it along with Cole. She likes to think they were both ready to be parents, for Bianca the second time. However, maybe this was a huge twist of fate; maybe it was a sign that it wasn't time. Not yet. Although he didn't make it, Bianca thought that giving him a name was the right thing to do. Daniel was still there's. He was still a body and soul. When she felt Cole join in the bed and hold her, she gasped for air and shimmied back against him more, wanting all the comfort from him she could get. "I-I'm so sorry." She managed to say between a sob. Of course she would naturally blame herself instinctively, but overall she knew it wasn't her fault.
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Ana ended up dozing off for a few minutes. She forced herself back awake though when the smell of food became stronger. She sat up in bed with a grunt, just in time for him to make an appearance from the door. She grinned and raised her eyebrows. "You?" She smirked and held the blankets over her chest with one hand. With her other, she motioned him over. "C'mere." She said cutely, giggling.
Ajax giggled when he reacted that way, knowing he was just fooling around. She swallowed the remainder of the strawberry dramatically, humming with satisfaction. She smiled against his lips when he kissed her, and pulled away with a loud smack of their lips. "That's whacha get." She giggled again, then raised an eyebrow when he suggested feeding her like a bird. "You're just going to have it for yourself like we just did," she said. "How can I ever trust you now?" She she joked, sighing dramatically. She shook her head and pretended to be upset, pouting her lips and looking away.~~~
If it were possible, Bianca pulled herself into an even tighter ball when he assured her it wasn't her fault. She knew it wasn't but he kind automatically went there anyway. She nodded and exhaled shakily when he kissed her cheek, his lips lingering. Quickly but carefully she flipped over so she was facing him, taking s second to untangle her IV line. She closed her eyes and curled herself against his chest, fitting perfectly in his arms. Bianca pressed her mouth to his shoulder and closed her eyes. "I want to go home." She mumbled against him. "I want to see Amelia." She added. Bianca wanted to hug and kiss her healthy baby and promise her the world.
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Ana grinned at him as me made his way into their room with the food. She pulled he covers up higher over her chest and moved over to give him some room. When he moved in to kiss her cheek, she turned her head so he caught her lips and blushed at his compliment. Ana picked up her glass of juice when he asked about the honeymoon. "Hmm; somewhere hot and tropic." She said. "I know it's basic but those are the best places to go to, I like to think." She shrugged.
Ajax laughed and kisses his cheek before picking up a strip of cherry liquorice.
She bit off half of it and chewed, raising her eyebrows when he offered the cookies. "Yeah maybe." She smirked. "I don't want to be too sick to the point where i can't feed Asher." She said, but she knew she wouldn't be. There was nothing wrong with a few treats, ~~~
Bianca took a deep breath and nodded. "Yes please." She said weakly. "I want go to home." She repeated, then shuddered a little from an invisible chill. She pulled the thin hospital blankets up higher on her body and cuddled closer to Cole. A nurse then came in. She wanted to tell Cole that he wasn't allowed in her bed but she didn't want to upset them more. "How is she feeling?" The nurse asked as she walked up to her iv, checking it.
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Ana smiled wide, putting her orange juice glass down. "Jamaica would be really cool." She nodded. "We have all the time in the world to decide though." She assured him. She cut up her pancake and stuffed a few squares into her mouth.
Ajax nodded in agreement. "Yeah that is true." She said. "Just having a little fun." She waggled her brows comically. She finished off the licorice and grunted when Scott tossed the pepsi onto her lap. "Ow," She laughed, picking it up. "You got Pepsi just for me?" She batted her eyelashes playfully. She no longer kept Pepsi in the house because it was way to tempting, and all of the sugar wasn't good for her to be consuming all the time.~~~
The nurse glanced over at Cole while she still fixed Bianca's IV. "I think the plan was to keep her overnight so we can keep an eye on her but I can ask again if you'd like." She said.
"Please." Bianca begged.
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Ana nodded and took a few bites of her eggs and sausage. When he asked how long they were to stay for, she took a minute to think about it while she chewed and swallowed. "Hm, maybe two weeks? I think that's the average length of a honeymoon."
(so im moving to the town called Ajax XD))Ajax blushed at his reasoning, nodding as she popped open the can. It fizzed a little but didn't bubble over. She took a long, satisfying sip. "Mm.." She hummed, licking her lips. "I missed this." She said, then laughed lightly. Ajax raised her eyebrows when he presented the two delicious candies. She didn't need to think twice about her decision. "Watermelon." She grinned, grabbing the packet.
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Bianca took deep and calming breaths while Cole rubbed her back which helped considerably. She almost dossed off until the nurse came back. "On a special request, you can go home. But I need you to keep an eye on her okay?" She asked Cole. "She'll continue to bleed for the next few days which she can catch with some pads. It's just the....unterus emptying. The miscarriage wasn't one-hundred percent complete, so it will continue to do so for the next few days. I'll give her a prescription for the pain but if she complains it's really bad and the bleeding becomes worse, come in right away." She said. "I brought a pair of clothes for her. They're mine for emergencies but she could use them."
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"Yeah," Ana agreed with a nod. "But we have to return home at some point; I have a restaurant to run now." She smirked, and winked at him over the rim of her class of orange juice.
((My mom can't afford this place anymore))Ajax opened up the packet of candy and plucked one out. She popped it into her mouth and puckered her lips in reaction to the slight sourness. It wasn't to bad but it's been a while since she's had one. Ajax sucked on the candy until the sour sugar was off, then chewed it throughly. "I remember I couldn't eat any of this back when I had braces." She said when the memory came to mind. She swallowed what was in her mouth and pulled out a gummy worm when Scott offered one. "Thanks." She winked and pulled the creature-candy in half with her teeth.
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The nurse shook her head. "You can keep them. It's no problem, really. I didn't really wear them anyway." She shrugged. "They were just for in case, you know?" She said, then marked something down on the chart she had. "I'll get a wheelchair ready for her when you're rest to leave." She said, then swiftly removed Bianca from the IV so she could change.
Bianca lifted her head and winced a little when the nurse removed the needle from her hand. She mumbled a thank you then watched the nurse leave.
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Ana frowned cutely. "Well that's not nice! I love my present." She giggled. "Planning a wedding takes a lot of time so we probably won't get married until next year." She shrugged. "I'd like a June wedding; on the beach, I think."
Ajax blushed under his accusation. She liked to listen to rules when she was younger and even now. She often relied on books and magazines when it came to taking care of Asher. "Sorry for being a good girl." She batted her lashes playfully. She scoffed when he tossed half of his worm at her. "Hey," She laughed, picking it up and popping it into her mouth. She chewed then washed it down with her Pepsi. "How's work going?" She asked him. ~~~
Bianca pushed herself up a little higher into a sitting position and nodded to Cole's question. She probably could dress herself, but she felt weak and tired and her stomach still hurt a little. Bianca moved so her legs dangled off the raised hospital bed. She wiped at her puffy eyes and curled her greasy hair behind her ears.
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Ana laughed and shook her head. "No! You don't wear a bathing suit to a wedding, silly." She playfully hit his shoulder. "I'll wear a white dress but it'll be light and beachy. Nothing huge. It'll save on money too." She told him, then continued eating.
((almost lol))Ajax nodded, looking interested in what he was saying, which she was. SHe smirked when he mentioned that adulting was hard. Because of Asher, adulthood was put upon the both of them a lot sooner than it should have been. But that didn't mean she regretted it. It was the way fate wanted things, so she embraced it. Besides; she couldn't picture her life without little Asher. When he brought up vacation, she perked up a little. "When? I have an idea." She grinned.
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Bianca allowed Cole to change her like she was a toddler without a word or a sound. She stood up only so he could pull the borrowed pants up. Once she was clothed, and sitting back down, she looked up at him when he made her. SHe kissed his back, trying to put what feelings she had left into it. She furrowed her brows at his words, pursing her lips. This whole situation was an accident. Bianca cleared her throat and shook her head slightly. "This is clearly a sign," She said softly. "It just wasn't meant to be. Not right now anyways." She admitted painfully.
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Ana blushed deeply, leaning into the kiss. "I want a simple ceremony. An intimate one." She told him. "But I also wanna have a huge beach party afterwards under the stars and moon.' She smiled.
((Totally forgot what idea she had lol))Ajax smiled and thought for a moment, trying to figure out how to word it. "Nothing crazy, but maybe if we just spend a weekend in the city where we can shop, go out to a nice dinner, or even see a broadway show of some sort." She suggested, shrugging. "Nothing to crazy. But I would love to go to England someday." She sighed softly. Although, she did want to stay somewhat close to Asher in case on an emergency.
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As soon as he asked if she was ready to go home, Bianca nodded, curling a strand of her hair behind her ear. "Yeah. I'm ready." She said softly. Bianca wanted to-needed to see Amelia and hug and kiss her and thank the sky for gracing her with her loving daughter. She wanted at least the rest of the week to grieve and mourn, but she knew she couldn't more longer than that because she had school and a job and Amelia to care for.
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"That's okay." Ana giggled. "I don't know too many people either but that doesn't mean we can't not have a beach party.'" She said, teasingly bumping him with her elbow. "I don't know... I am in no rush to get married. Like I don't think we should start planning yet."
((i reallllyy want to the pregnancy announcement lol))
((lol))Ajax was pleased to hear that he was on board with the idea, although she knew he wouldn't be. There was nothing evidently against going away for a weekend, no more than two days. When he brought up where specifically, she nodded with a wide smile. "That's the place I had in mind, actually." She said. "Let's definitely look into it." She reached out and took his hand, lightly squeezing it.
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Bianca loosely held onto Cole around his neck, knowing he had all of her weight and wouldn't let her fall. When he seated her in the wheelchair, she crossed her ankles and wrapped her arms around her now empty, hollow stomach. That thought caused her eyes to water, and to prevent them from falling, she bit down hard on her lip.
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At first Ana didn't think she was pregnant. it was the time of year where almost everyone got sick, but when it became recurring, she wondered. So, a random evening while Langston was in the shower, Ana used the main floor's bathroom to take a pregnancy test, an advanced one that would estimate how far along she was. She was awestruck to see the plus sign, bright and blinking. Pregnant. She was pregnant. Not only that, but was about five weeks along. Ana felt instantly over joyed, happy tears gathering in her eyes. But then she thought of having to tell Langston. She felt a little scared, only because this wasn't planned. Proposing to her was already a huge step for him. Now a baby? Before they were even married? These worries weighed her down along with the symptoms that came along with carrying a baby, She went an entire week after finding out without telling him. She wanted to just blurt it out, but then decided to make something memorable of it, just to make it less intimating. This morning was better than the past, only because she got a great night sleep. She was drying herself off after a shower while Langston was downstairs, making her some breakfast. Every headache or fatigue she complained about she blamed on work. Her restaurant was in full swing now, so it was believable. Ana had the surprise ready for whenever they were both in their bedroom at the same tine. Ana sat on their bed, wrapped up in a towel, and took a deep breath. A small smile crept on her lips when she thought of finally telling him.
((sorry, got carried away lol))
Ajax returned the kiss, squeezing his hand again while she did so. "Me to." Ajax agreed with a small, sweet smile. She glanced down at his work of gathering up their sweets and treats, but knew they weren't leaving just yet. Ajax popped one last gummy worm into her mouth and chewed it while laying down beside him, turning toward him and draping an arm across his torso. "Yeah but I honestly really miss Asher already." She admitted with a soft sign. Ajax was amazed to realize how much Asher has impacted their life in a little more than a month of her being in their lives. ~~~
Bianca picked at a strand of the sweater she wore while she was wheeled out. She inhaled a deep breath of fresh air once they were outside, relieved to be away from the hospital smell. Bianca waited for him to return with the truck, and very hazily, ended up in the passenger seat of his truck. She slowly buckled up then crossed her arms across her stomach again. She sniffled slightly and rolled her shoulders. She could do this. She could heal.
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Ana stood up on her one leg with a grunt and hobbled over to their shared closet. She picked out her outfit for the day and laid it out on the bed before sitting down again. She was just about to unwrap the towel from her body when Langston appeared, followed by the smell of some yummy food. She looked over at him as he entered and smiled. "I was just about to get dressed actually," she noted, then smiled again at his question. "Pretty well actually. Just sore from last nights shift." She told him. She wasn't going to admit that she gagged a little while showering. Ana looked at the tray he sat down on the bed and immediately forked some eggs into her mouth, and washed it down with a gulp of orange juice. Ana nodded with a proud smile while he explained, eating a few more bites. "You nailed it." She said. She put the fork down and swallowed what was in her mouth before pecking his cheek. Ana then realized she still had to change, which meant he would be able to see her body changes. They were subtle, but she thought it was something he'd notice. Her boobs were slightly bigger and although she wasn't fully showing, she definitely was filling out a little on her hips. "Could you grab by medication in the bathroom please? I forgot to get them while I was in there," she said, hoping he'd take a few moments to look for them, at least long enough for her to put a bra and shirt on.
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Bianca was to stunned to really hear him. She was barely even aware that he picked her up out of bed. Bianca kept her hands away from both of them because of the blood. Her hands were shaking. "N-neighbours." She managed to say. Her heart began to pound against her breastbone. She didn't feel any pain so surely that was a sign that everything was okay...right? This sort of stuff happened all the time. That thought made Bianca think of the usual outcomes. But yet, she wasn't crying yet. Cole scrambling around the house with her in his arms while he attempted to contact a neighbour was all hazy to Bianca. She simply moved one bloody hand down to her small bump, clenching her shirt.
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A shiver ran down Ana's spine when Langston hummed like that, right before he pulled the long zipper of her dress down. She bit down on her lip and felt the bedroom air waft over her now exposed back. She giggled when he delivered the first kiss to her back, and squirmed as he made his way up. "Thank you." She said quietly, breathlessly.