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Ajax glanced up at Scott and shrugged. "You'll have to ask the d-doctor." She said, stuttering because she started to get the shakes. Not a seizure though. "We'll have plenty of times for photos. Let's allow Ajax rest." She smiled, then frowned at Ajax. "Cal, grab the blanket in the bag."
Cal nodded and rummaged their the bag and pulled out a fuzzy blanket. He then wrapped it around Ajax, smoothing back her hair.
"It's normal, Scott don't worry." Bianca assured. "her body is just reacting to the trauma it went through."
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Ana sucked in a breath, closing her eyes. His lips felt amazing on her skin and honestly made the ache go away a little. When he kissed her actual scar, she didn't feel it but her skin around the scar still tingled.
Ajax curled up on her side and shivered, holding the blanket up to her chin. She just nodded and yawned, very tempted to sleep but she wanted to stay up and take care of Asher. Even just watch her.Bianca pursed her lips and nodded. "In a way, yes. Except Kyle looked awkward holding her, like he really didn't know what pecans be was holding." She said.
In his arms, Asher made a face of distress, started to whimper, then began to cry.
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Ana lifted her head and boxed, smiling shyly. "Much. Thank you." She said as she flipped back onto her back and pulled her pants up.
((No worries lol and oh yeah I had fun aha))Ajax opened her eyes and looked up at Scott when Asher started to cry. She already knew it was a sound she didn't like. "She might be hungry Scott." Ajax said to him.
Bianca nodded and kissed him cheek sweetly. "I know." She agreed with him. Kyle just wasn't meant to be a father, at least not this soon. Bianca always told herself that she hated how she ruined his teenage years as well as most of her own.
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Ana sat up and nodded again. She wrapped her arms around his neck and rested her head on his shoulder. "I think we know how it ends anyway. Which I'm glad I didn't see cause I'd be crying." She laughed.
((It was at first but then we just talked the whole time. He wants to take me out to dinner this weekend))Ajax sat up a bit and took her arms out of the little cacoon she was wrapped up in. She cradled Asher in her arms and bit her lip, looking at her mom.
Marie smiled and was at her side in a second. "I'll show you." She said. She helped pull her gown down and showed her how to properly breastfeed Asher. It took s few minutes but Asher finally latched on. "Ow." Ajax winced. She then giggled and covered herself and the baby with the blanket.
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"Oh really?" She said teasingly. "I could start fake crying right now if you wanted. Or you can rewind it so I can relive that horrible, sad ending."
(I did yeah :) ))Ajax didn't care at all of anyone saw her chest. What she was doing was a natural part of life, and she'd be breastfeeding for at least six months. "I don't care if you see me, Cole." Ajax said without lifting her gaze from Asher. Ajax rested her head back against her pillows and closed her eyes, yawning lightly.
Bianca smiled and ran her hand through his hair when Cole nuzzled her neck. "Coast is clear." She teased, then yawned herself. It just dawned on her that she hasn't slept at all yet.
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Ana moved onto his lap and rested her head on his shoulder. "Comfort me." She fake whined, laughing at herself. "You kissed my boo-boo and now I need cuddles." She said cutely.
((Bryce. And like five months ish))Ajax opened her eyes and smiled at Scott. "Can you pass a baby blanket please? Just a plain one so I can burp her." She asked him nicely. She rubbed Asher's back as she fed.
Bianca nodded. "Soon I just wanna hold her first." She said, which she wondered if she ever would with Scott being here.
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She playfully whined against his chest, also softly giggling. She kissed his shoulder. "It's just so sad. His dad wouldn't let him do what he wanted."
((Thank you!!))And nodded, raising he shoulder for him. "Yeah that's perfect thank you." She smiled and carefully took Asher off her breast and laid her on her shoulder. She rubbed and patted her back gently, and kissed the crown of her head. "After this I want to sleep. I'll put ear plugs in and listen to music to I won't hear you guys. And Scott...share the baby please. Let your mom hold her them my mom then my dad etc:" she waved her hand. "I'm serious Scott." She said sternly.
Bianca laughed and rolled her eyes. "It's one of the only reasons why we're here." She joked.
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Ana couldn't help but laugh. He sounded like a robot. "I'm sure if I was actually upset you'd a fine job." She looked up at him with a smile.
((He doesn't know where I live so i doubt it lol ))Ajax smiled and looked up at Scott. "Right?" She smirked. "Best D.I.Y ever." She said, then laughed at her own joke. Asher then spat up on the blanket and Asher looked down at her. "Good girl." She cooed and wiped her mouth with the edge of the blanket. She also moved Asher in her arms so she was cradling her. "Kay so she's boobie drunk now so she shouldn't be fussy." She said, then smiled over at Sue. "Sue?" She held out Asher with a smile. "Don't give in to your son's whining okay?" She smirked.
"You will." Bianca assured. "Scott will learn not to hog her. When I had Amelia I loved holding her but I also loved showing her off." She giggled.
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Ana looked up at him and nodded with a genuine smile. "Oh yes, definitely." She told him. "You were there for me when i needed you and despite that we only really hung out that day, I'm glad you let me hug you and slept with me." She smiled.
Ajax pulled her gown back on and pulled the covers up over her to. She smiled at Sue. She loved seeing how happy she looked holding her grand baby. "I just have birth. I can be a pain all I want." She smirked at Scott, then took his hand. "Can you be the best fiancé ever and bring me my phone and my earphones please?" She asks sweetly.Marie stood beside Sue and smiled down at Asher who was sleeping peacefully. "It's hard to believe our children made this." She laughed.
"Tell me about it. I can totally see it." Bianca laughed. She then sat down on the couch and yawned.
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Ana smiled and closed her eyes when he kissed her forehead. "I'll thank you a thousand times for being there for me."
((No he goes to a different college and is two years olde than me))
((Yeah lol he's also going to be a police officer and does a lot of stuff with the military and such))Ajax smiled against his lips, holding his cheek in her hand as they kissed. She felt like she hadn't kissed him I'm forever. Those little pecks she gave him right after Asher was born hardly counted. "Thanks baby." She murmured against his lips. "I love you to. So much." She patted his cheek and pressed the ear buds into her ears as he held her to his chest. She scrolled through her playlist. She picked a slow song, locked her phone, tucked it between them and snuggled up. She sighed softly and closed her eyes, quite literally falling asleep immediately.
Marie bit her lip as she took Asher, cradling her in her arms. "Hello there little one." She whispered. She ran her finger along her little cheek. "Welcome to the world and this wonderful family."
Cal stood by her side with a hand on her back. He kissed Marie's cheek.
"You're gonna need a girl to do that." Bianca teased.
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She frowned a little. "You feel selfish for helping me? Why?" She furrowed her brows.
((lol))After a few minutes, Marie passed Asher to Cal, who looked a little awkward holding her but only because she was so small compared to him. He got a flashback of holding Ajax right after she was born. She looked so similar to her daughter, his grand-daughter at this moment.
A nurse silently crept in and checked on Ajax, fiddling with her IV and everything. "We might have to keep her overnight because of her respiratory problems and the cord situation. But we'll keep you posted." She said to Scott.
Bianca scoffed and playfully smacked him. "Oh you." She laughed and hugged him tight, squeezing gently.
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Ana shook her had, placing her palms on his chest. "Stop worrying about it so much. You helped me out a lot okay?" She assured.
((About a week lol. We don't really text))The nurse looked at Scott. "We want to keep an eye on her to. She's perfectly fine now just want to make sure." She told him.
Cal gently rocked Asher from side to side, smiling down at her. With a free hand he rubbed her hat-clad head and dipped down and pecked her little nose. "So tiny." He whispered.
Bianca giggled then squealed, but quietly so she wouldn't disturb Ajax or Asher. She kissed him back, sitting back up and cupping his face in her hands.
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Ana smiled warmly at him, then playfully pretended to nibble on his thumb, snapping her teeth.
(( he's super busy apparently with all the volunteering he does. He also has three jobs lol))"Did she breastfeed okay? If she has any trouble with it while she's here I can help." She smiled.
"Oh, I helped her out." Marie piped in.
"Oh okay. Awesome." SHe smiled. "Call me if you need anything." She said, then left.
Bianca frowned when the kiss was forced to a stop. She frowned deeper when he mentioned work. "What? Couldn't you book the day off? I mean you haven't slept all night." She said.
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Ana laughed and then pretended to look offended, but it was obvious she was just playing around. "Are you calling a dog?" She glared playfully at him.
((Me to :) ))Ajax stayed asleep and moved a little closer to Scott, making a cute sleepy sigh-sound. She was the deepest asleep than she's ever been.
Bianca nodded. It was obvious she was upset, but there was nothing she could really do about it. He had to work. "Do you need to go now? Cause I can get a ride from Marie and Cal." She shrugged.
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Ana shook her head and smiled. "Hey, I'm kidding." She held his face in her hands again. "I'm just teasing you. I'm sorry." She kissed him lightly.
((right? Like she told Gansey with no problem lol. Oh and the release date to the last book was changed to April!!!!))Bianca nodded again and climbed off his lap a little. She sat down beside him and forced a small smile when Cal walked over with Asher. "Your turn." He chuckled and carefully lowered Asher into Bianca's arms, which she held like a cradle. Bianca leaned back and cradled Asher in her arms. She grinned down at her and was hit with memories of the first time she held Amelia for the first time. "Hey there Asher." She whispered softly.
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She giggled against his lips and kissed him back just as hard, wrapping her arms around his neck. She deepened the kiss, but she had it under control.
(Wait until you meet Greenmantle; I love him and his wife lol))Bianca smiled when Cole acknowledged Asher in her arms, but then he wasn't paying attention anymore. She frowned a little and focused on Asher, watching her sleep. She would give her back to Scott but he was sleeping so she stood up and placed Asher in the hospital crib by the bed's side. "I would say goodbye to them but they're sleeping." Bianca said.
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Their kiss was interrupted by the growling of her stomach. She giggled and broke the kiss, dabbing her tongue along her bottom lip. "I'm hungry." She said cutely.
((Yeah the dream part can get a little confusing))Bianca nodded and turned to Marie and Cal. "We're going to head out. Let them know that we say congrats." Bianca smiled and took Cole's hand and picked up her purse.
"Sure thing." Cal nodded with a smile.
Marie went over to the crib and picked up Asher. She just couldn't resist.
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Ana squealed when he picked her Up, holding onto him while giggling. She still wore his shirt and her bra was on his living room floor. "I'd love a sandwich." She smiled and crossed her ankles
((No worries! Hope it goes well))Bianca shoved her hands into her pockets when he let go of hers. For some reason, she felt upset. It was just a vibe that she got from him. She nodded and looked down at her feet as they walked. "Oh, okay." She said. "I shouldn't probably focus more on my school work". She said. She was a part time student at the local university.
"I'm gonna get them some breakfast for when they wake up." Cal announced. "Do you want anything Sue?" He asked as he stood up.
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Ana watched patiently then made a face. "Definitely mayo. I hate mustard." She made a vomiting sound and laughed.
((Loolll()Bianca smiled and stepped into his truck. She pulled the seatbelt over her body and clicked it into place. Then she realized how tired she really was. She slouched in her seat and let out a loud and lengthy yawn. "I think I'll nap with Amelia today." She laughed lightly.
Cal nodded and grabbed his thin sweater. "I'll head over to McDonald's. I'm sure Ajax is craving it." He laughed, kissed Marie's cheek then left the room.
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Ana nodded and uncrossed her ankles and kicked her legs and back and forth, her hitting the counters below. "I still prefer mayo." She giggled. "Hey do you have any wine? Let's be classy." She smirked
((Lol if you need recommendations, I'm your girl lol))'Bianca nodded. "You could come over after work If you wanted. I don't care is its late. We're always quiet anyways." She suggested.
Marie giggled and nodded, gently rocking Asher in her arms. "I feel like we should be mad that our teenage kids had a baby." She laughed quietly. "But look at her: how could you be mad at this?"
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Ana nodded. "How about we share a beer?" She suggested. "Let's act like actual adults." She teased.
((ooh lol ))Bianca looked away to hide her disappointment. They've had many nights where they weren't together but she didn't get a good vibe from him. She just nodded. "That's what I was planning. Just to sleep. But okay." She shrugged pulled out her phone to text her mom to let her know she was on her way home.
Marie nodded. "I agree, but i'm not mad at Ajax. She..... she was troubled before she met Scott. I'm not sure if he told you what happened with her." She looked at Sue.
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"It was but we gotta move on." She sighed dramatically and took his hand, hopping off the counter. She laced their fingers together and grabbed her plate. "Lead the way." She teased.
((Thousand pieces of you!))Bianca nodded and smiled a little. It reassured her everything was okay now that he offered to hang out tomorrow. Bianca decided that he must be weirded out about seeing Asher, which was understandable.
Marie raised her eyebrows in surprise but then nodded. "I can't get mad at this because what if this were her assaulters baby? It be totally different." She said.
((How will Bianca find out about Cole cheating again?))
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Ana followed him into the living room, kicking aside her shirt and bra as she sat down. She shimmied back against the cushions and crossed her legs, balancing her plate in her lap. "Let's put another movie on."
((I was thinking hed confess and then she'd get really upset, like heart broken basically and refuse to ever see him again. It should be hard for him to be forgiven. Just thinking realistically lol))Bianca nodded and was in the middle of gathering up her purse when he kissed her cheek. She unbuckled and turned to him, kissing him sweetly on the lips. "Text me okay? And don't pass out at work." She teased then hopped out of his truck.
Marie smiled and moved Asher to her shoulder, holding her their with both arms. "He is amazing, not going to lie. I'm very happy our irresponsible children met." She giggled. Asher then made a few sounds of distress, then started to cry.
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Ana took a bite of her sandwich, covering her mouth as she chewed. "You can pick this time." She told him
((Yeah lol))Bianca went inside, closing the door behind her. She was greeted by Amelia who was still in her pajamas. She waddled down the hallway and Bianca dropped her things and scooped her little girl up, holding her tight. "Hello munchkin! I missed you so much." She peppered her face with kisses. Amelia giggled and held onto her mother lovingly.
((I guess we can skip now?))
Marie looked up over at Scott and nodded, walking over to the bed. She carefully lowered Asher into his one arm. "I don't think shes hungry again. Just want some love." She giggled.
Ajax only stirred, not waking. She was that tired.
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Ana swallowed and nodded. "Sounds awesome. Maybe we'll actually pay attention this time." She laughed.
((Id say a few weeks))Asher made cute grumbling noises as she calmed down. She squirmed in is his arms though, curious of her limbs. She then opened her eyes which were as blue as say. Her mouth found her fist as she stared up at Scott, her father.
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Ana smiled and took the beer, taking a good swig of it. She sat it back down on the coffee table and snuggled up against his side.
Like she could sense that Asher was close by, Ajax stirred. She exhaled loudly out of her nose and shifted into her back with a grunt. She rubbed at her eyes before blinking them open. She smiled tiredly up at Scott, pulling the earbuds out of her ears. "How long was I out for?" She asked with a yawn.It took one week for Bianca to realize that something was actually wrong. She had no idea what though. She tried to tell herself he was just going through some things that maybe he didn't want to tell her. Even that though upset her. They were dating and even though it's only been five months, they were really close. The very few days that they did hang out or sleepover she tried to cherish it without bringing up the issue at hand. Now, two weeks later, Bianca was going insane. She was alone at home. Amelia was taking a nap upstairs. Bianca grabbed her phone and texted Cole: "come over. No excuses." She sent bluntly.
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Ana smiled and kissed his shoulder, taking another bite of her sandwich. She's never seen this movie before so she actually wanted to pay attention to it.
Ajax nodded at the mention of staying the night, then kissed him back, closing her eyes. She smiled against his lips and pulled away. "I feel like i've slept for days. But I'm still so tired." She yawned, She sat up a bit and gasped when she saw Asher's eyes open. "Oh! Look at her eyes." She grinned.~~~
It felt like forever until she got the text, confirming his visit. She sighed and didn't bother to reply to it. She didn't have anything to say to him. If anything, he had something to say to her. She wanted answers. Bianca paced the length of her living room and gasped when he knocked. She adjusted her sweatshirt and took a deep breath before opening the door. "Hi." She murmured, For the first time ever, she didn't have any makeup on. Her hair was also in a messy bun. Instead of nice jeans, she had on yoga pants. "I'm surprised you came." SHe said honestly.
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Ana shook her head and swallowed before she replied. "I haven't seen it know. And yeah I've heard. So no distracting me. "She teased.
Ajax sat up a bit and adjusted her pillows. She took the thing out of her nose because she was okay to breath on her own now. She rested her head on his shoulder and smiled down at Asher, who made cute noises and squirmed and her dad's hand/arm. Ajax and snagged her little hand, rubbing her index finger over her palm. Asher then wrapped her small hand around her mothers finger and held on. "Oh here come the water works." She whined and used her other hand to wipe her eyes.~~~
Bianca shrugged and stepped aside to let Cole in. Once he was on, she closed the door. "Nothing really. Amelia is napping. I'm alone." She said bluntly. She crossed her arms and eyed him up and down. "You look fresh. Going somewhere?"
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"So I've heard." She giggled and payed attention to the movie as she nibbled on her sandwich, eventually finishing it. She placed the plate on the coffee table and snuggled up to him.
"Hm..." Ajax thought. "Well if she looks like me then she must be more like you personality wise." She said, and wiggled her finger with a giggle. Asher grumbled and closed her eyes and yawned cutely. ~~~
Bianca nodded and shrugged also. "I'm okay, I guess. I sort of miss my boyfriend but that much is obvious." She muttered and shrugged again at his comment about her makeup. "I guess. But that't not why I asked you to come here." She said. "Want to tell me what's up?"
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Ana giggled and cuddled up against him, and kissed the middle of his bare chest. "Do you want your shirt back?" She looked up at him cutely.
Ajax smiled and nodded, carefully taking Asher from him. She cradled her in both her arms. "Don't listen to your daddy." She murmured to Asher. "He's absolutely amazing, caring and funny. I hope you're just like him." She whispered.Cal finally came back, carrying a tray of drinks in one hand a bag of food in the other. He gave Marie her coffee and Sue her tea and muffin, then sat down to sort out what was in the bag.
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"Oh really?" She scoffed. "Nothing's up? We haven't had sex in weeks. You haven't kissed me properly in weeks, Cole." She threw her arms up and smacked her hands back down on her thighs. "Do I do or say something to make you mad? Ever since Ajax had her baby you've been acting weird. Stop treating me like I'm your second choice. You're my boyfriend, Cole. But lately you don't feel like one."
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"Kay good. Cause I think I'll keep it." She smiled and rested her cheek on his chest so she could see the movie. She furrowed her brows in concentration as she watched.
"Oh stop it." Ajax playfully smacked him but then giggled. She smiled at her dad when he brought over a sausage mcmuffin for her. He placed it on the little table along with an apple juice. "Thanks dad."He leaned over and kissed the top of her head. "You're welcome. "Scott I got you the same; wasn't sure what you wanted."
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Bianca gasped in surprise when he kissed her, but she found herself getting lost. She wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him back, deeply and desperately. She pulled away to breath but then kissed his neck. She opened her eyes for just a second but that's all it took for her to see it. She pushed him away and staggered back. "Why is there a hickie on your neck?" She whispered.
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"not your pants." She replied then laughed lightly. She snuggled up against him and sighed happily.
Ajax nodded and carefully wrapped Asher back up in her blanket and handed her over to him. She then sat up with a wince, grimacing. "Okay. Now I'm really sore." She sighed and unwrapped her sandwich.~~
Bianca was shaking her head before he even finished his explanation. "Stop lying to me!" She hissed because she didn't want to wake up Amelia. She took a deep breath and expelled it slowly. "I know what a hickie looks like, Cole. You used to give them to me all the time." She said flatly. She pushed back the tears that wanted to fall.
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Ana smiled and suddenly felt really tired. But she forced herself to stay awake to pay attention to the movie. If was really interesting to her and she didn't mind staring at Leonardo.
Ajax smiled at their interaction as she took a bite of her sandwich. As she chewed, she rested her head on his shoulder and giggled as Asher made cute noises. "I pushed her out of my vagina. Wow." She mumbled around her food.~~~
Bianca folded her hands into fists. "No, we cannot watch a movie." She spat. "Cole that's a hickie and I want to know who the fuck gave it to you because it sure as well wasn't me." She snapped. She stared at him, looking fragile.
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"Are you trying to put me to sleep?" She murmured against his skin. "Cause you're putting me to sleep. In a good way though."
((Right? Lol))"What?" Ajax shrugged. "It's true." She mumbled and took another bite of her sandwich. She playfully glared at him then smiled with her mouth closed as she chewed. "Uh huh. I love you to." She giggled. She swallowed and sipped her apple juice.
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Bianca pursed her lips and clicked her tongue. "Well, I don't believe you. I don't know why you think I'm so stupid." She muttered and stalked into the living room and started to pick up Amelia's toys. "Better get to work; don't want to bed late."
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"Mm." She hummed in response. She let her eyes close and felt herself drift off.
Ajax raised her eyebrows. "What would I do to kill you?" She asked curiously.Asher wrapped her hand around his thumb and yawned cutely again. She started to doze off.
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"Yeah so does my mother." She muttered. She tossed a bunch of toes into a basket and walked back out the foyer with it on her hip. She didn't mean to be so grumpy, but she couldn't help it. She missed him, even when he was standing right in front of her. "Amelia asks me where you are all the time, by the way." She said. "Not that you seem to care about her anymore. Or me."
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Ana wasn't one to have nightmares but sometimes her brain liked to relive the horrible crash. As she slipped deeper into sleep, the memory came back slowly. She shifted a little on top of Langston, her brows furrowing together.
((Never got into that show lol))Ajax finished the rest of her sandwich and giggled at his response. "Oops." She grinned and sipped on her Apple juice. "Hey you know what this means now right?"
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Bianca sighed deeply. "You have a funny way of showing it." She said. She lowered the basket on the stairs and turned to face him, crossing her arms. "Now tell me what's going on or you can leave." She said sternly.
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When the realization of the dream settled in, Ana very softly whimpered. Her back began to rise and fall a little faster than normal.
((Lol))"Well yeah but this means I can finally go on chemo." She said with a small smile. "Not right away of course but maybe in the next month or so." She said.
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Bianca sat down on the stairs. She held her head in her hands, staring at him with glossy eyes. "I wish I knew why you are lying to me." She murmured.
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Ana sat up with a loud gasp. "Christian!" She shouted, then looked around. She whimpered again then started to cry.
Ajax smiled and kissed him back, then kissed him quickly again. "It'll be okay. The only thing I have to deal with is changing my eating habits. I was told I gotta eat/drink a lot of fruit juices." She told him. She then reached over and rubbed Asher's little tummy.~~~
Bianca sat up, dropping her hands. She then stood up and followed him to the door, standing in the opening as he left. She was crying now, her tears flowing down her face. All she wanted was to know what was going on. She assumed he was cheating but he didn't say it yet to confirm her assumptions. She slammed the door when he didn't and instantly regretted it when Amelia started to cry. She wiped at her tears and ran upstairs.
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Ana sobbed against his chest, curling her body against his. "C-Christian's not okay." She cried. "H-he's nor moving. There's so much blood." She sobbed loudly.
"I think that's the radiation." She replied. "But I'm sure there will be some side effects with the chemo." She shrugged. She then smiled at him Scott and nodded. "I'll hold yo to that." She kissed his cheek.~~~
Bianca didn't sleep at all that night. She tossed and turned because she couldn't stop thinking about Cole being with another girl. By morning she only slept for probably three hours. She was also up early with Amelia, making her breakfast. Bianca had her own little apartment now that was close by. Herself and Amelia were in the living room watching cartoons. Bianca was eating a bowl a cereal when she heard a knock at the door. She put her cereal on the coffee table, kissed then top of Amelia's head before getting up and going to the door. She unlocked it and opened it. She bit her lip. "Hi."
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Dazed, Ana blinked and looked into his eyes. She sniffled. "Langston?" She whispered. She then realized what happened. "Oh god I'm so sorry." She cried harder.
"Formula is a thing." She smirked as carefully took Asher from him. She shimmied down so she was laying on her back and rested Asher on her chest on her front. Ajax rubbed her back slowly. Asher curled up against her mother.~~~
Bianca looked inside behind her. She didn't want to leave Amelia alone, but she was okay watching cartoons. She nodded and stepped outside, closing the screen door behind her. She was wearing flannel Pj bottoms and a white tank top with a grey cardigan over top. She hugged the cardigan around herself and fade him a look which meant to start talking.
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Ana swallows hard and made herself stop crying. She exhaled a shuddery breath and wiped her nose on her arm before laying against him again. She didn't know what of say so she didn't say anything at all.
"Yes but if I can't breastfeed her be sued of the chemo then we will have to switch to formula." She told him. She puckered her lips and pecked Asher's own lips. Asher grimaced and whimpered. Ajax laughed. "You don't like kisses?" She said in a baby voice.~~~
Bianca sat down beside him and frowned a little. She's never seen him like this before. He looked so young. She touched his back and rubbed his upper back. "Of what, Cole?" She asked softly.
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"Sometimes I think I'm okay." She whispered after the silence dragged on. "I can talk about him without nay problem. But it's..it's that dream..." She trailed off, shaking her head.
Ajax scoffed. "Are you saying I'm a bad kisser? Fine." She smirked and kissed the top of Asher's hat-covered head. "She's sleeping now." She whispered as she rubbed her back.~~~
Bianca quickly took her hand away like her touch was burning him. She furrowed her brows and crossed her arms across her chest. Then he said that to her, she sucked in a breath. She wanted to be happy, to kiss him senselessly. But something held her back. She took a deep breath. "But...what?" She asked softly.
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"She sighed. "Right after accident I...I came to and we were upside down. I looked over at my brother and....there was so much blood I couldn't make out the features of his face properly." Her voice started to shake. "I couldn't feel my leg, or any pain but I knew I had a lot of damage. It hurt to breathe. I called his name but he didn't answer. I yelled so many times." She cried.
Ajax rolled her eyes. "She doesn't know what kisses are you so don't judge." She giggled lightly, which made Asher bounce a little on top of Ajax's chest. "And I don't know. Nothing else for them to do I guess." She giggled again.~~~
Bianca wanted to wipe his tears away, but again his upcoming confession held her back. When he finally told her, her breath hitched. "H-how many?" She asked, her voice shaking. When he didn't answer, she stood up and whirled around to face him. "Never mind; I don't want to know. She turned away from him and covered her mouth to stifle a sob. "I-I thought you changed." She swallowed the lump in her throat and removed her hand from her mouth. "But I guess you never will." She spat. "You say you love me but yet you fucking cheat on me?!" She shouted.
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Ana sniffled and wiped at her eyes. "I blacked out after that and woke up in the hospital three days later. They already did the first surgery on my leg." She said, her voice low.
Ajax smiled. "It'll be amazing to see her become more animated. Like smile and laugh. Oh my god I can't wait to hear and see her laugh!" She exclaimed excitedly, but still quiet enough not to wake Asher.~~~
His 'I love you's' went right over her head. All of his words were muted. She didn't care what he had to say. She didn't care that he looked like a complete mess. She didn't care that he loved her, even since she loved him back. All she cared about was the hate boiling up inside her. "Wait here." She muttered and went back in her house. She ran upstairs and grabbed a box that had all of Cole's things in it that she has been collecting this past week. She walked back outside with the box and threw it on the sidewalk. Some stuff fell out. "Take your shit and leave." She pointed at box and looked at him with a look that told him he broke her heart into pieces. "Get out of my sight." She said through clenched teeth.
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Ana wiped her eyes again and cuddled up against him. "It's okay." She whispered. "I want to be okay to but I....I'm not. I don't know if I ever will be."
Ajax nodded. "And also make her laugh by tickling her." She smiled. "She's probably as ticklish as you are." She teased. ~~~
Bianca didn't wait for him to leave. She didn't want to see him ever again. She ran inside, slamming both doors behind her before locking them. She sank to the floor and let out a gut wrenching sob. Amelia poked her head around the corner and frowned when she saw her mother crying. She ran up to her and touched her arm. "Don't cry mummy." She said, sounding like crying herself. Bianca looked up and pulled Amelia into her arms, holding her close. "I'm sorry baby. I'm so sorry." She sobbed into her child's hair.
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Ana nodded against his chest. "You will help me; right?" She lifted her head.
"I know right?" Ajax said with a small smile. "She's so precious." She whispered. She then took of Asher's little hat and played with her blonde head. It wasn't a bright blonde like Bianca's, more like a darker like to match Ajax's hair. ((Well they're gonna get together at some point lol. Weren't we gonna have him try like different ways to get her back? If now maybe we can have Bianca and Sasha be out to lunch and Sasha comments how sad she looks since the break up?))
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Ana smiled and wrapped her arms around his neck. "That's all I ever ask for." She whispered. She then pulled him close and kissed the middle of his forehead.
Ajax smiled and cupped Asher's head in her palm. "What about Grace? Was she somewhere in between?" She giggled.((Two months? So they're like officially broken up lol and what do you mean?))
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Ana nodded and ran a through her hair, sniffling a few times. "I'm okay yeah. I don't how many times this will happen when we sleep together." She sighed
"What about you?" Ajax asked. "When do you start getting cute?" She teased with a huge grin. She knew he couldn't do anything because she has Asher on her chest.((Yeah and then I guess she decides to talk with him?))
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Ana bit her lip. "Are you sure? I mean I can see how it'd get annoying. It's just that I get in this weird daze." She said. "Like I don't know where I am."
"I'm joking. You're so incredibly cute." She smiled and pursed her lips. "Maybe. I'm not sure." She shrugged. "Even if I am I don't think it'll be that big of a deal." She told him. Asher then hiccuped cutely, her body jostling. Ajax laughed. "Aw do you have the hiccups baby girl?" She patted her back.~~~
The two months after their break-up wasn't easy for Bianca. She tried to hide it by keeping herself busy with school and caring for Amelia, which did help eventually but it was sleeping at night that was the worst. She washed her sheets endless amount of times but the right side still smelt like him. Often she had to sleep with Amelia so she could get at least one night of proper sleep. The flowers that he left at least once a week, she never tossed. Okay, she tossed the first two but she knew how rare sunflowers were at this time of year so she ended up keeping them until they withered. The cards however she ripped up and forgot. She couldn't forgive him for what he did to her. Bianca was in the kitchen preparing lunch for Amelia when the doorbell rang. She didn't thing much of it because he never rang the doorbell before when delivering the flowers. She wiped her hands on a dry cloth and walked up to the door. She unlocked it and opened it, her eyes immediately drawn to the bright flowers at her feet. She bent down and picked them up, plucking the card out. She flipped it open with one hand and read it, he heart clenching. She hated to admit that she missed him terribly. But he did the worse thing possible. He cheated while he was still occasionally see her. Bianca looked up and down the street before placing the flowers on the porch again. She then took out her phone, dialled his number and pressed her phone to her ear. That's when she heard his ring tone coming from behind the house. She sighed and walked down the steps and peeked around the corner. "Seriously? You're spying on me now?"
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Ana nodded and took a few deep breaths. "You've had nightmares?" She asked. "About what?" She asked.
Marie hugged Sue, giggling lightly. "We're grandmas!" She laughed, squeezing her tight.
"Congrats mama!" Bianca giggled and hugged Ajax very gently. "She's so cute!"
"Congrats Scott. Your life has officially changed." He teased.
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Ana bit her lip and exhaled slowly when she felt his gentle kiss. "Yeah." She murmured. "I can feel that."