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Oct 18, 2015 05:43PM
She licked her lips and put her glass of water down. "Once a day around this time. I used to have to take more but then my seizure medicine was interfering with it."
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"I take three different medications for my seizures. Two are pills and one is an injection." She said. "I'm stopping the PTSD pills soon though." She sighed
She nodded without looking at what he was pointing. "I....I know you want to know what I would be so traumatized about." She whispered, peeking up at him from under her lashes.
"I want to tell you, I really do. Ever since yesterday I feel this growing trust with you, and like I've known you for years and not forty-eight hours. But.....if I do tell you, I think it'll severe our possibilities of going on a date." She said.
She didn't crack a smile. The matter was too serious for her to smile or laugh, even though she wished she could. "It's not that it would scare you away....it just might make you second guess everything. But I'm willing to tell you if you want to know." She looked around her room briefly. "Here is a good place than any."
((I apologize for the lengthy post lol))Ajax nodded slowly and took a deep breath and expelled it slowly after clearing her throat. "It all started with my last pack. Again, I was the only girl out of five boys, which I also didn't care about. My dad is the one who found it for me, because he knew the leader's dad. Apparently they were apart of their own pack once upon a time. Anyways, so because of that I felt slightly better about joining it. Our fathers knew each other so I didn't think it'd be that bad, and it wasn't at first. Yeah they teased me, but I got over it and so did they. When it came time to choose mates, well.....things got interesting." Ajax paused, sighing softly. "I knew what I was in for and I didn't really care. They'd all dramatically fight over me and blah blah blah. I didn't take it all that seriously, because traditionally the leader gets the girl so their isn't any conflict. But......then I started getting close with one of the members who obviously wasn't the leader, and he liked me back. We snuck around behind our alphas back, but not to our knowledge, he knew the whole time. One of the other omegas were spying on us. So, one night during our meeting, he called us out on it." She paused again, entwining her fingers together in her lap nervously. "We both have never looked so ashamed in our lives. But we liked each other and couldn't help it. I didn't want our alpha as my mate. I didn't like him. I should have been able to choose. So... Our pack cornered us and bit into the back of my neck, triggering the spot that makes us turn back into humans." She said, absently touching the back of her neck. "Stunned and in pain, I was human again and...naked. Our alpha turned back into a human willingly and got the other members to pin the guy I liked to the ground, hurting him. Then he came on me and-" she stopped, sucking in a shaky breath. "He hit me a few times until I couldn't see straight. Then...he held me down on my back in the dirt and forced himself inside of me." She covered her mouth and choked out a soft sob. She took a second to catch her breath, then dropped her hand and continued to speak as the tears fell. She couldn't stop now. "He made the guy I liked watch him rape me." She sniffled. She couldn't look at Scott. "After it was over, I was left alone in the woods. The guy I liked he....he looked at me once and I could tell by his eyes he was sorry but I couldn't look at him. I couldn't look at anyone." She cried. "He tried to help me but I told him to leave me alone. So he left and I....I never saw him or that pack ever again.." She finally concluded, sucking in a large breath and wiping her soaked cheeks. It felt good to release that story, but she also wish she hadn't.
Ajax curled her arms against his chest and between their conjoined bodies. Her shoulders shook slightly as she cried, the side of her face pressed against his chest. "I-I know but this is why I was so c-cold to you when we met. I got a huge feeling déjà but and I just couldn't. And when I got that text from Langston saying that he knew about my family I got really scared." She sobbed, gripping his shirt tightly.
She buried her face against his neck, nodding and sniffling. For some reason, she believed him. It felt like she had to. Since the assault though, she's a lot stronger. "T-thank you." She stuttered, trying to catch her breath.
Ajax suddenly felt cold. She shivered and huddled against his arms for a few more minutes, until a buzzer went off on her room. "Miss Ajax? I made grilled cheese sandwiches for you and your friend. May I bring them up?" Ajax sniffled and sat up a little straighter. "I need to go press the button." She murmured, regretting the second she left his arms, stumbling out of bed which revealed her panda pajama pants. She walked over to her bedroom door and presses the intercom button. "Yes Marie, thank you." She said, then released the button.
She turned to face him with a very faint smile. "Oh shut up." She snorted and grabbed a hoodie from the back of her desk chair and pulled it on, keeping the hood over her hair. She shuffled back over to her bed and climbed onto his lap again, pulling the covers over her laps and his.
Ajax giggled at that. She couldn't help it. Even though he said it, he didn't need to to make her feel safe. His kiss to her head made her cheeks warm up. She desperatly wanted to kiss his lips, but maybe that was something to wait for their first date. "I have giraffes and elephants to." She murmured cutely.
Ajax blinked at him then giggled again, sighing softly against his chest. "They fit kind of big on me." She shrugged. Just then there was a knock on the door. Reluctantly, Ajax moved out of his arms again and adjusted her pants as she walked over to the door, opening it. "Thank you Marie. Yeah you can tell him we're fine." She smiled and took the tray from Marie and closed the door with her foot. "Grilled cheese with chips "on the side and a glass of apple juice." She announced, placing the tray on her bed where they sat.
Ajax giggled as he pulled her into his lap. She shimmied her bum into his lap to get comfortable then nodded, reaching for her grilled cheese. She took a small bite and placed it back on the plate and nodded as she chewed. "Yeah, I like my pajama pants long."
She sarcastically scoffed. "Obviously." She giggled and snatched a chip off her plate, popping it into her mouth.
She nodded. "I have a fan I blast on high I keep it cold." She said and grabbed her grilled cheese slice again, taking a bite.
"Heeeeeyyyyy." She whined playfully. "That's mine!"
She rolled her eyes and took a big, mocking bite of her own sandwich then returned it to her plate. "What did I miss in history?" She asked with her mouth full.(( so I did an adult thing and got a job, which I start officially tomorrow so I won't be on that much. Although my shifts are only like 3 hours long))
((I'm sorry! Have you tried fast food places? They usually hire in chunks))She smiled. "Oh yay! I was hoping you did. Missing one class of history is like missing it for a month." She sighed, but she didn't mind the course that much.
((Ooooh, well I'm sorry!))She shrugged and ate her chips. "We can just study together if need be." She said.
((Touche lol))"And you're still passing?" She teased, giggling softly.
She nodded, setting their plates aside on her nightstand. She shimmied around a little and pulled the covers over her legs again. "I like to write things down to I remember easier that way."
"Na. I feel like I'd remember things I wish I could unsee or inexperience." She murmured, referring to her sad story. She also nodded. "Yeah....a little.." She snuggled close to him and slid her hands inside the pocket of her hoodie.
Ajax adjusted to the new position, basically laying half on top of him with one of her legs between his, her cheek resting against his chest. "I don't know. I guess we'll find out." She giggled
She laughed out loud and nuzzles her face under his chin. "I don't think he'd freak out that much. He knows I wouldn't....do that so quickly, especially when we haven't gone on a date yet." She said.
She smiled a little and inclined her head up so she could somewhat see his face. "Have you ever? You don't have to answer, I'm just curious." She shrugged.
She furrowed her brows. "Middle school? I just learned about sex in middle school; not having it." She laughed
She nodded. She respected guys who waited and didn't pounce on women like most do. "I'm just doing the waiting part." She murmured, biting her lip. "Sorry, I'll stop." She sighed and looked away.
Ajax just smiled and closed her eyes, listening to his heart beat underneath her ear. Everything felt right about this moment. "So...what plans do you have for our date?"
She replied by gently rubbing his chest in front of her mouth. "Whenever is fine with me. As long as it doesn't clash with a pack meeting." She said with a sigh.
"Oh god," she groaned, giggling. "We'd totally be busted." She said, sighing softly again.
She frowned deeply. The word 'force' echoed inside her brain. It didn't bring back good memories. "Oh." She whispered ever so softly.
Of course she knew he didn't mean it. She sighed and nodded, sitting up a bit to look at his face. "It's okay. I'm sorry to. I know you wouldn't do that." She pecked his cheek.
She shrugged then sighed. "I know just accept it okay?" She smirked and pinched his cheeks together with her thumb and index finger, making him look like a fish.
"AWWW!" She gushed, giggling like a little girl. "You look so cute!" She squealed and let go so she wouldn't hurt him, and gently massaged his cheeks. "Sorry." She giggled again.
His sudden act of affection caught her by surprise, but she didn't complain. She bit her lip and watched I'm with a small smile and red cheeks. A sudden urge came over her. "Kiss me." She whispered, squeezing his hands and gazing down into his eyes.
Ajax parted her lips and quickly dabbed her tongue along her bottom lip before closing her eyes and dipping down to meet his lips. She didn't feel electricity or anything, but she definitely felt something. She places her hand on his cheek and put the other on the bed to keep herself from falling over.
Ajax gasped through her nose as he flipped them, but then giggled against his lips. She adjusted her position underneath him, bending one leg out of the way, and draping an arm around the back of his neck. When the kiss broke she blushed and bit her lip. "Technically I didn't ask. I commanded." She breathed, slightly out of breath.
She shrugged her shoulders a little. "I just...felt it. I felt the temptation. And the way you were kissing my hands....I just thought that I wished my hands were my lips at that moment," she smiled.
She laughed warmly and pulled her hand away, giggling. "Oh stop it." She smirked and grabbed his face with her hands and made his cheeks press together like they were before. "You're like a cute guppy," she giggled.
She giggled cutely and made her lips smack together. "I don't mind it." She mumbled, giggling again. She had to turn her head away as she burst into laughter.
She rolled her eyes but was smiling. She wrapped both her hands around each of his forearms. "I don't care." She smirked.
She rolled her eyes but was smiling. She wrapped both her hands around each of his forearms. "I don't care." She smirked.
Her eyebrows then raised. "In front of everyone?" She teased, then giggled and pushed him off her so he laid beside her.
She giggled again and reached for her phone then shuffled closer to him until their shoulders squished together. She held her phone up above them and switched on her camera. "Say cheese!"
Ajax closed her eyes and opened her mouth into a wide smile as she laughed, snapping the picture. She quickly recovered and kissed his cheek, snapping another picture.
She let him take her phone and took a second to pull her sweater down over her abdomen after it bunched up from moving around. "Okay. What kind of sweet one?" She asked, glancing at him.
Ajax could have smiled at the camera, but she was suddenly shy and giddy. She smiled warmly and turned her face toward his, closing her eyes and attempting to hide her face by nuzzling his neck. She kept her smile on her face and looked genuinely happy.
She had to agree with him about how perfect the picture was. All she needed to do was a put a good filter on it, possibly black and white, and it'd be golden. "Okay. I'll send it." She said softly, taking her phone from him and looking at the picture. She was tempted to set it as her background.
She nodded. "I probably will." She glanced up at her wall of pictures then smiled. She pressed a few buttons on her phone then her printer across the room came to life. She shuffled out of bed and fixed her sweater again as she padded over to her desk.
She nodded and crouched down by her printer and took the picture out once it was done being printing of photo paper. She placed it on her desk hen grabbed a pair of scissors. She quickly cut it out and grabbed a thumb-tack. "I'll have to step over you." She smirked and climbed onto her bed and stepping over him. She held onto the wall for balance and stuck the picture to the wall somewhere near the middle. "There." She stepped back to admire it.
