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[мєgαη ♥ღ❀ [ωє ∂ση’т нανє тσ тαкє тнιѕ, вα¢к αgαιηѕт тнє ωαℓℓ] ♥ღ❀]

I like Chiax *ships*

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WTF?!

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WHYYYY

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Hes an asshole. Stop shipping mee *whines*

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But why? What characteristics of him would make you ship us? Hes an asshole.

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And don't you dare say its because hes smart. Or is a good writer. Or because as much of an asshole he is, he manages to balance it out. Y'know. Somehow. Or because of the way he looks when he gets determined to finish something, or his weird, twisted, yet very similar to mine, sense of humor.

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☯ Ɓєтяαуєɗ ву тяυѕт, fσяєνєя Ɩєfт тσ ѕcяєαм ☯ wrote: "↬ Um..hes writing a story for me. With me starring in it."

☯ Ɓєтяαуєɗ ву тяυѕт, fσяєνєя Ɩєfт тσ ѕcяєαм ☯ wrote: "↬ He calls me his fangirl .-. Hes pretty arrogant.

THIS IS ADORABLE"

No its notttt. Its annoying is what it is.

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☯ Ɓєтяαуєɗ ву тяυѕт, fσяєνєя Ɩєfт тσ ѕcяєαм ☯ wrote: "And pretty much everythign on the list you guys are one awesome ship okay <3"

...No! Hes none of those...that was my uh...my brother typed it. Yeah. Thats what I meant to say.

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...Hes very gifted.

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....I DON'T LIKE HIM!

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I'M DENYING JACKSHIT!! I DON'T LIKE HIM!!

I AM SAYING THE TRUTH NOW! I DO NOT LIKE HIM! NOR LOVE! NOR ANYTHING!!!!!

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No. I. Don't.

Why would I? Give me a paragraph. No thats too much. Give me one good reason. Bet you can't.

IT LIVES ON...IN YOUR MIND!!

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☯ Ɓєтяαуєɗ ву тяυѕт, fσяєνєя Ɩєfт тσ ѕcяєαм ☯ wrote: "YES. YOU. DO.

Hmph. Fine. Give me a sec

NOPE IT LIVES ON IN MY MIND AND IN REALITY"

NO. I. DON'T...!

..Seriously? Dayummm.

NUH-UH!! ITS ONLY IN YOUR IMAGINATION!!

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☯ Ɓєтяαуєɗ ву тяυѕт, fσяєνєя Ɩєfт тσ ѕcяєαм ☯ wrote: "What you and Max have is called a love-hate relationship. Well, a budding relationship. One day, he's going to ask you out because YOU TWO LIKE EACH OTHER!

No matter what you say, you two are like..."

...Dayyumm gurrl. You really care about this relationship don't you?

And um no. When I say I hate him, I hate him.

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(view spoiler)[Its not like I'm scared to open my feelings to anyone because I'm afraid of mankind and what it could do to me or anything.

Because that is stupid, and that is weak. And I am not weak. I refuse to be weak. I refuse to cry, I refuse to care, I refuse to show any signs of emotion. I have no fear. (hide spoiler)]

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☯ Ɓєтяαуєɗ ву тяυѕт, fσяєνєя Ɩєfт тσ ѕcяєαм ☯ wrote: "NOPE IT'S IN REALITY THIS IS A SHIP A RAEL LIFE SHIP IT EXISTS AND IT IS REAL AND IT IS ALREADY SAILING INTO THE SUNSET"

You got one thing right its in real life. And it is a ship. But its not gonna sail. Its not even gonna board.

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☯ Ɓєтяαуєɗ ву тяυѕт, fσяєνєя Ɩєfт тσ ѕcяєαм ☯ wrote: "Ƭʀɪssᴄᴀʀ ✧ ᴮᵃᵇʸ ᴵ'ˡˡ ᵇᶤᵗᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ᵇᵘˡˡᵉᵗ ᴬᶰᵈ ᵗᵃᵏᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ᵇˡᵒʷᶳ ᶠᵒʳ ˡᵒᵛᵉ wrote: "☯ Ɓєтяαуєɗ ву тяυѕт, fσяєνєя Ɩєfт тσ ѕcяєαм ☯ wrote: "What you and Max have is called a love-hate relationship. Well, a bud..."

I hate him. I do. I really do.

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Tomorrow I have to see him. Meh.

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Yeah I do.

PRemErp

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No its not. Ugh I can't beleive I have to survive eight months with the jerk.

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meh. I don't wanna go tomorrow...

[Justin]

Ƭʀɪssᴄᴀʀ ✧ ᴮᵃᵇʸ ᴵ'ˡˡ ᵇᶤᵗᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ᵇᵘˡˡᵉᵗ ᴬᶰᵈ ᵗᵃᵏᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ᵇˡᵒʷᶳ ᶠᵒʳ ˡᵒᵛᵉ wrote: "Its not like I'm scared to open my feelings to anyone because I'm afraid of mankind and what it could do to me or anything.

Because that is stupid, and that is weak. And I am not weak. I refuse to..."

Crying is not a sign of weakness, it's a sign of strength. Instead of shying away and fearing your emotions, you are embracing them.

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...Not to me. If I cry I break. If I break I don't heal. If I don't heal well. I dunno what happens thn.

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*then

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Do I have to go to school?

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I don't wanna go and see Max and have you guys be right wrong and than disappoint you all.

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SO its five in the morning and I'm being told bullshit that Tut is dead.

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Which of course isn't true.

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Because he would never die. He promised me. He promised me all those months ago that he'd stay. And that we'd go to Bollywood and become famous and make songs like Sheila Ki Jawani.

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He isn't dead. He isn't dead. He isn't dead. He. Is. Not. Dead

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Hes just saying that to protect us. Because thats the kind of idiot he is. So hes not dead. Simple as that.

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You know what? If Tut is really dead than three people died on me. And I'm done. I'm done feeling like this helpless little bitch that I am. I'm so done with this shit. I don't want to love more people to get hurt again. So I'm done letting people in, done having inside jokes, done being happy. If thats what I gotta do, than I shall.

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Thanks Mei. I'm just more upset lately and I dunno why.

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But hey I saw Max today. You should be happy.

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I did not get the butterflies and shit. So hah

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I didn'tttt

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For what?

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whyyy?

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But they only come when you like someone. Which I don't?

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sorry im ty[ing with one hand?

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i amactually/

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“You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.”


--Dr. Seuss

Hah. Hasn't happened yet. c(: