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So I've seen everyone else do a bit 'about me' part. So I suppose I should do that as well? All right here we go. Get ready for boredom.
So, introducing time eh? All right then lets get started. Hullo. I'm Trisscar, which is my internet name. Rarely do I ever hand out my real name, unless I've known you for a long time on GR or I know you in real life. Either way, feel free to give me a nickname. Call me whatever you please, and yes I do accept names such as 'Royal Unicorn Princess of Weirdness and Magic'. If anything I love nicknames like that. Please feel free to get creative with giving me a nickname I will love you forever if you do. You never need to copy paste the font of my name, or the quote either. The quote is just there for people if life has put you in the mud or if you just want to get to know me. I base them off of what I'm feeling or what I truly am. I'll give anyone a cookie if they try and guess what my quote this time means. {There are never right or wrong answers, I just like hearing what people think} Now lets see, more about me? I have my friends on here, that I dearly love. If you touch any of them I promise you, you won't live to see your next birthday. Don't think I won't. Never underestimate someone just because you haven't met them. I'm also a stalker. I stalk people, and yes if I find you to be interesting I may come into your home and just put cameras wherever you live. Then I can watch you 24/7. Also I loved reading and writing ever since I was little. I always find it a way for me to let out whatever I was feeling. However as I grew I did the stupidest thing and stopped writing. {Still read though. Always a reader. <33} Then I found this site and began joining small groups. Now I'm getting back to writing and I found this group and joined. Now some quick little bullet points about me.
∫✬∫ I'm a person. So I will get annoyed, mad, lazy, rude, stupid. Apologies in advance.
∫✬∫ If I'm in bad day/mood I may rant. I'll try and put a warning and a spoiler although there are no promises whatsoever.
∫✬∫ Of all the animals I like cats. They understand me best and such.
∫✬∫ I love gifs. They're so cool and now I have a way of making my own.
∫✬∫ I'm rather random. I will start talk about wars one moment and the next I'll be arguing why I should rule the world.
∫✬∫ Chocolate. Ice cream. Food. I will consume all that when under stress.
∫✬∫ Books are my little save heaven. I love them to bits and pieces.
∫✬∫ I'm a bit of an oddball. Different, weird, deranged. Sorry if you have an issue with that.
∫✬∫ I have been needing Supernatrual role-plays for the longest time. Although most that I have ran into aren't my type. They involve a vampire falling in love with a wizard and soon a battle will begin. In other words its all about the romance and that annoys me.
∫✬∫ I'm starting to run out of bullet points. Meh.
∫✬∫ My favorite color is really just dark colors. I like darkness. In a way it comforts me. Light doesn't somehow. No I'm not emo, or anything like that. I just like darkness.
Thanks for reading my unnecessary long intro. To make up for it I'll give you some gifs, and a song sung by none other then moi. xD



Now for the lovely song as I promised. Aheam.
You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could have been
But still you live inside of me,
So tell me how is that?
You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart,
You're the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
'Cause I can't erase
The times that you hurt me and put tears on my face
And even now, while I hate you,
It pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day
I don't wanna be without you, babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
I'm no broken-hearted girl
There's something that I feel I need to say
But up til' now I've always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out
You say you've got the most respect for me
But, sometimes I feel you're not deserving of me
And still, you're in my heart
But you're the only one
And yes, there are times when I hate you,
But I don't complain
'Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
Oh, but now I don't hate you
I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day
I don't wanna be without you, babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid, my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away, away with you..., yeah, yeah, yeah
I don't wanna be without my baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without my baby
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl
Guess what song that is? c(:
Anyway I guess there really is one last thing to say...

So, introducing time eh? All right then lets get started. Hullo. I'm Trisscar, which is my internet name. Rarely do I ever hand out my real name, unless I've known you for a long time on GR or I know you in real life. Either way, feel free to give me a nickname. Call me whatever you please, and yes I do accept names such as 'Royal Unicorn Princess of Weirdness and Magic'. If anything I love nicknames like that. Please feel free to get creative with giving me a nickname I will love you forever if you do. You never need to copy paste the font of my name, or the quote either. The quote is just there for people if life has put you in the mud or if you just want to get to know me. I base them off of what I'm feeling or what I truly am. I'll give anyone a cookie if they try and guess what my quote this time means. {There are never right or wrong answers, I just like hearing what people think} Now lets see, more about me? I have my friends on here, that I dearly love. If you touch any of them I promise you, you won't live to see your next birthday. Don't think I won't. Never underestimate someone just because you haven't met them. I'm also a stalker. I stalk people, and yes if I find you to be interesting I may come into your home and just put cameras wherever you live. Then I can watch you 24/7. Also I loved reading and writing ever since I was little. I always find it a way for me to let out whatever I was feeling. However as I grew I did the stupidest thing and stopped writing. {Still read though. Always a reader. <33} Then I found this site and began joining small groups. Now I'm getting back to writing and I found this group and joined. Now some quick little bullet points about me.
∫✬∫ I'm a person. So I will get annoyed, mad, lazy, rude, stupid. Apologies in advance.
∫✬∫ If I'm in bad day/mood I may rant. I'll try and put a warning and a spoiler although there are no promises whatsoever.
∫✬∫ Of all the animals I like cats. They understand me best and such.
∫✬∫ I love gifs. They're so cool and now I have a way of making my own.
∫✬∫ I'm rather random. I will start talk about wars one moment and the next I'll be arguing why I should rule the world.
∫✬∫ Chocolate. Ice cream. Food. I will consume all that when under stress.
∫✬∫ Books are my little save heaven. I love them to bits and pieces.
∫✬∫ I'm a bit of an oddball. Different, weird, deranged. Sorry if you have an issue with that.
∫✬∫ I have been needing Supernatrual role-plays for the longest time. Although most that I have ran into aren't my type. They involve a vampire falling in love with a wizard and soon a battle will begin. In other words its all about the romance and that annoys me.
∫✬∫ I'm starting to run out of bullet points. Meh.
∫✬∫ My favorite color is really just dark colors. I like darkness. In a way it comforts me. Light doesn't somehow. No I'm not emo, or anything like that. I just like darkness.
Thanks for reading my unnecessary long intro. To make up for it I'll give you some gifs, and a song sung by none other then moi. xD



Now for the lovely song as I promised. Aheam.
You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could have been
But still you live inside of me,
So tell me how is that?
You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart,
You're the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
'Cause I can't erase
The times that you hurt me and put tears on my face
And even now, while I hate you,
It pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day
I don't wanna be without you, babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
I'm no broken-hearted girl
There's something that I feel I need to say
But up til' now I've always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out
You say you've got the most respect for me
But, sometimes I feel you're not deserving of me
And still, you're in my heart
But you're the only one
And yes, there are times when I hate you,
But I don't complain
'Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
Oh, but now I don't hate you
I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day
I don't wanna be without you, babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid, my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away, away with you..., yeah, yeah, yeah
I don't wanna be without my baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without my baby
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl
Guess what song that is? c(:
Anyway I guess there really is one last thing to say...


So over the few years that I've been on GR I've made my small group of family and friends. And I've added them on my profile. Yeah. And I love you all, more then you realize because y'all helped save me. So thanks. Hugs and love to all of you. (Even if you don't want it)
I am many things. And as my name states, I'm never who you think I am.
Hi guyss.
Sorry I haven't been on. Internet suddenly went down and this is my first time returning to life again soo...bear with me. And I will be slow to respond mostly because I'm trying to catch up. lol
Sorry I haven't been on. Internet suddenly went down and this is my first time returning to life again soo...bear with me. And I will be slow to respond mostly because I'm trying to catch up. lol
Shalalalala dum tra dop yeah...I'm lame
OKAY so I came back from school today and get ready for a rant. I'm not going to post it in this post but in the next one I shall.


So my crush and I are pretty good friends. We hang out, and stuff. And to be honest I was friends long before I even thought of him being cute and stuff. And then it happened. I suddenly found him cute and that made my life easier and harder. I mean the easy part was that I could talk to him whenever and it wouldn't be weird. After all we were friends and stuff. The hard part was not to just grab him and make out with him. :p Either way I'm dealing with it, and its sooooooo just...afa. I mean I really like the dude, but I can't do anything to him other then remain on the friendship level and its just uragaia.


Okay so there is this girl right? And she is just a f***ing b**ch. LIKE GO DIE IN A HOLE YOU A**HOLE!! GO THE HELL AWAY FROM MY LIFE! *takes a deep breath* Okay so let me start. So there is this girl right who I shall refer to as...D. Now apparently D here walks around with a golden crown on her head except the rest of us don't realize it. Maybe we don't realize it because to us, those damn things look like DEVIL HORNS!! She is super annoying because she thinks shes all that and a bar of chocolate. Like no. And she is the most spoiled child on earth. Like she gets whatever the hell she wants, and no one has thought to teach this girl the meaning of the word 'no'. Her teachers bow down to her, her parents think shes a princess and the rest of us are just like: =o She gossips, doesn't know how to keep a secret, think shes popular, cheats, (on tests and men) and is so friggin annoying. She also thinks that she is the boss of the world so we have to put up with her crap every single day of our lives, and if we say anything she instantly goes to the teacher/principal.
*she does other things but I can't list them unless you want more swear words c(:
All right so lets see here.
I hate gym.
Why you may ask?
LOOK so I was never an athleat. And then you put me, in a team full of athleats and expect me to be a superstar? Helll no! Who do you think I am? LOL WHat am I doing at this time? Being on GR while the rest of my class gets ready to change. Hahahaha I finished early so I posted.
I hate gym.
Why you may ask?
LOOK so I was never an athleat. And then you put me, in a team full of athleats and expect me to be a superstar? Helll no! Who do you think I am? LOL WHat am I doing at this time? Being on GR while the rest of my class gets ready to change. Hahahaha I finished early so I posted.
Also I don't feel well, so I may just come back home. Yeah thats the plan. Lemme go tell my teacher. xD
All right. If you aren't in the mood for a girl complaining as if she is a brat then I suggest you don't read ahead.
I. Have. Pain. (Phyciscally and emotionally)
Well lets start of with what happened first. So I get to school right? And I look for my crush since he and I have been talking a lot more recently and we've become friends. (xDDD)
So he isn't there.
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That was how I felt. Because hes always there, thats really how I start off my school day. By seeing him first thing. So then I try to calm myself down and told myself that he was most likely late right?
He doesn't show up.
THENNNN I get worried and watch out for him. My first class that I share with him is 3rd period (urgh Gym/Health =/) and he doesn't show up...! Now I'm worried but I casually ask one of his friends. He. Is. Sick. *sobs*
So I act like I don't care and am like 'oh okay. tell him that I hope he feels better and stuff' then leave.
So I get through 3rd, 4th, and 5th period with this mega headache. But whatever I can deal with it, its just a headache. Then comes 6th period. Its math (shit) and I also share this class with him. But he wasn't here today so I was off my game. I was seriously quiet and didn't say a word throughout the entire class. (except to tell someone to shut up xD). So this kid (who also happens to be my locker neighbor. Urgh) A.J (his nickname) asks me whats wrong. So I tell him nothing just that I'm thinking about someone. Now see normally that would be a fine sentence. If I had taken out the bloody 'about someone' part...! So I was stuck with him being all like 'Aww who? Who?'. Yeah now see not even my friends know about this crush so why would I ever tell this idiot?? But yeah I was stuck with that.
So lets see what happended today now shall we?
∫I have a headache
∫I didn't see my crush
∫I have three projects due tom. (did I mention that?)
∫I. Hate. This. World.
I. Have. Pain. (Phyciscally and emotionally)
Well lets start of with what happened first. So I get to school right? And I look for my crush since he and I have been talking a lot more recently and we've become friends. (xDDD)
So he isn't there.
=( =o =( =o =( =o =( =o =( =o =( =o =( =o =( =o =( =o =( =o =( =o =( =o =( =o =( =o =(
That was how I felt. Because hes always there, thats really how I start off my school day. By seeing him first thing. So then I try to calm myself down and told myself that he was most likely late right?
He doesn't show up.
THENNNN I get worried and watch out for him. My first class that I share with him is 3rd period (urgh Gym/Health =/) and he doesn't show up...! Now I'm worried but I casually ask one of his friends. He. Is. Sick. *sobs*
So I act like I don't care and am like 'oh okay. tell him that I hope he feels better and stuff' then leave.
So I get through 3rd, 4th, and 5th period with this mega headache. But whatever I can deal with it, its just a headache. Then comes 6th period. Its math (shit) and I also share this class with him. But he wasn't here today so I was off my game. I was seriously quiet and didn't say a word throughout the entire class. (except to tell someone to shut up xD). So this kid (who also happens to be my locker neighbor. Urgh) A.J (his nickname) asks me whats wrong. So I tell him nothing just that I'm thinking about someone. Now see normally that would be a fine sentence. If I had taken out the bloody 'about someone' part...! So I was stuck with him being all like 'Aww who? Who?'. Yeah now see not even my friends know about this crush so why would I ever tell this idiot?? But yeah I was stuck with that.
So lets see what happended today now shall we?
∫I have a headache
∫I didn't see my crush
∫I have three projects due tom. (did I mention that?)
∫I. Hate. This. World.
Tomorrow I will rant. Right now I have another headache. Yeah
So I didn't realize I was going to tell you guys this, but hey I may as well.
Look lets get one thing straight. I rarely ever cry. I've stopped so long ago, and when tears roll down my cheeks its rare. Like seriously rare. (We are only talking about public wise. When I'm under my blanket may or may not be a different story)
But I cried. In public for the first time in five-six years. And it was awful, humiliting, and just crappy.
What drove me to this you may ask? Well this is the part where I'm not so sure if I should admit it. I don't want everyone to know, but my friends. And it would take too long for me to PM every single one of you. Should I? Not sure.
Look lets get one thing straight. I rarely ever cry. I've stopped so long ago, and when tears roll down my cheeks its rare. Like seriously rare. (We are only talking about public wise. When I'm under my blanket may or may not be a different story)
But I cried. In public for the first time in five-six years. And it was awful, humiliting, and just crappy.
What drove me to this you may ask? Well this is the part where I'm not so sure if I should admit it. I don't want everyone to know, but my friends. And it would take too long for me to PM every single one of you. Should I? Not sure.
Okay so why did I cry? Well lets break it down now shall we?
How much does it take to break you down? To make you want someone to hold you and tell you it'll be okay? To just be there for you when you need them the most.
Sweetness, I believed that I don't need that someone. Now? Not so sure. I'm just hanging on for as long as I can before the thread breaks, and I fall into the glass. Before the glass shatters.
Now, if you don't mind anyone who I don't talk to regularly, and who isn't my friend please do not continue. Turn back around, please, even though half of you will most likely stick around to see what I'm talking about.
Ah well, just know it upsets me.
(view spoiler)
Now go do whatever you want. Post whatever you want, PM whatever you want. I'm ready for my inbox to be flooded by people telling my that I am in fact a (view spoiler) and that I'm a bitch. So let it begin. I'm ready for the notifs. to go off like crazy, and for my inbox to flood.["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>
How much does it take to break you down? To make you want someone to hold you and tell you it'll be okay? To just be there for you when you need them the most.
Sweetness, I believed that I don't need that someone. Now? Not so sure. I'm just hanging on for as long as I can before the thread breaks, and I fall into the glass. Before the glass shatters.
Now, if you don't mind anyone who I don't talk to regularly, and who isn't my friend please do not continue. Turn back around, please, even though half of you will most likely stick around to see what I'm talking about.
Ah well, just know it upsets me.
(view spoiler)
Now go do whatever you want. Post whatever you want, PM whatever you want. I'm ready for my inbox to be flooded by people telling my that I am in fact a (view spoiler) and that I'm a bitch. So let it begin. I'm ready for the notifs. to go off like crazy, and for my inbox to flood.["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>
I'm turning in for the night so anything you post I shall not see until tom. So don't let that stop you from posting/PMing me.
Imma post songs now with good lyrics.
Hercules I won't say I'm in love
If there's a prize for rotten judgment
I guess, I've already won that
No man is worth the aggravation
That's ancient history, been there, done that
Who do you think you're kiddin'?
He's the earth and heaven to you
Try to keep it hidden
Honey, we can see right through you
Girl, you can't conceal it
We know how you feel and
Who you're thinking of?
No chance, no way
I won't say it, no, no
You swoon, you sigh
Why deny it? Uh, oh
It's too cliche
I won't say I'm in love
I thought my heart had learned its lesson
It feels so good when you start out
My head is screaming get a grip girl
Unless you're dying to cry your heart out oh
You keeo on denying
Who you are and how you're feeling? Baby we;re not bouying
Hin, we saw you hit the celing
Face it like a grown up
When you gonna own up
That you got, got, got it bad
No chance, no way
I won't say it, no, no
Give up, give in
Check the grin you're in love
This scene won't play
I won't say I'm in love
You're doin' flips read our lips
You're in love
You're way off base
I won't say it
Get off my case
I won't say it
Girl, don't be proud
It's okay, you're in love
Ooh At least out loud
I won't say I'm in love
Hercules I won't say I'm in love
If there's a prize for rotten judgment
I guess, I've already won that
No man is worth the aggravation
That's ancient history, been there, done that
Who do you think you're kiddin'?
He's the earth and heaven to you
Try to keep it hidden
Honey, we can see right through you
Girl, you can't conceal it
We know how you feel and
Who you're thinking of?
No chance, no way
I won't say it, no, no
You swoon, you sigh
Why deny it? Uh, oh
It's too cliche
I won't say I'm in love
I thought my heart had learned its lesson
It feels so good when you start out
My head is screaming get a grip girl
Unless you're dying to cry your heart out oh
You keeo on denying
Who you are and how you're feeling? Baby we;re not bouying
Hin, we saw you hit the celing
Face it like a grown up
When you gonna own up
That you got, got, got it bad
No chance, no way
I won't say it, no, no
Give up, give in
Check the grin you're in love
This scene won't play
I won't say I'm in love
You're doin' flips read our lips
You're in love
You're way off base
I won't say it
Get off my case
I won't say it
Girl, don't be proud
It's okay, you're in love
Ooh At least out loud
I won't say I'm in love
Demi Lovato For The Love of a daughter
Four years old with my back to the door
All I could hear was the family war
Your selfish hands always expecting more
Am I your child or just a charity award?
You have a hollowed out heart
But it's heavy in your chest
I try so hard to fight it but it's hopeless
Hopeless, you're hopeless
Oh, father, please, father
I'd love to leave you alone
But I can't let you go
Oh, father, please, father
Put the bottle down
For the love of a daughter
Oh
It's been five years since we've spoken last
And you can't take back
What we never had
Oh, I can be manipulated
Only so many times,
Before even "I love you"
Starts to sound like a lie
You have a hollowed out heart
But it's heavy in your chest
I try so hard to fight it but it's hopeless
Hopeless, you're hopeless
Oh, father, please, father
I'd love to leave you alone
But I can't let you go
Oh, father, please, father
Put the bottle down For the love of a daughter
Don't you remember I'm your baby girl?
How could you push me out of your world,
Lied to your flesh and your blood,
Put your hands on the ones that you swore you loved?
Don't you remember I'm your baby girl?
How could you throw me right out of your world?
So young when the pain had begun
Now forever afraid of being loved
Oh, father, please, father
I'd love to leave you alone
But I can't let you go
Oh, father, please, father
Oh, father, please, father
Put the bottle down
For the love of a daughter
For the love of a daughter
Four years old with my back to the door
All I could hear was the family war
Your selfish hands always expecting more
Am I your child or just a charity award?
You have a hollowed out heart
But it's heavy in your chest
I try so hard to fight it but it's hopeless
Hopeless, you're hopeless
Oh, father, please, father
I'd love to leave you alone
But I can't let you go
Oh, father, please, father
Put the bottle down
For the love of a daughter
Oh
It's been five years since we've spoken last
And you can't take back
What we never had
Oh, I can be manipulated
Only so many times,
Before even "I love you"
Starts to sound like a lie
You have a hollowed out heart
But it's heavy in your chest
I try so hard to fight it but it's hopeless
Hopeless, you're hopeless
Oh, father, please, father
I'd love to leave you alone
But I can't let you go
Oh, father, please, father
Put the bottle down For the love of a daughter
Don't you remember I'm your baby girl?
How could you push me out of your world,
Lied to your flesh and your blood,
Put your hands on the ones that you swore you loved?
Don't you remember I'm your baby girl?
How could you throw me right out of your world?
So young when the pain had begun
Now forever afraid of being loved
Oh, father, please, father
I'd love to leave you alone
But I can't let you go
Oh, father, please, father
Oh, father, please, father
Put the bottle down
For the love of a daughter
For the love of a daughter
(Uh huh huh)
(Uh huh huh)
(Uh huh huh)
[Verse 1:]
Mama said, "You're a pretty girl.
What's in your head, it doesn't matter
Brush your hair, fix your teeth.
What you wear is all that matters."
[Pre-Hook:]
Just another stage, pageant the pain away
This time I'm gonna take the crown
Without falling down, down, down
[Hook:]
Pretty hurts, we shine the light on whatever's worst
Perfection is a disease of a nation, pretty hurts, pretty hurts
Pretty hurts, we shine the light on whatever's worst
We try to fix something but you can't fix what you can't see
It's the soul that needs the surgery
(Uh huh huh)
[Verse 2:]
Blonder hair, flat chest
TV says, "Bigger is better."
South beach, sugar free
Vogue says, "Thinner is better."
[Pre-Hook:]
Just another stage, pageant the pain away
This time I'm gonna take the crown
Without falling down, down, down
[Hook:]
Pretty hurts, we shine the light on whatever's worst
Perfection is a disease of a nation, pretty hurts, pretty hurts (pretty hurts)
Pretty hurts (pretty hurts), we shine the light on whatever's worst
We try to fix something but you can't fix what you can't see
It's the soul that needs the surgery
[Bridge:]
Ain't got no doctor or pill that can take the pain away
The pain's inside and nobody frees you from your body
It's the soul, it's the soul that needs surgery
It's my soul that needs surgery
Plastic smiles and denial can only take you so far
Then you break when the fake facade leaves you in the dark
You left with shattered mirrors and the shards of a beautiful past
[Hook:]
Pretty hurts, we shine the light on whatever's worst (pretty hurts)
Perfection is a disease of a nation, pretty hurts, pretty hurts
Pretty hurts, we shine the light on whatever's worst
We try to fix something but you can't fix what you can't see
It's the soul that needs the surgery
[Outro:]
When you're alone all by yourself (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
And you're lying in your bed (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
Reflection stares right into you (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
Are you happy with yourself? (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
You stripped away the masquerade (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
The illusion has been shed (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
Are you happy with yourself? (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
Are you happy with yourself? (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
Yes
Uh huh huh
(Uh huh huh)
(Uh huh huh)
[Verse 1:]
Mama said, "You're a pretty girl.
What's in your head, it doesn't matter
Brush your hair, fix your teeth.
What you wear is all that matters."
[Pre-Hook:]
Just another stage, pageant the pain away
This time I'm gonna take the crown
Without falling down, down, down
[Hook:]
Pretty hurts, we shine the light on whatever's worst
Perfection is a disease of a nation, pretty hurts, pretty hurts
Pretty hurts, we shine the light on whatever's worst
We try to fix something but you can't fix what you can't see
It's the soul that needs the surgery
(Uh huh huh)
[Verse 2:]
Blonder hair, flat chest
TV says, "Bigger is better."
South beach, sugar free
Vogue says, "Thinner is better."
[Pre-Hook:]
Just another stage, pageant the pain away
This time I'm gonna take the crown
Without falling down, down, down
[Hook:]
Pretty hurts, we shine the light on whatever's worst
Perfection is a disease of a nation, pretty hurts, pretty hurts (pretty hurts)
Pretty hurts (pretty hurts), we shine the light on whatever's worst
We try to fix something but you can't fix what you can't see
It's the soul that needs the surgery
[Bridge:]
Ain't got no doctor or pill that can take the pain away
The pain's inside and nobody frees you from your body
It's the soul, it's the soul that needs surgery
It's my soul that needs surgery
Plastic smiles and denial can only take you so far
Then you break when the fake facade leaves you in the dark
You left with shattered mirrors and the shards of a beautiful past
[Hook:]
Pretty hurts, we shine the light on whatever's worst (pretty hurts)
Perfection is a disease of a nation, pretty hurts, pretty hurts
Pretty hurts, we shine the light on whatever's worst
We try to fix something but you can't fix what you can't see
It's the soul that needs the surgery
[Outro:]
When you're alone all by yourself (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
And you're lying in your bed (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
Reflection stares right into you (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
Are you happy with yourself? (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
You stripped away the masquerade (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
The illusion has been shed (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
Are you happy with yourself? (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
Are you happy with yourself? (pretty hurts, pretty hurts)
Yes
Uh huh huh
Saying 'I trust you' is bigger than saying 'I love you'
Because you can love someone, without trusting them. But you can always love someone you trust.
Because you can love someone, without trusting them. But you can always love someone you trust.
Sometimes I really want to do it. To raise is and just bring it down. To be found in a pool of blood. To send a message to all of those and be like: You people, are peices of shit for driving me to this point. Go fuck yourself bitches.
I JUST LOST AN ENTIRE WEEKS WORTH OF CHARRIES AND I'M GOING TO MURDER SOMEONE!!!!! bleh.
My mother is spying on me. Help much?
Urghhhh! So you know how I think Beyoncé is flipping queen. So in art we can listen to music and Beyoncé came on so I was happy. Than someone changed it so I protested. Than one of my 'friends' was like "No one likes Beyoncé!" so I said "I do!" and she said "Exactly - you're no one!" and than she and like ten other people began laughing. And I was just like....da fuck? Why? I mean she likes Miley Cyrus, and even though I hate her I don't say anything. She likes Katy Perry while I don't but do I say anything? No!! And she has the nerve to tell me that Beyoncé sucks? Urghhhhh. this happened right before the weekend and I'm still pissed off about it.
So I don't know how often I'll be able to get on GR anymore. Last night (around 12:00) I was on my laptop and my mom found out. She took it away, and any other electronic form I would have on getting onto here. So if I'm not active its because I don't have electronics. Only way I'm on right now is because my mom went out and I found my laptop so I'm on it right now. Maybe I'll get it back soon, maybe I won't. I love you all though and this is killing me.
What I've learned about a family from my actual family:
~You're always put second
~Get blamed for everything even if it wasn't your fault
~Perfection is the only thing that matters
~Must be seen perfect on the outside, doesn't matter whats on the inside
~Triss is the mistake that wasn't supposed to happen
~Triss brings shame to the family
~No one likes Triss
~Trisscar fucking sucks
What I've learned about a family from my Goodreads family:
~Everyone has a story
~No one is perfect
~Imperfections make us to be perfections
~Always first never second
~Enjoy life as much as possible
~Crying, and bitchin about life doesn't make you weak/horrible human being
~Love
~Appreciation
~Maybe, just maybe Triss does deserve to live. Does deserve to have a smile on her face once in a while
~You're always put second
~Get blamed for everything even if it wasn't your fault
~Perfection is the only thing that matters
~Must be seen perfect on the outside, doesn't matter whats on the inside
~Triss is the mistake that wasn't supposed to happen
~Triss brings shame to the family
~No one likes Triss
~Trisscar fucking sucks
What I've learned about a family from my Goodreads family:
~Everyone has a story
~No one is perfect
~Imperfections make us to be perfections
~Always first never second
~Enjoy life as much as possible
~Crying, and bitchin about life doesn't make you weak/horrible human being
~Love
~Appreciation
~Maybe, just maybe Triss does deserve to live. Does deserve to have a smile on her face once in a while
Guys could you help me out? What are the dangers of having single sexed schools? Its for debate and I've got nothing
Please tell me that I'm not the only girl that hates Katy Perry? And Selena Gomez? And Miley Cyrus? And if there are any of you reading this and being like "WTF?! YOU'RE JUST JEALOUS" and all that crap no I'm not. If anything I'm thankful (woah...that feels weird to write..thankful...o. o) that I'm not them.
Please.
Please.
I want Arjun to marry me. <33 or Lee Taemin <33 Or even Swoozie! And I'm willing to turn into a lesiban for IISuperwomanII like for reals. <333333333333333
But most of all, I want Arjun to marry me. Seriously. Is that too much to ask?
But most of all, I want Arjun to marry me. Seriously. Is that too much to ask?
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YOu won't understand half the song but...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=moZaX...
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Is anyone good at Debating/editing speeches? PLEASE TELL ME YES!!!
I. Hate. Plagerizing.
Even if it isn't copying me I hate it.
Even if it isn't copying me I hate it.
Hai wanna hear a funny story? lol than read this.
So my crush and I were talking right? And than my little brother walks in on us and hes like: "Triss, what are you doing?" and than I glared at him and told him "get out! I'm talking to a friend!" and than he says "I thought you didn't like talking to boys. So how are you friends with one?" than he looks really confusd and than he says "OHMYGOSH is this your boy-crush?" and than I looked at him like "SHUTTHEFUCKUP!!" and than my crush looked at me like "woah...you like me?" and I was just like: Fuck. Fuck, shit, bitch, etc. yeah. Than this is what happened.
Me: NO!! I don't like you, - I mean I do like you but as like a uh a friend! Not in the other way or anything like that....
Bro:...I ish confused
Me: *thinking* You are soo dead
Crush: .....
So my crush and I were talking right? And than my little brother walks in on us and hes like: "Triss, what are you doing?" and than I glared at him and told him "get out! I'm talking to a friend!" and than he says "I thought you didn't like talking to boys. So how are you friends with one?" than he looks really confusd and than he says "OHMYGOSH is this your boy-crush?" and than I looked at him like "SHUTTHEFUCKUP!!" and than my crush looked at me like "woah...you like me?" and I was just like: Fuck. Fuck, shit, bitch, etc. yeah. Than this is what happened.
Me: NO!! I don't like you, - I mean I do like you but as like a uh a friend! Not in the other way or anything like that....
Bro:...I ish confused
Me: *thinking* You are soo dead
Crush: .....
Meiyu, Accept that I ain't beautiful and than we can move on with out lives....
Now I'll tell you about my classes/teachers. So here is the order.
Science
Language Arts {L.A}
Health/Gym {Depending on the days}
Literature Connections {Lit Conn}
Lunch/Recess
Math
Dynamnic Math 1 or Dynamnic Math 2/ Art/ Music {Explain further}
Social Studies {S.S}
Chinese
Science
Language Arts {L.A}
Health/Gym {Depending on the days}
Literature Connections {Lit Conn}
Lunch/Recess
Math
Dynamnic Math 1 or Dynamnic Math 2/ Art/ Music {Explain further}
Social Studies {S.S}
Chinese
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