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May 07, 2014 07:33PM
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She frowned a little up at him," I just don't know how."
"How you can love me after everything." She said looking done
He tilted her chin up to him. "Hey, don't worry about those things. None of those were your fault, I can't blame you. And I'm not mad at you. I love you because you're you." He said softly.
She slowly raised her green eyes to his. " but it was my fault. It was my choice to start dating him. And I don't feel like me.. I feel disgusting and horrible."
"You didn't know anything when you started dating him. And you're not, you're pure and loving and beautiful. You just have a couple of scars, but that's okay." He assured her softly.((Gtg to bed now ttyl good night!))
Noelle frowned a little as she listened to him," I'm not though Reese... He took everything from me. The one thing I wanted to save for my wedding night he took." ((Alright me too night night.. Sweet dreams))
"Yes you are, and he didn't take your life, I don't think he's completely taken your happiness, there's still all of you left. And sure, he took that, but now you know that when it happens with someone you truly love it'll be so much better. But I'm so sorry for that." He said, kissing her softly. That last bit hurt him a little too
She frowned a little listening to him. She sighed softly kissing him back gently before she said," I don't know if I can ever let another guy do that with me.. I don't know if I could get over that fear." She whispered. Maybe in her heart of hearts she wished that someone would be Reese one day.. She had agreed to marry him and she would one day if he asked her again. But she didn't know if she could even let him hold her like that
He held her in his arms gently, nodding. "It's okay, I understand." He said softly. Even though it upset him a little, he would do it for her, he understood why she wouldn't want to.
Noelle nodded just a little as she snuggled with Reese in the hallway," you are the best friend a girl could have, you know."She said softly
He smiled. "Thank you. Am I the best boyfriend too?" He asked her with a smirk, rubbing her back gently.
She giggled a little and nodded," That was implied by best friend." She said looking up at him
"Oh okay good." He said with a grin, kissing her forehead.
He smiled and lifted her up, bridal style, and started to carry her up to her room.
She let out a little squeak of surprise but ended up wrapping her arms around his neck laughing a little
He grinned at her. "This okay?" He asked, just to make sure he wasn't hurting her.
She nodded a little," Yeah I'm okay." She replied softly looking over at him
He smiled and nodded, going to her room then laying her down on her bed.
She smiled back at him and sighed when her back hit her bed
He laid down next to her. "Let me know when to stop." He said softly, kissing her cheek, slowly bringing her closer to him. He wanted to see how far she could go.
She turned her head to look at him wondering what he was doing. Once she heard his question she nodded a little," Okay." Noelle said softly as he brought her closer and closer to his body.
His hands snaked around her waist and he pulled her body so it was right around his, then kissed her gentlux
Her breathing was a little more rapid than usual but she didn't say anything yet. Reese was so much gentler that Jack that right then with him so close to her she was okay. She closed her eyes when he kissed her and gently started to kiss him back
He smiled just a little and kissed her gently at first, moving one hand up through her hair. He wanted to take it as slow as possible, not pressuring her
She kissed him back softly and moved her hands into his hair. She sighed softly
He moved away from her lips. "Good?" He asked softly.
She opened her eyes to look at him for a moment before nodding," Yes I'm fine." She answered softly
He left his one hand on her waist, then started to kiss down her jaw to her neck
Noelle closed her eyes again as he kissed her neck. She gasped softly but otherwise was fine
He kissed her neck gently, holding her close to him
She sighed softly and let her fingers travel down his back
He moved back up and kissed her lips again
She gasped softly and kissed him back. Right then she was fine with everything he was doing
His hand travelled up a little, still on her side over the dress
She tensed only a little as he moved his hand but almost as quickly relaxed again
Though she has relaxed in his arms Noelle made no move to get closer to him. She was fighting off some memories of her own
He stopped and looked at her. "Good?" He asked again, kissing her forehead
Noelle looked back at him and nodded after a second," Yeah."
He just hugged her. "We can stop now." He said softly
She nodded a little," Okay." She said softly
She sighed softly and let him hold her close
She looked up at him and smiled a little," I love you too." She said softly
He smiled and kissed her cheek, stroking her hair gently
