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Mar 06, 2014 01:39PM
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That messes up my typing and I have to look down to type and then I cant watch twisted:( Yeah I mean some people got caught, but nothing bad like heroine or meth was found ahah
In my middle school I was one of the students go brought a weapon. I brought a small pocketknife. And it's not because I had the intention to hurt someone else. I had the intention to hurt myself. I got in trouble :(

Why did you want to hurt yourself, Avi?
Awww Avalon.... that is really sad I am sorry!!! And Xandra yeah it is!! :)
I was extremely suicidal in middle school. I did self harm a lot of times. I knew that I was gonna feel mad that day because of something that happened the previous day so I brought a little knife to ease myself when it would happen.
Cutting is like a drug. When you start you can't stop. But I found alternatives so it's all good :)
:'( that is terrible are you okay now?
Yeah I'm okay now. I had the support of my family. I found alternatives like drawing or collecting items :)
Thats great!! I am so happy for you!!!! Nobody should go through that!

I'm glad you're okay. If you ever want to talk, you know where to find me
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