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Feb 23, 2014 02:35PM
Yeah I have a school councilor but every time the teachers or she tells me to visit her I just ignore them because councilors don't even know how to help.
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Aww that's sweet :) You're like my older brother. He's in college for psychology because he was always there for me when I was depressed, so he wants to be there for other people.
Life is just... Interesting? I just know that God put me here on Earth like this, to fight these battles for a reason, though I don't actually know that reason yet... I'll know it one day, I guess. <--- Just to get all religious on you guys.
I don't believe in god, I'm an atheist. I went through so much and if god really was there, then he never helped me. And it's not just some stupid divorce it is so much freaking more. And if god was there he never lifted up a finger to save me from my suffering. But I don't want to start debates on beliefs. People get defensive..
Julia wrote: "Life is just... Interesting? I just know that God put me here on Earth like this, to fight these battles for a reason, though I don't actually know that reason yet... I'll know it one day, I guess...."thats a good way to put it
Avalon, I won't judge you either. I have a friend who is Mormon, and her boyfriend is atheist... I find that relationship rather funny at times...
Haha thank you so much, Laylee and Jules :) You don't know how many times I've been judged by people. I just never had any of the experiences with god people have. I questioned my beliefs about 2 years ago. My mom accepted me and so do my siblings even though they're all Christian. But I could tell they're disappointed in me. The church I used to go to had problems with my family because I became an atheist. My step dad keeps trying to convert me back.. Maybe that's why he hates me so much. He never has a problem with my other siblings. When I was first starting to question my beliefs, I used to pray to god every single day and say "if you're there please send me a sign" or "if you're there please spare my suffering" Nothing ever came. I still suffered.
It's okay. I wonder the same things sometimes. I ask him for relief from my problems, but it never really happens. I still believe from my own personal experiences. You're step dad should leave your faith alone; that's yours, and only yours. That really sucks, I'm sorry.
Thank you all of you :) When I wrote I was an atheist I was expecting to get bashed at by some religious people. That happened some times in other threads..
Me too Kait, sooo bored. I'm making myself bagel bites right now... YUMMY!!! FOOD!!! XD
I'm multi tasking ! I'm awesome at that. I'm doing my homework, posting comments, texting a friend, reading, and eating & drinking.
Oh, and don't forget listening to music!
Hehe!!! I should be doing homework, but...
LOL I have school tomorrow and a bunch of homework. To be honest, I don't do my homework unless I like the teacher. I have 7 teachers and I'm only doing one homework. Just goes to show you how much I like my teachers..
I'm doing really bad in my AP Language class and, of course, math.
XD I'm falling behind too. I mean, I don't want to sound conceited but I'm quite smart. In middle school I only got 90-100 averages but once I stepped into high school I slacked off and became way too lazy to do anything. I COULD do my work but I won't.. -sigh- I'm every teachers worst nightmare. Especially when I talk back to them. And I know that makes me sound like I have no respect but I will NOT just stand there doing nothing as they yell at me. Gotta put up a fight. And I don't believe in the "respect your elders" thing. Why do I need to respect elders specifically? In my mind it's "you respect me and I respect you" and that's that. I don't care if you're a teacher or older than me or anything. Respect me and I respect you.
I talk too much -hides in corner- Sowwy..
I talk too much -hides in corner- Sowwy..
LOL especially when they yell at you for no reason. I'm like, what the flying rats butt did I do?!
My teachers now normally don't yell at me, but I know what you mean. My band teacher does make fun of me on the occasion though. But it's really funny, so I don't care. Also, it's more like banter, but...
Nope Laylee, it's not like that to me. It's not that you're showing off it's that you just possess the intelligence, it's not your fault it's thrown out there XD If I were you I would go around screaming "LOOK AT ME IM 11!" If you were my sister or daughter I would be so dang proud of you, I'd show you off to the other women. XD
And yeah Jules I absolutely hate when teachers make fun of me in class. Whenever we talk about how something happened in Global and then my teacher blames it on the white people he just looks at me like "this is all your fault because you're white too".. I'm like: whaaa??
And yeah Jules I absolutely hate when teachers make fun of me in class. Whenever we talk about how something happened in Global and then my teacher blames it on the white people he just looks at me like "this is all your fault because you're white too".. I'm like: whaaa??
If any other teacher did it but my band teacher, I would hate it. He's just really awesome and funny, and he totally does it to everyone. He was new this year, and a bajillion times better than our old band teacher.
XD Laylee they love you. But I totally understand them. I would also be extremely boastful :) Avalon would say: "LOOK AT MY DAUGHTER ISNT SHE FREAKIN SMART? Your daughter is getting 60s.. TOO BAD since my daughter gets 100s! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!"
And yeah Jules there are those teachers that you're all right with talking about you. One time a boy in my class was wearing pink and a teacher said "men don't wear pink" and I said "yeah but REAL men wear pink" and the whole class burst into laughter. I didn't mean it like that but everyone took it the wrong way. My teachers like "Oooh Avalon and Kenneth I didn't know you guys had something" and I'm like SHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUP. I wanted to slap my teacher right there but I do love her :) AND THE BOY, KENNETH, COMPLETELY TOOK IT THE WRONG WAY. He's like "if you want me as your prom date you should've just asked, I'd definitely say yes" and my friend had to hold me back so I didn't slap the blue right off his eyes. And for the rest of the year people made comments about me and him.
And yeah Jules there are those teachers that you're all right with talking about you. One time a boy in my class was wearing pink and a teacher said "men don't wear pink" and I said "yeah but REAL men wear pink" and the whole class burst into laughter. I didn't mean it like that but everyone took it the wrong way. My teachers like "Oooh Avalon and Kenneth I didn't know you guys had something" and I'm like SHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUP. I wanted to slap my teacher right there but I do love her :) AND THE BOY, KENNETH, COMPLETELY TOOK IT THE WRONG WAY. He's like "if you want me as your prom date you should've just asked, I'd definitely say yes" and my friend had to hold me back so I didn't slap the blue right off his eyes. And for the rest of the year people made comments about me and him.
Hahaha, wow! XDAn a random note, is it bad that right now I'm really craving frosting? I don't really know why, I just want to steal some frosting out of our pantry to eat plain without cake or something...
It's not bad I do that all the time but I get stomach aches from them, so watch out ^^
Okay... I think I'll go eat it now... O.o
Well with great food, comes great stomach aches..
Ooooohhhhhh..... It even comes with SPRINKLES!!!!!!!
I have an obsession with sprinkles...
I feel you girl. People laugh at me for liking anime. WHATS WRONG WITH ANIME? Anime is like one of the best things very made, seriously.
Same! I know, and like, people who watch and love anime!
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(443 new posts for moi to read??? Meanniesssss XD)
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XD *chin wobbles* Don't be meannnn...........*breaks down in tears*
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XD You actually read all that?? o_o
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XD Hush -__-
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Urmm, yeahhh? XDD
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Hahahah TOO MUCH!!!!! XDD I think I shall bail on reading most threads........
Well I'm an extremely lazy person. I don't have the time to read everything. I just say "welcome new members" even if there might not be any new members...
Kaitlyn wrote: "Good god woman you should get a medal or something"Ooooh. Medals. Shiny. *Randomly pops in*
See this is why I'm voting for you for president Laylee
XD If I were president, I would.... You know what? Whatever you do, do NOT vote me for president...
You should be scared...If I were president then.. -thinks of what would happen and shudders- Just..Just don't..vote for me..
Kaitlyn wrote: "Lay lay for pres! Omg yes Nat they are amazing..."I already have a few! XD :D
I'm wait late on the convo so sorry to bring up and old subject. Had to catch up. I feel for you Avalon, Julia, kait, and anyone else who have dealt with parental issues. My parents with through a pretty rough split up and bow things are complicated to say the least
Did anyone join while I was gone?
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