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R. L. Gallagher & Whitnee
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Jul 01, 2014 12:02AM
(I work a mid from 11:30-8 pm tomorrow. But I will probably be up another hour?)
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(Then I'll attempt to stay up with you :))
Link was shocked but that didn't stop him from moving closer to her. And he took every single word she said like it was a bullet into the chest. She had needed them at the most important time in her life and hey hadn't been there to keep her safe. "I'm sorry we weren't there for you. We didn't even know what had happened. And Demitrious came back with this look of distraught on his face," it was different that day. And apart of everyone was afraid that if Effie ever came back something would the right. And now she was speaking about her parents being alive… "wait, they are alive? Why haven't you said anything…" she had to bring up Franky too and he deserved to hear it. Gewls was surprised that he wasn't completely defeated from her words of straight up hurt and abuse. "You just won't give up…" she shook her head. "I'm pregnant Jack. And when I get kicked out, I don't want any ties." She spun on her heel and stormed out of there like she was pissed as hell. And in a way she was. He wouldn't stop asking questions. She told him exactly what she hadn't wanted too. She needed to find someone on her team. Where was Effie or Franky at this point?
Raegan felt her breath hitch in her throat. She was so nervous and once he kissed her, his lips on hers… she was so surprised that it took a moment to actually respond. But she did with a gentle movement of her lips. (When ever I get kissed it isn't cute and romantic -_-) She didn't exactly know how to feel at this point. Were things going to progress forward or would things be stuck in the past? She wanted him. She did. And she wasn't worrying about other guys anymore. "You feel the same?"
(I FELL ASLEEP TYPING MY REPLY AND THEN HAD A DREAM THAT I SENT IT AND SO I'VE BEEN SPENDING ALL DAY WAITING FOR A NOTIFICATION AND IT WASN'T UNTIL NOW THAT IT DAWNED ON ME THAT MAYBE I DIDN'T ACTUALLY TYPE A REPLY I'M SO SORRY)
(Haha, it's okay… I was at work the majority of the day anyways.)
Effie sneered and gave a sarcastic shrug. "I don't know, Lincoln. Maybe if you wouldn't treat me like I'm Satan himself and sleep around with a pregnant chick, I would actually want to talk to you." She shook her head and crossed her arms, looking away from him as her brow furrowed. She was still not happy about the current situation she was in. "Besides, it's not real. Like I said, I haven't slept in literally three days. My mind is trying to figure out what happened to my parents as well as figure out what the fuck happened to me, and it's mixing the two together, I guess," she reasoned aloud before shrugging again. It didn't make anymore sense out loud than it did in her head, but that was the best explanation she could come up with. Jack wanted so badly to chase after her. There was a piece of him, screaming at him and shoving his body forward, telling her to chase after her, to comfort her, to tell her everything was going to be okay. But the other half of him was so distraught and surprised that he almost passed out right on the spot. He couldn't get his feet to move; hell, he could barely get his lungs to take in oxygen and get it up to his brain. Pregnant. The word rang like a scream in the mountains in his head, a cry for help. He'd heard it before, with Franky, and that had been a shock, but experiencing it now... He had a new respect for Zander.
Caesar laughed lightly at her question as he pulled his chair closer to her, holding her hands in his and resting them between them. "Yes, Raegan," he answered simply, smiling up at her. "I've felt that way about you for... weeks. Slowly but surely I knew I was falling in love with you, but I was terrified to cross that line." He swallowed then, deciding not to continue that thought in the fear that he might anger her or bring up some horrendous memory of Riley. So he just kept his mouth shut as he waited for her to respond.
Link wanted to roll his eyes at her, but the situation was far too real to even comprehend. Her parents must have been alive if that was the case? But even know she was doubting herself. She was a smart girl, but lack of sleep would cause a certain insanity. He wouldn't understand. At least not what it was like for her knowing that bits and pieces were missing from her life. And if her parents might have been the cooperates? He didn't know if he could even respond. "Why does it bother you so much that I hang out with Franky? You hang out with Demitrious who is like ten times worse." He pointed out. So, he was ticked off that whenever they had a chance to talk about shit, she would bring up how he was sleeping with Franky. The only problem was Franky was pregnant. It was difficult and not all the time could he enjoy what was going on. But basically… there it was. He hated that she always brought up the other girl. Kieera was storming down the hallway. Barely able to even catch herself she was so far drunk out of her mind. She bumped into Gewls who has tears streaming down her face. "What's wrong Gewls?" She asked her voice slurring everything together in a horrific manner that it didn't even seem like she was saying anything.
Gewls looked up at Kieera. "Oh my god, you're drunk." She mumbled. Wiping her face. At least she found one of her roommates. Only she was on the other team with Jack and soon enough everyone would know she was pregnant.
Raegan licked her lips, feeling like she would make the conversation awkward when it was so important that he knew she loved him more than anything. "Don't feel that way." She reassured. "I know that for a long time I was sad about Riley… but Caesar, I know you make me even more happy than he did. And he would be okay with this. He would want me to be happy no matter what." Even though, she was almost positive that was a lie. He would have probably hated her being in love with Caesar. Mostly because they had all been best friends. But she didn't care. She was happy. Or slowly feeling like there was something worth living for.
Effie groaned, throwing her hands up to cover her tear-stained face. "Oh my God, Lincoln, you're a fucking idiot!" she screamed into her sleeves, her voice muffled by the clothing. She pulled her hands away and looked up at him, frowning deeply. "I spend time with Demitrious because he's the only person in this entire school who either gives a rat's ass about my well-being, or has the time and energy to care and sympathize with me," she retorted. "And because I like the sex, and he's got a really good hook up for booze and drugs. And I don't like you hanging out with Franky because that was quite the stab in the back the second I show up and come running to you because I thought you would actually be the one to care about me, not Demitrious." She shook her head and began pacing, her hands gripping the roots of her hair so hard it might have started falling out again. Her eyes stayed glued to the floor while she spoke. "Franky is the most vile, despicable human being I've ever had the pleasure to come across, and you knew that! You knew that, and you knew how I felt about her, and you knew how I felt about you, yet you still decided it would be totally worth throwing the little respect and feelings I had for you out the window just for a few fun nights with a girl who once told everyone in my grade school that I was a drag queen."Ace had his hands stuffed his is pockets while his eyes followed his feet tracing patterns that didn't exist on the floor. He was bored out of his mind, and starving, and currently on his way to the cafeteria, and it wasn't until the words, "Oh my God, you're drunk" hit his ears that he actually snapped out of his own pity party and looked up. He backed up a few steps, looking down the hallway he had just passed, and squinted to see down that far. Sure enough, he recognized Gewls, who was crying. And... "Kieera?" he called, already practically running down the hall. He had one shot to talk to her about whatever the hell was going on, and he wasn't going to let her just escape from right under his thumb. "Gewls? What's wrong?" he called once he was closer, stopping beside the two girls. One was trashed and the other was crying, and the boy in him was telling him to get out before he got too involved, because it looked like a lot of drama he really didn't have the patience to handle.
"You deserve that," Caesar whispered, his smile never wavering as he spoke. He squeezed her hands gently before he laughed and leaned back in his seat. "God, Rae, I've been trying to tell you for so long that you deserve to be happy, that he would want you to be happy. It just makes my life better to know that it's with me." He gave her a flirty wink before he picked her hand back up again. He'd held her hand so many times before, but now it felt different. A good different. It felt more connected, more intimate, and he wasn't quite sure he could get enough.
Link felt his blood boil and it was something he hadn't felt since the day she came back. Since they had gotten into their first argument over who even knows what and what had lead him to Franky in the first place. It was an accident. Things weren't suppose to happen. "Well maybe the only reason I'm with Franky is because I like the sex too. Huh? Ever thought that maybe I was a horny fucking bastard who just wanted to get laid once?" He had been having sex constantly. And it was great that Franky was always in the mood. It just sucked that she got tired when they weren't really into it. Zander had been lucky. He had his running and now that Franky was knocked up, he couldn't help but feel like there was a point he would need to stop actually sleeping with the other girl. His eyes dropped down onto the short girl, who seemed like she was just having a mental breakdown in front of him. "I am so tired of fight with you because we start this little 'You started it' shit and frankly, it's not ending soon." He ran his hand through his hair. "Do you want me to say I'm sorry? That I shouldn't have? Because, it's already happened." Sometimes he felt like his emotions were just so damned bipolar. One second angry, and the next trying to fix what was broken.
Gewls looked up from Kieera. "It's Ace." She whispered, trying to get the drunk girl to come just a bit closer, but soon Kieera was stumbling away from Gewls and to the guy she was suppose to consider her boyfriend. "Ace!" She shrieked. Her eyes bloodshot. She didn't even remember what was going on. And Gewls seemed quite upset. So whatever was happening had to have been not good.
"Kieera," Gewls reached out and grabbed the girl by her elbow, steering her away. "I'm fine ace. You should probably check on. Jack and see if he's okay."
"Where is she?" Kieera asked, though it seemed confusing at first. This was the first time she had seen Ace without. Monroe.
Raegan gave his hands a light squeeze. Her heart was pounding in her chest. (I'm thinking Riley interruption?) She had come clean to her best friend who wanted her back. And it seemed to surprise her just a little bit. But not completely like it would have months ago. But this was definitely a new feeling. "You're my best friend and nothing will change that.… I have a special sweet spot for ya… and I don't even know what I'm saying…"
"I want you to care!" Effie shrieked, her accent bouncing off the walls as her voice cracked and she looked back up at him. "I'm a selfish bastard, Lincoln! I want you to care about me more than you care about her." She swallowed hard as she began pacing once more. "God, you're making me go mad," she whispered to herself, bringing her hand back up to her mouth as she started chewing on her nails that were already getting disgusting. "You used to care about me and then you just... stopped. Like I was just too much to handle anymore. I thought you would be there for me when I finally woke up again, like you would be the most excited to see me, and... you weren't. It was like I had ruined something for you." She felt like she was talking to herself at this point; her voice was barely above a whisper, and her hazel eyes were darting across the floor anxiously."Jack?" Ace repeated, furrowing his brow at Gewls before he shook his head and looked down at Kieera, who could hardly keep her balance. "What do you mean, "she"?" He glanced over his shoulder nervously as if there should have been someone standing there, but they were all alone in the long hallway. He let out a sigh as he pinched the bridge of his nose. "Will someone please explain to me what the hell is going on?" he asked, his voice low as he spoke with a clenched jaw.
(You read my mind ;))
Caesar just chuckled again at her random ramblings, bringing his face in closer once more for another kiss, until he was stopped by the sound of someone clearing their throat.
He hadn't even heard the door opening, which was a really bad thing considering his line of work. But still, he was running on the "new love" high, and almost seemed oblivious to the dangers of proclaiming his love for the girl in front of him while someone was standing at the edge of the room, holding the door open.
Riley cleared his throat anxiously. It was like running into Raegan all over again, only a million times worse. Last time he saw Caesar, he was lying on a bed with a bullet wound his shoulder. Now, he was making out with his fiance - or, ex-fiance rather. He blinked once, shaking his head to look down at the box in his hands. He hadn't even realized he was crushing it with his bare hands. "This was left in the office for you," he muttered to the art teacher, setting it on the table beside him and quickly disappearing into the hallway before he busted his hand breaking a window.
"Was it just me or..." Caesar stopped, shaking his head lightly as he quickly recalled what Rae had said earlier. "That's Aedan, then. The tech guy or whatever," he said before shaking his head again, almost in disbelief. "Wow, he looks a lot like Riley."
Link hated that he had the urge to hug her to his chest. And never let go. "Just because I wasn't one hundred percent devoted to you, doesn't mean I didn't care. Or that I don't. For the longest time I had to convince myself that I didn't have feelings for you." He was still trying to cheat himself out of being this good guy, whom he was used to being. He just wanted her to realize that he was absolutely into her. But she wouldn't. She had Demitrious anyways. He could get her whatever she wanted and he wouldn't even bat a pretty brown eye. "I am here for you Effie. I would do whatever you wanted me to do to help you out." He had to promise her that he would be there. He honestly would if she would allow it. Kieera shrugged away from Gewls. "Monroe… isn't she your lost puppy dog? Oooooohh, wait… that's me." She realized a moment later that she might have been just a little bit more sober than she appeared.
Gewls took a step forward, pushing herself between the couple. "Just go check on Jack please? Don't question me either. You'll find out soon enough Ace…" she didn't want Kieera and Ace to get into something right here. And especially right now. She was afraid of what would happen. She was feeling sick once again and it needed to end.
Raegan pulled away from Caesar almost completely. So maybe she wasn't the only one having a hard time with this Aedan. Even if Caesar did just confess he loved her, and she the same… it still made things kind of difficult because anything meaning Riley still was tender. "I know. He even acts like him… which is strange." She had seen just a couple of the little things he had done. Like talking to the class. She could see pieces of her Riley.
Effie shook her head, fresh tears brimming in her eyes. It was what she wanted. She wanted him to say that, to offer his guidance and support and help... right? But the tough, ruthless girl inside of her was still battling the side of her crying out for help, and she almost felt like she would never be able to allow herself to be happy. "What do I do?" she whispered anxiously, her bright blue-green eyes looking up at him surrounded by wet, dark lashes. "I can't sleep or eat or drink or even think... I can't function anymore. Monroe and Raegan keep saying it'll get better, but it's just getting worse..." She chewed on her lower lip, squeezing her ribs together again. Ace felt suddenly furious and felt his fists clench up by his sides. He hardly glanced at Gewls before he practically looked through her at Kieera. "So that's what this is about. You're jealous of Monroe." He wasn't about to listen to Gewls or go check up on Jack quite yet. He had his own major problem at hand that he wasn't going to ignore. He knew it wasn't right to be mad at her, but that was his instant and gut reaction, so he wasn't going to back away from it now that he had jumped in head first.
Caesar shook his head as he stood up with a sigh, patting her knee before he did. He walked over to the package sitting on the table, and was honestly surprised to see it was just the paints he had ordered. The resemblance between this Aedan guy and Riley was... uncanny. It was so unsettling that he practically expected some half-built explosive that Riley had started and then hadn't had the time to finish. "He's got the same accent too," Caesar muttered in reply as he shook his head lightly.
Kieera looked around Gewls shoulder, sometimes it sucked being just a tad bit shorter, but at this point she was going to let Ace have a piece of her mind. He had been so shitty to her. Ignoring her. And making her feel like she was useless. Going steady had been the worst idea ever. Especially when his ex girlfriend had landed right in the situation just moments later. Not to mention she suffered from the same issues Effie had. Being kidnapped and wiped of all memories. "No, I'm not jealous of Monroe. You can have her. Along with any whore in this school." She stumbled into Gewls back. "Kieera… stop." Gewls turned slightly to keep the girl back. This didn't look like it would be good at all.
"I hear Franky is available too." Kieera couldn't help but throw that out there. She was so mad at him for making her feel like she was worth something and then ripping it all away as if she weren't at all important.
"Do you think… that… he's dead right?" Raegan couldn't help but doubt him being dead. And of course, it would appear that he was alive when she found herself liking Caesar and wanting to move forward with her life. This would make it clearly impossible and she felt angry at him for it. If he was dead… he needed to remain dead. Instead of haunting her.
(Shit, I forgot Link. Don't reply just yet. He should be up in the next hour or so)
(It's okay :) I'm still killing time at the zoo and worrying about my stupid essay)
(Ain't got time for that. I just cut my grandma's hair and as soon as my grandpa gets home, I'll be going to the hospital.)
Lincoln wrapped his arms around her very carefully. Afraid she might punch him in this spur of the moment.but that almost seemed like it was the old Effie's thing and the new Effie was too stunned with life she had now to even function enough to hurt him. "I don't know what you can do… but I will help in whatever way you want. This has been hard on you…" he knew that the struggle had been very hard. He only could imagine what it was like. (And it sucks… but here ya go.(
(GAH I wish this was easier to do)
(This stupid essay. It was a piece of cake to write but right now I just have no energy or focus to rewrite it)
(Oh, ya freaked me out for a second. What is the essay about?)
(I wrote it on the pros and cons of youth sports and my teacher said it sucked so I have to rewrite the whole thing)
(Well that's fun. Why didn't your professor like it?)
(Guess who finally got a reply up! (It's me))Effie felt herself shaking against him as he hugged her. Her shoulders quakes with every silent sob that shook her body, and her hands balled the sleeves of her sweater up into her fists. She couldn't get herself to close her eyes and just enjoy his touch, what she'd been craving for months, because she knew that closing them wouldn't stop the visions. "You're such an asshole, Lincoln. You know that right?" she said to him with a sarcastic smirk, and she felt the beginning of a smile touch her lips.
Ace's laugh was blunt and rude as he stared at Kieera. He couldn't believe how outrageous she was being. "You are jealous!" he declared loudly. "Kieera, when I left for high school, I thought she was dead. Is it wrong for me to try to spend time with the friend who's been missing for years?" He almost saw no fault in his own actions, and he was furious at Kieera for suddenly being so selfish by getting drunk and screaming at him.
Caesar stopped unpacking the box to look at her. He wanted to tell her the truth, that they never found his body, that the funeral was all fake, that they had just assumed he'd been blown to smithereens when the explosion went off. There was no body, therefore the death certificate was fake. Technically, Riley was still missing. Caesar used to believe he was dead, but that Aedan guy.... There were just too many similarities. "Rae, I can assure that he's gone," he said steadily, reaching out to take her hands. "He's been gone for years. You and I both know that if he wasn't, you would be the first to know. So don't worry your pretty little head," he finished with a smile, rubbing her hair in a more romantic that cute way as he looked into her eyes.
(Finally! It took ya long enough. ;) )Lincoln couldn't help but shrug his shoulders at the girl. She was ridiculous to please in the reality of all things. But that was okay. He once thought that he might be the one to please her. Turns out, Demitrious was doing a rather fine job of making her happy. "Well, I better… get back to my group…" he pulled back and looked down at her. Maybe she wasn't ready for him to totally leave. Especially when he told her he would stay with her. He didn't know.
Kieera moved around Gewls until she was right in his face. "Well that's fine, Ace, perfectly tucking fine! You do whatever the fuck you want with your life. Because I am done! And I'm not jealous!" She finished off before turning on her heel, only to stumble back into Gewls who couldn't have been more confused than she was now.
Gewls wrapped her arms around Kieera and held her tightly to her chest. She would eventually gather the strength to move again. But probably not soon enough for Ace to attack once again. But the boy kinda… I mean everything was confusing. Kieera felt neglected but Ace had missed Monroe. And that was perfectly okay. They had been close.
Raegan nodded. He was right. They would have told her if Riley had the opportunity at life. "I still can't help but freak out. That man was a huge part of my life." Just like Caesar too, they just played different parts at that time. "Well, I think I'm going to go catch up with Aedan because we have to discuss stuff about out little group… and then maybe tonight, if I can sneak away… we could hang out?" She offered.
(I know! I'm a horrible person :()Effie pulled away quickly, nodding as she sniffles. "Yeah, whatever," she murmured, hitting his shoulder in a light punch. "Good luck or whatever," she told him with a sarcastic smirk, realizing just how awkward she felt, relying on Link to be the person to help her. She didn't know what to say anymore so she just turned on her heel and started off, feeling just a little but if her old swagger in her setup as she walked, and she had to bring her hands to her mouth as she tried to force the smile off of her face. She didn't understand it, but there was no denying that knowing Link didn't hate her as much as she thought made her feel genuinely happy for the first time in months. A happiness that want alcohol- out drug-induced.
Ace felt his rage boil up inside of him, and it took every ounce of free will not to start screaming at the helpless girl that cowered into her friend. "I'm not having this fight right now," he said, his voice suddenly quiet and calm as he started walking away. "Come back when you're not drunk off your ass," he called to her before looking at Gewls. "And you better not have hurt Gus," he threatened, pointing a finger towards her before he turned and jogged down the hall.
Caesar's smile was flirty as he looked at her, not hesitating to walk towards her and wrap his arms around her waist. It felt undeniably good and natural to be able to hold her close like that, and he was thrilled that he could actually do it now, in a truly romantic way. "Depends on what you mean by 'hang out'," he said with a cocky smirk before he leaned back in for another kiss, his lips still gentle on hers.
(I think you're a pretty darn fantastic person.)Link turned away. Things were going to be a lot better now that he had fixed things with Effie. He would finally be able to sleep right at night. At least… that was his thought when he disappeared around the corner.
Zander was patroling. He hadn't been able to keep Effie's upset look out of his mind. She seemed to have been struggling with something horrific and he would never fully understand what was up with her. Because he hadn't gone through the same situation. But he did have Monroe on their team and he could probably get to know her if he actually spoke to her. But it seemed like Jaxon was really trying to be friends with her.
"Too damn bad im serious." Kieera giggled up at Gewls, until she noticed the stoic look on the other girls face. "What's wrong?" She asked, something about being drunk seemed to be completely wiped away at this point. And she was done with guys for now. She could focus just a tad more on Gewls.
"I'm pregnant. And I dumped Jack because I'm scared. He's going to be in school and they will kick me out. So I don't want to fall even more in love with him. He would want to help out and he would ruin his entire life to take care of the baby." Gewls felt tears in her eyes. "And Ace is an ass. A complete ass."
Raegan couldn't hell but notice the change in the way he smiled at her. It was more personal now. And it was super hard to describe. But he was truly beautiful. She loved that it was her receiving such a cocky little smile. Which was ridiculous nor the way her heart was pounding in her chest when he touched her. It was all new and she hadn't been in a relationship since Riley. It had been way too long. She felt herself kissing him back almost immediately. Something about kissing him… it was hard to explain. But she knew she liked it. "I'm sure you can figure it out Caesar." She mumbled against his mouth.
Bex had locked herself in one of the communal bathrooms, repeating the phrase "just do it" over and over to herself. She'd nearly ran into Zander almost three times already, avoiding him every time because she still didn't have the guts to follow through with the headmistress's orders.She stared at herself in the mirror. Is this what an anxiety attack felt like? God, she had so much more respect for Effie. "You're a spy, Rebecca," she whispered to herself, her eyes locking into her own. "You need to complete the mission objective. How do you think you're going to survive out in the field if you can't do this?"
She let out a sigh and pushed herself away from the sink, giving herself a pep talk as she left the bathroom and started down the hall.
Caesar chuckled darkly against her lips, having to pull himself away from her slightly for... reasons. "My darling, you are such a tease," he whispered into her lips with one final kiss before pulling away completely. He had to remind himself that Raegan wasn't a "do it on the first date" kind of girl, so he shouldn't get his hopes up, but it was difficult. She was so damn alluring.
Zander shoved his hands in his pockets. It wasn't a lie that he absolutely hated that his group of friends weren't all together doing this mission as a whole. But they clearly didn't trust them to do a good job of keeping each other safe. But how could they trust that when Effie was a perfect example of them not doing a good job. Something went wrong and they would be paying for that the rest of their time as a spy. Or even afterwards. It was a difficult time. With a deep tentive breath he turned. He didn't even know what he was doing but his team was scattered and some of them weren't exactly taking it all seriously.
"I'm not going to lie… I try to be a giant tease." She ran her hand through her hair, winking at him seductively. At least she was trying and she wasn't sure that it was turning out in her favor. But whatever the case, she liked the feeling she was having in her chest. She was in love with him. Her best friend and that was something special.
(I just realized everybody's relationship is crumbling. Except maybe Caesar and Rae. But everybody else is just falling apart.)The minute Bex's eyes landed on his figure turning towards her, the welling sense of determination suddenly deflated, and she could feel her stomach drop. She forced herself not to turn around for the fourth time, inhaling deeply as she walked towards him. Just do it, she told herself over and over again. Just get it over with. It's what needs to be done. You have to protect your school and your country, Bex, just do it!
"Zander?" she called, hating out hesitant her voice sounded. She needed to be strong, be sure in what she was doing. Spies had to tell lies all the time; she had to get used to that. "We need to talk," she said once she was sure she sounded stronger and more stern in her voice.
Caesar threw his head back and stared at the ceiling while a deep groan rumbled in his chest. He looked back at her, a half smile on his lips. "Well it's working," he assured her, taking a deep breath as he crossed his arms and leaned against the table once more. He rubbed the back of his neck, feeling slightly self-conscious as his eyes wandered down those gorgeous legs of hers. Suddenly it felt different, like he felt guilty, but he had to remind himself that he'd done it plenty of times before without her saying anything about.
(I was actually thinking about that too… it's kinda… sucky.)
(Kinda but I love it at the same time. Like I feel bad for them, but I also feel like some vicious god)
(Haha, you are. We both are. I'm sorry, I'll reply soon. Do we wanna add someone else in?)
(It's okay :) I was trying to figure that out. Maybe Kieera could run into Monroe?)
(Yisss. Do you want to post your reply or should I post Monroe now?)
(I'll reply first. I'm trying to think of other things too. I like me some drama.)
(Oh man… i don't even know. I'll post soon. I'm just stuck… my grandma passed away two hours ago and so… it's been weird.)
(Oh my God, Whit, I'm so sorry! Don't worry about a reply, seriously. If you wanna take some time off, I would be totally okay with that! I want you to be okay first, don't worry about this if it's too much for you)
(I don't know. It might be easier to focus on something like this to help cope. This place has been my escape since I was 15.)
(Well whatever you need, I'm here for you friend! I'm so sorry; I can't even imagine how painful that must be for you)
(It's not as bad as long as my mother isn't crying. I am a pretty sensitive person when it comes to other peoples emotions.)
(I'm the same way. I'm really bad at feeling my own emotions but I'm really good at picking up on other people's)
(That's basically how it is right now. My mom is so depressed she just wants to spend money. This is sooo hard. Like, I've asked people to pray for her comfort.)
(I will definitely keep her and you and your family in my prayers)
