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R. L. Gallagher & Whitnee
Effie couldn't believe her eyes, quite honestly. She thought she was in some horrible nightmare. Maybe it was her cracked skull twisting her memory around, or maybe she'd completely forgotten that she'd taken something and now she was seeing things. But as furiously as she blinked and rubbed her wet, swollen eyes with the long sleeves of her sweater, the image was still there. Franky pushing Link off of her and trying to get her skirt back on."Effie, let me explain," Franky said quickly. How cliche, her subconscious muttered to her, and she wanted to kick herself for thinking about stupid things at a moment like this. She looked back at Link as she walked towards Effie, wondering if she was regretting this already or not.
"No." Effie's voice was short, dry and mean, and her red eyes seemed angrier than when she usually went off. "No, there is no explaining, you dirty slut. You're pregnant for Christ's sake! With the child of my best friend's boyfriend, I might add!" Franky opened her mouth to say something before she quickly shot a look to Link. He didn't know about the pregnancy. Until now.
"And you," Effie said sharply, her eyes flashing to Lincoln. "To think I was going to come in here and spill my heart out to you, you lying, selfish ass!" she screamed, not even realizing she'd started crying again. "Only to find out that in the past two months that you all thought I was dead you've been shagging this... bitch." She gestured to Franky. She wanted to hit something. Hit something so hard and so much and so quickly until she saw blood. Either her own or someone else's. But someone was getting hurt in the next few seconds.
"I am pretty amazing, aren't I?" Bex mused aloud in a quiet tone before shaking her head to snap back to reality and answer Zander's questions. "Um, I think Effie's still having an anxiety attack but hopefully she tucked herself into bed at this point," she admitted honestly, not entirely sure why she was so open to him about her. Then she realized it was because she was in a relationship with him. That was why she felt the need to convey every minor detail of her life to him. "And Gewls and Jack said they were going to the computer lab, but I wouldn't be surprised if they were back in their dorm or something again." She waved it off though she felt happy for her roommate. Gewls was such a brilliant and wonderful girl; she deserved to be in a happy relationship.
Ace arched a brow at her, almost too afraid to say anything in the fear that he would say or do the wrong thing. He wanted to start screaming like a fangirl, and he was - internally. He'd been dying to hear that she was willing to be in a committed relationship with him, though he'd never planned out what he would say in the moment when it actually happened which was the cause for his hesitation. "Let me think..." he said in a teasing tone, but before he could even finish his own sentence, he added a quick. "Yes." Ace flashed a smile as he kissed her forehead quickly. "I would be honored to be able to call you my girlfriend, Kieera," he whispered, against her skin, sounding rather cheesy even in his own ears. But hey; at least it was the honest to God truth.
"You're such a tease," Jack groaned loudly as he stood up, quickly pulling her close once more so he could wrap his arm around her shoulders. He had a certain love for the ink that decorated the skin near her hip, and he couldn't quite explain why; he simply did. And her modeling a bikini for him got his mind wandering in places that were simply too devious to be in given the current situation while they walked through the hallways at school. Still, with a girl like Gewls under his arm, it was hard not to let his mind wander.
Link stared at Franky in shock. She was pregnant.… with Zander's baby? And she didn't even think to tell him. Probably a hormonal heat of the moment type of thing. Hell, Link had definitely been there and he wasn't pregnant. But he wanted to get his mind off of everything that had happened this morning. Everything was just tumbling down him. "Oh my god! Effie! For crying aloud!" He didn't see her crying, because he couldn't picture something like that in his head just yet. "I haven't shagged up with anyone since I thought you were dead because I was too busy lying in my own stench! Thinking about just you! Sometimes I want to forget you ever exist so I don't end up killing myself!" He was furious and it only pushing him more onto Franky's side. He didn't care if Effie hurt him. But he wouldn't let her hurt Franky because she was pregnant. For that reason alone. He cleared his throat. "What do you even want?" He asked harshly. Zander gave her a slight head nod. "Yeah, Jack is going to have to give us some details of all the fun they have had. Last year, this guy in my language class told me about Gewls. Said she's pretty good at some of the kinky stuff." It wasn't like he was ever going to think of Gewls that way. But he had… when he was a junior in high school. No commitment before senior year. He was just the version of a slutty man and it didn't really matter much anyone else. Back then. Now he didn't want to say some things, especially around Bex. He would hate for her to get offended.
"You sound like I just asked you to marry me." Kieera put her hand on his chest, feeling the muscles beneath his shirt. Oh the pesky clothes. But she hadn't even changed. Bex was the only one, she still had her swimming suit in hand. "I'm going to need help changing. Gotta go to a big ol' bush. So we should get out there."'she pointed to the doors with her free hand. She was pretty damn excited. Aside from the Effie thing. She was walking on air.
Gewls pulled her hair back into a ponytail, then reached for Jack's hand. "If you think I'm a tease you should see how you are." She said with a laugh. She walked quickly, but at the same time a descent pace for her beautiful Jack. She was just ready to ditch the bra. Just as she had before. Only this time it was for her top. Her bikini top. During the summer there had been slight tanning but it was quickly fading as the hear was.
Effie just stared at the boy who'd piece by piece stolen her heart until she finally woken up and acknowledged she was a human being with feelings and that it was gone. She couldn't think of where to even begin with him... She was angry and sad and hurt and lonely and scared, and it felt like he didn't want to deal with her bullshit.So she simply shook her head and wiped her eyes again, trying to get the tears to stop pouring over. "Nothing. I don't want anything," she murmured, her voice flat and emotionless as she avoided his eyes and spun around, quickly leaving his room and shutting the door in an attempt to pretend the moment never happened. She didn't know where to go anymore. She was out of options. Even Link wanted nothing to do with her.
She started down the hallway again, trying to kick herself back into her old spirit. Nobody wants to be around a pathetic, miserable, moping loser, Effie, she told herself as she walked with her arms clutching her rib cage like her lungs might fall out of her chest. Build a bridge and get over yourself.
Bex wrinkled her nose up at him before laughing. "I'd rather hear Gewls tell her side of the story. Less... details." She laughed again as she started towards the doors with him, leaning her head against his shoulder. "What's your favorite season?" she asked him quietly while her eyes locked on the windows of the doors, admiring the view of the green grass and changing leaves from inside. The warm weather was fading, and she was already missing summer like it was the dead of winter. Winter was not kind to their tiny town, so she knew it meant heavy coats and thick boots, even if they spent most of the time in doors. The ancient building wasn't very good at insulating heat.
"I'm corny like that," Ace murmured as his gaze follower hers outside before he quickly grabbed her hand and pulled her with him. "I will gladly help you change," he said excitedly as he pushed the door open with his back and took her along outside. "Of course, I am much more in favor of the skinny dipping approach, but string bikinis are also okay with me." He gave her a big smile, realizing that she was all his. She was committed to him 100% and he could finally refer to her as his girlfriend.
"How I am?" Jack repeated with a short laugh before shaking his head, walking hand in hand with her down the hall, their pace very casual as they made their way toward her dorm. "How exactly am I a tease compared to you?" he asked with another laugh, looking down at the girl beside him. He wasn't much taller than her; he was a relatively short guy. Still, he had about two inches on her, which was perfect for him.
It took him a couple minutes to even realize what had happened. But he let his temper and his hurt get the best of him and now Effie was gone. Again. And if he let her walk away, what were the chances of him ever seeing her again? They were slim. He glanced at Franky, someone he had called awful names too or even behind her back. She wasn't someone he could ever see actually doing something that edgy and dangerous with. "I have to go." He would let her stay in the room. But he needed to go fix things wih Effie. "I think fall or spring would have to be my favorites. Fall because the weather is perfect and spring because again… perfect weather. Not too hot and not too cold." At least; that's how he felt abot it. He led her outside, after Kieera and Ace. They were farther ahead. "Why?" He asked out of the curiosity that played nicely in his voice. It wasn't a huge deal or anything.
"See over there…" she pointed to a covered spot. "We can go there. I'd rather my brother stay distracted too. I mean, Bex is a good friend and she understands this. She will keep him distracted for the sake of getting my bikini on." Kieera mumbled. She felt suddenly embarrassed but he liked her so it wasn't going to be a big deal.
"What's that suppose to mean? Jack, you're a tease because you kiss my neck and then just stop… well that's just one instance. You can be a major tease." Gewls wasn't getting defensive. She was laughing all about how he would do little things like touch her or kiss her and then rip himself away before anything could happen. It was rude.
"Yeah, you do," Franky agreed with a nod, though she wasn't really in a position to tell him what to do. She picked up her shirt off the ground and slipped it back on, quickly fixing herself in the mirror. "Link, I'm sorry that this happened between us," she said quickly with a frown. She needed to grow up already; she was going to be a mom in eight months or less. "And I know it was wrong of me to keep the fact that I was pregnant away from you, but I'd really appreciate it if you kept that to yourself. I mean, the rest of... your group knows. But no one else can hear about it." It wasn't just about her reputation at the school; it was about her position. She couldn't be a pregnant high school student, and she couldn't let Hope find out quite yet. She decided with a sigh that she'd probably stay in his dorm; it wasn't like she could go back to hers if Effie was headed in that direction. Bex shrugged as she walked outside, watching Ace and Kieera scurry off towards the edge of the forest that surrounded the school and snickered. "I just wanted to know," she told Zander honestly as she looked up at him curiously. "What's your favorite kind of weather? Snow, rain, fog, sun?" she listed, looking up at him as she waited for an answer. She wanted to know the little things about him; that's what teenage couples did. Sure, they were a teenage spy couple, but they were still a teenage couple.
Ace just grinned at her like an idiot while he followed her lead the covered area near the edge of the trees. If he got the opportunity to watch her change into a bikini, he'd do anything she asked of him. "Bex will handle your brother," he agreed with a nod towards the two near the pond. It looked like she already knew what was going on and was busy distracting her boyfriend. Good.
"I only do it because I love you," Jack murmured as he moved to walk behind her, wrapping his arms around her waist after moving her hair over one shoulder so he could go back to kissing the smooth, soft, flawless skin of her shoulder and neck. He felt thrilled to be able to say those three words, to tell her that he loved her. He almost didn't ever want to stop saying them with just how beautifully true they sounded
(How early will be you be up in the morning?)
(Tomorrow morning? I'll be up around 10, hopefully. I'm ditching dance to go get my nails done so hopefully I'll have more time to post throughout the day)
(Okay, I am going to reply once more and then get some sleeping because I have to do my sisters hair and nails since prom is tomorrow. But I also have to work… so blah. At about five. Be here or be square. Oh and hopefully I get the days I requested off next week. It will be Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday)
(I shall be here as much as I can :)) and yay! I'll definitely be here all next week, as per usual)
(We will have a party Sunday night because I don't have school on Monday.) Link didn't feel like talking to her much anymore. She had other things going on so he brushed everything off and rolled his shoulders. "I honestly didn't think I would ever get pulled into stupid shitty, drama. Looks like this is just the way high school rolls." He walked towards his door before slipping out moments later. The only reason Effie was pissed off and upset was because it was Franky. Any other girl would have been perfectly fine for him to be doing stuff with. Any other girl.
He couldn't seem to get over his problems to even see that she had been crying. He was so stupid. And so blind. Not even his heal nature to patch things up could help with this situation.
Zander cocked his eyebrow at her. "That is quite an odd question but since you're like… my girlfriend I suppose I could answer. I love the smell of rain. I like when it occasionally gets gloomy. Makes me feel all excited and happy on the inside. But that's about it. Sometimes it gets boring. You know? You can only handle so much of the bad weather before you don't want to deal anymore."
Kieera glanced over at Ace- her boyfriend- weirdly enough, as she stripped out of her t-shirt and then her pants, she turned having her back to him as she pulled off her bra and quickly replaced it with the swim suit top. "Tie is all pretty please. A girl has to swim and though you like the skinny dipping. Drunk Kieera would almost prefer it too. Sober me isn't into it."
Gewls felt herself come to a holt. Pushing open her door. It was empty once again. She turned in his arms, her eyes locked on his perfect lips. She felt speechless. She pressed her lips against his quickly. They couldn't get too distracted. People were waiting on them. But if they could make this fast. Whether it be intimacy or making out. Which ever one they would have to rush. Which it probably wasn't worth it.
(Whitttttt I'm sorry I haven't replied yet :((( I've been hella busy today :(( I'll have a reply up soon though!)
(It's okay… I'm just working anyways…)
(I JUST RESCUED MY NEIGHBOR'S LITTLE TINY CHIHUAHUA I FEEL LIKE THE DOG WHISPERER)Effie found herself at the side exit of the school, sitting with her knees to her chest on the concrete steps while she smoked a cigarette from the pack she'd stolen from Lincoln. From where she was, she could hear the excitement going by the pond where she knew all of her friends were, and she'd convinced herself that once she finished feeling sorry for herself, she'd join them eventually. Either that or go hook up with Demitri again out of revenge for Link. But until she made an actual decision, she sat on the steps, silent, angry tears rolling down her face. She couldn't even understand why she was crying, but it was happening and she couldn't seem to help it.
"Like your girlfriend?" Bex asked, raising her brow and giving him a smile. She'd heard his answer and was determined to remember it, but right now she was focused on teasing him about something else. "As if we haven't been together for the past two months," she said with a smirk, walking over to the edge of the pond. She observed the water that had an odd smell to it that she actually appreciated. "Zander, the longer this relationship lasts, the more weird questions I'm going to ask you. So you better get used to it." She turned back and flashed him a cheeky grin.
Ace walked over to her, but before he could even get himself to tie the straps on her bikini, he found himself ever so lightly trailing his fingers over the soft skin of her back. He'd seen and touched and held her many times, yet every time it seemed to just get better, though nothing about her physical appearance changed. Other than she was finally getting comfortable with eating and she looked healthier because of it. He placed his lips on the base of her neck while his arms slipped around her waist, before he quickly snapped back into reality and pulled away. He gave an awkward grunt before stepping back to tie the strings on her swimsuit.
Jack let out a satisfied laugh as Gewls pressed her lips to his in a hungry kiss, his hands pressing against her lower back to hold her close while his lips matched her pace. He almost instantly forgot that they were supposed to be somewhere with their friends, and he didn't really care to remember what exactly they were supposed to be doing. He was enjoying this moment.
(Sigh the poor puppy :( he's like this super teeny tiny dog and he's all black and I was like "this is gonna be hella hard to find him" but when I was walking around yelling his name I heard this tiny bark and I was like "I HEARD YOU PUPPY WHERE ARE YOU" and he just comes running over to me and I was like "I have a gift from GOD")
(You are officially the biggest dork in the world.)
(Haha I personally love it.)Link carried himself around until he found the spot that she would be at. He was worried. Even if it didn't dawn on him that he was. "Effie?" He asked carefully, his eyes locked on the pack of cigarettes that were next to her. They were definitely his. How did she even manage to get them? When did she get them? Though, he had a ton of questions. He didn't ask any of them. "I'm sorry you walked in on that and I'm sorry that I wasn't nice about helping you." He didn't really know if that was the truth but it didn't matter. She didn't get to make him feel guilty.
"I wouldn't change it for the world." He said seriously, his eyes locked on hers. That Bex, drove him wild. A good type of wild. She definitely made him a happy guy with her bubbly personality. He would never be able to tell a difference in her behavior. At least that's what Zander thought, reaching out to grab her hand. "Well, think I should ask you some nutso question?" He asked. He don't know if they were playing a game or something.
"I think you're getting too excited about everything." Kieera teased. And the moment her top was tied, she began to judge him out from behind the bush. Yes, he had seen her naked plenty of times from all the wild days when she got drunk and did some skinny dipping. But other than that she had been pretty covered up throughout their relations. She stared at him with a small smile on her face. "Thank you Ace."
Gewls curled her fingers in his hair, her face literally smashing against his. She couldn't get enough of him and she felt like she had to devour every in he of him or he would disappear. It wasn't enough just to touch and kiss. She had already had all of him earlier though… he might think she was an addict of she kept going at it like this.
(Also my boyfriend's mom took me out for a mani/pedi today and then she was like "let's go shopping!" and then bought me these $80 pants which I call my "lazy dancer pants" because they're like Chachi mama pants but without all the hip-hop-y-ness and they're so baggy in all the right places and hella comfy and I don't think I'm ever going to take these pants off)Effie merely shrugged, flicking the end of her cigarette without even looking back at him. "I'm sorry I walked in on that," she grumbled, eyes narrowed as she stared into the forest. She wasn't sorry that she got mad, and she wasn't sorry that she yelled at him. She was sorry that she had to witness whatever that shit show was, and she was sorry that she even acknowledged the fact that she might have started developing feelings for him. She wanted to go back to not giving a fuck; that was what she knew, was what she was good at. She considered glancing over her shoulder to see if he was still standing there, but then she reminded herself that she didn't care if he was there or not.
Bex gave a quick nod as she looked down at their hands and flashed a smile. "Though, I don't think you could top me on the crazy scale," she admitted with a laugh. She let go of his hand briefly just so she could lay herself down on the grass a few feet from the water after taking her cover up off. She closed her eyes as she focused on nothing but the feeling of her skin absorbing the sun, and of course, Zander. "Ask away, my darling."
"Welcome," Ace said in a very... Ace-like tone with a grin to match, running his hand through his hair. He let his eyes wander up and down her body as she stood in the bikini top, not feeling the slightest bit guilty. He'd checked her out plenty of times, long before he even knew much about her, but now that she was willing to keep things strictly between them, it gave him much more gratification knowing that he was the only one who could hold her and kiss her and touch her the way he had.
Jack's hands slid up the back of her shirt rather quickly, not searching for any other motive besides feeling her skin against his hands. She was hot, in both senses of the word, and it thrilled him just to feel that warmth radiate from her skin onto his. He loved the fierceness of her kiss, the passion and desire emanating from every move she made.
(Well that's awesome. Sounds like you had a productive day. )"Effie," Link could only bring himself to say that. He was sure what else there was too say. He knew he had been in the wrong. But was it wrong to move on? She didn't want to be with him. She wanted the Russian. She told him that nothing would ever happen between them. Isn't that what had happened? He didn't know anymore and the more he thought about it the more he wanted to forget. He was so hurt and confused and lost.
Zander laid down next to her; keeping his eyes open as he looked up at the sky. Rather shocked that he didn't have a question for her. Because some part of him thought it wasn't all that important. "Ummm, why do you want to be with me?"
Kieera felt him check her out, as she raised her eyebrow. "You better get a move on. I need to get myself into that lake." She said seriously, watching him out of the corner of her eye as she finished changing. He couldn't have seen everything.
(I'll respond longer and with Gewls next post.)
Effie tossed her cigarette onto the ground, digging it into the grass to extinguish it before she stood up. She was sure her make up was caked on like grease down her face from crying earlier, but she couldn't bring herself to feel ashamed by it. She walked up the steps to look at him, staring at his eyes for a few split seconds before she sighed and decided to explain herself. "I had a pretty bad breakdown earlier and I ran to your room to see if you were willing to talk to me because there were things I was feeling that I need to tell you about but after I walked in I realized it was a mistake for me to be there," she told him truthfully. She didn't want to lead him on; that was never her intention. She never wanted him to get so attached to her, and she needed to start pulling away so he could get over her and move on. She handed him the pack of cigarettes back before she stepped beside him and walked back into the school. "If you need me, Link, I'll be back in my dorm." Effie went back to wrapping her arms around her rib cage, clutching the layers of clothing hiding things she never wanted to see.Bex turned her head, opening her eyes to look at him beside her. She examined his features, the profile view of his exquisitely good looking face. She remembered the first time she met him, thinking she was the only girl he'd ever hit on, and then quickly finding out that wasn't the case. So much had changed in just a few months. "Because I love you, Zander," she finally answered, flashing a quick grin. Her answer was just about as crazy as her questions, and she wondered where it'd even come from, though she didn't regret it the slightest.
Ace gave a mock salute before tucking his hands back in his pockets with a smirk. "Your wish is my command," he muttered with a grin as he moved so she was out of his line of sight as he started back towards the lake where Bex and Zander lay. They looked like they were in the middle of something rather heavy, so he stood on the opposite side of the pond where he started skipping stones across the water, playing a game by himself to see how many times he could get it to bounce across the smooth surface of the pond.
(It was a very busy day at the least. The owner of the salon that we went to to get our nails done told me that I would look really good in a copper color for my hair and I don't even know what copper hair looks like and the whole time I was there I kept thing "I have this internet friend in Utah who's studying cosmetology maybe she can explain it to me")
(So I had this nice big response all ready for you and I went to sent it and after I pressed on the button it said 'unable to save your comment'. *face palm*)Link fiddled with the pack in his hand. She took it and now she was giving it back? What? He was so lost and confused about this. "Then talk to me now. What's going on Effie? You disappeared for a long time. And Franky, I don't even know what happened with Franky, not that it's really any of your business." But at the same time, he wasn't over wanting Effie. He would never be over wanting her.
Zander gave her this big smile. "I love you too." Bex was seriously… his everything. She had changed him for the better and now he was dealing with the fact that his past was coming back. He dropped that all so he could be a better man. Then this girl ends up pregnant and he just… didn't even know how to deal. It was so unreal.
Kieera finished with the changing before she stepped out from behind the bush. Her eyes locked on Ace's back. He was such a dork. But she couldn't help but like everything about him. He was seriously… meant for her. At least that's what she was thinking as she made her way over to him. "So, would you rather sit on a cactus or… eat someone else's snot?" (My friend seriously asks me stuff like that all the time.)
Gewls felt a moan build up in her throat. Before it finally came out against his perfect mouth. She felt herself push him up against the wall, pressing her body against his. She figured the wall could give him some good support. She shoved her tongue down her boyfriends throat before it dawned on her that this could be close to rape. But she wasn't forcing him? Was she?
(I am. I was seriously just about to go to bed.)
(Aww if you're tired don't let me keep you up! Sorry I haven't posted. This day's been hella busy with dance and church and homework and essays and ugh. It's strange how my weekends are always the busiest times in the week for me :P Heads up, I might not be on like all day this Saturday; I've got a competition so it'll be an all day thing sigh)
"You're right," Effie stated as she came to a halt, not entirely sure if she was capable to spin around and look at him without either shouting or crying. Eventually, she took a deep breath and turned around to speak to him. "It's none of my business who you sleep with and who you don't sleep with. But the thing is, Lincoln..." She shook her head then, letting out a dry, short laugh. "You all thought I was dead. For all I know, I was, considering that I can't remember jack shit. And the day I show up is the day I find out that you've coped with it by sleeping the school whore." She shook her head once more. "But again, that's none of my business. After all, I'm like a heartless robot, yeah? So why should I care?" Her grip tightened on the baggy sweater that draped over her body that was now just skin and bones. She starting hoping her ghostly appearance would turn him away from her. That would probably be best.Bex giggled. "Good," she whispered, turning her head back to stare at the sun. It didn't take long for her to start feeling remorse, however. She loved him, and she didn't regret that, but she was almost feeling guilty for being so happy with this boy while it seemed her friend's lives were going to shit. Well, at least Effie and Franky. It just didn't seem fair that she had found the love of her life while they were coping with life-altering experiences, and while the logical side of her brain tried convincing her it was irrational for feeling guilty about happiness, the other side of her couldn't stop thinking about it.
Ace hardly hesitated when she reappeared by his side, quickly answering her question. "Do I have to be naked while sitting on said cactus? And am I allowed to add things to this person's boogers or do I have to eat them dry?" The question was odd, no doubt, but it didn't take him off guard. His life had been a series of odd events and hilarious, unbelievable stories, so he was full of wise experience and beyond prepared to answer her crazy questions. He glanced at her briefly before handing her a stone to join him while he skipped them across the pond.
Jack felt a smile tug at the corners of his mouth at the sound of her moan, but completely forgot about the smile when he felt her tongue against his. As her passion and intensity continued to escalate, he matched her emotions, completely willing to never stop as long as it was okay with her. He didn't even care about the rest of their group at that point; she came before them, and if this was keeping her happy, he was happy. With his back against the wall, he reached his arm down, sliding it down the side of her thigh slowly, letting his fingers linger on her skin just under her skirt.
(also I spent $6 on this app for dance that has all my set music on it and I've been listening to my set dance on repeat for the past hour while doing homework because I'm a mega nerd when it comes to dance)
(Oh it's okay, I'll be at work on Saturday. So… yay! I was just thinking how you were always busy during the weekends. We just have a better chance at rping late at night. It's a true thing. And you breathe, eat, sleeping dance. That's awesome.)
Link stared at her with this blank look in his eyes. He hadn't even slept with Franky yet! He hadn't even gotten his trousers off! He hadn't had sex since later year and here Effie was accusing him of being this mega man whore and he hadn't done anything yet! "Do you even hear yourself? I haven't slept with Franky. And had you not walked in that might have been a different reply but I haven't even touched the lower regions of her body." He almost shivered at the thought of touching Franky. A couple months ago the idea would have creeped him out but this time it was a much different story. He was starting to believe it wasn't such a bad idea. Except for now, she was pregnant with Zander's baby. So it made things awkward plus, Effie was flying off the handle about it. And he just didn't quite catch that she was jealous because he could only think that she wanted Demitri. "Why are you even acting like this? I get that you're mad that it's Franky, but any other girl you wouldn't have given two cents."Zander kept an eye on her for a moment longer before he turned to look at the sun as well, his eyes practically looking for what she could be staring at. "Everything okay?" He asked, almost carefully. She had been through a lot even if she didn't think she had. Effie being away from her had really killed a lot inside. She was her best friend and he could see how hard it was for her to get over that there was a possiblity that she wouldn't come back and if she did the chances were slim. It was hard. He could tell it was. But he would be there for her because he liked her. Well, he loved her. He had just admitted so to her.
"Naked on the cactus..." Kieera took the stone from his hand, her fingers brushing a dissed his, which immediately gave her goosebumps. "And you aren't allowed to alter the physical makeup of the snot. It is forever mucas." She said seriously, a slight smile on her face. "I would sit on the cactus personally." She admitted, even if it hurt like a really bad pain. She didn't want to eat something else that was inside someone's nose. That was just disgusting.
(I keep telling myself that as soon as I finish this one chicken nugget I'm gonna start my essay so I'm taking super tiny bites so I never finish it I'm such an asshole to myself)Effie let out another short laugh, shaking her head once more as she tucked her messy hair behind her ears. She didn't want this conversation to continue; she was done with talking to him about it. She wanted to go back to not feeling anything. "Forget I said anything, yeah?" she pleaded, forcing a rather awkward-looking smile as if she'd forgotten how to. "I don't care. I don't care about you, the decisions you make, who you sleep with, who you don't sleep with, who you love, any of that. I don't care." The smile quickly vanished as she swallowed hard. She was having the toughest time believing any of the words that were coming out of her mouth, but at least they sounded convincing enough.
"I just feel guilty," Bex admitted, her eyes closed as she lay in the sun. She thought about nothing but the warmth seeping through her skin, and her eyes followed the strange shapes that formed behind her eyelids while she lay there. "I don't even know where Effie is right now. I mean, I left her in our room while she was having this mental breakdown, and as far as I know she's still there, but if that stupid, irrational side of her kicked in again, she might have already thrown herself from the roof of the school by now." She sighed before turning her head and opening her eyes, squinting to keep the direct sunlight from hurting her eyes. "You don't think she would have done that, do you? I mean, I know she's crazy, but she's not suicidal. Right?" She had been; Bex knew that. There was a long period of time in Effie's life after her parents' disappearance that she wanted nothing more to be dead, so she knew what that looked like, and Effie didn't seem to have those same... symptoms. But then again, the Effie that came back wasn't really the real Effie anymore.
Ace shook his head and laughed lightly. "Bad choice," he informed her, looking at her with a raised brow before going back to watching his stones dance across the water. "I was out with my cousins one night last summer, and we decided to take a trip to go four-wheeling in the desert in Arizona. Well, one thing led to another, and four of us ended up in the ER, drunk, naked, and covered in cactus needles." He laughed again at the memory; he still had scars, but it was a rather hilarious story. "The worst thing about running into a cactus is that there are two types of needles. There's the big ones that they get to pluck out individually with tweezers, and after that torture is through, they get to cover your body in hot wax and rip off not only all the hair on your body, but also these little, tiny needles that are smaller than a human hair and hurt worse than the big ones." He shook his head, throwing a stone. "I'd rather eat someone else's snot. I'd rather eat 50 strangers' snot than go through that again." He rolled his eyes and finished with another laugh.
(I'm sorry I didn't reply with Gewls. I'm just going to have them to come to the party)
(Good. Are you in for the rest of the day?)
(I am! Until about 7:30-9, then I have dance practice)
(Okay, I have something from 7-10ish maybe 11.but you know I'll be on till I crash.)
Link only felt more anger bubble inside his chest. He didn't want to say any harsh words to her, so he took a deep breath and before clutching his hands into fists. "Good! Because I don't care what you do in your spare time or even more so who." He snorted. "You don't matter to me anymore. And maybe I did think you were dead. Maybe it would have been a better thing had you not come back." Okay, so that was where shit pretty much hit the fan. Had she not come back, he would have died even more so than he had when he thought she was . Without Effie, all the fun in the world had seemed to suddenly disappear. It wasn't as lively as it used to be. How could he possibly want a world without her there. He didn't really, but he was so mad at her for playing things off like they didn't ever hurt. And he couldn't stand that she was accusing him of having sex with Franky when-even if he was going too- be still had stronger feelings for Effie. If she would have said that she wanted him, he would have dropped the idea of someone else immediately. But every time she spoke, she nudged him away a little more. She kept doing it. She would always do it. Therefore, there was never any hope for Link and Effie. They weren't even going to be friends anymore after this. And it would be his fault. Zander didn't know what to say to her. Maybe Effie was just sitting back in the room. "I think if she would have dove to her death, we would have heard about it now." He said honestly. There would have been sirens and someone-probably head mistress- would have tried to find Bex because she was all that Effie had. "Besides, Effie went through a lot. And if she's struggling she might just need to be alone to collect thoughts and try to remember who she was just a couple months ago. Which I understand is hard… but she'll come back. Fully." And if she didn't, well then, Zander didn't know how he would comfort her.
Kieera tilted her head, actually contemplating her decision. "I would still sit on the cactus." She replied, tossing out her stone, watching the water ripple as the hard piece of mass flopped over it. She thought that it looked rather interesting before it finally stopped and sunk. "I think it's my masocistic ways speaking though, I like the pain." Her tone of voice was definitely in the teasing range but she was so serious. Not only had she been depressed, but she liked feeling that razor blade slice acrossed her thigh or her wrist, or in other regions she knew people would never see, until… Ace of course. He had seen a lot of her. The sharp tool literally cute through flesh like a butter knife and butter. Yet, she had changed much, but she knew that feeling about her never would. Pain for her… was pleasure. So a cactus up the butt… sounded nice. It was weird and it made her feel like she was kinky.
Gewls pulling a towel around her swimming suit as her and Jack made it towards the pond. So it had taken a bit longer than she thought it would but their make out session was had been so dang good. She couldn't even function like she normally could. She had enjoyed herself a whole lot and now she was going to go hand out with their friends.
(I edited it to add Gewls… so I don't know if you saw it before it not. Just a heads up)
Effie'd finally gotten her wish. She'd finally pushed Link over the edge, the point where he was actually wishing she'd never come back in an attempt to get him to stop caring about a lost cause. But in that moment, she'd never regretted anything more in her entire life. She knew she should have just run up and kissed him and told him that he made her feel sad and angry and confused and mad and that she was worried she was falling in love with him, but she couldn't decide if she would have regretted that decision more than the one she already made. She couldn't force anything else out of her weakening body. She couldn't fake any more emotions, hide the ones she was feeling, even speak to him. She didn't even have the energy to cry. So she gave him one long, hard stare before she simply spun back around, feeling her nails dig into her sides as she tried to stop her heart from being ripped any further out of her chest. Bex sighed, thinking long and hard about what Zander had said. She certainly hadn't fallen to her death off the school roof, at least not yet, so he had a point. But there were plenty of other ways that were accessible without leaving the safety of the dorm... So she continued to worry, chewing on her lower lip: a nasty, nervous habit of hers. "You're right. I should just... give her a chance to collect her thoughts. Stop pushing her towards what we need her to be for us." She looked back over at him, forcing a quick smile that she tried to convince herself was real. "Enough worrying about Effie. Where do you think Gewls and Jack are? And Link, for that matter."
"Masochistic ways," Ace repeated softly with narrow eyes as he watched the rippling effects over the water. He followed them all the way to the edge of the pond and back; a never ending cycle of waves until everything slowed down to a stop. He pondered her words like his mind was slowly chewing them up in an attempt to digest them and come up with something to say back. "Do you ever get thoughts like that still?" he wondered, unable to help himself from looking down at the visible scars that still decorated the skin of her wrists. They'd been more obvious when he first met her, but they'd healed significantly in the past three months. "About hurting yourself?"
Jack gabbed Gewls's hand, holding onto her rather tightly and unable to wipe the satisfied smile off his face. Not only was he totally in love with her, but he was in love with their relationship, which was a combination he'd never experienced before. He either loved the person, or loved the sex, and with Gewls he loved every second he got to spend by her side and call her his. As they walked, he quickly saw Bex and Zander on one side of the pond, and Ace and Kieera on the other, and he wondered if they were divided on purpose or not, as well as where Link and Effie were and if they were going to join them.
(Sorry! I just saw your post about Gewls and Jack. I edited mine with Jack's reply!)
(Sigh I really don't want to type my essay ugh)
(Gahhhh it's not even that hard I just really don't want to do it lol)
(Thank you for the motivation :D I'm just horrible at motivating myself until the very last minute. Like at 3 AM tonight I'll probably be like "Oh yeah, this counts for a quarter of my grade. I should probably do it")
(Haha, I will reply soonish. I am so sorry!)
(No it's okay! Don't worry about it :) I think I might be ditching dance tonight anyways just so I can have more time to worry about procrastinating my essay and then still not doing it)
Just minutes before, Link had walked into Franky who was making her way to class. And he hadn't had intentions of doing anything. In fact, he was trying to figure out what to even do about everything. Effie was back, which he had hoped for since she disappeared. But then she showed up and things just, went from bad to worse. And he was crushed by the fact that maybe she really never would have feelings for him.
All of a sudden, Link was talking to Franky and from there everything fell apart. He was kissing her and she was kissing him back. He was leading her to his bedroom, his shirt came off her clothes coming off.
That's when the knock happened. Instead of moving, Link just froze where he was. This couldn't be happening and it most definitely shouldn't have been happening, 1. He was suppose to be with Gewls and Jack, and 2. He was suppose to be with Gewls and Jack. Clearly he was suppose to be with them and yet he sooo wasn't. He was too busy getting ready to screw Franky, whom was pregnant and he had no idea.
Zander just pulled her to his side. "I just want to thank you for being an amazing girlfriend." He kissed her gently on the lips, before looking at his sister and Ace. Those two… still didn't know how he felt about them being anything but he liked Ace a lot better than he had when he first started as if it weren't a noticeable thing. "So, we should head out. Is Effie coming? Where are Gewls and Jack?" They probably knew as much as he did. But that still didn't stop him from asking stupid questions. He was chuck full of them. He rubbed his face with his freehand. He wasn't going to talk to Bex about what had happened with Demitrious. It would be completely left alone. They had already talked about Franky being pregnant. Which, if anybody knew what was currently happening they could probably tell friend to get a paternity test because she was one hell of a whore. Moving in on any guy that looked at her like she was a hot chick. She wasn't a whore though. She was just confused about things and guys took advantage.
Kieera nodded her head slowly. Sometimes, Ace was slightly a turd. But Demitrious was a sketchy character. He had always been though he was super sexy in the only class she had with him. She might have had a slight wondering eye. She wondered if Ace ever check out other girls. She wouldn't be offended of anything. But at this point in their relationship, whatever type of relationship thy were in… she wanted more. She didn't feel like checking out other boys or being a booty call. Which she wasn't, Ace was actually the booty call. Whenever she felt like making out she would let him know and he would be there shortly after. She was sick of using him because he had one nice body. "So, I've been thinking, and I want us to be more than just friends with awesome benefits. I want to be your girlfriend. Like… completely yours." She found herself giving him a hopeful look. It wasn't like he was going to tell her no. He wanted it just as badly as she did if not more. At least, that's what she thought.
Gewls licked her lips, glancing over at the clock. "Let's jus to back to my room? Nobody should be in there?" She offered, she as pretty much the one who did the fast thinking. He was good at planning though. He seemed to be like a good best friend too. Completed her in more ways than one. She got to her feet, pulling him to his. "I mean, then I can model my outfit for you. And guess what? My tattoo shows." She winked at him flirtatiously. She was actually planning on getting a tattoo so was Kieera and they would be so beautiful. She was so excited.