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Astan.....wait...we are together again....:):) #2
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Tanzeel
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Feb 24, 2014 02:33AM
He turned around this time, staring at her, "First Of all, you should know it shouldn't be complicated, if you love me, you should tell them. There was no thing he asked about my past, and please, don't say her name,you're not her."
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Her eyes went wide and she took a step back, feeling like he had physically stabbed her. A tear slipped down her cheek and her mouth hung open, no words being able to form.
He shook his head, "Please don't emotionally blackmail me, these fake tears can't do Abu good." he hissed and passed through the wall into other room.
With that she broke down and ran down into her room. She collapsed in her bed and buried herself under the covers.
Buford follows her into her room. He stood against a wall, his arms folded on his chest, "You should forgot about me." he said in a monotone.
She looked at him with red, wet eyes "how do you expect me to do that? How could i ever forget you?" She asked through her sobs, not believing that he was asking her to do that.
He looked away, not wanting to feel weak by her crying, "Because there's nothing can be done for our relationship. We aren't meant to be together. When you're around him, you're weak."
She got out of the bed and walked over to him, standing as close as she could with out touching him. Her hand itched to run down his face and her lips tingled, wanting to feel his again "Bu please i'm human you need to accept that i'll mistakes and this is the biggest i've ever made" she pleaded, her eyes searchig his
He looked at her, his face devoid of any emotion, whatsoever. He wanted to not talk to her, but it was impossible, "But I can't see you with other, it hurts, I wish I was human. Please forget about me."
She bit her lip and looked down "i know and i am so so sorry. I understand if you never want to see me again. It was wrong of me especially because your not used to anything like that" she said then looked up into his eyes "but i DO love you and i will NEVER forget you"
He bit on his lip, not wanting to feel weak but he was losing it. He didn't knew what was wrong with him but he can't do when she is around. So he turned away, and started to float towards the door. "O.k."
She ran after him and pulled him around, quickly pressing her lips to his, possibly for the last time. She tried to put all her emotion and apologies into the kiss before pulling back "i LOVE you" she whispered and let him go
He was almost out of the wall, when Cicily grabbed him, turning her around. He kissed her back, not having the power to resist her. He than stares at her, fighting the urge. But it was too much. He lifts her up in his arms and carried her to the bed.
A small smile came across her lips and he picked her up and she began to kiss him again, this time with a but more longing and confidence.
He closed his eyes, and kissed her back. Reaching the bed, he lifts her down and lays on top of her, his hand on her side by the head. "Don't do this to me."
She looked up at him, her breathing heavy "do what?" She asked, pushing a stay hair from his eyes
He touched his lips to hers, "The control you have. I shouldn't be talking to you, after what I saw." he said huskily.
She pulled back a little and nodded "i know. I don't deserve you after doing that" she said, looking away and slowly sliding out from underneath him.
He sat upright and looked at her. his eyes boring into her back. "I know, I'm sorry too, I said all those bad words about you." he said softly, looking at his hands.
He sat upright and looked at her. his eyes boring into her back. "I know, I'm sorry too, I said all those bad words about you." he said softly, looking at his hands.
She shook her head "please don't apologise" she said "this is all my fault. You don't beed to apologise"
He wrapped his arms around her waist, hugging her from behind. "I starts where you finish Cicily, I have also part in the whole thing. I don't deserve your love."
She shook her head "you deserve every second of it. Its me who doesn't deserve your love" she said
He kissed her at the nape of her neck, "No I haven't been myself. I said too bad things to you, the things which were untrue."
She smiled and leaned into his touch "maybe a few" she admitted with a playfulness in her voice. It sounded pathetic but she had missed him so much.
He smiles, but tear prickles down onto her neck from his eyes, "I really don't deserve you, I'm really really sorry."
She turned and kissed the tears away "don't cry Bu please. Our relationship is complicated but if we get through it and be together it will all be worth it" she whispered
He stares into her eyes, "Do you think this ? I'm ghost Cicily, how you can think we can be together, Zayden is human, he deserves you."
She closed her eyes and shook her head "please don't bring that up. How can you say that? You can't force me to love someone else Bu" she said
He kissed the top of her forehead, "I'm not forcing, I'm suggesting Cicily, you know I'm not human, your parents will sell the house, as soon as they realized that you're doing what."
She pulled away from him a little, pulling her knees to her chest and rest her back again the wall "but your improving. You can cry and go outside at night. Soon it'll all be ok" she said, her eyes filled with hope.
He looked sadly at her, "I know, and that's why I agreed to be with you. But it's not natural, what if I turns into some demonic creature." he suggested with a shudder of his soul.
((So has the big twist happened?))She leaned into him and kissed his lips "that would never happen" she said, trying to convince the both of them that it wasn't even a possibility.
((Which big twist ?))He wrapped his arms around her and lays on the bed, snuggling closer to her, "Please eat something now." he said knowing she haven't ate anything.
((When Bu wouldn't talk to her i said it was breaking my heart and you said that you had a plan and it would all be worth it))"What?" She asked, not really sure what he meant, he had brought it up so randomly.
((Ohh that plan, well no, because change of plans, I wanted them to breakup and be with Zayden for a while, but it was breaking my heart, I'm hopeless romantic, so I dropped the plan, I didn't wanted her to carry to the bed, he was just going to go outside.))"I know you're haven't ate anything Cicily, so go and eat something." he explained to her, kissing on her cheeks.
((Oh ok))She sighed "yeah ok. Do you want anything?" She asked, looking at him hopefully. The fact that he got hungry was just another glimmer of hope
He shook his head, "No not yet, I gets hungry only in the night, otherwise I'm okay." he said dismissing her and pushing her towards door.
Her face fell a little but she nodded and make her way downstairs. She made herself a cup of tea and grabbed a few biscuits before going back upstairs to sit on the bed beside Bu
Buford watched her eating biscuits and drinking tea. She was looking so adorable doing this, full of innocence and hope. "You should eat in front of me." he said with a grin
"Why?" She asked, nibbling on her biscuit and dunking it into her tea. She hadn't realised it but these little moments where what she had missed the most.
He reached towards her and took a biscuit, holding it near her mouth to eat. "Because you looks adorable doing it." he said cheekily, his grin evident on his face.
She giggled and took a bite of the biscuit he was offering her "i think its hard to make eating look adorable" she said with a smile
"But you make it look so easy." he retorted, holding out the biscuit again for her. He don't know what he will do, since she is his addiction now.
This made her giggle more "its just eating" she said, sipping her tea and then taking another bite.
He wound a stray hair around his finger and looked at her, "That's the point, you makes it so beautiful."
Her giggle turned into a laugh "your so weird" she said, with a slight blush, not understanding how a mouthful of food could make her beautiful
He puts the tea cup and biscuits away, pulling her sit on his lap, straddling him. "Still you're here with me. Why you holds this much power over me ?" he asked, his eyes searching hers.
She smiled and linked her arms around his neck, resting her forehead on his "because you love me" she said softly, kissing his cheek
"Not more than you do." he replied, his ears closed and his arms settled possesively on her waist. "How was your school today ?" he asked in a soft whisper against her ear.
