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Astan.....wait...we are together again....:):) #2
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Tanzeel
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Feb 09, 2014 02:30AM
He sighs, feeling a little frustrated, "What's complicated ? All I see between you two is attraction towards each other." he tried to get more information about her.
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She shook her head "its just complicated... I mean not our relationship... Its just hard with... Everything" she said, not really knowing how to tell him.
He frowns at her, shaking his head, "Cicily you're a nice girl, you deserves to be in a normal relationship not some complicated thing. I'm sorry if I'm being an ass."
"No no your not being an ass. Its my fault. I shouldn't have led you on like i did. I'm so sorry Zayden" she said, looking up at him through her eyes lashes
He pressed his lips in a thin line, "It's okay Cicily, just remember I'm always for you, if you ever need someone to talk to." he said in a soft tone.
She leaned over the table and pecked his cheek "thanks" she said with a little smile, hoping she hadn't hurt him too much
He blushed a little, feeling a little upset from inside, "I just wish that everything will work with him."
She smiled at his blush "and i know you'll meet an amazing girl who loves you just as much as you will love her" she said back sweetly.
He nodded, "Thanks I'll try to meet a girl who's like you." he says with a smile and took her hand in his.
She felt a stab of guilt and sadness go through her at his words but she had to remember that she was with Bu "i'm sorry" she whispered, looking down at their hands.
"It's okay, don't worry or panic." he said squeezing her hand, "Let's eat something. What special your sister have in menu ?" he teased.
She smiled slightly at the mention of London "gourmet pizza and garlic bread?" She asked, wondering if thats what he liked.
He nodded, "Well that's awesome, just the way I like it." he said with a smile and took her hand in his, taking her with himself..
They walked into the kitchen and all the girls were sitting at the dinning table eating. Bu was sitting on the island, two spare seats beside him.
Buford was sitting in the midst of London's friends which chatters nonstop just like her. London was beaming and he occasionally was providing some fun when his eyes lands on Cicily. He smiles at her, although it faltered a little after seeing her friend holding her hand.Zayden enters the scenario and have to roll his eyes, when he saw her boyfriend. He felt a pain in his heart but doesn't let it show.
Cicily smiled at Bu and walked over to him. She sat down beside him and pulled Zayden down on the chair next to her "hey" she said to Bu "having fun?"
He smiled at her, "Yeah ad much fun as I can have." he said looking at London, who was putting balloons in the ponytail of her friend, giggling all the time.Zayden now again back with in their distance, puts three pizzas in front of them.
She laughed and took a piece of pizza, feeling a little awkward between the two boys. She could feel their tension and it wasn't making convocation easy.
Buford took a piece of the thing they calls pizza and hold it for Cicily to eat, smiling at her all the while.Zayden tried ignoring the knot in his stomach and joked, "I'll be taking cake with me, it was delicious." he said to London.
She laughed at Zayden's comment and quickly took a bite of the pizza Buford had held up for her, not wanting to make Zayden feel left out.
Zayden looks at her, feeling bad to interrupt their little date. "You know I can go, if you wants to," he said in low tone so that her guy won't listen.
"No Zay please don't go. I'm sorry i really didn't expect Buford to be here" she said, holding onto his arm.
Zayden sighs, feeling bad about being a little whiny, but he had planned to ask her out tonight and now she was with some guy. "I'm not angry Cicily I'm just a little......surprised !!" he admitted.Buford overheard the conversation, getting few parts because of the loud noise. He felt like he was stabed, hearing she wasn't expecting him here. So he got up and moved a little away, sitting next to London.
Cicily ignored Bu as he moved away, figuring that he just wanted to talk to Lon or give them some privacy. She didn't really know how to respond to Zayden. She was surprised too.
Zayden sighs and sat down, looking at her expectantly. He was shocked, after seeing her with Buford. "Umm, are we still going to the dance ?"
"Yes yes" she said, trying to sound as sure as possible but really not knowing at all "i think Buford will be busy then and i gave you my word" she said with a small smile
He smiles a little at her, "Thanks because I was really looking forward to it...btw um..." he trails off, biting his lip, unsure of what to say, "I bought you this." he says, pulling out a watch from his pocket.
"Oh Zay its beautiful" she said, looking at the leather strap and old fashioned face "thank you" she leaned over and kissed his cheek "thank you"
His face brightebmns up, listening her praise the gift, "I'm glad, because I was afraid that you won't like it." he said in a soft tone, looking at her with love in his, although knowing she won't be his, now or ever.
"No i love it" she said, looking up at him with happiness, thankfulness and love. She was sure she would be happy with him but she knew that she had Bu and that they were meant to be.
"Thanks I'm glad." he said and took a bite from the pizza, holding out for her to eat from it.
She giggled and took a bite "all you guys seem to think that i'm incapable of feeding myself" she said, picking up her own piece of pizza and biting into it.
He laughs at her words, "I don't know about others but I think that you're too cute to resist from feeding you." he replied, grinning from ear to ear.
She smiled back "and why do cute things need to be fed? It just makes them fat" she said, enjoying his happiness.
"No because they look more cute, munching on their food, it makes a sexy scenario for eyes" he added with a wink.
She rolled her eyes "sexy and cute normally do not fit in the same sentence" she told him, taking another bite of her pizza.
"Well they do fit together, they just need Zayden to see the similarities." he replied, taking a bite of his own and stood up, "Dance ?"
"Um... Yeah sure" she said, taking his hand and walking with him to the dance floor, looking for Buford as she did.
Smiling, he took her to the dance floor, where some fast and loud beat was playing. He looks at her, for her to start the dance.
She smiled and began dancing, a kinda sexy hiphopy dance that she was just making up on the spot.
The clucked his tongue at her, and wraps his arms around her neck, swaying his body in unison with her. It was a little too intimate but he was loving every moment with her.
She laughed, dancing along with him. She felt a little guilty doing this in front of Bu but it was a dance party and he hadn't asked her to dance.
He pulls her a little closer and bent down to whisper in her ear, "Some times you're a seductress." he said in a teasing manner, not meaning it at all.
She laughed "maybe i should drop school and make a living out of it" she teased, blushing a little at his comment.
"No, because than I would miss a great friend like you in school." he said smiling and turned her around, so her back was pressed to his chest.
She laughed as he twirled her "mmm? Is that almost a 'now i know you i can't live without you?" She teased.
He brushed his lips on her neck, not caring now, if anyone is looking at them or not. "Yes it is,"
She pulled away, turning back to face him, her smile now gone "Zay... I can't" she told him, a tiny hint of sadness in her voice.
