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Dec 29, 2013 12:53PM
Adam frowned at her words and shook his head. "I love you, Angel. Don't forget that. You and Libby are my number one," he told her, tucking a lock of her hair behind her ear.
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"You can only have one number one, and I want that to be Libby," Angel said with one more kiss. "I'm going to put her to bed," Angel said, looking to Kellie who nodded and sat with Adam. "She'll come around, I promise she will."
((Sorry it was short, I had no inspiration :/))Adam shook his head. "No, you are both my number one, and I'm not wiling to change that," he said gently, sighing as Angel walked away to take Libby to bed. He gazed at Kellie with a small smile. "I hope so. I don't want her to think like that. I know that I won't forget about her."
[It's alright^^ What do you want to do?]
[I'm thinking, I'm thinking:P]
[I guess Adam could find a girl he kinda likes on tour, but when he comes home, he realises he really likes Angela but she's a little uncertain? That's all I can think up.]
((No, that's a good idea :) ))
[Okee, cool! Should we skip so they're on tour for three or so posts?]
It was four months into the tour, and things were changing. Angela occasionally called Adam, but it wasn't really enough. 6 month old Libby needed her dad, and was beginning to attach herself to Rich as if she never even know Adam, because he'd been gone so long. Rich was a lovely guy, but he never let Libby call him 'dad' - He knew how it felt to have another man nurture your baby, and he couldn't stand it. He knew Angel was getting worried, because she never received calls from Adam, never.
Adam had met a girl on tour, named Cassidy. She was one of the roadies who traveled with them. He liked her, a lot, and ocassionally forgot about Libby and Angel. He didn't want that though. He wanted to call them, but he never had time anymore, and couldn't bring himself to. But then, two months after the tour had started, he called
Angel picked up the phone almost instantly, sighing slightly. "Hi..." she said, combing through the six month-old baby's soft hair, her other hand on her shoulder. As you can imagine, Angel held the phone balanced between her shoulder and ear, making things easier. Rich sat opposite Angel, grinning at her and the baby as he took her hands. "Agoo!" Rich chuckled, though it wasn't loud enough for Adam to hear.
"Hey," he smiled slightly as he heard her voice. "I'm so sorry I didn't call sorry, things have been a mess and a chaos and I'm really sorry," he bit his lip. "How are you? And Libby? I really miss you guys," he said gently, sitting on the couch. The guys were playing cards in the back, and they were laughing. Cassidy was with them, laughing too.
"Oh, it's alright. I guess I've been occupied. Yeah, we really miss you too..." Angel admitted, though she couldn't find it in her heart to tell her that Libby barely knew him anymore, and she'd be a year and a bit when he came home. It'd be strange and hard for her to comprehend, which is what she worried about. Angel had no idea about Cassidy, but she often worried.
Adam smiled lightly at her words and was about to reply when someone shouted at him. "Adam, come join us please?" Cassidy pleaded with a laugh. "Wait a sec, okay?" he chuckled, pulling away to talk to Angel again. "Well, that's good," he mumbled sweetly. "How's my little Libby?" he asked her gently.
"She's good, really good. Spotted her crawling yesterday, I have some footage I could send-" But, then she heard a call. Not entirely sure if it was a girl or guy, Angel assumed it was one of the band mates and let it go. "Oh, well I guess you're pretty busy. I should go, too. I don't know about you, but it's pretty late here," Angela laughed. "Love you!" she said before puckering a few kisses down the phone, wishing him luck for the next concert.
Adam smiled at her words. "Oh, that's great, yeah, could you send it to me?" he smiled softly. At her words, he sighed. "Yeah, guess I am. I love you too, honey, I'll call soon again," he promised, before hanging up the phone. He went to his bandmates again, and had some fun with them and Cassidy. It wa really nice and fun to be around her.
The rest of Angela's night consisted of nappy-changing, movie watching and finally bidding her daughter goodnight, hoping she would wake to her dad. It would never happen, never. Rich had returned home, like he did every night. Though, Angela was thinking about inviting him to stay in the spare room; she felt ever so lonely at night.
((Skip to another time again? xD))
(Haha, sure!)
It'd now been nine-months, and Angel had only had about two calls from Adam. It was depressing, and she found herself meeting up with Kat a lot more, mostly talking about how she was slowly losing faith in Adam. They weren't married, so she had more to worry about. Little Libby was now 11 months old, and it was crazy to think she hadn't seen her dad in 9 months. In fact, it was more upsetting than crazy. She'd called, called and called, but he'd never answer, or much like Jason, would hang up randomly.
It'd now been nine-months, and Angel had only had about two calls from Adam. It was depressing, and she found herself meeting up with Kat a lot more, mostly talking about how she was slowly losing faith in Adam. They weren't married, so she had more to worry about. Little Libby was now 11 months old, and it was crazy to think she hadn't seen her dad in 9 months. In fact, it was more upsetting than crazy. She'd called, called and called, but he'd never answer, or much like Jason, would hang up randomly.
Adam felt guilty about not calling Angel. But he simply just... forgot or didn't have the time when he finally remembered. The tour was ending soon, with four more shows. He really wanted to call again, but he had so much fun with Cassidy. He found himself liking her... more than friends, but then he would think about Libby and Angel, and he would feel bad, and stupid
(Want me to play Cassidy?:P)
Angel kissed Libby sweetly, cradling her. She'd almost given up on Adam, not calling him or putting him first anymore. Now, it was all for Libby, her beautiful daughter. Times dawned on her where she wanted to break up with Adam, wanted to move on and find somebody with a more stable lifestyle, but it wasn't easy when you were in love. Knowing she'd just run back to Adam, she decided against a breakup.
Angel kissed Libby sweetly, cradling her. She'd almost given up on Adam, not calling him or putting him first anymore. Now, it was all for Libby, her beautiful daughter. Times dawned on her where she wanted to break up with Adam, wanted to move on and find somebody with a more stable lifestyle, but it wasn't easy when you were in love. Knowing she'd just run back to Adam, she decided against a breakup.
((Yeah sure :3))Adam loved Angel with all his heart, but sometimes that just wasn't enough. He didn't get the chance to talk to her, and he was really forgetful. he looked over at Cassidy with a sigh. "Bad signal around here," he mumbled to her, rubbing the back of his head. "Or is it just my stupid phone?"
"Yeah, but I think it might be your phone..." Cassidy giggled, sitting herself by his side, leaning back. "You know, Adam. You're really cool to hang out with!" the girl admitted, biting her lip. She wanted to tell him about the massive crush she had on him, but knew that wasn't going to happen any time soon. Well, maybe it could. But as he was in the process of dwelling over his girlfriend, she figured that was pointless. So, she settled with a cuddle, burying her face in his neck. They'd done a lot of that.
Adam couldn't help but chuckle at her words, turning around to look at her. "Or it might be you messing up my signal," he teased her, smiling at her. He thought Cassidy was extremely beautiful, with her brown hair and grey eyes. "You are too, Cas, I really like you," he smiled sweetly at her, wrapping his arms around her as she cuddled close to him. He liked the feeling of having her close to her.
"Well, I really like you too!" Cass said sweetly, pressing her lips up against his cheek as they hugged. He too was extremely good looking, she loved that about him. Sure, the rest of the band were stunning, but she really loved Adam. Cassidy wasn't a bitch, but she couldn't help but not care about the fact that he had a girlfriend. She was engrossed in Adam, and wasn't scared to let that slip. "You smell good, whatcha' use?"
Adam chuckled and kissed her cheek in return, thinking she was really cute. He forgot about Angel and Libby in that moment, and gazed at her as she looked at hi.m When she said that, he chuckled. "I always smell good," he teased. "It was something of Diesel or something," he chuckled softly, looking at her as she smiled. She was even more beautiful when she did.
"Oh, well I guess I know what I'm getting you for Christmas," Cassidy happily chirped. She loved the warmth Adam gave her, it was truly comforting. "I..." she began, looking to the floor. Should she admit that she liked Adam? Or would that be a little far? As there were only three months of the tour left, she figured it'd make sense to just let it out. "Adam, I really, really like you... You're so sweet, so loving... I just can't help but have feelings for you." It hurt to say, because Cassidy only had a faint hope that he'd like her back. The rest was pure dismay, knowing he didn't really care.
Adam chuckled at her words. "You better get me a dozen presents for christmas," he teased her, knowing she wouldn't do that. At her next words, Adam was shocked. He had thought about it, and he liked Cas too, but it still was odd to him. "Oh.. Cas I... I like you too a lot but... I have Angel and Libby," he said softly, ruefully looking at her. He didn't want her to feel sad. "But you're so sweet and kind and I... well, I like you too, really," he whispered.
"I really don't want to kick up a fuss. But, I really do love you and... I want to see you more, maybe we could go out some time?" But then he'd mentioned Libby, and she felt awful. Of course, he had a lovely daughter. "I... Just, think about it. We're together for the next three months, and I can only imagine how hard it'll be when we're stuck together, knowing we have feelings for each other. But, Angel and Libby are your life, and I respect whatever you choose."
'I.. I think I might be in love with you too," he whispered softly, gazing into her eyes. Her words made sense, but Adam found himself liking Angel and Cassidy at the same time. They were both amazing, and he didn't know who to choose. In a desperate momment, Adam reached out for Cas and kissed her. He actually kissed her. He had to do it.
Cassidy certainly didn't expect that, but found herself smiling anyway. Angel would find out about this, which was why Cassidy had feared it so much. Nothing remained secret for long, especially as the other roadie was sat opposite the pair, having no idea that Adam had a girlfriend and ended up posting it on Twitter. But, Angel wasn't a twitter person, she much preferred reality. "I..." Cassidy giggled, but found herself shaking her head sheepishly, kissing him back with a cute passion. He was perfect.
Adam kissed her softly, trailing his fingers through her hair. His lips moved against hers perfectly, but he knew that he couldn't go further, and that this was already a mistake. He pulled away, slightly breathless. "I'm sorry, Cass, I... I have to think," he shook his head and walked out to his room.
Cas remained on the couh with a smile on her face, extremely happy with the kiss she received. "Okay..." She called back to Adam, who was already leaving. Why he had to think was understandable, but she felt as if she had the stronger alibi out of the two girls; she would see Adam so much more, and he could still see his kid, right? That wouldn't change. But, by now, Angel was already aware of the kiss.
(I was thinking, the same with Kat really, they kinda get together? Like, not majorly or anything... But he comes round to see Angel after the tour and we could go from there?)
((Yeah sure! So should he just go home?))
(Yeah, I had Jason go home:P)
((Okay!))Adam walked up to the door, biting his lip. He knocked, though he wasn't sure if Angel would even open the door. He knew she had to be mad, the picture had been spread all around twitter. He had broken off with Cass. Even though he still felt something for her, his love for Angel was too strong to deny, and he felt so, so wrong for doing that to her.
Angel had boxed all of Adam's things and was waiting for him to collect them. She wasn't mad at anybody but herself, because she'd been the idiot to date a guy who obviously preferred prettier, smarter women to herself. So, she opened the door and with a frown, shook her head. "I boxed your stuff, I hope that's all your here for." Libby was currently with Rich and Kellie, who'd recently gotten together. Angela had asked them to babysit Libby at their house for a while, needing some time.
"No, I'm not here for that. I'm here to tell you how much of an asshole I've been and to tell you that I'm so sorry," he breathed out. "I got caught up with myself. I was so, so wrong to kiss Cassidy. Even though I felt something for her, I loved you. I still do. I love you so much it hurts. I can't believe what I did, and I know that you have every right to dump me, to slap me, to hate me, but I want you to forgive me, because I wouldn't know what to do without you," he told her, letting it out all at once, biting his lip hard.
"Well, you had that chance. Adam, I didn't even do anything to you... You just, you fell in love. That's fine, I understand. But what hurts, what really hurts is the fact that it took a year for you to fall in love with me, but barely a month with Cassidy. I just... I don't want to have to worry every time you go away. The first tour you went on in our relationship, you found someone else to love. Now, you're even admitting that you felt something to her, and that just makes me feel really, really awful. She's pretty, she's funny, she's everything. I'm just me, and I think you should go with her. I'm done with this relationship anyways."
Adam felt his heart break at her word, and he shook hi shead wildly. "No, no," he breathed out, reaching out and grasping her hand in his. "I love you, and I don't want to let you go. Not already. I can't lose you," he breathed out. His heart was feeling like it was teared apart, but he wanted her to mend it. He wanted her in his life. He couldn't let go. Not this soon. Not yet.
"Get off," Angel muttered, pulling her away. "You know what you did, and it hurt. I'm sorry, but I'm not... I'm not going through this. Not again. You have Cassidy, and you proudly showed her your love. I just, I hate how this happens with Libby. You have a daughter, Adam! A daughter! Do you not care about her? Do you not think that it might affect her if we break up all over again? You didn't even call, you didn't even think about how you now 11 month old baby is. She can't even call you dad anymore, because she doesn't know who you are!" Angel blurted, bursting out into tears as she walked away. They needed to sort something out, and they needed to do that fast. Otherwise, it'd break everything they had.
"I know what I did, and I know I've been an asshole," he began, finding his eyes starting to water at her words. "I called! But it didn't get through. The signal was so bad, it never got through," he shook his head wildly. "I know I have a daughter!" he yelled back. "I love her and I love you," he breathed out. "I'm sorry! I had to go on this tour and I told you that I'm sorry, just let me see her-" he gasped as the door was slammed in his face. He slumped down with his back against it, his head buried in his hands.
Angel sat on the bed in the now empty bedroom. Without Ryan and Adam, it was such a hollow room. Everything felt resentful right now, and she just wanted to be alone. How Adam could do that, she didn't know. If they couldn't even trust each other, then Angel realised they had no hope whatsoever. "I just... I can't believe you..." Angel cried through the door, holding it closed. "And you didn't exactly act like much of a father... Libby, she doesn't even know you anymore. I just wish you'd though about her before shagging some other girl!" Angel muttered, memories of what they'd done flooding back.
