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Oct 21, 2013 12:34PM
grace frowned a little seeing the look on his face, "You can't just live a life of what ifs.' she said softly
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"She's gone," Shetan muttered bitterly. "And so is all my love." He put the picture down.
Grace frowned a little, "I'm sorry."
Shetan leaned forward and covered his face.
Grace watched for a second before hesitantly put her hand on his shoulder
Shetan didn't flinch, but instead started to sob.
Grace frowned. She didn't know what to do
Shetan continued to sob bitterly into his hands.
Grace chewed on her lip. "Would it help to talk about her?"
"Maybe," Shetan muttered through his sobbing.
"Okay... So tell me how you met her." Grace asked
"I was in the woods, and I found her hurt. She got her leg stuck and impaled in a bear trap, and I saved her and brought her to my castle and took care of her wound." Shetan was calmed down pretty much.
Grace sat down on the floor next to him as she listened, "that's a different way to meet." She said seeing that he was calmer now
"That's her in the picture," Shetan said.
Grace looked at the picture, "She's really pretty."
Shetan nodded, still looking down. "And then she got really sick and died a few months later."
Grace frowned a little, "Was she sick before you knew her?" She asked gently
Shetan shook his head. "No. She got some kind of virus, pneumonia."
Grace nodded a little, "At least you got some time with her."
"I wish that I didn't fall in love with her. This pain's not worth it." Shetan got up and walked over to the window.
Grace frowned, "So do you wish that you had never met her?"
"Yes. I wish that she didn't have to be in that woods hurt."
"So you would rather not have met her at all than known her for the time that you did..... What do you think she would say if she heard you right now?"
"She can't hear me," Shetan growled. "She's dead. Dead!" He covered his eyes with his hand, crying again.
"You know I know that.... But I'm pretty sure that she wouldn't want you to feel sorry for yourself and not try to get on with you life." Grace said, "You don't think I have done exactly what you are doing when my baby brother died?"
"I don't care what you think," Shetan growled. "I just wish I was dead!"
Gracie sighed, "I'm sorry you think that."
"I can no longer be happy. I can no longer be as happy as I would be when I do evil and be the Devil. And I hate it. I'm no use to myself anymore."
"You can't feel like that all the time... What did you like to do before?"
"I don't even know anymore....a lot of things." Shetan wandered away from the window. "Now I wish I had some holy water," he sighed.
"Okay.. so you just have to think of those." Grace watched him, "Why is that?" she asked kind of thinking it was a bad thing
"Because if I consume it, it'll burn my insides and kill me."
Grace sighed, "You really want to die."
Shetan closed his eyes, tears flowing down his face. "Yes," he whispered.
Grace shrugged a little, "I can't stop you... but just know that girl in the picture looks like she loved life and would want you too also."
Shetan sighed. "What about your brother? How did he die?"
Grace sighed, "He was hit by a drunk driver."
Shetan frowned, then looked away. There was a long pause. "That's even worse than how she died," he muttered.
Grace shrugged a little, "But you weren't in charge of keeping him safe." she answered softly
"I know," Shetan muttered. "But still." He looked at her and walked over to her slowly. "You sure are taking deaths better than me."
Grace laughed shortly, "I'm just good at hiding it.." She said shaking her head a little
Shetan shook his head. "How embarrassing," he muttered to himself.
Grace looked over at him, "What is?" she asked.
"The fact that you, a human, hide your grief like someone strong while I'm over here bawling like a baby and talking about suicide," Shetan muttered. "And to think that I'm the Devil on top of it." He shook his head. "That's embarrassing."
Grace shook her head, "I've had a lot of practice at it. You live by yourself... I still live with my mom. She needs someone to be strong since Shane died."
Shetan nodded a bit. He was standing only a foot away from her. "Well, you have my sympathies."
Grace looked up at him. "Thanks." she said softly.
Shetan looked down at her and smiled slightly.
Shetan looked at how dark it was outside. "You can stay the night if you want, I don't care."
