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Feb 03, 2016 05:24PM
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I've read John Green's one book that is TFIOS. Yep, Hadiyah I agree with u i also think its overrated...
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Don't worry, it's not that ruined. A lot of other stuff happens. You should still read it, Smiley.I think he's a good writer, Saarah.
Why is it that whenever I see Faybien I can usually ONLY get out "Hey" or "Bye" or "See,ya" WHY?!
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Well when you replied Ravanna I was in fifth period and about to leave. I was in the library looking at books and found a bunch I plan on reading and I Also Queen of the Tearling and I was hoping I would have been on Hollow City by now but now that I am on Winter I don't want to book to end because it is so good and I am kinda scared to close this series....... silly huh? I am also sick with a runny nose and a sore throat and I have been sneezing a lot so that is a very sure sign that I will get sicker. Now I am working on homework and looking at possible books for the further.
That is about it. WYB?
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To catch you all up on my life:
I'm going to see Monster Trucks on Saturday!!! I'm REALLY looking forward to that! And then my brothers 14th b-day is coming up soon, and we are going rock climbing. I've made some friends at Youth Group. I think I already mentioned getting my hair done. Um...I'm reading Rook! And my turn to play American Idol on the Xbox is coming up, and I'm so going to rock it!!! lol
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Hahaha, sounds fun! I can't sing for my life XD. What're you doing now?
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So I saw this cute boy at the library and I did well not thinking about him until we started talking about Valentine's Day and I started talking about the three sure signs of how I like a guy like what I show physically to get his attention. Well then I told mom about the guy and how he kept looking at me and I him. Mom told me not to read to much into it but now I am seriously thinking about him! Damn it!!!
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The guy I like has dark red hair. It looks natural too. He also has three ear piercings in his upper left ear and he has the punkish look to him. He was REALLY handsome. I think he is a senior too and he is taller than me! Everything that is what I am looking for!
Anyways I thought I would share that when you mentioned your guy's hair. How did he cut it Safia?
Oooh nice nice you girls! Smiley! A book nerd guy?! So awesome and rare!! Any chance of meeting him again???
Oh Saafia I hope he lets them grow out again and doesn't cut them. Huh maybe you should tell him so next time ;D
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OoOoOo, Smiley, this is great! I hope you guys talk!Sorry to hear that, Safia :(.
I've got bad news, too. I found out......Faybien has a girlfriend :(. Well, actually, I got one of the sweet ladies at the gym to find out for me. She asked him after he was done sparing "Did you beat or get beat?"And he he said "I got beat." And then she said "Oh, what's your girlfriend going to think when she finds out?" And then..... And the he said..... "I don't know, she hates it when I loose."
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No, I want Faybien. And I DO want to talk about it, but I don't think he's terrible. I care about him SO much and I can TELL that he's not happy with his girlfriend. I bet she only wants him for his car. I ACTUALLY CARE about him and I liked him BEFORE I knew he has a car. I'm like the only person that even finds him attractive. Man, I like him so much. I just feel all weird and sad knowing that that's another girl that has him.
And she hasn't even come to watch him spar! Not even ONCE! She CLEARLY doesn't support his goals like I do!You know what? I should probably stop talking trash about a girl I haven't even met :(. I bet she's gorgeous and they're happy together. If Faybien's happy I'm happy :). I'll just try and let the feelings die off. They will eventually, right?
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Really? Because my rants go on forever... Are you sure?
Okay, but you said I could.So the thing is what kind of man goes to the gym EVERY SINGLE DAY of the week when he has a girlfriend to spend time with?! I mean, wouldn't that mean they're unhappy? I'm just afraid that he may be insecure and he'd rather be in a sucky relationship with a gold digger. And it hurts because I'm RIGHT HERE! And WHY has she never came to watch him spar?! She's supposed to support him! He deserves someone that will support him and love him whole heartedly! I want to meet her and make sure she's not killing my Faybien slowly. I don't want him to be unhappy. I should probably stop calling him "my Faybien"
I didn't finish my sentence. It was supposed to say "I'm just afraid that he may be insecure and he'd rather be in a sucky relationship with a gold digger than be lonely."
You know what I mean? He doesn't seem happy. I mean, he's happy sometimes. Like he smiles, but you know what I mean? He doesn't smile often. His smile kills me, though. It's so soft and sweet and warm and loving.
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I really did fall hard :(. I'm doing something I don't really do often. Actually, I don't ever do this. I'm listening to slow, depressing, meaningful music and just thinking about everything crappy in my life (there's a lot of things). *takes fake ice cream* Is it rolo flavored with extra caramel and biscuits? That's my favourite. *starts to eat ice cream* *cries*I hope you know it's not only about Faybien. It's everything. Faybien just made everything crash.
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Hahaha, it's okay. They're much else I can say.
You see? I'm SO sad I can't even brain properly. I don't even know what I was trying to say.
Oh, I was trying to say that I don't have anything else to say really that won't make me sound dumb. Actually, I'm listening to this song called "You're beautiful" by James Blunt (my brother sent it to me) and it's like "I saw your face in a crowded place,And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you." It's like a quote from my head.
But it was only real for me. And I change my mind. It's not a quote from my head, it's a quote from my heart. "Your Faybien" I wish :(. I can totally get why you're upset too. *hugs you tight* We can cry together. Although, to be entirely honest I'm out of tears. *offers you some of Ravanna's ice cream*
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Speaking of friends..... I was looking at my freshman year book and I saw all my old friends and waves of memories hit me and I started crying and yyyeeeaaaa........ I was sad.... now I am caring around the book..... sad I know.... but I miss them terribly...... I was suppose to grow old with these friends!!!!! We were suppose to be planning for........ life and be hanging out!
Anyways I need some good friend support and you guys are some of my best BFs!!! How is everyone? I am sorry about Faybien, Hadiyah! :(
Why are we all in such bad moods?I think I would've been happier if Faybien was gay. Gay couples are usually happier and at least I wouldn't ever have to think of another girl touching him. How'd you find out he's gay?
How are you feeling now, Safia? Have you run out of tears yet? I know I have.
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Yeah, I'm glad you're done your workout.
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I want to find a workout partner! Dad and I decided we will run the 1812 run that goes from Watertown to Sacket's Harbor which is about (I think) 27 miles. I am excited to do this. We are gonna start training in the warmer months and when dad is healed but the training for it is two months and the run is in September {I think) So yeah...
Oh, well.Anyways, I'm going to go lay in the dark. In other words I'm going to go try to fall asleep. Goodnight guys.
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