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Sep 03, 2015 08:22AM
My sister always makes everything about her. I swear
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Friends: 5
Family: 5
Friends: 5
Family: 5
Nah. My friends and I had a camp fire and I got an electric guitar.
How was yours?
How was yours?
Haha. Awesome. I haven't talked to her much.
Not really. It got kinda weird between us. Not completely sure why. And its okay :)
Alright :) but I kinda miss talking to you. You were always my buddy. XD
Awww really? How? I didn't do anything.
You helped me too.
You helped me too.
Oh. I'm good at that. :)
Haha. You did. You give good advice.
Haha. You did. You give good advice.
Haha. Nah. Theres no other jay I know except you soo...... And I would never get you confused with someone else.
Haha. Yeah. I heard about the other. I also heard how much you hate her.
Haha. So I could be horrible and id still be better.
Haha. Its alright. I already know I'm a bitch sometimes so its cool.
I hate life. Life fucking sucks.Life can go did a hole and bury itself in the ground.
Now replace ever life with a form of I.
Every fucking time. Every time.
Who cares how trashy he is you don't even know him. Hippocrate. You say about people judging people before they know them but you call him trashy and ghetto and "you can do much better" yet you've never met him. You just have feelings for me. Sucks for you that they aren't mutual.
And I don't even know why I'm trying with him. It's like ohhhhhh yeah. Well I'm only ever here every once in a while during the summer but lets both get feelings for each other so that when summer is over we can both get hurt. That sounds like fun doesn't it?
I is stupid af. I'm so fucking done.
Now replace ever life with a form of I.
Every fucking time. Every time.
Who cares how trashy he is you don't even know him. Hippocrate. You say about people judging people before they know them but you call him trashy and ghetto and "you can do much better" yet you've never met him. You just have feelings for me. Sucks for you that they aren't mutual.
And I don't even know why I'm trying with him. It's like ohhhhhh yeah. Well I'm only ever here every once in a while during the summer but lets both get feelings for each other so that when summer is over we can both get hurt. That sounds like fun doesn't it?
I is stupid af. I'm so fucking done.
And he screwed up my sleeping schedule
First day of school and I'm kinda nervous but excited. I've changed so much over the summer I'm scared to see how people react or if it will change anything between me and my friends. I'm hoping to make some new friends too.
its your first day? lucky! I've been going for 3 weeks now.
Yeah so when I first got to school I sat with this girl I met over the summer named Shelby and she's partially emo but she's cool so I didn't really care. And I sat with my friend Hannah who's kinda like my best friend. And she's slowly kinda turning a little bit more on the dark side like me so I guess I sorta fit in there.
Homeroom was good because we keep our homerooms all the way through high school so it was the same as last year and I made a lot of friends in homeroom last year so no stress there.
We had an assembly since it was first day and all and I sat with my friend Abby and there was this guy that's not too bad lookin if I can say that but he kept like looking over at me and it was kind of awkward.
After that we went to another assembly and I saw Brandon for the first time since we broke up but he didn't really say anything to me so whatever. Ya know. Same old jerk ex's.
First period I had honors geometry and I think I was the only sophomore in the class but the teacher was pretty awesome. His name is Mr. Nueman and he seems like he's gonna be a kinda hard teacher but he's funny. He's the first teacher that ever told me to interrupt him. Make fun of him. And talk to my friends in class.
Second period I had biology and the teacher seems kinda awkward and weird. And its science so I have a feeling that class is gonna be really blah.
Third period I had honors English and I gotta say. Its always been my favorite class but I love male English teachers. And Mr. Miles seems like he's gonna be a favorite. He's amazing. He tells a lot of stories and he looks at life so much different than everyone else. But that whole class was filled with preps but its normal for my honors classes to be like that so ... Blah.
Fourth period I had Spanish three. And eww. I have it for an hour everyday and the teacher has to be the most annoying person I have ever met. Not to mention the fact that I don't know anyone in the class. The teacher has like 20 metal bracelets on one arm and they clang together the whole class. And I'm not big on fashion or anything. But she wears this bright purple lipstick with bright blue eye shadow. Like honestly. And when she talks she always drags out the last letter of every word. Like omg. I wanna slap the lady.
Then I had lunch and I sat with hannah and Shelby again. It was pretty boring. The highlight was that this kid used to go to my elementary school and we were pretty good friends and stuff. And then he moved but he's back and oh my lordy. He is like one of the hottest guys I have ever seen. Its pretty amazing. But he was kinda wondering around by himself like a lost puppy all day so maybe we could become friends again hopefully.
Fifth period I had creative writing which is Mrs. Wilson again and I had her last year and she was one of my favorite teachers but I'm really excited for that class because what's better than writing for 45 minutes.
Sixth period I had history and yeah. That class was blah too. The teacher seems cool but I don't really have any friends in that class.
And then seventh period I had foundations of painting and that class seems pretty good. I mean anything I can do in art to get away from reality is a good class to me. Like I don't even care about everything else. I just wanna paint.
Then I left school but the funniest part. It was the first day of school and I already got asked to homecoming. The guy who asked me is named nick and his brother likes me too but I mean I don't really like him like that and I wasnt planning on going anyways but I just thought it was funny that it was the first day and stuff like that was already happening. Anyways... That was my day
Homeroom was good because we keep our homerooms all the way through high school so it was the same as last year and I made a lot of friends in homeroom last year so no stress there.
We had an assembly since it was first day and all and I sat with my friend Abby and there was this guy that's not too bad lookin if I can say that but he kept like looking over at me and it was kind of awkward.
After that we went to another assembly and I saw Brandon for the first time since we broke up but he didn't really say anything to me so whatever. Ya know. Same old jerk ex's.
First period I had honors geometry and I think I was the only sophomore in the class but the teacher was pretty awesome. His name is Mr. Nueman and he seems like he's gonna be a kinda hard teacher but he's funny. He's the first teacher that ever told me to interrupt him. Make fun of him. And talk to my friends in class.
Second period I had biology and the teacher seems kinda awkward and weird. And its science so I have a feeling that class is gonna be really blah.
Third period I had honors English and I gotta say. Its always been my favorite class but I love male English teachers. And Mr. Miles seems like he's gonna be a favorite. He's amazing. He tells a lot of stories and he looks at life so much different than everyone else. But that whole class was filled with preps but its normal for my honors classes to be like that so ... Blah.
Fourth period I had Spanish three. And eww. I have it for an hour everyday and the teacher has to be the most annoying person I have ever met. Not to mention the fact that I don't know anyone in the class. The teacher has like 20 metal bracelets on one arm and they clang together the whole class. And I'm not big on fashion or anything. But she wears this bright purple lipstick with bright blue eye shadow. Like honestly. And when she talks she always drags out the last letter of every word. Like omg. I wanna slap the lady.
Then I had lunch and I sat with hannah and Shelby again. It was pretty boring. The highlight was that this kid used to go to my elementary school and we were pretty good friends and stuff. And then he moved but he's back and oh my lordy. He is like one of the hottest guys I have ever seen. Its pretty amazing. But he was kinda wondering around by himself like a lost puppy all day so maybe we could become friends again hopefully.
Fifth period I had creative writing which is Mrs. Wilson again and I had her last year and she was one of my favorite teachers but I'm really excited for that class because what's better than writing for 45 minutes.
Sixth period I had history and yeah. That class was blah too. The teacher seems cool but I don't really have any friends in that class.
And then seventh period I had foundations of painting and that class seems pretty good. I mean anything I can do in art to get away from reality is a good class to me. Like I don't even care about everything else. I just wanna paint.
Then I left school but the funniest part. It was the first day of school and I already got asked to homecoming. The guy who asked me is named nick and his brother likes me too but I mean I don't really like him like that and I wasnt planning on going anyways but I just thought it was funny that it was the first day and stuff like that was already happening. Anyways... That was my day
So anyways. When I got home from school I texted Zach and stuff but I think we're pretty much never gonna happen because yeah... Its just not gonna work for us. Which really sucks because I thought he had a lot of things that you don't normally see in a guy and he was kinda everything that seems like my type. I'd say he was perfect for me but I know he probably isn't. But he's pretty dang close. Its just ughhhh. Like why??? Whatever. I'm over it. Jk. Or naw xD
Eekkkkkk. This definently needs updated.
First of all I'm with Connor again.
Dante is a fucking asswhole who should go die in a whole and never come back. (But I don't actually mean that cause I don't encourage telling people to die) but yeah me and him.....are never ever ever getting back together #Taylor Swift..... Cause basically he told me unless I wanna fuck around with him and just have fun as teenagers not dating and stay single and all that then I shouldn't talk to him cause he just wants to fuck with me.
Story Timeeeee
So there's this cute guy in my history class that kinda sits behind me on an angle. Hes kind of a prep popular guy but he seemed nice so I thought I'd try to get to know him. Well he was sitting by himself at the end of class so I turned around....
"You look lonely"
"Yeah I'm a loner"
"I find that hard to believe"
"Well I don't have any friends to talk to right now"
"Well you can talk to me if ya want."
Wait for it.... Wait for it this is the best part.
"Nah.... I think I'll pass."
I turned around and in my head I was thinking shit dude. Conceited much? I am a nice person fuck you dude. I don't need you. XD
So there's this cute guy in my history class that kinda sits behind me on an angle. Hes kind of a prep popular guy but he seemed nice so I thought I'd try to get to know him. Well he was sitting by himself at the end of class so I turned around....
"You look lonely"
"Yeah I'm a loner"
"I find that hard to believe"
"Well I don't have any friends to talk to right now"
"Well you can talk to me if ya want."
Wait for it.... Wait for it this is the best part.
"Nah.... I think I'll pass."
I turned around and in my head I was thinking shit dude. Conceited much? I am a nice person fuck you dude. I don't need you. XD
No one ever comments in my journal :( it makes me sad.
Me and my friends are actually starting a band this time. Its actually happening and we have a place to practice and everything. Its great.
I started actually skateboard and I'm actually doing pretty good. ........ I can't remember if I said this yet or not....
Okay. Side note. The one guy that sings in the song downtown sounds so much like a girllll. XD
I'm taking this class instead of Spanish called internet programing. And its amazingggggg!!!!!!! Its like all the HTML on here but more advanced. I absolutely love it.
Alright. Imma go see if I can find some food. I hope somebody's here by the time I come back..... Cause I'm bored :(
its in french. and about cancer.with subtitles in english.
✴AJ Fray✴ wrote: "Story TimeeeeeSo there's this cute guy in my history class that kinda sits behind me on an angle. Hes kind of a prep popular guy but he seemed nice so I thought I'd try to get to know him. Well h..."
i'm saying this from what i'm gathering..... not trying to be mean.... or change your mind... just.... maybe you should try to go without boys..... if you chase too many more, you'll get a bad reputation..... once again... NOT TRYING TO BE MEAN.... JUST SUGGESTING. okay? :/
one more thing.... high school has made me unable to really get on gr. too busy. but i still think about you...bae....tabi... all my friends on GR..... but...... one day in the future.... getting close.... i'll stop using GR.... i have to leave reminders on my laptop to remember to get on.... so if there's any way you can get sc to work again? that would be life.....
Shadow (The darker of the twins) wrote: "✴AJ Fray✴ wrote: "Story Timeeeee
So there's this cute guy in my history class that kinda sits behind me on an angle. Hes kind of a prep popular guy but he seemed nice so I thought I'd try to get t..."
I wasn't chasing him. I was trying to make friends since I pretty much lost all of mine but Hannah.
So there's this cute guy in my history class that kinda sits behind me on an angle. Hes kind of a prep popular guy but he seemed nice so I thought I'd try to get t..."
I wasn't chasing him. I was trying to make friends since I pretty much lost all of mine but Hannah.
Shadow (The darker of the twins) wrote: "one more thing.... high school has made me unable to really get on gr. too busy. but i still think about you...bae....tabi... all my friends on GR..... but...... one day in the future.... getting c..."
Its okay... I'm the same way. I'm just staying for the journal.
Its okay... I'm the same way. I'm just staying for the journal.
✴AJ Fray✴ wrote: "Shadow (The darker of the twins) wrote: "✴AJ Fray✴ wrote: "Story TimeeeeeSo there's this cute guy in my history class that kinda sits behind me on an angle. Hes kind of a prep popular guy but he ..."
ik. i didnt mean him.... just in general.
✴AJ Fray✴ wrote: "Shadow (The darker of the twins) wrote: "one more thing.... high school has made me unable to really get on gr. too busy. but i still think about you...bae....tabi... all my friends on GR..... but...."so sc still doesnt work? even with the update? it's so cool btw. :P
