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Oct 17, 2013 03:40AM
"alright. I'll get it ready for you." He pulled away from her and went towards the bathroom.
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Rae watched him go. She dragged a hand through her knotted hair and looked around. She grabbed her suitcase and opened it. Grabbing a pair of cutoff jeans and a cami.
Once the bath was ready, he came out and smiled at her. "enjoy yourself." He murmured "unless you want me to join you." He teased.
Rae swatted him. "Shut up." she muttered and walked into the bathroom closing the door behind her.
He just chuckled and sat on the couch, letting her relax.
Rae locked the door then pulled out the razor she had hidden in her clothes. She put it on the edge of the bathtub and stripped off her clothes, sinking into the tub of water.
Damien suddenly got an idea. He went to the kitchen, getting some cookies for Rae to help her relax.
Rae sat there for a while, crying silently into the water. Before picking up the razor with her right hand. Using it to cut the underside of her left wrist. It stung but she didn't really care.
Damien knocked on the door. "Rae? I'm coming in. Don't worry, i won't look." He started to open the door.
Rae squeaked. "Close the door." she said calmly, despite the tears, pain, and blood coming out of her left wrist. "Leave and then close the door."
Damien frowned and opened the door all the watt, despite what she said. "Rae, ate you-!?" He dropped the plate of cookies and ran to her when he saw the blood "Rae, what did you do!?"
"I'm fine. Just go." she said. Discreetly tucking the razor under her thigh, washing her wrist in the process, the blood coming off.
He didn't pay attention to get body and grabbed her arms "are you insane!?" He grabbed a towel and pressed it to her wounds.
Rae sucked in a sharp breath as a unusual warm spread across her wrist and forearm.
He kept the towel pressed her her wounds, trying to stop the bleeding. "why did you do that!?" He demanded, sounding more concerned and hurt than angry.
"Would you stop that? It hurts!" she said, the cloth of the towel digging into the cuts. Rae looked away, trying her hardest not to cry.
"I'm sorry but i have to or you'll bleed to death!" He glared. Finally the blood stopped "get out of the bath and get dressed." He told her, standing up and looking away from her.
"Get out and I will." she said. Grabbing a towel as she stood wrapping it around herself. Rae bent over and drained the bathtub.
"I'll be right outside the door." He both told and warned her. He left the bathroom.
Rae got out and drained the tub. She threw the razor in the wastebasket and dried herself off. Rae pulled on her clothes and hung the towel back up to dry. She gathered up her clothes and held them as she opened the door to leave.
Damien sat by the bathroom door, looking worried sick. He looked up at her as she came out.
Rae put her dirty clothes back in her suitcase. She closed it up and got onto the bed. Rae pulled her knees up to her chest and buried her face in them.
He sat beside her "let me see your arms." He murmured, holding the first aid kit in his lap.
Rae looked up and held out her arms. Not really caring what he did. "I'm sorry..." she whispered.
He sighed "you scared me halt to death..." He muttered, bandaging her arms. As soon as he finished he pulled her into a tight embrace. "don't ever do that again." He said sternly but sadly.
Rae buried her face in his chest. She nodded, not really trusting her voice in this situation.
He buried his nose in her hair. The cookies and shattered plate still lay on the bathroom floor, at the moment completely forgotten. His arms were wrapped tightly around her, holding her close.
Rae kept her eyes closed as he held her. All it took was a bruise to mess up her life. She'd never thought about how easy it was before. Never wanted to think about it.
Damien sighed "you have no idea how much i care about you..." He muttered disappointed, though it was more to himself than her. He kissed her head.
Rae kept her face in his chest. She didn't know what to do. "I'm guessing you're angry with me aren't you?" Rae said softly.
