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He smiled and kept kissing her.She sighed and sat down, feeling even more sore.
She pulled him a bit closer after a while. He let her sit on him so it wouldn't hurt so much.
He smiled and moved his hands over her body.She wrapped her arms around him and buried her face in his chest.
-later-She laid next to him.
He wrapped his arms around her. "Relax, love. It'll be okay."
He grinned. "Wow." He breathed."I'm scared." She whispered.
She nodded in agreement. "Definitely wow.""Nothing will go wrong," he whispered.
"Are you sure you were ready?" He asked her."What if it's worse then we thought?" She asked him.
She smiled a bit, cuddling up to him. "I would have stopped you if I wasn't.""If you're worried about me abandoning you because it's bad, I won't," he said. "I like taking care of you."
He smiled and kissed her softly. "I love you." He whispered.She nodded. "Okay. But what if it is worse?" She asked him.
"I love you too," she murmured. "Then we'll come up with ways to cope together," he said.
He hugged her tightly.She nodded and sighed.
She hugged him back. He rubbed her back.
"I still can't believe it." He whispered.She sighed and buried her face in his shoulder. She felt safe there.
"I know.." she said.He kissed her forehead, hoping she would be alright.
He smiled softly and hugged her close.Once they got there her heart started thumping loudly and she got nervous.
She curled around him and hugged him back. "Relax," he murmured. He was still holding her.
"You are so amazing." He said, stroking her hair."I can't." She said quietly.
She blushed. "You are too.""Look at me," he said, gently tilting her face so she was looking at him. "I promise that I'll be with you the entire time. The reason I picked this hospital was because they're the one that's most trusted."
"Thank you." He whispered.She nodded. "Okay." She said weakly.
She smiled. He kissed her lightly. "It'll be okay."
"Wanna get up?" He asked her.She nodded and kissed him back, then started to get up, wincing.
She shook her head. "Not yet."He supported most of her weight as they walked.
"Okay." He said, and smiled.A few tears rolled out. "It shouldn't be this hard." She said, her voice cracking.
She sighed happily. He reached over and gently wiped the tears away. "I know, baby."
"Do you want to talk about anything?" He asked her.She started to cry more, stopping and holding her hip. "It's not fair." She sobbed.
She shrugged. "Not sure what to talk about..."He started carrying her. "I know, baby. It's definitely not fair."
"How about us?" He suggested.She gripped his shirt and buried her face into him, crying. Everything hurt, including her heart. She felt like a burden.
"What about us?" she asked. He kept walking, though hearing her crying did hurt him. He was trying not to show it, but just by the look on his face it was obvious.
"How we are meant to be." He said with a smile.She looked up and saw he was hurting. She tried her best to stop crying. "I'm sorry. Put me down please." She said to him. She wanted to walk and put him out of some pain, be less of a burden then she always was.
She smiled. "That's what I think."He shook his head. "It'll hurt you."
"I have a question." He said."Please, I don't want to hurt you more." She pleaded.
"What is your question?" he asked. "I can carry you just fine," he said. "I'm not struggling."
"Did Derek ever make you... Do what we did?" He asked her softly.She sighed and nodded. She just wanted to be in the hospital so he wouldn't hold her anymore. She felt like such a burden to him.
She looked away. "Yes. Always unwillingly. It was rather painful..."The doctor took her away for scans and tests.
"I'm so sorry, I really didn't know. I swear I'll get him." He said to her, angry now.She just laid on the bed, letting them do what they wanted.
She kissed his cheek. "Don't. You're still a better man than he will ever be."They told her that she had hip problems all her life, and that they could do surgery to fix it.
He nodded and just hugged her.She was shocked, and didn't know what to say.
She hugged him back. They told Andrew what they found.
"I'm sorry. If it means anything to you, you were my first." He whispered.She was in her room crying, feeling scared. A nurse was trying to calm her down but she just wanted Andrew.
She kissed his cheek. "You were really good for your first," she said. Andrew came in and sat on the bed beside her, stroking her hair.
He smiled. "You helped me." He said to her.She sobbed and hugged him.
She smiled a bit, cuddling closer and pulling a blanket over them. "Not much."He pulled her onto his lap and hugged her tightly.
"You did." He insisted.She cried in his shoulder.
"If you consider that I just told you what felt good and you went with that, I guess I might have helped," she said. He rubbed her back. "It'll be completely fixed after surgery."
He smiled and shrugged.She nodded. "I'm scared though." She said to him.
She smiled and kissed his cheek. He thought for a minute. "What if I get them to let me hold your hand the entire time, even while you're asleep during the surgery?"
He chuckled and kissed her nose.She nodded. "Yes please." She whispered.
She fell asleep after a while. She was still cuddled up to him. He kissed her lightly. "I promise that's what will happen."
The next day he helped her into the carriage.