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He looked at the object in the girls hand. "What is it?"

[Midnight Rose -Just Another Lost Soul {Does It Matter Who I Really Am Inside?}-]

Lilly immideatly knew something was wrong. "Eat it. Eat it now. It's ambrosia. It will help you remember." She said quickly

[[deleted user]]

He looked at it slowly he took it he ate it. "I don't understand, where am I, please?"

[Midnight Rose -Just Another Lost Soul {Does It Matter Who I Really Am Inside?}-]

Lilly began to tremble. "It should be working now..." She whispered, her eyes getting wider.

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Collin screamed in in horror and pain. His head felt like it was being squished. "My head!" He yelled.

[Midnight Rose -Just Another Lost Soul {Does It Matter Who I Really Am Inside?}-]

"C-Collin?" She asked. She realized that it hadn't happened earlier when he took it. She knelt down and held him. "Calm down. It'll be ok." She said in a gentle voice as good as she could.

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Collin shook in her arms

[Midnight Rose -Just Another Lost Soul {Does It Matter Who I Really Am Inside?}-]

"Collin? Collin come on. Answer me. Please!" She said tears falling again. If she had hurt him, then she wouldn't even know what to do with herself.

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He looked terrified. "I-I...." He trailed of in pain.

[Midnight Rose -Just Another Lost Soul {Does It Matter Who I Really Am Inside?}-]

"You what?" She asked.

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"I nearly forgot you" he said

[Midnight Rose -Just Another Lost Soul {Does It Matter Who I Really Am Inside?}-]

'Nearly.' She said in her head. Which means she had saved his memories. She couldn't hold anything back again. She hugged him and cried. She hated crying. She felt like a child.

[Midnight Rose -Just Another Lost Soul {Does It Matter Who I Really Am Inside?}-]

((Hello?))

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He hugged her back tightly
((Sorry i thought i posted))

[Midnight Rose -Just Another Lost Soul {Does It Matter Who I Really Am Inside?}-]

Lull treated her head on his chest. "What happened?" She whispered. "What do you remember?"

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"The worst panic attack" He mumbled he told her everything even why he didnt remember

[Midnight Rose -Just Another Lost Soul {Does It Matter Who I Really Am Inside?}-]

"I'm so sorry." She whispered to him. She hoped he couldn't remember her screaming. Then she would only start to feel worse that she wasn't there for him when this began.

[[deleted user]]

He hugged her more and started to cry

[Midnight Rose -Just Another Lost Soul {Does It Matter Who I Really Am Inside?}-]

"It's ok." She said brushing her fingers through his hair. Her fingers were trembling.

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He kept crying. "I'm so sorry, I wasn't there when you needed me most"

[Midnight Rose -Just Another Lost Soul {Does It Matter Who I Really Am Inside?}-]

Lilly bit her bottom lip hard. So he had remembered her screaming. She shook her head. "Don't. I was supposed to be there for you." She said tearing up her bottom lip slightly. She wouldn't look at him, she just kept hugging him.

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"Don't hurt your self," he pleaded calming down. He kisses the top of her head lightly

[Midnight Rose -Just Another Lost Soul {Does It Matter Who I Really Am Inside?}-]

"I'm not" she lied. She sucked on her bleeding lip. She kept on doing so until the blood stopped coming out. She closed her eyes, but doing so that just seemed to remind her of the blood hounds and how they had torn her apart. She winced but opened her eyes.

[[deleted user]]

He hugged her even more tightly.

[Midnight Rose -Just Another Lost Soul {Does It Matter Who I Really Am Inside?}-]

Lilly rested her head on his chest, not daring to close her eyes anymore.

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He rubbed her back. "The panic attacks are getting worse" He said thinking he had said it in his mind.

[Midnight Rose -Just Another Lost Soul {Does It Matter Who I Really Am Inside?}-]

Lilly's eyes widened. "What do you mean?" She asked suddenly afraid. She looked at him.

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"At first I just had flashbacks but hey started to get more...intense" he said remembering not being able to move or breath.

[Midnight Rose -Just Another Lost Soul {Does It Matter Who I Really Am Inside?}-]

"We have to get you some help." She said quickly looking around for something, though she didn't know what she was looking for.

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He shook his head. "I've had them since I was a baby"

[Midnight Rose -Just Another Lost Soul {Does It Matter Who I Really Am Inside?}-]

"But...but..." Lilly couldn't think straight. She started to look around again, this time she got up and started pacing.
'What am I supposed to do?' She thought to herself.

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"It's OK flower"

[Midnight Rose -Just Another Lost Soul {Does It Matter Who I Really Am Inside?}-]

Lilly started shaking her head. "It's not ok. What if someday you actually do forget about me? What will I be able to do then? I wouldn't be able to live with myself. I wouldn't be able to control myself." She whispered. 'Most importantly I won't be able to have anyone help me out after my dreams.' She thought.

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He told up and pulled her close. "I won't forget"

[Midnight Rose -Just Another Lost Soul {Does It Matter Who I Really Am Inside?}-]

"But...you almost did." She whispered, blinking madly to keep the tears in her eyes.

[[deleted user]]

"Almost, but I didn't"

[Midnight Rose -Just Another Lost Soul {Does It Matter Who I Really Am Inside?}-]

Lilly clenched her jaws. She couldn't stand the thought of him forgetting her.

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"Itl be all right"

[Midnight Rose -Just Another Lost Soul {Does It Matter Who I Really Am Inside?}-]

Lilly nodded hesitantly. She looked up at him. She was exhausted now but she didn't want to go back to sleep.

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He forced a smile and kissed her.

[Midnight Rose -Just Another Lost Soul {Does It Matter Who I Really Am Inside?}-]

Lilly kissed him back. She began to fall limp from her exhaustion.

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He sat down pulling her with him. He held her so that she could be comfortable if she fell asleep.

[Midnight Rose -Just Another Lost Soul {Does It Matter Who I Really Am Inside?}-]

"Don't...let go....of...me." Lilly whispered as she fell asleep.

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"I won't" He whispered.

[Midnight Rose -Just Another Lost Soul {Does It Matter Who I Really Am Inside?}-]

Lilly fell asleep in his arms, Lessing with the hem of his shirt again. She mumbled a few times in her sleep about the hell hounds and how the had torn her apart, but the dream didn't come back.

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He smiled sadly.

[Midnight Rose -Just Another Lost Soul {Does It Matter Who I Really Am Inside?}-]

((Time skip))

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Lilly woke up in Collins arms. She looked around seeing hardly anything because of the brightness.

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"Good morning beautiful" he smiled.

[Midnight Rose -Just Another Lost Soul {Does It Matter Who I Really Am Inside?}-]

Lilly smiled small. "Morning. Did you stay up all night?" She asked worriedly.