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Skylar x Josh/ Celine and Damian
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Aug 28, 2013 06:00PM

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Josh stared at him blankly. "What's 'it'?" He asked, somehow letting slip the meaning of the word.
Josh's face cleared right up. "Oh, oh," he went up onto his toes as he got it. "I see, y-you mean sex!"


((*determined face* What's the big deal? Just put a star there instead. You think you would be alright with that considering I'm your friend and all... :( ))
((I just thought you'd respect me more than you'd want to use the word, but whatever. I guess I was wrong. I respect you a lot... I listen to your ideas, I follow your plots; but when I ask you not to swear all of a sudden I'm not good enough. It's not like I ask for much for God's sake. That hurts me.))

((No, it isn't a kids story. But for Christ's sake, I don't want to see it. It shouldn't matter. Why is it such a big deal to put a * there?))
((Why? Why not other swears? I NEVER ask for ANYTHING. EVER. I always do what you want! I'm fine with that, but I REALLY would appreciate some consideration. Sometimes I'd like to be treated as a respected equal.
I had a CRAP hole of a day and I just... I would LIKE to be thought of nicely by my friends. My head hurts SO bad and I'm not staying on because I feeling like fricking shooting myself I got such an awful headache. I just wish you would just... Think of me sometimes.))
I had a CRAP hole of a day and I just... I would LIKE to be thought of nicely by my friends. My head hurts SO bad and I'm not staying on because I feeling like fricking shooting myself I got such an awful headache. I just wish you would just... Think of me sometimes.))

((... It's not what I'm comfortable with. There are many different things I'm not comfortable with. I don't like swimming in lakes because I have night terrors, I get anxiety crossing the street and driving in small cars, I feel awkward writing about sex and reading swears. It's just who I am. I thought that you would respect who I am, considering I respect you. I don't make you play women, I don't make you change your plots. I respsct you enough.))
((For God's sake. I just don't want to read swears. It makes me feel sick. My parents swear at me, and I don't want to hear or see it anywhere because it makes me feel bad. I have my own life, my own problems... I just... God.))

((My parents are the best, they're just a little foul mouthed when they're angry; my dad especially, although it could definately be worse. I have night terrors where I claw at the walls and stuff and scream profanities at these poor people in my dreams. I swear out of writing, mostly in french, but... Cussing is just not a good thing for me. I don't want to make it seem as if I'm abused or anything... I'm sorry I'm touchy like this. I mean, you can swear as much as you want, but all I'm asking is for you to stick a * or a $ here and there you know? ))
((No. I'm sorry it just makes me remember stuff from night terrors, all the rape dreams I've had. It's difficult for me to talk about it let alone read and write it. I don't ask you not to do something unless it's really important to me. Thanks for understanding...))
((I KNEW IT. I have 97% of all Shakespeare's work. I got out of it, but I'm thinking of restarting it...
And sure... It was your turn next I think.))
And sure... It was your turn next I think.))
((I'll get there... I'm going to sleep soon too because my head hurts... :/))
Josh shrugged simply and smiled, playing with the ring on his own finger. "D-Dunno..." He murnured. "You t-taught me, so I guess I l-learned from the b-best."
Josh shrugged simply and smiled, playing with the ring on his own finger. "D-Dunno..." He murnured. "You t-taught me, so I guess I l-learned from the b-best."