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Jun 21, 2013 06:35AM
Lea smiled at him and laughed, "Am I confusing you with my moods? Don't be because I'm all happy and shit but deeo inside I'm really crying." She did not know why she was telling her secrets of coping up because of that night but she just felt that she could somehow trust him. "And don't look at me, Jax is the pro here."
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Lea smiled at him, "I don't know how to play. Jax is the one who tried teaching me but it was no use I'm a lost cause." She did not know why was she smiling when he called her 'Dude' but it seemed like it was an endearment. She rubbed her eyes, "I'm going to sleep, where's my room?"
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Lea took his hand without any thought, entwining her fingers with his. She smiled and nodded, "You kind of own the place, silly. Lead the way, my most humble servant," she said in a teasing tone, she really was comfortable with him it was like crazy and at the same scary because she just met him.
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((didn't see this at my notifications. Sorry))
Lea didn't waste time answering, "Earth." She clenched her fist as she watch Jax bleeding again. She got her handkerchief and started mopping his nose since he was only staring at nothing. She sighed as she didn't receive any response from him. Turning to look at Vee she pleaded, "Do it now, Vee. I don't want to see him like this. Jax is fire."
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Jax could hear them talking but he couldn't move. He tried to speak but it felt like he lost his words somehow. Why had he done to this to himself? He asked grimly. He knew that it would be more horrible than the last but he still let it continue. Haven't he learned from before? His last thought was that as he stared unseeingly at the piano where it all began.
Lea didn't waste time answering, "Earth." She clenched her fist as she watch Jax bleeding again. She got her handkerchief and started mopping his nose since he was only staring at nothing. She sighed as she didn't receive any response from him. Turning to look at Vee she pleaded, "Do it now, Vee. I don't want to see him like this. Jax is fire."
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Jax could hear them talking but he couldn't move. He tried to speak but it felt like he lost his words somehow. Why had he done to this to himself? He asked grimly. He knew that it would be more horrible than the last but he still let it continue. Haven't he learned from before? His last thought was that as he stared unseeingly at the piano where it all began.
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Vee looked around trying to find some dirt when she spotted a pot of plant by the door, so she went quickly, grabbed it then put it next to Jax.
"I need your hand. You can't touch him while I'm casting" she said not taking her eyes off the book.
Vee took in a deep breath "A drop of blood, as light as air, I call on you Mother Earth, element of the physical, may you purge him clean"
closing her eyes she said what she learned by heart from the book open in front of her. "Rivers must flow be pure and crystalline
But red rivers must not
They must be trapped insided my being
This river so red must be stopped with a golden net Stop this now stop this bleed" Vee opened her eyes and got up put her palm to Jax's heart "Sectumsempra" then stood back scared that she might have failed or something. It was stupid though as she never fails.
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Jax wasn't sure of what is Vee is doing until he felt a force so great that he stumbled back a step. He felt heat, sensation and the last was emotion as he looked up in wonder. "What did you do?" He asked shakily as he straightened to stare at Vee, feeling the love and the memories that assaulted him. He didn't think twice as he went to her and hugged her. His arms encircling her waist as he breathed in her. "I love you," he whispered into her hair while hugging her tighter.
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Lea felt tears spill as she saw Jax for the first time. The real Jax that made her laugh at his awful jokes, the one who taught her how to play the piano. She pressed a hand to her mouth to ward off a sob as she watch his eyes take on an emotion that she haven't seen. Love. Pure, unbridled love. She smiled as she saw how shocked Vee was and laughed when Jax only hugged her tighter.
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Lea felt tears spill as she saw Jax for the first time. The real Jax that made her laugh at his awful jokes, the one who taught her how to play the piano. She pressed a hand to her mouth to ward off a sob as she watch his eyes take on an emotion that she haven't seen. Love. Pure, unbridled love. She smiled as she saw how shocked Vee was and laughed when Jax only hugged her tighter.
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As he let go of her she took a step back and looked at him, to see the boy she fell in love with and started laughing hysterically! She did it! Even if only for 3 days, but they would have found his brother by then. Hopefully.
She kept saying "Oh my god" between her laughs, not believing that she succeeded! Thanks to Hunter she though with a smile. She jumped back in Jax's embrace not wanting to miss a moment with him and started to kiss him with all the emotions that were rushing through her, her fingers lost in his forever messy hair.
Jax was so happy. Kissing her back as she pulled him to him, this was the feeling that was left empty when he cursed himself. The emotion of love and he didn't know what to do with it as he has it now. Pulling her closer, her body flush against he let his lips do the talking. Her mouth was heaven and the way she reacted to his touch was making him crazier with love. He pulled back to lean his forehead against hers, "You didn't say you love me too," he teased with a smile.
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Lea smiled wide as she watched them, it was like it only happened to a movie. Where the hero came back and the heroine was there to welcome him with open arms. She felt a single tear slip and she went to Jax and Vee who was still entangled with each other. "I guess I should be leaving you two to catch up," she said with a little envy for what they have and she shook it off since this was a happy moment for them. She punched Jax on the shoulder playfully and squeezed Vee's arm before leaving.
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Lea smiled wide as she watched them, it was like it only happened to a movie. Where the hero came back and the heroine was there to welcome him with open arms. She felt a single tear slip and she went to Jax and Vee who was still entangled with each other. "I guess I should be leaving you two to catch up," she said with a little envy for what they have and she shook it off since this was a happy moment for them. She punched Jax on the shoulder playfully and squeezed Vee's arm before leaving.
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However his comment as teasing as he meant it, she actually didn't say I love you too back on purpose. She said it to him only when he felt nothing towards her, so technically it doesn't count. And now she's scared she would say it and then have him pulled back under the curse, and she'll hurt a 100 times worse this time.
"No I'm still mad! You told me I was your first girlfriend and now their have been someone else?" She said trying to change the subject. She wasn't really mad, just buying time.
He tweaked her on the nose and laughed when her face frowned cutely, "June was my past. At the moment you're my present and I hope you can be my future too." He didn't want to think of his past right now because with Vee in his arms he has only eyes for her only. He noticed that she didn't say anything about loving him back and that was okay with him because he didn't need it since he can see it in her eyes.
"Forget about Lea, Vee...I missed you," he whispered the last words as he brushed her hair back with a hand still not letting her go.
"Forget about Lea, Vee...I missed you," he whispered the last words as he brushed her hair back with a hand still not letting her go.
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She looked deeply in his eyes, they were gleaming with love and joy that she almost forgot he didn't remember her a couple of minutes ago.
"I would love to be your always Jax" she said as their foreheads were against each other. Her hands caressing his chest feeling him softly, scared that he may pull back at any minute.
He shivered as her words hit him. There was no doubt that she loved him even though she didn't say anything. Pulling her closer until they were chest to chest he whispered into her ear, "I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry for doing this to us..." He trailed off as he leaned his head on her left shoulder. His hands tightening around her a true regret flowed through him. He remembered the time when he was emotionless and cold and when he saw Vee in his memories looking helpless and sad he wanted to take back what he had done but now he must focus at the present. He pulled back a little, "Let's hunt my brother."
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She put her arms around his waist and looked up at him "Don't apologize, it's not like I missed a chance to taunt you" shrugging she kissed his cheek "okay, where should we start?"
Jax smiled at her and it dimmed a little when she saw the hurt behind her happy, joking self. Pulling her close again he let his chin rest on her head, "Joaquin. My brother's name is Joaquin," he whispered as he brushed her hair back with slow strokes. "He's older by 4 minutes, I met him when June died and he cursed me but I don't think it was his fault." He tightened his arms around her. "I love you..." he trailed off as he felt a tear slide down his cheek. Yeah, his emotions were up and running he thought happily.
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She then pulled back "Joaquin? What kind of a name is that? Joe wasn't enough?" She said jokingly. "Let's find that brother if yours before you black out on me again" She checked her phone "Hunter's in the Shack, he says Joequin might be staying in an abandoned house in there"
Lea looked up from the floor she was staring at as she walked back and forth. She had seen Vee outside the Study who had been eavesdropping in the conversation between Jax and his brother and she went to the study so that she could at least give them some time to talk, "I'm a hell of a mess!" She exclaimed as she ran her fingers through her now-curly hair.
She shook her head, "I don't know yet." She said in a decisive tone as she looked at Shale with a smile, "I hear that you have a new boyfriend, go girl!" she made a cheerleader pose which she immediately changed to a serious stance.
Lea scoffed at Shale, "Don't be like that. I sometimes see you with some goth guy and from the way Brayden was asking these past few days along with the Jax curse it was getting pretty serious with you two." She looked expectantly at Shale.
She sighed. I knew this was bout to happen, she said to herself. "It's nothing really. Can you imagine a girl like me? All plain and still living in the past with Hunter? Perfect, handsome...good." She whispered as she looked at her now clenched hands by her side. This was depressing, she thought, time to change the subject. "But enough about me, what about you? From what I've heard you were seen on the goth's lap and kissing him like he was water to you thirsty self."
She shrugged, "I don't know yet since they're still talking when I last saw them." She said in a sure tone, ignoring Shale's words about Hunter falling for her. What a joke, she thought grimly.
"Nothing much," she admitted and for some reason her thoughts led her to Hunter's eyes. She remembered the last time they had talked but all of it was blank. Yes, she could remember him back at the bar but the conversation was a blur.
She snapped out of her thoughts to look at Shale with raised eyebrows, "What is it?"
Lea shrugged when something crashed in the way of the common room. "Should we go there?" She asked Shane quietly as she edged her way to the door.
"Shit," she murmured under her breath as she followed Shale to the common room. I shouldn't have came to this place, she thought with regret.
Lea walked through the doors with a smile on her face. She knew that she had only met Wesley only hours ago but she felt some connection that she had with Jax but much more stronger. She went to where the table was and she took the food from Wes to lay it on the table. "What have you ordered for us?" She asked him as she carefully took the boxes from the paper bag.
She licked her lips at sight of the spring rolls. "Yum," she said as she took the chopsticks from him and she opened her mouth to bite the end off the spring roll. She closed her eyes as flavors burst in her mouth. When she was done she looked at Wesley who was watching her intently, "So sorry, it's just that it's been months since I ate Chinese." She smiled a shyly.
She raised a hand to her chest and it came away partially wet. "Yeah," she answered and that's when she realized that Wesley was wet also but in his case his shirt had now molded to his chest. She blushed as she turned away. "You too," she said.
"Sure," she answered, not turning. From what she had seen, Wesley was ripped. Not like Hunter, for sure but he still have his attraction. "I'm going to go," she murmured and before leaving the room she sneaked a little peak at him. Oh My Gosh! She blushed even more when he caught her looking. "I better go," she said as she left.
Lea went back to the room and she went directly to the table. "Let's eat," she said as she picked up her chopsticks.
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She turned to him sideways, "Hi," she whispered back to him and she cracked a smile, "Why are we whispering?"
"Thank you," she said with a small smile. Taking her seat she turned to look at him, "So..." She trailed off.
"Ummmmm," this was getting awkward and she laughed because they weren't before she punched his shoulder playfully, "Are we going to eat or not?" She asked.
Taking one of the boxes on the table she answered him, "Well, it's always sunny and everytime it's going to rain, I literally go out and just dance out there because it's...just is," she said as she ate her noddles. After months of not eating Chinese, she moaned as the crispy noddles hit her tongue.
She laughed with him, "And if you stick with me, you're going to get something in return." She said in a very secretive voice as she ate her noodles with gusto.
"Something very very bad," she said, half-teasing and half-serious.
When she had finished she asked with a lift of any eyebrow, "What is that you see?"
Lea was irritated by his sudden change of mood so she didn't bother hiding it, "Okay, tell me what it bothering you."
"Okay," she said as she got up. She packed up the empty boxes in the paper bag, "I'm leaving so...see you around," she turned away to leave.
She stopped as her hand hit the door knob but she did answer him quietly, "I'm not that sure anymore, Wesley."
She nodded stiffly and she really wanted to go but she needed him to understand something, "Wes?"
"I know this may sound weird since I'd had only met you a couple of hours ago but don't forget I'm always here and I don't care if you're depraved or not, just remember you're not alone." She raised her eyes to him and smiled a little. "Okay no that I gotten out of my chest, I'm going to go now," She smiled widely, waving and left.
